Cannon fodder's death manual

At night, Xiao Gan held Xiao Di in his arms, and the two embraced and fell asleep.Since that day, Xiao Qian never did that kind of thing with Xiao Di again, and he just hugged him to sleep every night. He has no special obsession with Xiao Di's body, what he wants is Xiao Di This person's body is just an appendage of this person, and he did that just to declare his ownership of Xiao Di.Besides, in all fairness, Xiao Di's body is not suitable for being the one who accepts, as long as he gets into his back, it will be torn apart. No matter how hard he tries, Xiao Di can't get the slightest pleasure from it. He loves him so much, how can he be willing to let him go? He hurts.

At this time Xiao Di turned over uneasy in Xiao Qian's arms. He had been tossing and turning like this for a long time. Xiao Qian reached out to turn on the wall lamp, and touched Xiao Di's face with concern, "Xiao Di, have you had a headache again?"

Xiao Di frowned, put his hands on his eyes to block the glare of the wall lamp, and replied vaguely, "Well, I have a headache and can't sleep."

Xiao Qian sat up from the bed, put Xiao Di on his leg, and gently pressed Xiao Di's temples as before, "I'll take you to the hospital tomorrow, it's not a solution to keep having such a headache."

Xiao Di opened his eyes, his eyes were bloodshot, "I'm fine, just give me an injection, once I get an injection, the pain will go away."

Xiao Gan was taken aback, "Didn't I call just this afternoon?"

"I know," Xiao Di looked at Xiao Qian, "but now I'm in pain, so painful that I can't sleep, give me an injection."

Xiao Qian looked at the densely bruised and purple needle holes on his arm, "If you are in pain, I will rub it for you. That kind of thing is not good for your health, so don't use it in the future."

"Don't worry about it! I want it now!" Xiao Di, addicted to drugs, waved Xiao Gan's hand away irritably, sat up and got out of bed to find medicine, "Where did you put your things? I have a headache, hurry up Give me a shot!"

Looking at Xiao Di's thin back, Xiao Gan asked hesitantly, "Xiao Di, have you become addicted to your hair recently?"

Xiao Di turned around, looked into Xiao Qian's eyes and smiled mockingly, "Why, can't you afford it?"

With Xiao Qian's ability, even Xiao Di can support him for a lifetime by eating morphine for three meals a day, but this is obviously not the problem now, Xiao Qian is silent for a while, "Xiao Di, I am just worried about your body. "

"Worried about me?" Xiao Di seemed to hide a sharp knife in his eyes, "Don't forget who shot that disgusting thing into my body."

Xiao Di: What can I do, I am also very desperate... The plot of this week's show has collapsed too much, the protagonist's OOC is so bad that even his own mother can't recognize him, and he who should have been cannon fodder a long time ago is still in vain here He stays in the world and wants to get out of the world as soon as possible, but the protagonist Gong sees him so closely that he doesn't even have the chance to commit suicide.

There is no way, all the corners and corners of the tables and chairs at home are all thoughtfully added with a layer of sponge pads, Xiao Gan put away all the tools at hand that could be used to hurt himself, and even the chopsticks Xiao Gan didn’t know what to do after eating. It can be put away carefully, this home is almost hopelessly safe.

After much deliberation, Xiao Di felt that if he wanted to die, the only way to go was to suck the drug hard. Anyway, he would feel better after getting the injection. It would be better to kill two birds with one stone.

Looking at Xiao Di who was looking around at home in a hurry, Xiao Gan suddenly regretted what he did at that time. He wanted Xiao Di to be inseparable from him, and he only had eyes for himself, but he didn't want to let Xiao Di be separated from him. Xiao Di died.

"Xiao Di, do you want to quit drugs?"

Hearing this, the skinny man stopped his rummaging hands, and looked at Xiao Qian with bloodshot eyes, which were the dull firmness unique to drug addicts.

"No," he said.

In the morning, Xiao Gan got up very early, Xiao Di had a bad appetite recently, and couldn't eat anything, so he studied the recipes in different ways, trying to make food that suits Xiao Di's appetite.In fact, he also understands the reason for Xiao Di's loss of appetite. Every drug addict will be like this, with loss of appetite, anorexia, emaciation, emotional instability, and use of drugs to consume his life in vain.

He regretted it, regretted it very much.

Not all mistakes made in the name of love can be forgiven, and he can't forgive himself now.

The protagonist Gong got up early, and Xiao Di stayed in bed for a long time. Anyway, he had nothing to do when he woke up. Thinking of waking up to face the disturbing protagonist Gong, he would rather fall asleep forever.

Every morning when he wakes up, he has the worst headache. It may be because of the morphine. He feels that he has been unable to concentrate recently. He was in a daze for most of the day. When he looked at his watch, he found that a long time had passed, which was not a good sign, and if he continued like this, he might become a fool.

Rubbing his head vigorously, Xiao Di was about to get out of bed when his eyes suddenly blurred, what's going on?He stretched out his hand in front of his eyes in a daze, only vaguely seeing a few shaking double images, what's wrong with me?Xiao Di shook his head vigorously, trying to get rid of this annoying feeling, but he didn't want to shake his head, and the dizzy pain became more intense.

Holding on to the bedposts for a long while, this strange feeling gradually passed away. Xiao Di thought it might be the sequelae of taking drugs, so he didn't care much. He got up and went to the bathroom. toothpaste.

Xiao Di, who insisted that the protagonist Gong took the wrong medicine for such a long time, shrugged helplessly. It would be better to send cannon fodder to the labor and management for doing these things, and the labor and management might be grateful to you.

While brushing his teeth while wandering, suddenly, a drop of blood dripped into the white sink, then the second drop, and the third drop.

Xiao Di was taken aback for a moment, and was startled when he looked up at the mirror, only to see that the person in the mirror was covered in blood under his nose, and the blood flowed into his mouth, and he brushed out a mouthful of blood foam.

Fuck, blah, blah, why is my nose bleeding again!Xiao Di hastily turned on the faucet to wash the blood off his face, and slapped cold water on his forehead in an attempt to calm down. He secretly complained in his heart that he is really easy to get angry lately...it must be the protagonist attacking that brat that made me angry!Yes, it must be so!

After finally tidying herself up, Xiao Di went back to the bedroom tiredly, opened the drawer beside the bed, took out the injection, rolled up her sleeves and gave herself an injection with ease.

His slender arms were covered with bruises and needle holes, and he could hardly find a new place to stick the needle, but he didn't care at all, it was just a place for the injection, there would always be one if you looked for it.

"Xiao Di, the meal is ready..." When Xiao Qian finished the meal and went upstairs to ask Xiao Di to eat, what he saw was Xiao Di leaning on the bed in a trance, with a used needle thrown under the bed.

He frowned, and looked at Xiao Di's bare/exposed arm with some heartache. The arm was slender and skinny, and it was covered with shocking needle holes. He used this hand to gently rub his head. It used to be so warm, so yearning for me, but now, it has been transformed into what it is now by my own hands.

Helping Xiao Di to make him lie flat on the bed, stretching out his hand to pull up Xiao Di's sleeves, pulling Xiao Di's skinny hand to his face with heartache, Xiao Qian gently kissed his thin palm, and bowed his head in his ear Keep saying, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Let's quit drugs, Xiao Di.

At least let me atone for my sins.

"Where is the medicine! Xiao Gan! Where did you put the medicine!"

In the afternoon, Xiao Di was trembling and looking anxiously at home looking for morphine. After searching all the places where Xiao Qian put the medicine before but found nothing, he frantically smashed all the things that could be thrown at his hand. Xiao Qian, "Where did you put the medicine! Take it out quickly!"

Xiao Qian stood there without moving, Ren Xiaodi threw the ashtray on himself, "Xiao Di, I put away all the medicines, I want to help you detox."

"Detoxification?" Xiao Di stared at him fiercely, "You fucking made me into this and you asked me to detox?" After speaking a few steps, he walked up to Xiao Qian, and stretched out his hands tremblingly to grope on Xiao Qian's body. He kept saying, "Take out the medicine! Give it to me! Hurry up and give it to me!..."

"Xiao Di, I won't provide you with coffee anymore, you..."

"Slap!" Before Xiao Qian finished speaking, Xiao Di slapped him hard on the face uncontrollably, "You fucking | get it out for me quickly! Do you want me to die..." said Halfway through, Xiao Di suddenly trembled all over, and then slid to the ground along Xiao Qian's body with a painful expression. He knelt on the ground and hugged Xiao Qian's legs, twitching and begging, "...give me... ...Agan...give me please...don't you love me...give me some...you can do whatever you want me to do...I will be obedient, I will be obedient...give me please... I'll sleep with you, don't you love me, I can sleep with you...give me a little, please..."

"Xiao Di, don't be like this..." Xiao Qian looked at him with heartache, ignoring the corner of his bleeding mouth, bent down to pull Xiao Di up, but unexpectedly, Xiao Di's hand suddenly went into his trouser pocket, touched to a key.

Xiao Di, who found the key, took the key in his hand and looked at it, then pushed Xiao Qian away fiercely, without even wiping the snot and tears on his face, he staggered up from the ground, stumbled towards The study ran.

Xiao Qian was caught off guard by Xiao Di's push and staggered, his back hit the coffee table heavily, knocking down several glasses on the coffee table, and the water splashed all over the floor.Seeing Xiao Di running out stumbling, he hurriedly got up from the ground and chased him out. He chased all the way to the study room. Seeing Xiao Di was kneeling on the ground tremblingly holding the key to open the safe, he rushed up and hugged him from behind, holding Hold Xiao Di's hand to keep him from moving, "Xiao Di, I'm doing it for your own good, stop smoking, quit drugs, I'll quit with you..."

"Get out!" Xiao Di struggled violently in his arms, with such strength that he could hardly suppress it.

"Xiao Di, I beg you, please..."

"Go away! Go away! Go away!" Xiao Di kept shouting, he almost lost the ability to think because of drug|addiction, trembling all over his body, he couldn't say anything that could make Xiao Qian let him go, it would only be futile Xiao Qian struggled to express his dissatisfaction and pain, but Xiao Qian's hand holding him was like an inescapable net, which made him unable to break free no matter how hard he struggled. A wave of helpless irritability rose in his heart, "Damn it! Xiao Gan! You bastard! Why didn’t you kill me! You should have killed me a long time ago!” After speaking, he shook off Xiao Gan’s hand vigorously, stood up from the ground, and rushed over to hit him head-on. To the side bookshelf.

"Boom!"

"Xiao Di! Xiao Di!..."

When he regained consciousness, his vision was pitch black, Xiao Di felt a little disappointed, he was not dead yet, really, human life is so tenacious, why is it still not dead after all this.

Thinking of the shameful words he said when he was addicted to drugs, he wanted to slap himself, I am so useless, I am so ashamed to play this stupid game without even having to go through nine years of compulsory education I want to die...

He reached out and groped around the bed to turn on the wall lamp, but his hand was caught. He heard Xiao Qian's concerned voice beside him, "Xiao Di, are you awake? How do you feel? Does your head still hurt?"

He is now very annoyed by the protagonist Gong who repeatedly stops him from being cannon fodder, he is OOC, and he is still pulling him to do it together. what happened!Are you worthy of the organization's trust in him?

Somewhat irritatedly, he withdrew his hand from Xiao Gan, and continued to fumble for the switch by the bedside. The protagonist, Gong, never turned on the light when he woke up!Wouldn't it be so poor that I can't even pay the electricity bill now...

"Xiao Di, what are you looking for?" Xiao Gan looked at Xiao Di who was groping around.

"Light." Xiao Di replied casually, "Xiao Qian, turn on the light."

Xiao Qian stretched out his hand in front of Xiao Di in disbelief and waved it. Seeing Xiao Di's eyes were open and he didn't respond, he felt the blood all over his body turn cold. He fell silent for a moment, and said in a trembling voice, " ...Xiao Di, it's noon now..."

Xiao Di was stunned for a moment, then stopped his groping hands, "What did you say? Noon?"

"Xiao Di, it's noon now." His heart was torn into pieces, Xiao Gan looked into Xiao Di's dull eyes, "The curtains were not drawn, and the sun just came in, and the room was very bright."

"Then why can't I see?" Xiao Di asked in a daze, stretching out his slightly trembling hands in front of him, his vision was pitch black, and he didn't feel the position of his hands until he touched his face with his hands.

After hesitating for a while, Xiao Di threw off the quilt and was about to get out of bed. When he got out of bed, he tripped over the quilt and nearly rolled under the bed. Xiao Qian hurriedly grabbed him behind him, "Xiao Di, where do you want to go?"

Xiao Di pushed Xiao Gan vigorously, trying to break free from his hand, but unexpectedly he didn't push Xiao Gan, but he stumbled and fell to the ground, stunned for a moment, then struggled to get up.

"Xiao Di, are you okay..." Xiao Qian hurried over to help Xiao Di up from the ground.

Just as Xiao Di supported Xiao Gan's arm and stood up, there was a sudden buzzing in his ears, and then a sharp pain hit his brain, as if someone suddenly crushed his brain with an awl.

"Ah—" Xiao Di groaned and curled up on the ground with his head in his hands.

"Xiao Di! What's wrong with you! Tell me how uncomfortable you are..." Xiao Qian was startled by Xiao Di's appearance. He held Xiao Di's body in case Xiao Di would fall to the ground, and adjusted his posture to hug Xiao Di back On the bed, suddenly, a drop of something warm fell on his hand.

is blood.

Seeing the blood on his hands, Xiao Qian was startled, quickly raised Xiao Di's face, and was shocked to see that Xiao Di's face was covered with blood.

"Xiao Di! What's wrong with you, Xiao Di! What happened to you..."

……

Outside the emergency room, Xiao Qian stared anxiously at the "Operating" sign. Nurses in green sterile suits hurried in and out. From their few words, he realized that he had been ignorant all along.

Intracranial tumors.

He doesn't know anything, he only knows that Xiao Di has a headache all the time, he only knows that Xiao Di has a terrible headache every morning, he only knows that Xiao Di needs to inject coffee every night to fall asleep, but he doesn't know what is going on in Xiao Di's mind There is actually a tumor, a tumor that keeps growing.

A tumor that could kill him at any moment.

Suddenly, a nurse hastily opened the door of the operating room and told the duty room anxiously, "The patient has a history of long-term injection of morphine, and the anesthetic is not enough. Hurry up and take another 300 mg of morphine!"

There was a buzzing in Xiao Gan's head, he staggered violently, feeling that he was about to lose his standing.

In the operating room, the pulsating electrocardiogram on the screen was finally drawn into a straight line.

"The system determines that this world mission has failed.

100% death experience punishment begins...

Confirm the death of the host, and the system will leave the world after a beep.

Beep—"