please stop being jealous

In all fairness, Yu Ji, the benefactor, is not what she imagined.

Aftermath is very good to her.

Xu Luo also couldn't understand what the lingering fear in his eyes was like.

It's just that after knowing it, I may be a very important existence to Yu Jing.

It's not just a simple existence like a stand-in.

Because Yu Jing soon had a business trip, but he didn't sleep well, when he sent her a message, he said it lightly.

Xu Luo also saw herself clearly, she was an extremely contradictory person.

The fact that she was adopted was not a big shock to her, because in her own heart, family is the most important thing, so she agreed that it was not an accident.

She thought that she could repay Yu Ji's debt through "body/body", but Yu Ji didn't treat her that way.

Xu Luo also began to feel owed.

Her first month's 3 yuan has already arrived, and she soon paid off part of the debt.

Grandma asked her where the money came from.

Her answer was that the school gave out the most scholarship again, and gave her the heaviest one.

She took the money from Yu Ji, but she didn't seem to do anything other than be a pillow.

She began to search for a way to sleep remotely until she saw a/s/m/r. She didn't know if Yu Ji would eat this set, but she quickly bought a microphone and came back to record in the study.

She didn't succeed at first, because she didn't have the skills, so she had to grope over and over again.

Fortunately, she is very talented in everything she does.

The response is very good, and I can sleep well even when I am on a business trip.

Life without lingering fear is no different from usual, and Xu Luo is still in and out of class.

Just by counting, the lingering fear will soon come back.

She didn't know the exact time of her return, it was just an accident.

Xu Luo also thought it over clearly, she was better with the lingering fear, and she would definitely be in the safe zone in the future.

So she made porridge for Yu Ji, luckily, when Yu Ji caught a cold by accident, Yu Ji seemed to have a better impression of her.

What happened afterward was running according to the trajectory she imagined, and she was in an increasingly safe area.

In order to divert Yu Ji's attention, she deliberately mentioned "Little Sister Strawberry Smell" in front of her, and also deliberately talked about Yu Ji's not coming back at night.

She didn't know how her acting skills were, but she diverted her attention in order to let the lingering fear, and at the same time let her eyes focus on herself.

She wanted Yu Ji to know that she was Xu Luoye, not someone else she didn't know.

But Xu Luo also made a mistake.

She thought that she was the same as before, and there would be no problem in mentioning that "other" in front of Yu Jing again.

But Yu Ji kissed her in the stadium.

Xu Luo has never been in a relationship, let alone kissed, or even held hands.

What does lingering lips feel like?

A little soft and a little cool.

Time is short, only these two impressions.

The subsequent development was a bit beyond her expectation, because the lingering fear still put her to sleep.

Before sleeping with her, Yu Ji said a lot.

Yu Ji said that he was kind to her in order to let her off guard.

Yu Ji said that he acted jealous in order to make her misunderstand that he liked her, so that he could stay away from him.

Yu Ji said that he had been testing her attitude.

……

indeed.

Xu Luo didn't deny it either.

Because she naively felt that she might have to play the roles of hypnotist and nanny until the end of the contract.

She is an indispensable part of Yu Ji's current life, without her, Yu Ji would not be able to sleep well.

Not sleeping well is a painful thing.

Because of this, she began to become more and more presumptuous, but she did it in a more subtle way.

Without the lingering summary, she would not have known that she had done so many things unknowingly.

And she seems to be a little into the drama.

She has never liked anyone, she is busy studying and helping the family, how can she have so much time to talk about love.

She considers herself unqualified and tacitly considers herself unworthy.

But the appearance of lingering fear brought about a difference.

She is no longer a silent learning machine like before.

She will think about what to do so that Yu Ji will be more interested in her.

She would look forward to whether she would wait for a reply after sending a message to Yu Ji.

With her, Yu Jing has become a person she can trust, and because of this, when she returned home, her parents called to ask whether she was married or not, the first thing she thought of was Talk to the lingering fear.

It just so happened that Yu Jing called at that time.

Xu Luo also fell into confusion, she didn't know if she was still just a stand-in in Yu Jing's eyes.

The word "stand-in" weighed on her head, making her a little out of breath.

She wanted to break free, but subconsciously put herself in, and unknowingly, she sank a little deeper.

Xu Luo also had this awareness of having sex with Yu Ji on the day the contract was signed.

It was a bit sudden, but not surprising.

It's just that this night, she didn't have a good time.

Yu Ji didn't slap her with harsh words and hands, she couldn't take it anymore, her body was so hot that if she was touched a little, she felt like she was in a high temperature zone.

But Yu Jing was very patient, he kept touching the sensitive parts that made her / body / tremble / tremble, and always called her affectionately in her ear, but it seemed that it was not her.

It's not torture, but it's not enjoyable either.

Yu Ji's movements are gentle, but she is inexperienced and her body can't stand such stimulation.

Xu Luo also left the last of her strength on the lingering shoulders.

She took a bite out of the lingering fear.

When he woke up, Yu Jing went to work, Xu Luo also opened his eyes, and it took a long time to recover.

She still remembers what happened last night very clearly, and she can't forget it at all.

But the lingering fear left no trace on her body, not even a hickey.

Xu Luo also had mixed feelings.

Before going to sleep, she realized that all her behaviors were nothing more than caring.

Not only because of being misunderstood as other people's care, but more because of wanting to get the care from the lingering fear.

As far as Yu Jing is concerned, is she actually a dispensable existence?

a/s/m/r There are so many people who can cook, she is not the only one like Xiao Canran, there are many people who cook better than her.

She can be replaced by the next person at any time.

This is something she subconsciously fears and worries about.

And behind these fears and worries, it is not because Yu Ji can break the contract at any time, but because she is not important to Yu Ji at all.

She is not afraid that she will lose this relationship with Yu Ji, she just doesn't know when, she wants to give herself weight in Yu Ji's heart.

Yu Jing's life circle is completely different from hers.

Aftermath is bright and excellent, and there is no shortage of people to like.

If one day in the future, Yu Ji agrees to the pursuit of others, falls in love, and tells her that this relationship is over, then it is also a normal thing.

When Xu Luo was in school, there were no questions that could stump her.

But I was stuck in the first hurdle of liking the lingering fear.

She tried to be normal when faced with the lingering fear again, but the tears were a little uncontrollable.

Xu Luo also secretly scolded Xiao Canran while crying.