please stop being jealous

If it wasn't for the fact that something happened at home and the debt was owed, Xu Luo could be sure that he would not become a woman's lover.

Although she didn't have many friends at school, she heard a lot of gossip in the dormitory between classes, and there were rumors that some girls in the college were taken care of.

Every time Xu Luo heard about it, she couldn't figure it out. In her eyes, no matter how short of money she was, she wouldn't have such a relationship with those greasy men with big bellies.

And she did.

The other party was not a man with a big belly, but a beautiful woman who seemed to be living a delicate life. She was a good friend of the owner of the milk tea shop where she worked part-time.

The name is Yu Ji.

There are lingering fears in my heart.

Very easy to remember.

The lingering appearance, figure and temperament made Xu Luo also feel a sense of distance.

Let Xu Luo take a look at her while he was working, and he can still deeply remember the lingering fear.

There was a big difference between them, and Yu Ji's life seemed glamorous, although she didn't understand it at all.

She thought that there would be no intersection between them.

But it didn't take long before I received an invitation from Yu Jing...to adopt him.

It was notified by Fang Yuan, the owner of the milk tea shop. She was called to the office, and she was faced with a lingering smile.

Yu Ji always speaks with a little carelessness, and when he looks at her, there is still a little probing and joking.

Yu Jing said: "You will be my lover, and I will give you [-] yuan every month."

Yu Jing said: "You can go back and think about it, because I know you are in urgent need of money now, so just treat me as taking advantage of someone else's danger."

Yu Jing said: "I can help you solve your urgent needs, kid."

Yu Jing's career is legitimate, as a chemistry teacher in an educational institution.

After Xu Luo also returned to school, he was in a daze for a long time, but he still hasn't recovered.

The debts owed by the family are pressing. She has been working part-time besides studying recently, but the money she earns comes slowly, and it is still a lot worse.

Yu Ji's own conditions and conditions were good, and Xu Luo also struggled for a while before agreeing.

When signing the contract, Yu Ji's attitude was the same as last time, as if taking care of himself was the most common thing in Yu Ji's opinion.

On the first day when the contract came into effect, Xu Luo also made full mental preparations in school, because she knew that becoming someone else's lover was tantamount to letting the other party manipulate her.

She just needs to be a doll that will please the patron.

But when faced with the lingering fear, Xu Luo would still resist and be afraid.

She didn't know anything about this woman who was five years older than herself. Apart from basic information such as her name and professional age, she didn't know anything.

She doesn't seem qualified to know either.

It wasn't until the formal contact began that Xu Luo began to panic.

She thought she could see it openly, but in fact she couldn't at all.

So when Yu Jing took her to the apartment from school, she wanted to show that she was no different from other lovers, and at the same time wanted to protect herself naturally and without a trace.

After all, most nurturing relationships are actually physical transactions.

Xu Luo didn't understand these things either. She was concentrating on her studies, but she still went to make up lessons.

She was blushing, but she still didn't think so.

Fortunately, the menstruation happened so coincidentally that Xu Luo also felt that he had escaped a catastrophe for the time being.

But unexpectedly, Yu Ji touched her earlobe and smiled at her: "But you are on your period, so it doesn't prevent you from fucking me."

He also asked her, "Are you right?"

Xu Luo didn't answer, and didn't want to answer, she just felt this person.

It's outrageous.

Fortunately, the lingering fear was just talking, and I just hugged her to sleep at night.

And Xu Luo has always been used to sleeping on the small bed in the dormitory, and now it will be very uncomfortable to fall asleep on the bed with lingering fear.

Especially when Yu Ji was still holding her.

Xu Luo also didn't sleep well, and his body was stiff all night.

Fortunately, she has nothing to lose.

After this night, Xu Luo also realized how absurd his current behavior was.

She wanted to escape, but it was too late. The breach of contract fee was very expensive, and she simply couldn't afford it.

In the afternoon, grandma called and said that grandpa's wound had deteriorated, and the anxiety between the words made Xu Luo's heart tense.

She has to go home today.

But now there is no shuttle bus to go back. If she wants to go back quickly, she can actually ask her classmates for help.

It also happened that a classmate was willing to drive her off, and Xu Luo couldn't shut up so many, so he agreed first.

After agreeing, I remembered to call Yu Ji.

Because she can't pass tonight.

Yu Ji's attitude is very strong, and he must insist on sending someone to send him back instead of asking his classmates to help.

At the end, she said "you are mine" and used a commanding tone to keep her away from her classmates.

It was also at this moment that Xu Luo also fully understood that she was no longer a free person.

Many things she does, will be restricted.

But she was still a little uncomfortable because of the lingering fear of her domineering attitude.

After returning home, after doing a lot of things, she was still heaving a sigh of relief, and Xu Luo still called Yu Ji.

The result is not surprising at all.

Her identity determines her vulnerability.

Back to the city again, to the community where Yu Jing lived.

Xu Luo also deliberately circled around the neighborhood a few times and returned later.

She brought some strawberries from home, which were brought by her grandma, but after she arrived in Liucheng, there was no place to put her things, so she came here directly.

When the lingering lips touched her collarbone, Xu Luo also found that her heart had calmed down.

The nurturing relationship has already begun, and she has no room for regret, because she is short of money and she has no money.

She thought Yu Ji might do something unreasonable to her, but no.

Yu Ji quickly let go of her with a cold face, and went to the study to practice calligraphy.

Xu Luo also sat on the sofa for a while, calming down his heartbeat, and then went to the kitchen to cook like a normal person.

It's just that Yu Jing's behavior made Xu Luo feel a little confused, and gradually made her feel at ease.

Because apart from that time when he bit her collarbone, the lingering fear was very peaceful.

Xu Luo is also very clear that if Yu Ji wants to do something to her, she has no right to refuse.

But Yu Jing's face is very thick and shameless.

Even though he is almost 27 years old, he still calls him "little sweetheart".

Obviously "buying a Coke" was intentional on Yu Ji's part, but after she brought it up, Yu Ji turned back and asked her if she was "fucking/yellow/erotic".

Except for the illustrations of poses that Xu Luo had seen before for preparation, Xu Luo hardly ever came into contact with them.

Even when she went back to the dormitory and saw couples making intimacy downstairs, she would walk away with her head down.

Yu Jing's words were very straightforward, and Xu Luo also felt a little at a loss.

She wanted to pretend she was open-minded, but she just couldn't.

But after getting along with Yu Jing, Xu Luo gradually became less afraid.

Because Yu Ji didn't want to do anything to her at all, except that he would hug her to sleep at night.

Xu Luo also noticed that the lingering sleep was poor, because there were many medicines for sleep on the bedside, and there was a lot of wine in the cabinet at the bar.

When sleeping with her, Yu Ji seems to be able to fall asleep quickly.

This made Xu Luo also understand the meaning of his existence.

And Yu Jing would unconsciously grab the quilt at night, and Xu Luo was woken up several times by the cold, and then caught a cold.

The cold happened very coincidentally, and it was very wonderful, because I was afraid of contagious cold, so I asked her to go back to school.

What Xu Luo couldn't deny was that even though Yu Jing really didn't do anything to her, she still wanted to stay away from her.

So it was such a clever cold that she had no intention of treating it.

No medicine, no injections.

Get better slowly, and she will go back later.

But not long after returning to school, she received a call from Yu Ji.

The other party's voice was calm, and it was the first time Xu Luo heard Yu Jing use such an accent: "Come back to sleep tonight."

After finishing speaking, he added: "I will see you at the apartment before 10:30."

Xu Luo also knew that Yu Jing had discovered the fact that he made the cold heal later.

She went back to the apartment and waited on the sofa for the trial after Yu Ji returned.

After Yu Ji came back, he started to fight psychologically with her, first he took a shower, and then he went to blow dry his hair.

Although he didn't know much about Yu Ji, Xu Luo also knew that Yu Ji must be angry.

Xu Luo was also a little apprehensive and flustered.

The fact is indeed like this, after an unknown amount of time, Yu Ji walked in front of her and pinched her chin, although Yu Ji was smiling, he said something vicious.

Xu Luo also felt that Yu Ji was an extremely complicated person, because after that, Yu Ji took her to the hospital to see a doctor and prescribe medicine.

This made her start to think, whether there are other reasons for Yu Ji's unclear attitude towards herself.

She needs to be sure.

And she also waited for the answer.

Sure enough, it was not an accident that Yu Ji chose her as a foster care, because she was very similar to another person.

This made Xu Luo feel at ease, as if he had a "gold medal for avoiding sleep".

He also began to test repeatedly in front of the lingering fear.

In the end, she was really sure that Yu Ji would not do anything to her. She said something with hints to Yu Ji, and Yu Ji pretended not to know, or after knowing it, she didn't have the slightest idea.

And Yu Jing is trying every means to make her feel a sense of crisis and urgency-posting photos with other girls in Moments, and not going back to the apartment at night.

Not at all reliable.

Xu Luo also felt no fluctuations in his heart, and even thought it was very good.

She has no feelings for Yu Ji, neither hates nor likes it, but she still wants to stay away from Yu Ji out of selfishness.

Only in this way can she be guaranteed enough...safety.

She even provoked Yu Ji in order to make Yu Ji hate her even more: "She is not as good looking as me."

"Next time, change to someone who is prettier than me, is that okay?"

Xu Luo is not a narcissistic person, only when it stimulates the lingering fear.

But I didn't expect it, it seemed to be too exciting.

Because Yu Ji drank alcohol that night, he recognized her as a mistake, and called another person's name to her.

This made Xu Luo feel uncomfortable for the first time.

She began to think about what to do so that Yu Ji would no longer mistake her.

Treat her as Xu Luoye, not someone else.