please stop being jealous

It is undeniable that when Xu Luo also said this, my heart skipped a beat.

The last time something like this happened was the day I pretended to be aggressive with Fangyuan and the others at the gate of the Polytechnic University, and when Xu Luo also showed her dimples, it was the same at that moment.

Originally, I wanted to ask her bluntly if she was a straight girl, but now she asked me a question, and I couldn't ask.

And to answer her question: "Come back if you want."

I automatically extended the sentence she said about me: "The bed in the apartment is indeed more comfortable to sleep in than the dormitory."

Xu Luo also lied to me and I was the first one. I don't believe that what she said to me now is only superficial.

Everything she does has a purpose.

For example, she acted like a baby to me that day and asked me to take her out for a drink. In fact, she held a beauty contest by herself?

As soon as he came back, he said that he was prettier than Hou Jin.

Very narcissistic.

The bag of perfume I bought for her was placed in the co-pilot, I glanced at it, and then heard Xu Luoye's voice: "Okay."

This call is over.

The beds in the dormitory are very hard and small. When I was in college, I didn’t live in a four-person room, but a two-person dormitory that I paid extra for.

There is only one roommate, and the space is very large, and the bed is also very wide.

I drove back to the apartment, put down the perfume first, sat for a while, and went to work in the company again.

It's another four hours of class, and I've gotten used to it in the past two days, but at the end of the day, my voice is a little hoarse.

At 08:30, I came out of the classroom and drank two sips of water to slow down.

A student passed by me and waved goodbye to me. I seemed to only have the strength to raise my hand to reply, and I was speechless.

Being a teacher is a bit boring for me, because the teaching content has been repeated.

Since I started class, I understand why the teacher scolded us when I was studying.

Wouldn't it be annoying to tell different batches of students the same content year after year?

Tang Jian'an had just finished class, and when he saw me, he still showed a row of teeth and smiled brightly.

He came over and greeted me: "Teacher Yu, you just finished class too?"

I nodded: "Yes."

Could it be that I come to the classroom to go shopping?

When I answered, my voice was a little different from usual, Tang Jianan heard it, and he expressed his concern to me: "Has a hoarse voice? I have a throat moisturizer in the drawer, do you need it? I'll get it for you."

"Thank you." I waved my hand, unscrewed the bottle and took another two sips, "I have it too."

Walking while talking, I soon arrived at the door of the office. I nodded to him and sat down at my desk.

The incandescent lamp in the office was on, it was a bit dazzling, I closed my eyes, and when I opened them again, Kong You also came back from get out of class.

With a tired face, she drank water beside me, coughed several times, and then said to me: "Mr. Yu, I feel that my fate is about to be accounted for here."

I nodded in agreement: "Who isn't?"

Throat is still hoarse and I have no lozenges at all.

Although the class is over, the students and their parents have not left, and occasionally some people come to the office to communicate with themselves after class.

I rarely meet them, and Kong You said that it may be because the students have digested the content I teach.

After sitting on the chair for a while, I took my phone and sent a message to Xu Luo: 【Are you home? 】

In fact, sometimes I also feel strange, because the apartment is my home, but not Xu Luoye's.

But it's impossible for me to send "Are you at my house?"

But maybe it's because I don't have to buy a house for my lover like some other benefactors.

I can not afford it.

Unless I find my parents.

Housing prices in Liucheng are not as high as before. Most houses in the main city cost 5 to [-] yuan per square meter.

If Xu Luo also bought a one-bedroom living room, it would start at 300 square meters, plus decoration costs, etc., and it would cost at least [-] million.

I sighed, turned around and asked Kong You: "Mr. Kong, how much is the house you are renting for a month?"

"Two thousand and five."

"It's still a small house."

After Kong You finished answering, he turned his eyes from the phone to my face: "Mr. Yu, do you want to buy a house for investment?"

I smiled: "I can't afford it."

I am undoubtedly the poorest benefactor.

Others can arrange small villas casually, but I can't even arrange a one-bedroom living room, unless I start to accept plans and start a side business.

I sighed again, and received Xu Luoye's reply: 【Yes. 】

I swallowed, but my throat was a little hoarse and uncomfortable.

I said: [I have a sore throat and a sore throat. 】

Xu Luo also: [Got it. 】

I looked at the three words "Got it" and was a little stunned, and then sent a message: [Is there any medicine in the medicine box? 】

【Have. 】

Then I don't have to buy any more.

I also had throat lozenges before, but I usually put them in irregular ways, I couldn’t find them for a long time, and I had to buy them again every time.

At nine o'clock, I clocked out of get off work, and I went back to the apartment.

I changed my shoes at the entrance, went to the bathroom to wash my hands, and then went to the bedroom to change my clothes.

When I went to work in the afternoon, I forgot to change the hoodie. As a result, the students said that I looked so tender before class, which was exactly the same as what Kong You said.

Can it be tender?Pink sweater.

Xu Luo is also in the study, I don't want her to see me like this.

His throat was still itchy and sore, and there was still a faint light in the door of the study.

I knocked on the door and stepped on my slippers.

Xu Luo was also immersed in her homework again. When I went in, she didn't even lift her head.

In the afternoon, you said you missed me, are you sure it's her?

I sat down opposite her, opened my mouth, and said in a hoarse voice, "Where's the medicine box?"

"In the cabinet under the TV." She still didn't look at me, and wrote her own.

I said "Oh" and moved my mouth again: "Find me a glass of water, bring it here."

I am the poorest benefactor, and Xu Luo is the most nanny-like lover.

Always be ordered by me to cook or do housework.

I frowned, as if it was true.

Xu Luo was finally willing to give me a favor. She raised her head and looked at me calmly: "Okay."

You can't eat anything in the study, including medicines. After she left the study, I followed her to the living room.

But the direction of Xu Luoye's steps was not to the TV, but to the kitchen.

She turned on the light in the kitchen, and I stared at the door, a little unresponsive.

After a few seconds, Xu Luo also brought out a bowl and put it on the coffee table.

"Bingtang Sydney." She said, and stirred it for me, and the pears and red dates in the bowl moved accordingly.

I swallowed hard: "Xu Luoye."

She stood opposite me, without any emotion, and answered me with her eyes, waiting for my next sentence.

"Thank you." It turned out that her "I got it" answer meant that.

She didn't respond, and went to the study again. I was eating the bowl of pear soup with rock sugar in front of me in the living room, and it was difficult to understand my thoughts for a while.

Aside from the fact that Xu Luo is too cunning, she is really nice.

I ate more than half of the pears, and my throat felt much better. Before taking a bath, I called Xu Luo to the bedroom and gave her the bag in my hand.

I raised my chin: "I just bought the perfume."

I found a reason: "It's just a gift to make up for our two-month anniversary."

This said.

People who don't know may think we are in a relationship.

Xu Luo was also polite, she reached out to take it, but I grabbed her wrist and didn't let her move again: "Smile."

She was very obedient, and she really showed a smile, but the smile didn't reach my eyes, and the dimples didn't dazzle my eyes like last time.

I suddenly felt bored and let go of my hand.

As a lover, Xu Luo is also unqualified, she will never try to please me.

She doesn't lie to me to lie to me, she doesn't try to make me happy, she is obsessed with studying and hypnotizing me, other than that, she doesn't care about anything else.

Even if I had so much spare money, I wouldn't buy her a house.

Not worth it.

"You still sleep in the guest room tonight." I picked up my pajamas and showed her my back.

As soon as I fell into her trap, I just want to keep a proper distance from her, and I don't want to get too close to her.

I don't want to be forced to admit that I'm a failed funder. I want to turn passive into active. In this way, even if Fang Yuan and Hou Jin ask about my relationship with Xu Luoye, I can put it aside indifferently. She waved her hand and replied, "She, I assigned her a guest room."

But before Fang Yuan and Hou Jin asked me, Huo Lingshu did.

At 10:30 in the morning, I appeared in the department store again, shopping with Huo Lingshu.

She came to pick me up in her sports car, which was quite a show along the way. I think if I really need to pretend to be aggressive next time, I will borrow her car.

It's true that Huo Lingshu wants to buy a gift for her current boyfriend, but more often she wants to buy something for herself.

It was still a working day, but she had a rare time to go shopping.

We entered a shop selling bags, and Huo Lingshu asked me at this moment.

She casually said, "Ah Ji, how are you and your little lover doing lately?"

"It's okay." I smiled, "I have assigned a guest room."

My tone was full of indifference.

Huo Lingshu froze for a moment, then looked at me: "Really?"

She smiled and said, "Seeing you asked me that way on WeChat last time, I thought you liked her very much."

After finishing speaking, she said to the well-dressed clerk: "Pack these two bags for me."

I'm used to her big money when buying bags, and she didn't even frown at the checkout.

It's because I used to get the most pocket money in the yard, but Huo Lingshu is the richest at present, and her own job salary is very high, not to mention that her family also has to give her money.

When I went shopping with Kong You yesterday, I didn't know her very well, so I was very polite, but it was different from Huo Lingshu, especially when I faced her now, I didn't feel any disturbance in my heart.

I'm her hair girl, so I help her unscrew her bag, hold her coffee, and wait patiently outside when she goes in to try on clothes.

At the end of the shopping, Huo Lingshu bought a lot of things for herself, and even gave me a bracelet, and found out that her boyfriend has nothing else besides buying a ring.

The bracelet is very delicate and beautiful, and it was a little cold when I put it on. Huo Lingshu said aside: "Ah, I have discussed it with my family. I will be engaged to him in two months."

This news was really sudden. Although I guessed that her engagement would not be far away, I was still a little surprised.

I looked at the exquisite bag containing the ring, and tried to calmly ask: "Are you sure?"

"No." Huo Lingshu shook her head. Her hair was slightly curly and dyed pear wood color. With her movements, her hair also shook.

She drooped her eyelashes: "It's just that in all aspects, he is very suitable."

She looked at me again: "Height, age, family, education, work..."

She said a bunch, but she didn't mention liking.

Nothing to do with love.

I heard it, and felt a little sad, but another little devil jumped out and said that this was her retribution.

At the end, Huo Lingshu's expression didn't change, she just freed her hand and patted my shoulder: "Aji, you must be with the person you like." She bent her eyes, "Don't be with me me too."

She took me back to the apartment, and when the car was parked outside the complex, I didn't rush to get out of the car.

I turned to look at her and called out to her, "Miss Xiaoling."

"What's wrong?" There was a little sadness in her smile.

I pursed my lips: "If you stick to your uncle and aunt, you can be as chic and comfortable as before, can't you?"

I still don't understand. Is it really just that I have reached the age and want a stable relationship?

"But I don't want to insist." Huo Lingshu put his head on the steering wheel and held the steering wheel with great strength.

She said one word at a time: "I have persisted for a long time."

Her appearance made people feel pitiful, I patted her on the shoulder lightly, and got out of the car without saying anything.

After walking five or six steps, Huo Lingshu called my name: "Yu Jing."

I stopped and turned to look at her.

After a distance of several meters, she smiled at me, as if casually mentioning it, and said lightly, "I'm sorry."

What are you sorry for?

I didn't react until her body disappeared from my sight.

Maybe it's an apology to the old me.

My nose is sore.

It's not that she didn't see that I liked her before, but she never responded to me.

I also know how passionate and forbearing I was for her before.

It's all over now.

This caused me to be in a bad mood. I didn't have much enthusiasm in class, and when I got back to the apartment at night, I just wanted to drink and sleep.

And it was still in the presence of Xu Luo.

As if she was sent to the frontier and thrown into limbo, I didn't talk to her much for several days.

When I came back after drinking outside, I would still feel upset to see Xu Luo still waiting for me in the living room.

I don't know if she feels inexplicable and wronged, and I don't want to know, when I lie on the bed, I will think of Xiao Canran again.

It is inevitable that Huo Lingshu will appear in Xiao Canran's memory, as if caught in an endless loop.

After getting off work on Sunday afternoon, I rubbed my brows and sent Hou Jin a message to make a drink appointment as usual.

Fangyuan has been very busy these two days, not in dating, but in business. She wants to open a branch in Yuncheng, and she has a lot of things to deal with, so I didn't bother her.

Hou Jin has something to do tonight: [Tomorrow 520, a young lady invites me to have a drink tonight. 】

【good. 】My eyelids twitched, and I began to wonder if Hou Jin was about to fall in love.

I have been pulled into a lot of drinking groups, and now someone is asking about dating bars, I checked, but there is no reply.

Forget it.

Where is drinking not drinking?

I went back to the apartment, ordered takeaway first, and then went to get a few bottles of wine and opened them.

Fangyuan didn't have enough staff, so she borrowed Xu Luo. When she asked me, she thought I would disagree again, but I readily agreed, which surprised Fangyuan a little.

Today is still Sunday, and Xu Luo also usually comes back late, and today is even later, I drank almost all the wine on the table, and there was the sound of entering the password at the door.

My drinking capacity is actually pretty good. I felt a little dizzy after drinking with Xu Luo that day, but it was just an accident.

I am sober now, so when Xu Luo stood in front of me and frowned, I saw it very clearly.

I wiped my face: "Budweiser cures all diseases, Ye Ge breaks long-term love."

Xu Luo also didn't know where he learned it, so he continued: "Red bull with jag, isn't it worth it in the world?"

With a chill in her voice, she put down her bag and began to tidy up the tea table.

I leaned forward, grabbed her wrist, and looked into her eyes: "Today is number 519."

"Yeah." She didn't move.

"I have an appointment tomorrow, and I won't come back tonight." It seems that from the beginning, I was deliberately avoiding these days.

When I took care of Xu Luoye for a month, I was on a business trip.

When I took care of Xu Luoye for two months, I called her back to school.

Tomorrow is another festival that has become popular in recent years, and I will not stay with her.

Xu Luo also nodded: "Understood."

I swear, I'm really sober.

But Xu Luo was too close to me.

Her lips are beautiful, with moderate thickness. I have kissed and bitten her lips, and I know what it's like.

My throat couldn't help rolling, and I became a little hoarse again, and the movement of pulling her changed, and I hugged her neck instead.

Xu Luo didn't resist either, I closed my eyes and leaned over based on my feeling.

Just when I was about to kiss her, Xu Luoye's voice sounded in the living room: "Fear."

She rarely calls me by my name, let alone this is the first time I hear her call me in a gentle tone.

I opened my eyes, did not withdraw my hand, and raised my eyebrows: "What's wrong?"

I smiled and changed my address to her: "Lolo."

"If you have something sad, you can tell me."

I let go of my hand and leaned back: "There is nothing sad."

"You have."

"I do not have."

"You have." She was a little stubborn.

I raised the corner of my lower lip: "Why are you so sure?"

She moved her mouth and replied, "Because you started drinking frequently."

I shook my head: "But before I met you, I was also an alcoholic."

She quarreled with me: "But after getting to know me, you're not like this."

I put my hands on my sides, and her firm words were harsh, which made me frown: "So? What do you want to express?"

I touched my forehead and looked at her with vacant eyes: "Actually, I don't know if you are a straight girl. I also wanted to ask this question that day, but after thinking about it, you really better be a straight girl."

"why?"

"If that's the case, you won't fall in love with me." It's also rare for me to be narcissistic once.

After I finished speaking, I waved my hand, shook it, and stood up: "Actually, the next sentence can also be changed to 'Red Bull with Jager, it's not worth loving me', what do you think?"

This time it was Xu Luo's turn to grab my wrist: "Why?"

"What why?" My reaction slowed down.

"Why isn't it worth it?"

Hearing this question, I laughed out loud, and I didn't know how to answer, so I had to pat her face lightly, like coaxing a child: "Could it be...do you like me?"

Without waiting for Xu Luo to answer, I gave the answer myself: "No, you can't like me, otherwise you wouldn't play tricks on me."

Having said that, I lifted her chin, moved closer to her, and kissed her soft and moist lips: "Then it will be as you wish, I will not do anything to you, anyway, this The essence of the matter is that I am doing charity.”

Xu Luo didn't speak any more, I went to get the wine and went back to the bedroom.

I know very well that the reason why I am so sad recently is not only because of Huo Lingshu and Xiao Caner, but also because I am not happy at all right now.

And the thought of never being truly loved by them made me even less happy.

It must be because I'm not worth it that I've come to this conclusion.

On Monday afternoon, I woke up from my lethargy.

There is a lot of marketing about "5.20" on the Internet, and the opening screen of my Weibo is all about this news.

I wasn't interested at all, I flipped through it casually, and waited until the takeaway arrived.

I remember very clearly what happened last night. I licked my lower lip, and Xu Luoye's temperature had long since disappeared.

I was eating the takeaway, but suddenly it was no longer delicious, because Hou Jin sent a message, saying that he was with the young lady from yesterday.

Everyone in the world is in a relationship, except me.

I put down my chopsticks and immediately called Song Chicheng.

The answer over there was quick: "Sister? What's the matter?"

I was a little confused: "Do you have an appointment today?"

"Yes, I have."

"About a little brother to go to the movies tonight."

I quickly hung up the phone, recalling what I told Xu Luoye last night that I have an appointment today.

I lied.

I didn't date anyone, and no one dated me. There are so many contacts in WeChat, but it seems that I am alone.

In fact, I'm used to it, but this time I don't know why, and I feel a little more uncomfortable than before.

Also be empty.

I let out a long breath, and received another message from Hou Jin: [Aji, are you looking for your little lover? 】

What are you looking for?

I was driven back to school.

I pursed my lips, clicked on Moments, and saw Hou Jin recently posted a selfie of her and her girlfriend.

Scrolling down, many people are posting photos of themselves and their partners.

Am I the only one in the whole world who has no love?

As if a little reconciled, I was still scrolling down, and I wanted to give a thumbs up when I saw the news in Moments that said "520 alone".

Until I saw Xu Luoye's circle of friends, I was a little confused.

Xu Luo also: [zd. 】

What do you mean?