please stop being jealous

If Xu Luo is also a straight daughter, I thought about the answer carefully and found that it has nothing to do with me.

Since she is my lover, I don't need to care whether it is curved or straight.

I figured this out very quickly, and I was sober in an instant.

Looking back on my attitude towards Xu Luoye in recent days, I found that I seem to be getting closer to her.

I started to care about her thoughts, I started to diverge because of her things, and I started to feel a little different from myself from time to time because of her.

But it's not necessary at all.

I'm the one paying the money, isn't it enough as long as she listens to me?

I slept with her, but I also helped her clarify the "rumors" and express my apology with facts, didn't I?

What's more, it is only natural for a gold master to sleep with a lover. I am more humane than most gold masters.

And that's enough.

I lowered my eyelids, pinched my phone, and went to the study to practice calligraphy after a while.

Before adopting Xu Luoye, my life was rich and colorful. People often asked me out to drink and play cards, but later, I basically refused.

Either say that you are busy with work, or make excuses that you have other appointments.

It seems like it's been a long time since I've lived the life I had before.

That does not work.

After practicing calligraphy for a while, I sent a message to Hou Jin and Cui Jie, and I set up a poker game myself, and played until late at night before returning to the apartment.

I also drank some wine, and I was sent back.

After entering the password at the door, the person who sent me back left first. Before leaving, he said to me with a smile, "Miss Xiaobao, see you next time."

The other party is a boy, two years younger than me, we all call him little brother.

I patted him on the shoulder: "Okay, there will be a next time soon."

He walked away and I opened the door and went in.

It was past twelve o'clock in the evening, and Xu Luo was still up. She was wearing pajamas and slippers, standing two meters away from me, looking at me with her hands hanging down her sides.

Her eyes were very calm, and she was not surprised by my rare late return after drinking.

I leaned against the wall to change my shoes and said nothing.

Xu Luo also took a step forward, and a voice rang in her ears: "You have to go to work tomorrow." She paused after speaking, "No, it's today."

It's Wednesday again.

I stood up, glanced at her, and said indifferently: "It's okay to go to work in the afternoon."

Regardless of her thoughts, I went to the bedroom to get my pajamas and went into the bathroom.

Because I drank alcohol, I could sleep by myself. Before going to bed, I asked Xu Luo to sleep in the guest room as well.

I always feel a little uncomfortable with her around me.

I went to work as usual on Wednesday, and there was still a teaching seminar in the afternoon. This meeting was shorter and ended after three o'clock.

Kong You walked towards the office together beside me.

When I was almost at the door of the office, Kong You called me in a low voice: "Teacher Yu."

I turned my head to the side: "What's the matter?"

"Are you free tomorrow morning?"

I smiled: "I may not be able to get out of bed."

"So what's the matter?"

Kong You scratched his hair: "A male friend's birthday is coming up, and I want to give him a gift, but I don't know what to give."

She showed an awkward smile: "But tomorrow, other friends have to go to work, and we are the only ones idle, so..."

I raised my eyebrows: "Like him?"

Kong You's face turned red immediately, and she neither admitted nor denied it: "Ms. Yu, can you go shopping with me tomorrow morning?"

"Okay." In the company, Kong You can be regarded as taking good care of me, and things like getting up early and shopping for gifts are not difficult.

After sitting in the office for a long time, I went to the classroom to attend classes. I plan to take four hours of classes recently, so that I can save some time for the annual leave.

But the four-hour class is undoubtedly exhausting. When I leave work at nine o'clock in the evening, my body feels a little falling apart.

I rubbed my neck and received a call from Huo Lingshu: "Aji, do you have time tomorrow morning?"

It's tomorrow morning again.

I yawned and replied as I walked out: "No, I was invited to go shopping by a colleague."

Huo Lingshu's sigh was very clear: "What about the day after tomorrow?"

"Yes." I haven't got an appointment for Friday yet.

"it is good."

"Then I'll pick you up, you follow me to the department store, I want to buy a ring for him."

Hearing her words, I stopped and looked down at the ground slightly.

The floor tiles are nice.

I pursed my lower lip: "Okay."

I was asked to go shopping in the morning for two consecutive days. I hung up the phone with a complicated mood.

Can't tell if it's envy or something else.

Kong You has people who want to give gifts, and Huo Lingshu also has people who want to give gifts.

but I do not have.

After leaving the parking lot, I also called Xu Luo: "Where is it?"

"Still in school." She was busier than me.

I said "Oh": "You don't have to come back tonight."

Xu Luo didn't ask why either: "Okay."

I hung up the phone and went back to the apartment by myself.

I don't know if Xu Luo has noticed it, but I am deliberately keeping a distance from her.

It was really close a few days ago.

Xu Luo didn't send me any documents, and I didn't look through the previous ones. I washed up early, took medicine, and finally fell asleep relying on the effects of the medicine.

When I was woken up by the alarm clock the next day, I was still in a daze. I didn't get up until I realized that I wanted to accompany Kong You to buy gifts.

The appointment time is ten o'clock, and I set off at 09:30 to wait for her at the gate of Kong You's community.

The weather in the past two days has been good, the sun has already hung in the sky, and with the wind, it will not make people feel hot or cold.

Kong You got into the car and was stunned when he saw me: "Mr. Yu, you look so tender in a sweater."

I usually wear cooler-colored clothes in the company, and the styles are more professional.

I smiled: "How do you talk?"

The place to go is a business district in Liucheng, where there are many big-name counters.

Kong You still had no idea about what to buy as a gift, so he made a list on the way and went to see everything when the time came.

I parked the car in the underground parking lot and followed her up the building.

Shopping with people is a physical job, especially when I don't know what to buy, I feel a little tired after walking for a while.

I went into a few stores, but Kong You still had no clue. I sat down in the rest area and looked up at her who was still thinking about what to buy: "Is he missing a watch? Is he missing a perfume? Is he missing a shirt? Is he missing shoes? ?”

Kong You shook his head: "I don't know."

I exhaled: "I don't know what it means?"

"He is my former senior in college. I have a normal relationship with him, but he invited me to his birthday party two days ago."

"I used to like him a lot."

I was a little stunned: "Then you don't like him now?"

I saw her reaction yesterday and thought she bought it for someone she likes.

"I don't like it, or I like it a little bit." Kong You sighed, "I've always wanted to attend his birthday party, but I've never been invited. This time it's my wish come true."

Kong You looked around, she was still at work, and there was no one around.

She lowered her voice a little: "This is the first and last time, and I will not participate again in the future."

I don't quite get it: "Why?"

"This senior is a cannon/king."

"……understood."

Kong You looked at me with doubts in his eyes: "Mr. Yu, I've always been curious, have you ever been in love?"

"We talked about it." I smiled, stood up, and changed the subject, "Let's go, choose a perfume."

Kong You was distracted by me: "OK."

We entered a brand counter that sells perfumes. There are only clerks in the store now. When they saw the two of us appearing at the door, they warmly invited us to go in and have a look.

After looking at and smelling men's perfumes for a while, Kong You chose one and went to the counter to check out.

I sniffed my nose, which could hardly smell the normal air, and went to the women's perfume area, looking at the dazzling array of perfumes with various flavors in front of me.

The bottles of the perfume are beautiful.

Kong You settled the bill and came over: "Want to buy?"

I nodded: "You can buy it."

The clerk asked me: "What flavor do you like?"

"Not for myself."

"Let me see for myself first."

Obviously I was shopping with Kong You, but in the end I carried a bag of perfume by myself. When I left the building, I felt that I was not sober because of the fragrance inside.

I was going to have a meal with Kong You before leaving. On the way to the restaurant, she asked me again: "Mr. Yu, did you buy this for your best friend? It smells good."

I shook my head: "No."

I'm not honest enough: "Just bought it for a kid."

Kong You didn't ask further, I weighed the bag and sighed heavily.

Habits are like scourges, and I didn't meet Xu Luo normally for two days, so I felt a little uncomfortable.

And I was a little restless when I was eating.

After thinking about it carefully, I seem to be more concerned about whether she is a straight girl or not.

If she is, then I feel a lot of guilt because I have my own principles.

Even if it is flirtatious and ambiguous, I will never find a straight girl.

I'm afraid of falling into it myself, and I'm also afraid of breaking others.

I ate very little for a meal, and then sent Kong You back to the community. I got into the car by myself, but I didn't start it for a long time.

There was a message from Xu Luoye in the morning, asking me if she could come back tonight.

I still pretended I didn't see it and didn't reply.

I swallowed, checked the time, and called her.

As soon as she answered, I asked, "Where is it?"

"At school." Xu Luoye's voice was soft.

I opened the car window, the wind rushed in, I held the phone in one hand, and started looking for a cigarette with the other.

But I couldn't find the cigarette. I was a little annoyed and frowned, as if turning my anger on her: "I have a question to ask you."

Xu Luo didn't speak either.

I shut up again, not knowing what to say.

After two seconds, Xu Luo also spoke: "Teacher Yu."

I patted the steering wheel and waited for her next sentence.

Xu Luo also asked me a question from WeChat: "Can I come back tonight?"

"I seem to miss you a little bit," she said.