please stop being jealous

But Xiao Dong didn't say anything more, she smiled at me, stood up, and said goodbye.

I sat on the spot, stunned for a while, then slowly turned to look at Xu Luoye.

She seemed to sense my gaze. She was still looking at the computer screen in front of her, but now she put her gaze on me and looked at me for a second.

I withdrew my eyes, exhaled slowly, and then greeted Xiao Mu with a "throb".

If what Xiao Dong said is true, then what is the point of Xu Luo lying to me?

I frowned, and thought carefully about the number of times she said she would go to the professor to help. I don't remember clearly, but there are definitely many times.

After thinking about it for a while, I came to a conclusion that maybe she didn't want to come back.

It's no secret that Xu Luo also resisted going back to the apartment, but after being "educated" by me, does she still resist?

what about now?Are you still resisting?

When you come back this time, do you really just feel that you don't want to owe me anything?

The sunset glow in the sky was still there, and my heart became heavy, and I fell down bit by bit.

This feels bad.

After returning to the apartment, I took a shower and washed, and went to bed without eating.

I can't tell if I'm sleepy or tired, it seems that there is a force pulling me, making my whole body feel like a heavy weight.

What I can't deny is that I was affected by Xiao Dong's words. After a long time, I didn't ask anything, but I made myself uncomfortable.

If I had known this earlier, I might as well not have asked.

My mind was dizzy, I closed my eyes and felt a little headache.

After some time, I heard the sound of the bedroom door being opened.

"Teacher Yu." Xu Luo also usually called me that, only rarely would he call me by my name.

I pretended to be okay and watched her walk up to me: "What's wrong?"

She still had the same question: "What's for dinner?"

I closed my eyes: "I have no appetite."

"I'll cook some mung bean soup to cool off." Xu Luo also said softly.

I frowned a little irritably, turned over, turned my back to her, tried to keep my tone as steady as possible, and repeated: "I have no appetite."

Xu Luo also responded: "Okay."

After she finished speaking, she walked out of the bedroom and closed the door by the way.

I looked at the door and pursed my lips.

I don't know how many things Xu Luo still hides from me.

I don't even know if Xu Luo has let his guard down against me now.

Am I that unreliable?From the very beginning, she didn't like me, and she wanted to plot against me and play tricks on me.

All the pictures of the past flooded into my mind, which gave me a headache, and I closed my eyes again, trying to get sleepy.

Because of the routine of my life, I really fell asleep, so I didn't know when Xu Luo would fall asleep.

But I know she doesn't work the next day and her weekly rest is Wednesday.

And I only have class in the afternoon on Wednesday.

Those thoughts about her before going to bed did not dissipate after waking up.

When I opened my eyes, I saw Xu Luoye's peaceful face. I was suffocated for a while before I got up to take a shower.

After washing up, I called Fangyuan and asked her if she was free, and wanted to invite her to have breakfast.

Fang Yuan: "Fuck, sister, look at what time it is, I haven't woken up yet!"

She scolded me and hung up the phone.

I glanced at the screen of my phone, it was nine o'clock in the morning.

After sitting on the sofa for a while, the bedroom door opened, and Xu Luo was also sleepy.

She also got up.

I stare at her.

She looked at me, showed a smile, and raised her hand: "Morning."

I nodded my head without making a sound.

A few minutes later, Xu Luo also came out of the bathroom. There were still water droplets on her face, like morning dewdrops, magnifying her delicate skin one by one.

Her eyes were clear and clean, and her eyelashes were still a little wet, which made her look like a little white rabbit.

Somehow, half of my anger died down.

I invite her: "Going out for breakfast today?"

"Okay." Xu Luo also wiped his face, and the water droplets turned into a thin layer.

"Isn't there Kleenex?" I stopped washing my face with towels a long time ago and switched to Kleenex.

Xu Luo also replied, "Forgot."

I didn't say anything else, I went back to the bedroom to change my clothes, and after I came out, Xu Luo also went in.

After 10 minutes, we were out the door and I took the car keys.

Xu Luo was also sitting in the co-pilot, and when I hadn't stopped driving for 10 minutes, she asked, "Mr. Yu, where are we going?"

I looked ahead: "Go to the old town for dinner." I paused, "Over there, there is a restaurant with delicious noodles."

Xu Luo also gave an "um".

"I used to go with Fang Yuan and the others."

"they?"

"Hmm." I didn't bother to explain more, half of my anger subsided and half of it was stuck in my chest.

In order to have breakfast, I drove for more than 30 minutes to arrive.

The morning in the old city is obviously much quieter, and even the wind in the sky has slowed down.

It's a very comfortable feeling.

After getting out of the car, I entered another alley, turned left and right, and arrived at the noodle shop.

It was almost ten o'clock, and there were not many seats left in this small noodle shop.

The menu is pasted on the glass window and it looks like it has been around for a while and the prices haven't changed a bit over the years.

It is still one tael for four yuan, and two taels for five yuan.

The customers in the store couldn't stop eating, and some people stood at the window waiting to pack and take home.

I looked at Xu Luoye, before asking, she replied: "Beef rice noodles, one or two, no spicy."

I nodded, and heard her say again: "You also need to be less spicy, and it is not suitable to eat too much spicy food in the morning."

I waved my hand: "Got it."

I asked her to sit on the seat first, and I went to the window to order.

This shop has been open for a long time, and the shop is run by a couple. They came here when they were young, and they are only in their thirties. Occasionally, they finally get free, and they will sit in the brightly lit place by the door to help their children with their homework.

Now when I see them from the window, I have to marvel at the relentlessness of time. The hair of these two uncles and aunts has turned gray a lot.

I haven't eaten here since high school, and it's been nearly ten years since I was full.

I ordered and sat down at my seat.

The store was cleaned very well, but the smell of soup was still in the air, encroaching on my nostrils.

I didn't eat last night, and my stomach was already empty. I touched my stomach and saw Xu Luo frowned slightly: "Does your stomach hurt?"

I shook my head and straightened my body: "No." I pursed my mouth, "I'm hungry."

It was also rare for Xu Luo to show a "deserved" expression.

The rice noodles were made quickly, and after waiting for only 5 minutes, the proprietress said at the window: "Xiao Yu, yours is ready."

When ordering, the proprietress recognized me, which surprised and pleasantly surprised me.

I asked Xu Luo to sit still, and I walked over and brought hers over first, and then I went back to bring my own powder over.

Both bowls are clear soup with a tangy aroma, which whets the appetite.

It's still the taste in my memory. I was a little moved after eating it, and after I finished eating it, I was still a little bit unsatisfied.

We still don’t like to talk very much when we eat, so this meal is very quiet, the next table chats while eating, our place is like the Arctic Circle.

I went to pay the bill, and said that I would come here often, the boss and the others were overjoyed, and said "yes" a few times with a smile.

Instead of going back the same way, I took Xu Luo and walked around the alley again. After walking for a while, Xu Luo also pulled my wrist.

When I go out in summer, I usually wear short-sleeved clothes. When I’m not at work, I can do whatever I feel comfortable with. T-shirts and shorts are casual and comfortable.

I stopped, puzzled: "What's wrong?"

Xu Luo also handed me a piece of paper: "You didn't wipe your mouth clean."

I took it: "Oh."

A little embarrassing.

This alley is very deep, and there are some shops in it, some do handicrafts, and some sell paintings that we drew. The two of us didn't have much communication, we walked quietly.

When we reached the end and there was a high wall in front of us, we walked back slowly.

At the first corner, I turned my head slightly, looked at Xu Luoye, and pretended to casually mention: "Xu Luoye, I want to ask you a question."

Xu Luo also twitched her eyelashes, waiting for my next words.

I wanted to ask obliquely, but when I met her eyes, I asked directly: "The professor doesn't call you often, so you always tell me to help the professor?"

Xu Luo's mood didn't change at all, as if my question was within her expectation.

Her lips moved and I stopped breathing.

The sunlight shines through the leaves of the roof, and one can clearly see Xu Luoye's light brown pupils, the lines on his slightly pursed lips, and his slightly dim eyes.

And her throat was visibly rolling with tension.

I waited quietly for her answer. She didn't avoid my eyes, but she didn't dare to look at me directly like before, she diddge a little.

A leaf floated down, landed on the ground, and was swept up by the breeze again, making a thin sound, which was covered by the shallow communication of other people in the alley.

"I..." Xu Luo also opened his mouth, and after saying this word, he didn't pick up after five or six seconds.

I said for her, "Actually, I just don't want to come back, do I?" I shrugged, "It's not a secret, there's nothing you can't tell."

"No." She shook her head, her expression still calm, "It was like this at first."

"and after?"

Xu Luo also looked away, turned around, and said, "Because you leave work late, I will be alone when I go back early."

She lowered her head slightly: "I just went back to the dormitory and waited for you to pick me up."