Jonson's Diary

March 2018, 3, heavy rain

Get up at 09:30, wash up and eat breakfast at [-]:[-], go out on time at [-]:[-], go to the flower bed and sit, it seems that the people coming and going are in a daze all day.

That chubby little girl in the red dress over there is smiling very happily, maybe she participated in the dance competition.

The weather-beaten man was exhausted, running around for his life, but he called his wife with a smile; some naive children reached out to grab the flower buds that had just bloomed, some parents stopped them, and some parents picked the flowers and gave them to their children.

Young female high school students complain about the ugliness of their school uniforms, and gossip about a celebrity.The boy jumped up and down with the basketball in his arms and walked towards the Internet cafe energetically.

The sun is shining brightly and the spring is brilliant.

A white butterfly passed by my eyes and landed on a pink flower, flapping its wings gently. When the wind blew by, it danced lightly again and landed on my fingertips.

I was motionless like a stone statue, waiting for the butterfly to fly away, but wishing it would stay a little longer.

Butterflies fly away after all, like people, they will leave.

I always feel that someone is following me, maybe it's my hallucination again, because the tracking skills are so bad, it's almost shoulder to shoulder with me.

Xiaosong found a new toy—a mirror. It could play with its own reflection all day, and it was not willing to spend a whole day with me in a daze.This is very good, it won't be difficult without me, and one day, I will disappear in his memory.

The dense pain spread to the dull nerve endings. I stood up numbly and took the path home.The moment I stepped into the alley, the coldness attacked me like a poisonous snake. The alley was unexpectedly clean and stretched far away. I fell to the ground leaning against the wall.

The pain blurred my vision, and my consciousness was not so clear. My head was like jelly. Someone got glass shards inside. If I moved a little, the glass shards in my brain would spread to deeper places, and the pain was unbearable.

If you don't move, the glass slag will slowly soak in, making life worse than death.

The end result is that the brain becomes like crushed jelly.

Rain, caught off guard and smashed down.

When I got a little conscious, it was already pouring rain, and there was no one there, as if I was the only one left in the world, as if I had been abandoned by the world.

I don't feel anything when the rain hits me. My senses are extremely dull. The heavy rain is like playing the piano to the cow. It expects others to understand its coldness and strength, but I, the cow, can't feel anything.

I remembered that once I had a group fight with Xue Rin, an insidious villain hid a knife and cut my calf while I was not paying attention.

Xue Lin was furious, beat him up hard, and finally left behind my back.

Xue Lin bandaged my wound, and gently pressed my wound with a cotton ball dipped in alcohol as a prank.

"How is it? Does it hurt?" He looked at me maliciously and said, "You know it hurts, don't you? Hurry up and please me, or I will hurt you to death, so what! Cough cough, scream first Brother, come and listen!"

I sneered, grabbed the alcohol in his hand and poured it on the wound, with a look of disdain.

Xue Lin reacted and snatched back the alcohol: "Don't you fucking know it hurts?!"

"I'm not afraid of pain," I shrugged and replied helplessly, "and it's easier for me to do this!"

"Are you still right?"

Xue Lin pointed at me and scolded angrily: "Not afraid of pain doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. Is your brain eaten by a pig?"

Since then, I have lost access to the wound.At that time, I didn't understand anything, I only had complex feelings that I didn't understand myself, Xue Lin was like a poison, slowly eroding me.

I watched Xue Lin frowned and carefully applied the medicine, for fear of hurting me, he muttered: "Shout if it hurts! I have never seen what you look like."

I laughed and poked his hair, he yelled at me for being childish, but he didn't turn his head to hide.

The cold wind whizzed past, and there was the sound of things collapsing. It would be fine if I died of pain here, but I can't, the plan has not been completed yet...

I didn't know anything but the pain, and my physical tears kept falling, and I was in a mess, like a bird that was injured and fell into the swamp.

Xue Lin, I am in pain.

Xue Lin, it hurts so much.

Xue Lin, I hurt...

Then there was boundless darkness. When I opened my heavy eyelids, the first thing I saw was Li Keji's magnified face.

"You're awake! I just passed by here and found you fainted, and I'm about to call an ambulance!"

The pain was gone, only the turbulent exhaustion remained.

"Can you still stand up? Shall I take you to the hospital?" I shook my head subconsciously

"Is that so?" He scratched his head in distress, "Then shall I take you home?"

I shook my head again, I don't want and can't be seen by Xue Rin like this, otherwise, all previous efforts will be wasted.

Li Keji's eyes lit up: "I'll take you to my secret base!"

He squatted down with his back to me, and I said with a motorcycle face: "It will be dirty."

"Then remember to wash my clothes! Come up, I'll carry you on my back, and you hold the umbrella for me, it's evened!"

Sure enough, it's a child...it's not!I lay on his back, and he walked very steadily, with an immature face, serious and serious when he was not smiling, not at all like the big boys I knew.

"It's raining a lot."

"That's right, the rainstorm comes and goes in a hurry. When the rain clears, maybe you will see a rainbow! You're super lucky, right?"

"Correct."

"Did you see that guy on the corner? Kind of like..." Kind of like Xue Lin.

"Huh? No, I didn't see anyone."

Sure enough, it was an illusion.

"So you went to my concert last time, and you didn't tell me, it's too cunning to go quietly, there will be no next time."

"I got the music box you gave me, it's great! Did you really give it to me? Really really really really? Is it really mine?"

"real."

"Then I will find more fun things to send to you next time! Have you received the sea glass decorations I sent you? I collected the sea glass and made it myself. Isn't it amazing?"

A sudden ringtone interrupted him: "I have your call, do you want me to answer it for you?"

Mrs. Mrs. is familiar with this guy, right?It's kind of weird.

I nodded.

We didn't go to his secret base in the end, Xue Lin's assistant called to say that Xue Lin had a high fever and is now in the hospital.

Li Keji and I took a taxi home. After I arrived, Li Keji was called away by his manager's series of fatal calls. I changed my clothes and rushed to the hospital.

Xue Lin is in the middle of an infusion and has already fallen asleep.

Her ears and cheeks were red, and she couldn't sleep soundly. It was very pitiful.I went to ask the nurse on duty, and I found it incredible.

Stomach trouble, slight neurasthenia, fever, exhaustion from long-term exertion overwhelmed him.I don't know, how did he live all these years after he left?

When Mingming lived with him, he was a little health expert.Do not smoke or drink, eat on time, exercise at a fixed time, do not stay up late to play games, and go to bed on time.

Xue Rin also changes and grows silently where I can't see.Also, when was the gap between time and space so easily bridged.

I stayed with him until midnight, and the doctor said that the problem was not serious, but he needed to take good care of him, so I packed everything up and left.