you are so sweet

Dad Cheng was the only one left in the ward.

Cheng Muyang pushed the door in and asked him, "Where is he?"

Before he went to pay the fee, Xiao Chengfeng was still talking happily with his mother, but after a while, his father was left alone in the ward.

"Oh, you said Chengfeng? He sent your mother out, and your mother's body can't bear to live here all night. If you want me to say, you and Chengfeng should go too. It's not like I'm here. No, I’m not yet seventy or eighty, so I don’t need you.”

Father Cheng turned over the quilt by himself, and covered himself up. What he said showed that he was not a useless person.

Cheng Muyang was clear about his thoughts, but he couldn't just leave him here alone.

In the final analysis, although his father has always been a powerful and great father image in his mind, after that experience, when his father could no longer stand up, his perception of his father changed again.

I no longer put the image of omnipotence on my father, but take the initiative to take over the burden that belongs to my father.

"Dad, it's okay, I can help here, in case the doctor needs someone to help." Cheng Muyang smiled and made a joke.

Father Cheng also knew that it was impossible to drive him away, so he could only lie down slowly by himself, looked at the ceiling in a daze, and said after a long time, "Muyang, I'm sorry for you."

Cheng Muyang paused just as he was about to go outside the door. He turned around and looked at a bump on the bed, "Dad, what are you talking to me about? Aren't we a family? I'm not bitter."

... After the silence, Cheng Muyang didn't get any response, so he had to come out of the room for the time being, and he would rent a bed for Xiao Chengfeng to sleep in later.

You can't just say that you come to watch the night for yourself, so you really don't let people sleep at all.

In the past, Cheng Muyang really rarely bothered others to get involved in his own affairs. He didn't want to owe others favors, nor did he want to repay favors. In this world, he just wanted to do his own thing and live alone.

Maybe this kind of personality caused him to have no friends at all.

"Yangyang!"

Cheng Muyang turned his head subconsciously, Xiao Chengfeng called him this name a few times, and he got used to it.

Xiao Chengfeng was jogging over from the end of the corridor when a sudden brake stopped in front of his eyes, and the two bodies almost collided.

Cheng Muyang took a step back and watched Xiao Chengfeng scratching the back of his head by himself, "Hey, one of them didn't stop."

But I don't know if it was his illusion, he clearly saw a trace of annoyance in Xiao Chengfeng's eyes.

"Ah."

"Well, Auntie is gone." Xiao Chengfeng walked beside him, reporting what happened just now, "I sent her to the 613 road, and she said that she seemed to be able to go directly to your door, so she didn't let me go with her."

"Yeah." Cheng Muyang nodded, Xiao Chengfeng is a foreigner, and he is not familiar with the place here, so it is normal for his mother not to let him go with him.

"Are you not angry?" Xiao Chengfeng asked a little cautiously.

Cheng Muyang was taken aback by this, did he look angry?Xiao Chengfeng's usual carefree personality made him a little unaccustomed to being so cautious all of a sudden.

"No." In order to prove that he was really not angry, Cheng Muyang added, "Really not."

"That's good. I don't think you're smiling much anymore." Xiao Chengfeng walked beside him.

Because of the height difference between the two, if Cheng Muyang didn't take the initiative to look up, he wouldn't be able to see Xiao Chengfeng's expression. He couldn't figure out what Xiao Chengfeng meant just by hearing this sentence.

So I can only move forward in silence.

"why do not you talk?"

"I don't know what to say. I didn't laugh because of my dad's affairs." Cheng Muyang finished speaking in one breath. What he said was not comprehensive. The real situation is that if it is not necessary, he actually doesn't even want to talk.

This is a habit he has maintained for a long time. When he is not in a good mood, he will try to keep silent and digest and adjust himself in his heart.

Perhaps his self-regulation ability is relatively good. In the past, there has never been any trouble, and he has never done anything wrong impulsively. In the end, he will digest all the contradictions and problems by himself.

After saying this, he obviously felt that the people around him fell silent.

Yes, a person with his personality will never be able to make really good friends. His personality is doomed to be unlikable. Even if he knows what his problem is, he can't change it at all.

Cheng Muyang laughed at himself, and then felt that his body was embraced by an embrace, and a heavy object was placed on his shoulders.

Powerful warmth came from the person hugging him continuously. At this moment, Cheng Muyang didn't know what was wrong with him, but his eyes felt hot, and some grievances welled up in his heart.

But he is a big man, it is impossible to expose such a fragile side, he sniffed and held back his tears.

"It doesn't matter……

Cheng Muyang, you are fine, everything will be fine. "

He heard Xiao Chengfeng say.

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Since that hug, Cheng Muyang himself didn't feel anything, but he felt very clearly that Xiao Chengfeng was avoiding him.

Although he didn't know what he was hiding.

Just like now, when he stepped into the ward, Xiao Chengfeng jumped up as if a nail had suddenly grown under his buttocks, and hurried out after saying "Go to the bathroom!"

Not only did he look awkward and weird, but Dad Cheng was also confused.

"Muyang, Chengfeng, what's the matter? Why is something wrong?"

"I don't know, it's time for you to take your medicine." Cheng Muyang put the water glass on the table, unscrewed several small white bottles with his hands, divided the medicine according to the instructions, and handed it to his father.

"Muyang, if there is anything wrong with Chengfeng, you can help. To be honest, your mother and I can rest assured that you have a good friend. This person can't live without friends. If you have What the hell, no one can help you."

This is already a cliché. Since Cheng Muyang was a child, he has heard it countless times, but it is useless. He has always kept a safe distance from others, never crossed the line, and never had an intimate relationship. and brother.

In fact, his father didn't know, because he was clearly aware of his sexual orientation, he tried to avoid being too close with others, he was afraid that in the end he would not be able to tell whether it was love or friendship.

It's not that he doesn't know the difference between the two, but that he is too afraid of falling in love with the feeling of being accompanied, so that he doesn't want to lose it now.

He also knew that his thoughts were strange and hypocritical, but there was no way, he would never say these words.

"Don't worry, I know." But now, he still has to follow his father's words.

"I'll just take this medicine by myself, you go out and have a look at Chengfeng. If you two get into an awkward situation, don't hide it, just open it up and say..."

The door blocked Cheng's father's words in the room, Cheng Muyang looked at the empty corridor, thought for a while and walked towards the toilet.

As soon as he entered the toilet door, he saw a shadow quickly float into the cubicle, and the door lock "clicked" crisply and loudly.

"Xiao Chengfeng, come out." He went straight to the locked door.

"Ah, Mu Yang, I'm going to the bathroom." Xiao Chengfeng's voice passed through the door, and the echo overlapped with his voice, a bit distorted.

"I saw you." Cheng Muyang stood in front of the door with a steady tone.

"Click."

Xiao Chengfeng came out from the door.

"What's wrong." Cheng Muyang looked at Xiao Chengfeng who lowered his head. He knew his sexual orientation, and he didn't have any bad thoughts about that hug. He was just grateful that when he was a little helpless and lost, there was someone Offer to hug him and tell him he's fine.

But now it seems that the hug had an effect on the person who hugged him.

Cheng Muyang took a step forward, spread his arms around Xiao Chengfeng's waist, but didn't really touch Xiao Chengfeng.

Even so, Xiao Chengfeng's body tensed instantly, and all the muscles in his body became tense and hardened.

"My sexual orientation is different from everyone else, so this is my way of thanking you. Don't hug me casually in the future. Also, the earliest bus that can leave after the certificate is issued tomorrow is 09:30."

Cheng Muyang finished speaking in one breath, then turned around and was about to leave, but unexpectedly someone grabbed his arm, followed by another hug.

Different from the actions he made, this time it was a real and tight hug.

In just one second, Xiao Chengfeng let him go.

For the first time, a serious expression appeared on that face that was always smiling, "I said, you are fine."

But he didn't say anything else, he just followed Cheng Muyang back.

He felt sorry for Cheng Muyang, but he really wasn't sure about his feelings.

He approached Cheng Muyang only because Cheng Muyang brought him endless inspiration, and once he couldn't see him, he didn't want to do anything.

It could be a disease.

Xiao Chengfeng grinned, thinking about his elder brother's face, he only felt a little pain in the back molars.If he... if he, thinking of this, Xiao Chengfeng looked at Cheng Muyang's profile, if he really... came out in the end, he probably wouldn't even want to go home alive.

Xiao Chengfeng sighed, but still cheered up, "Yangyang, it's actually nothing."

"Ok, I know."

"That's good." Xiao Chengfeng nodded, "I will go back tomorrow, but definitely not because of what you told me, do you know? And I will wait for you to go back in Uncle Zhang's shop."

"Yeah." Cheng Muyang showed dimples for the first time in the hospital, "There is also a job fair."

The author has something to say: Well, I look at the progress, it should be sweet soon... oh... ah ah, our Mu Yang is actually a entangled and fragile baby

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Shu Yang: Hey Marshal!Did you know, it is said that if you eat more mangoes and pineapples, the nutrient solution will have a fruity fragrance~

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