you are so sweet

Humans are really strange emotional animals. A little inadvertent action of others can bring us some experience and strong emotions that well up in our hearts.

Cheng Muyang didn't know if other people were the same as himself, but he really felt the power he got from Xiao Chengfeng.Although he still has many worries in his heart, he now recognizes Xiao Chengfeng as a friend.

He looked at a small space separated by a curtain, where a single bed was placed horizontally. The whole environment was relatively narrow, but it was enough for one person to have a good night's rest here.

Just a few words and two hugs, and he was moved.

Cheng Muyang shook his head, separating all the messy thoughts in his head.

The curtain behind him creaked softly, he looked back, and saw Xiao Chengfeng who had washed up opened the curtain and walked in, he was obviously taken aback when he saw the small single bed, he turned back to look at Cheng Muyang.

Cheng Muyang nodded and motioned him to go to sleep.

Xiao Chengfeng pulled down the towel on his shoulders, held it in his hand, and said softly, "What about you?"

Dad Cheng was resting behind the curtain, neither of them dared to speak loudly for fear of disturbing Dad Cheng.After a day of tossing around today, everyone is also tired. They say they will watch the night here at night, but they must rest for a while.

Otherwise, no one can bear it.

"I'm outside." Cheng Muyang pointed to the back of the curtain, there are two chairs there, although he can't lie down, he can just sit and rest for a while.When he was working in the car, he was also used to running around for two consecutive days, so this matter should not trouble him.

However, the expression on Xiao Chengfeng's face was not very pretty.He grabbed Cheng Muyang and refused to let him go.

"Why..." Xiao Chengfeng suddenly realized that he had lost his voice, and he reacted quickly after a second, lowered his voice and approached Cheng Muyang, "Why don't you rent another bed?"

"There's not enough space." Cheng Muyang gestured to this place, showing Xiao Chengfeng that there was only room for one bed.In fact, this is not the only reason. The nurse suggested that he change to a bigger ward, but he would have to pay more. After thinking about his salary card, he felt that it would be fine for him to sit all night.

Now he can save as much as he can, and if there is anything else to do in the later stage of hospitalization, he will not be unable to pay for it.

But obviously Xiao Chengfeng had never thought about such a thing. He thought Cheng Muyang was worried about Dad Cheng outside, afraid that he would fall asleep on the bed and would not be able to hear the call, so he stepped forward and pressed Cheng Muyang's shoulder to let him sit on the bed and bend over. Bow down and look straight into Cheng Muyang's eyes, "You rest here, I'll go out and watch."

"No." Cheng Muyang grabbed his arm. There was no reason for it. Originally, Xiao Chengfeng spent time with himself in the hospital. It was not a duty but a relationship. There was no reason for him to sleep and let Xiao Chengfeng suffer outside.

"It's okay." Xiao Chengfeng glanced at the small bed. In fact, he really wanted to sleep with Cheng Muyang, but this small bed probably couldn't bear the weight of two grown men.

This idea flashed in his mind, he was a little surprised, what happened to him recently, why he wanted to sleep with Cheng Muyang.

Following this thought, his gaze swept across Cheng Muyang, who has a slender waist and long legs, a slender figure, and a pretty face...

……

No more talking, Xiao Chengfeng pushed the person onto the bed, quickly opened the curtain and walked out, sat on the chair and looked at Cheng Muyang who was looking out from the curtain, and raised his eyebrows in the dark.

With a little light, Cheng Muyang just saw his expression clearly, which seemed to say that this place has been taken by him.

Cheng Muyang put down the curtain, it would be useless for him to argue with others at this time, as long as it gets darker, he can change the person.

Lying on the small single bed, Cheng Muyang found that he still couldn't let go of his feet, so he could only hang outside the bed.He thought carefully about the height difference between Xiao Chengfeng and himself, and estimated that he exposed more.

Simply because the current weather is a little cold at night, but it won't be cold if you cover it with a quilt.

The curtains are not made of a very heavy material. After turning off the lights in this room, the window is just on the side separated by the curtains, and the faint light can barely allow people to see.

Shadowy shadows hit the white wall, forming an alternating pattern of gray, dark and white.

Cheng Muyang thought that he could fall asleep quickly, but the fact is that he lay with his eyes closed for a long time, and he could feel that his consciousness was very clear.

He opened his eyes and took out his cell phone to check the time. Several hours had passed, and it was two o'clock in the morning.

Cheng Muyang got out of bed and walked on the ground wearing only socks, without making a sound.

He opened the curtain a little, and the faint light shone through the gap onto the chair facing the curtain. Xiao Chengfeng sat on the chair with his head tilted. Because there was no support, he could only slide his whole body down and put his head on the chair. Rest it on the backrest.

Looks like he's had a hard time sleeping.

Cheng Muyang turned his head to look at the hospital bed, his father was sleeping soundly, and rarely snored, and the room could hear needles dropping quietly.

"Xiao Chengfeng." Cheng Muyang walked to Xiao Chengfeng's side, and slightly pushed his hand.

"Hmm." Xiao Chengfeng moved his body, tilted his head to the other side, and didn't wake up.

"Wake up, go to bed and sleep." Cheng Muyang pulled Xiao Chengfeng's arm, and the person half lying on the chair did not open his eyes, and pulled him down with force, pressing him into his arms.

Xiao Chengfeng snorted, and Cheng Muyang's shoulder hit his chest.

"Are you awake?" Just now, Cheng Muyang was almost dragged half-kneeling to the ground, he straightened up, rubbed his shoulders, and looked at Xiao Chengfeng who slowly opened his eyes.

The distance between the two is very close, unlike the close hug in the afternoon, but the faces of the two are almost touching, breathing intertwined, and the warm breath is on the face and nasal cavity.

Cheng Muyang took the lead to step back a little, looking at Xiao Chengfeng, who was obviously still recovering, "Go to bed and sleep for a while when you wake up, sleep here for a night, and tomorrow your back will hurt."

"En." Xiao Chengfeng didn't shirk, he stood up and he didn't forget to give Cheng Muyang a hand to make him stand up too.

"Go." Cheng Muyang stood in place, waiting for him to go in, but Xiao Chengfeng stood there in confusion.

"how about you?"

Cheng Muyang sat on the chair, "I've slept through, sit here for a while."

"Oh." Xiao Chengfeng rubbed his eyes, then pulled Cheng Muyang into his arms and walked to the cubicle, "After sleeping, watch me sleep."

? ? ?Cheng Muyang didn't dare to resist too vigorously, he also felt that Xiao Chengfeng might not have woken up, and was afraid of disturbing his father's sleep, so he had to follow Xiao Chengfeng back to the small bed.

"Hmm." Cheng Muyang let out a muffled groan, and suppressed it in time when it overflowed his throat, so as not to let the sound come out. Xiao Chengfeng was already half-ly lying on the bed, with his legs drooping on the ground, and he was lying under the pressure of Xiao Chengfeng. on the bed.

"The bed is quite firm, go to sleep." Xiao Chengfeng raised his head to look at Cheng Muyang, then put his head in the shoulder socket of the person under him, and said nothing.

"What? You get up." Cheng Muyang pushed the person on him, but he definitely couldn't push it. Based on the two days of contact, although Xiao Chengfeng is only half a head taller than him, his strength is much stronger than him.

But even if he kept moving and talking, the people on his body didn't move at all, and didn't give him any response.

Cheng Muyang, who originally thought that under such circumstances, would definitely not fall asleep, fell asleep very quickly this time.

The moonlight is gentle, casting a layer of clear light on the people and things in the compartment, and everything is silent.

The sound of steady breathing came from under him, Xiao Chengfeng moved his somewhat sore arms, propped himself up from Cheng Muyang, and carefully looked at the sleeping person with this light.

Under the cold moonlight, the already young face looked soft and fragile.The steady and long breathing is accompanied by the rise and fall of the chest cavity.

Xiao Chengfeng smiled, when did he become so kind, he was afraid that others would not be able to sleep, so he purposely lifted up a little weight, if his elder brother knew about it, he would probably cry out in relief.

He stretched out a finger and poked the sleeping man's face, it was soft as expected.

He remembered what this man had said to him in the toilet in the afternoon, about his different sexual orientation from ordinary people, that is... like men?Will you like yourself?

Xiao Chengfeng's eyes slowly narrowed, he twirled the finger that poked someone just now, recalling the tactile sensation, it seemed not bad?

He turned over from the bed, pulled the quilt that was about to slide to the floor, and then sat on the floor with his back against the single bed.

He took out his mobile phone, thought for a while, and typed "How to judge my own sexual orientation?" on Baidu.

Many entries appeared on the screen in an instant, and he clicked through them one by one, and read many analyzes and examples, but none of them could fit into his current feeling and situation.

Xiao Chengfeng frowned, looked at the phone and suddenly thought, what is the meaning of his search for such a question, and who is he searching for?For Cheng Muyang?But Cheng Muyang has already made up his mind.Is that for himself?why is he going to...

At this time, a paragraph appeared in front of his eyes.

A user named "idiot a meow" gave such an answer.

"Sexual orientation? This thing is only enough to realize your most instinctive desires. When it comes to beauty, there is neither male nor female, nor is there any mapping relationship. When you meet a magnificent baby one day, it will be enough for you to think about it and love it for a lifetime. You How can you be bound by something like sexual orientation?"

Xiao Chengfeng turned off the screen, let his eyes return to the dim environment, he closed his eyes, yes, in fact, he still didn't understand the most critical question.

Why did he try to get close to Cheng Muyang, just for a pure source of inspiration?Or, would he fall in love with a man in just a few days?

Xiao Chengfeng raised his head, his chin drew a sharp line, and he squinted his eyes. This kind of question was too far away for him.So much so that he never thought about what he was thinking right now.

laugh.

Xiao Chengfeng laughed, looking at the person on the bed, there is no need to worry, anyway, this person can't run away, and there is still a long time for him to recognize his heart.

The author has something to say: The phrase "an idiot is a meow" is true. Baidu searched for that question, and it was the answer of a Zhihu user~

Readers "Learning is worse than reading", thank you~