my wolf

The next morning, Xu Luowen received a call from Jiang Yuhe, saying that "Qi Qi" had already entered the top [-] bestsellers on Ding Ding.com for seven days, which was already a very impressive achievement for a collection of photography essays.

Jiang Yuhe suggested that he could start preparing the new book, but Xu Luowen did not give a clear answer, only said that he would consider it.

At the beginning, writing essays was completely on a whim, just to find something to do to pass the time during pregnancy, but now he is asked to write it specifically for the purpose of publishing a book, but he is not sure that he can write it.

But either way, it's good news.

Good news should be shared with others, and the joy will be doubled.

Xu Luowen called Tan Jiaying, this guy has been uncharacteristically quiet recently, he has no phone calls, no WeChat, and he has never shown up.

The call was answered quite quickly, Xu Luowen smiled and said, "Where are you still on Earth? I thought you immigrated to Mars and disappeared without a trace."

"Oh, don't mention it, my buddy has been devastated recently, and he is almost wilting."

"Been ruined by your Xiao Xiang's hands?"

"I wish he could destroy me," Tan Jiaying sighed, "It's not Xiao Xiang, it's my mother."

"Your mother?" Xu Luowen was taken aback.

"Well, Ms. Jin doesn't know which nerve is wrong. She insisted on forcing me to participate in the company's management. I was forced to participate in meetings and conferences. I was going crazy." Tan Jiaying said pitifully, "You said Why am I so miserable, my mother forced me to study when I was a child, forced me to like women when I grew up, and now forces me to work, when will this hard life end?"

"Don't be ignorant of your blessings. You just cast a good baby. If you were born in a poor family, you are just like you. At once."

Tan Jiaying gritted her teeth: "I'm suffering, you don't feed me candy, forget it, and throw shit on my face, Xu Luowen, you've lost me, let me tell you."

Xu Luowen smiled and said, "Okay, you don't like to work, so tell me what you want to do?"

Tan Jiaying said: "I just want to eat, drink and sleep, and then wait for my husband to come home from get off work and wake me up."

Xu Luowen was silent for a long time, and said: "This is the most shocking dream I have ever heard in my life. You should immigrate to Mars. It is a waste of air just like you to stay on the earth."

Tan Jiaying said eloquently: "I have no ambitions and I don't break the law. I am happy to live like this. I am sorry that you bite me."

Xu Luowen couldn't refute for a moment, he said with a smile: "I won't bite you, you are rough and fleshy, it's too bad for your teeth."

Tan Jiaying snorted and said, "By the way, didn't you tell me to take Ms. Jin to Brazil during the Chinese New Year? I mentioned it to her yesterday, but she immediately agreed."

"Isn't that great?" Xu Luowen said, "Or do you mean you don't want to go with your mother?"

"Of course I want to," Tan Jiaying said, "I just feel that my mother is acting weird recently, not the same as before."

Xu Luowen said: "Just like you clinging to your parents when you were young, your parents will cling to you when they get older, so you should be more filial and don't make your mother angry all the time. You have already made her angry enough."

"Got it, Zowski." Tan Jiaying said, "It's okay to hang up, I'm busy."

"Okay Mr. Tan, you are busy, and I, a big idler, will not take up your expensive time."

"Virtue, hang up."

After hanging up the phone, Xu Luowen suddenly remembered that he forgot to say something serious, and couldn't help laughing.

Just thinking about doing something to pass the time, the phone suddenly rang a notification tone.

Xu Luowen took a look, and the smile on his face gradually disappeared.

The mobile phone calendar reminds that tomorrow is the anniversary of his parents' death.

The memory of his parents is almost zero in his mind, and if he is not reminded, he will almost forget the anniversary of their death.At this time last year, he was out of town, and he had to visit them this year.

After lunch, Xu Luowen took Baa Baa and A Huang to the park for a stroll, and when they came back, they nestled on the sofa and read a book. What they were watching was "Hyperion". After watching it for more than a year, I didn't see the second "Hyperion" The Fall of ", can be described as extremely slow.

As a result, he fell asleep on the sofa before turning two pages. When he woke up, it was already dusk, and the bloody setting sun splashed all over the hall.

Lying down and having hysteria for a while, I reached for my phone and saw a WeChat notification.

Unlock it and open WeChat.

It was Pei Shuyan who said: Are things going well?Still in City H?

Xu Luowen replied: Returned without success, just came back yesterday.

Put down your phone and go to the bathroom, pee, wash your face, and wake yourself up.

When I came back, I heard the phone ringing, and bent down to pick it up.

Pei Shuyan replied: Does it count if you say you want to invite me to dinner?

Xu Luowen typed: Of course it counts, when do you have time?

Pei Shuyan replied quickly: Just today, okay?

Xu Luowen replied "OK".

Xu Luowen immediately returned: the old place, seven o'clock.

Xu Luowen stared at the word "Old Place" for a while, before replying "Yes".

Use pomade to fix messy hair, change clothes, upper body shirt sweater with coat, lower body jeans with ankle boots, simple and neat.

First send Baa Baa and Ah Huang to Bai Chengli, and when they came out, they bumped into Bai Lang coming back from get off work.

The two were silent at the same time, and then said at the same time: "You..."

Stopped together, and spoke together again: "You say first..."

Looking at each other with a smile, Xu Luowen spoke first: "Pei Shuyan helped me a lot when I went to City H. I treat him to dinner today as a thank you."

Bai Lang nodded: "Oh."

Xu Luowen looked at his face, smiled and said, "Are you unhappy?"

Bai Lang nodded again: "A little bit." After a pause, he complained: "Why do you have so many friends?"

"Uh, not many." Xu Luowen laughed, "Only two or three."

Bai Lang said, "But I only have you."

Xu Luowen felt slightly numb, and said, "You still have Xiao Run and Luan Kuo, you can also have dinner with them occasionally."

Bai Lang asked, "Why should I have dinner with them?"

Xu Luowen said solemnly: "Mr. Xu—that is, I—assigned you—Student Bai Lang—a homework to understand what is called 'interpersonal communication', and tell me the answer tomorrow. There is a traffic jam right now, and I won't I'm going to be late, Aunt Shao made your favorite honey sauce grilled ribs, go in quickly."

Xu Luowen was about to leave, but his wrist was suddenly grabbed, and he was dragged to the corner of the wall in two or three steps, and pressed against the wall.

"Kiss before leaving." Bai Lang's voice was low and deep, and it sounded particularly seductive in the light night.

Xu Luowen suddenly remembered last night when Bai Lang pressed him down on the sofa and kissed him tenderly. He really didn't want to go through the torment of wanting but not wanting again.

"Then close your eyes." Xu Luowen whispered.

"I won't be fooled by you again." Bai Lang said with a smile.

Xu Luowen covered his face with his hands, gently kneaded his earlobes with his thumb and index finger, and heard Bai Lang's breathing a little heavier as he wished, and then said, "I'm not going to lie to you this time, just close your eyes. "

Bai Lang stared at him for a few seconds, but finally closed his eyes obediently.

Seeing the right moment, Xu Luowen pushed Bai Lang against the wall with all his strength, and ran away, saying, "I'll give you another homework assignment! Let's learn about 'soldiers never tire of cheating'!"

Bai Lang rubbed the back of his sore head, looked at the running away figure and laughed helplessly.

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After Bai Lang made such a fuss, Xu Luowen hurried and was still 15 minutes late.

He hates people who are not punctual the most, and he himself is always punctual, always arriving about 10 minutes earlier than the agreed time.

After taking his seat, Xu Luowen apologized again and again, only saying that the traffic jam was severe.

Pei Shuyan smiled nonchalantly, and said, "I've already ordered food for you, don't you mind?"

Xu Luowen shook his head, said "thank you" with a smile, and said, "Long time no see, how are you doing recently? I heard from Tan Jiaying that you seem to be very busy."

Pei Shuyan poured him a glass of water and said, "I'm really busy. I'm involved in a scientific research project and I have to undergo surgery. I can only sleep for five hours a day." After a pause, he smiled slightly and said, "This is good. , the time is filled, and there is no time to think about it."

Xu Luowen smiled, picked up the cup and took a sip of water.

Pei Shuyan was silent for a while, lowered his eyes and said in a low voice: "I have been seeing a psychiatrist a while ago, because I always suffer from insomnia all night long, and taking sleeping pills doesn't help, that feeling is really too painful It will give rise to a particularly strong impulse to self-mutilate." He smiled again, and raised his eyes to meet Xu Luowen's gaze, "It's much better now, although I'm exhausted every day, at least I can sleep well, and I won't think about death anymore .”

Xu Luowen felt as if his heart was being grasped by a hand, and it hurt from time to time.

The Pei Shuyan he knew was a proud and self-sufficient man, and he shouldn't be in this dejected and desolate appearance, like an isolated island in the sea.

Xu Luowen lowered his head.

He didn't dare to look into Pei Shuyan's eyes. The emotion in those eyes was too strong, like a whirlpool, which made him afraid.

The waiter came over to serve the food, breaking the quiet atmosphere at the table in due course.

Xu Luowen looked at the plate in front of him, which contained the dish that he and Pei Shuyan had to order every time they came here, but he knew that it would never taste the same as before, because they were no longer the Xu Luowen and Pei Shuyan they used to be.

After the waiter left, Pei Shuyan said, "Tell me about you, what's the matter with helping Bai Lang find his parents?"

Xu Luowen explained the ins and outs concisely.

After hearing this, Pei Shuyan was silent for a moment, and said, "So you still want to keep looking?"

"Well," Xu Luowen nodded, "You know, I'm not someone who gives up lightly."

Pei Shuyan looked at him and said calmly, "But you gave up on me so easily."

Xu Luowen was speechless, remained silent for a while, then lowered his head and said "I'm sorry".

Pei Shuyan evoked a warm smile: "You have nothing to be sorry for me. I am the one who did the wrong thing, and I deserve it."

Xu Luowen lowered his eyes and said nothing.

Pei Shuyan also fell silent.

Until the end of this painful dinner, check out and leave, the two of them didn't talk much.

The two stood facing each other at the door of the restaurant.

The neon lights next to them flickered, casting a layer of colorful light on their faces.

It's time to say "goodbye".

"Luo Wen," Pei Shuyan called his name softly, staring at him intently, "Answer me a question, I want to hear the truth."

Xu Luowen summoned up the courage to meet his gaze: "Ask."

Pei Shuyan said: "If there is no Bai Lang, will you come back to me?"

What a cliché and what a tricky question.

What was he thinking then?

He seemed to have said to Tan Jiaying, give him some time, let him get over the hurdle in his heart.

If you pass, you will reunite with a broken mirror; if you cannot pass, you will be separated from each other.

But fate did not give him time.

He was pregnant with a werewolf child, cutting off the way back to Pei Shuyan.

So, no answer.

Moreover, there is no if.

Bai Lang walked into his life forcefully, and he resisted with all his might, but he still couldn't stop Bai Lang from walking into his heart.

He doesn't have to wait until the estrus is over, he already has the answer in his heart.

He likes Bai Lang, and he wants to be with Bai Lang.

Therefore, his answer to Pei Shuyan was: "No."

Completely destroy those tiny hopes in Pei Shuyan's heart, so that he can die and survive.

Hearing the answer, Pei Shuyan smiled.

He stepped forward, hugged Xu Luowen gently, and whispered in his ear, "But what should I do? I can't kill you who lives in my heart, and I don't have the courage to kill myself. Luo Wen, you Can you tell me, what should I do? How should I live in a world without you?"