doctor is cold

"It's really you..."

"why......"

"Where did they offend you?"

"How much do you want to achieve before you give up?"

The hoarse, deep voice was full of helplessness, and after asking countless reasons, he couldn't get any answer in the end, so he could only sigh.

"Lock him up, without my permission, no one is allowed to see him, just treat him as me, without this son!"

This sentence was weak and decisive, and he was finally afraid, and the indifferent smile on his face gradually lost its hold, and slowly turned into anxiety and panic.

"No—can't—"

His whole body was tied up, and he fell to the ground as soon as he moved. He could only move his body as hard as he could, and leaned over:

"I, I was wrong...I was really wrong, you can't lock me up, please...Father..."

Shen Xiangqi opened his eyes suddenly, as if he finally breathed fresh air, he gasped.

He sat up slowly, wiped the cold sweat on his forehead with his sleeve, and after a while, he finally calmed down his heartbeat that was too fast due to the nightmare.

"Again..."

Shen Xiangqi narrowed his eyes.He thought he didn't care about the darkness, loneliness, and silence of the past ten years, but it turned out that when freedom was in his hands again, he realized that those had become his nightmare without knowing it.

He doesn't allow it.

Shen Xiangqi got out of bed and walked upstairs barefoot.This is a three-storey villa. He lives on the second floor, and the one above is naturally his father, Shen Zhenye, who is also the chairman of the Shen Group.

Rather than living in it, it should be said to be imprisoned.

At this time, Shen Zhenye was no longer as energetic as before. His hair, which was always neatly combed, became messy, his complexion became sallow, and he lost a lot of weight. He looked ten years older at once.He sat on the bed, staring straight ahead blankly, and if it wasn't for the occasional blink, he would look dead.

The sound of opening the door was not loud, but in such a quiet night, Shen Zhenye, who was wandering in the sky, was still drawn back.But he looked at Shen Xiangqi who came in, and then turned out of the window expressionlessly, as if the darkness looked so good.

"It's getting thinner and thinner...Father."

Shen Zhenye didn't even bother to turn his head this time.

"Are you angry? Why? I just...did what you did." Shen Xiangqi spread his hands, approached, sat down on the edge of the bed, and gently helped Shen Zhenye clean up the mess "It's only been a few days, how did you become like this? My son stayed in that empty house for ten years, isn't he doing well? Ah - yes, the gap is too big, isn't it? "

Shen Zhenye turned his head, and stared at Shen Xiangqi with his slightly protruding eyes due to thinness. He spoke in a very dry and hoarse voice, slowly, as if trying to exhaust all his strength. , and said: "My son died ten years ago, you are nothing more than a devil occupying his body..." He stared at those bloodshot eyes, looking It looked terrible.

Shen Xiangqi seemed unaware, withdrew his hand, bowed his head and laughed softly.

"If it makes you feel better to think so."

As he spoke, he stood up and walked to the window, as if he had fallen into some kind of contemplation, and the whole room fell into silence for a moment.

"Ah, father is not curious, why did I come here again today?"

Ever since Shen Zhenye was locked up, Shen Xiangqi had to visit him every day, sometimes to give him things, and sometimes to help him take care of his body. Shen Zhenye never understood what he wanted to do.But what is certain is that no matter when he comes, he will only come once a day.

So when Shen Xiangqi asked this question, Shen Zhenye was indeed curious, but his face was calm.

"I originally thought that those ten years were just an ordinary dream. Now that the dream is over when I wake up, but no, it is indeed a dream, but it is a nightmare that is difficult to wake up from. It has been entangled with me. Me, pestering me, father, father...you say, what should I do?"

"You have to wake up, you have to wake up from this dream, right?"

Shen Xiangqi's voice became softer and softer, and in the end, it was almost a whisper, but Shen Zhenye could still hear him clearly in the silent air. His breathing stagnated, his heart tightened, and he had a bad premonition.

"Once a person has fear, he can't be afraid, he can't shrink back, and he has to overcome it bravely, right? Father, am I right?" Shen Xiangqi turned around, that cold, emotionless gaze It landed directly on Shen Zhenye, "You taught me this, right?"

"But I didn't teach you to kill people." Shen Zhenye said coldly, his dry throat made him feel uncomfortable even speaking, every time he said a word, his throat felt as uncomfortable as a fire.

"So what? You haven't settled it for me yet, with your broad mind and clean hands, you have personally found someone to help me settle it, haven't you?" Shen Xiangqi smiled, showing his skillful , with a harmless smile, "Speaking of which, I saw her not long ago. That girl, ah, is a woman now. Does father want to see it?"

"roll!"

The pillow was thrown out violently and fell to Shen Xiangqi's feet.Shen Zhenye's face was flushed, his eyes were also red, and he gasped for breath. This usually easy movement easily consumed most of his strength at this moment.

"What's there to be angry about? Could it be that father didn't do those things?" Shen Xiangqi didn't care, leaned over to pick up the pillow, patted it, walked over, and put it on Shen Zhenye's back considerately. Let him lean on his back, "Son still has to think about how to overcome that fear. Before that, father must take care of his health." Looks like a good son.

Shen Zhenye took a deep breath, let him play with him, and closed his eyes, as if he felt that what he couldn't see was pure.

"Ah," Shen Xiangqi walked to the door, thought of something, stopped in his tracks, and turned his head, "The old stubborn gang in the company are always disobedient, what should we do?"

Shen Zhenye suddenly opened his eyes and looked at him in disbelief.

"You—do you dare to—"

"Well, how can I let father solve this problem before resting?" Shen Xiangqi ignored Shen Zhenye completely, and lowered his head and muttered.

"Xiang Qi! Xiang Qi—you, you can't—"

Shen Zhenye reached out his hand excitedly to pull Shen Xiangqi, but Shen Xiangqi was too far away from him, no matter how hard he tried, he was still far away from him.

The smile on Shen Xiangqi's face gradually disappeared, and he suddenly said something that Shen Zhenye could not understand at all, and left.

"I did the same back then..."

******

On September 9, the day when the interns reported for duty, Yin Linru went to the hospital early in the morning, leaving Zheng Xi at home alone.

That day, although it was said to be "unhappy", in fact, Zheng Xi still felt sorry for Yin Linru more in his heart, but, inexplicably, while chatting, the style of painting became crooked, and she thought about it later, maybe, This person did it on purpose, but now that the topic has changed and that person doesn't want to continue talking, it's hard for her to say anything more.But... probably the look in his eyes was too strange. When the man left in the morning, he said earnestly: "I will live well." Then he changed his shoes and left.

"Ahhh! She must have regarded her as a weird person, right?! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh—" Zheng Xi covered her head a little irritably, and shrank on the sofa. Suddenly, she raised her head, a little Worryingly, I said to myself, "Ah! If she thinks I'm sympathetic, or pity... it seems to be worse!" Such a proud person must not want to be treated like this... ..But......

If it is not sympathy or pity, what is this feeling?What is it that makes you feel so sad that you want to cry?

Dr. Yin, who didn't know that Zheng Xi was entangled to death, was looking at the two interns in front of him with a headache.

It's not that I'm dissatisfied...well, I'm really dissatisfied.

Yin Linru didn't think that he had to be assigned a highly qualified and smart intern, but at least that wasn't the case. They were still students, so they put on heavy make-up as if they were going on stage, right?She doesn't think there's anything wrong with girls who love beauty, and the hospital doesn't stipulate that they can't wear makeup, and sometimes it's a bonus to know how to wear makeup, but... this is too... the photo looks pretty good. A girl, how come...

"Doctor Yin, do we... have any questions?" One of them asked nervously.

Yin Linru glanced at her and barely recognized the name of Hua Jing, so the other one should be Zhang Mi.

"It's nothing." Yin Linru didn't say anything in the end, and she didn't want to care about her personal aesthetics. As long as she didn't cause trouble and practiced honestly, it would be fine. You go to the ones that you usually need to come into contact with, and the others, if you are curious, you can find time to look at them yourself."

The two obediently agreed.

Yin Linru's footsteps were fast, and the two interns followed her in small steps, and they were tired and out of breath after a while, and she said she was familiar with it, but she just got acquainted, so she took them to the door and said Useful, then let them look at the name of the doctor or nurse hanging on the door, and then the next one.Therefore, it took only ten minutes for them to finish walking around.

"From now on, just come over at eight o'clock in the morning. Of course, it's better to be early. It's just advice." Yin Linru raised his eyebrows, "I don't need you to do anything today, just watch."

The two interns nodded quickly.