Golden Boy

Su Pei had a particularly severe attack this time.

After he took the medicine, the pain eased a little, but not completely.On the way to the hospital, he was chilled all over, out of breath and about to vomit, as if a lead weight was pressed on his chest, which made him listless.

He Yiming's voice seemed to come from another world.

"Lean on me."

"Spit up as much as you want, don't hold back."

Su Pei was very confused, he just felt that he shouldn't be so close to He Yiming's arms, anyway, he couldn't.But he couldn't remember why...why...they fought again tonight...why?He can't get his head around right now, anyway, there is a big fight... because he has been busy working as a screenwriter and wasting the novel?Is it because he got drunk during the New Year and missed the train on the trip he had made?Or because of the drama club's script?

"Yiming..." Su Pei spoke vaguely.

He Yiming approached him, kept wiping off his cold sweat, and said, "I'm here, I'm here."

"I won't drink next time...I'll change the train ticket...you wait for me at the hotel...I will change the script..." Su Pei spoke nonsense intermittently.

He Yiming knew that Su Pei was in a state of confusion and couldn't tell the past from the present, and all he was talking about was what they had experienced together.They really have known each other for too long.

A desolate and bewildered thought suddenly flashed in He Yiming's mind, what if Su Pei can't be rescued?What should he do!He had never felt so powerless before.

But he came to his senses right away, they were going to the hospital soon, and he shouldn't be thinking too much.Su Pei will be fine.He doesn't think about anything now, as long as Su Pei is fine.

When he arrived at the hospital, Su Pei went to the first aid first, and after the first aid was stabilized, he was transferred to the hospital.A nurse recognized He Yiming and asked He Yiming, "Do you want to treat the palm?"

It was only then that He Yiming remembered that his hand had been cut by a glass cup. He only needed a hemostatic patch, and stayed in Su Pei's ward all the time.Su Pei fell asleep peacefully now, and his expression didn't look painful anymore.

Only then did He Yiming feel tired for a while. Seeing Su Pei's painful appearance just now, he was close to a nervous breakdown.

He Yiming didn't want to leave Su Pei's side, so he walked to the window and made a few phone calls in a low voice.

He first called his publicist Guan Qingquan and asked about the celebration banquet.

Yu Qingquan also went to the celebration banquet tonight, and just had a warm chat with Li Yunsheng. She is not interested in Xiao Xianrou, but is just developing potential customers.

Seeing He Yiming's phone call, she spoke very fast, "The party went well, everyone was crazy. Mr. He? Where are you? I didn't see you tonight!"

He Yiming said in a low voice, "I left early... Now there is a little accident."

In this line of work, Yu Qingquan has dealt with many public relations crises and wiped the ass of clients.He Yiming's voice was so low that it sounded like he was stabbing someone.

She asked, "What accident?" She guessed in her heart, drunk driving?Hit someone?sexual harassment?

He Yiming glanced at Su Pei who was lying on the hospital bed.Tonight was not an accident, but a turning point in his life.

"I want to come out," he said.

Yu Qingquan spat out the wine with a sip.

She had definitely heard it wrong, and she doubted her ears.

He Yiming may be talking about "cabinet", "derailment" and "ghost animal".

"What are you going to do?" Yu Qingquan lost his composure.

He Yiming said, "It's not tomorrow, but you can start making preparations. Help me lay the groundwork for public opinion. After three days, you can show me a plan."

Yu Qingquan said, "Did you just say... come out?"

He Yiming didn't say anything.He is completely overwhelmed now, but as soon as he speaks, there is an incomparable sense of relief. He has never experienced such a relief.

"Yes, coming out," he said.

Now it was Yu Qingquan's turn to lose his voice.

She thought she had opened her eyes again today.

He Yiming called his assistant again, arranged the itinerary, and asked her to come to the hospital to deliver some things.

Su Pei had a long and chaotic dream.

There was no sound in the dream, only pictures, he was like a bystander, watching the separation and reunion of himself and He Yiming - he and He Yiming kept meeting each other in the crowd.The time can't be distinguished, they walk together in the school for a while, and quarrel on the set for a while.

He wants to seize and retain those happy moments, and also wants to prevent their disputes.But he can't do anything.

In this anxiety and pain, Su Pei did not sleep peacefully.He struggled to breathe like a swimmer, and finally struggled to wake up.

When Su Pei woke up, he saw the infusion bag next to the bed first. He didn't expect that he would fall ill again.

"Su Pei." He Yiming's voice was extremely gentle.

In an instant, all the memories of last night came flooding back.Why did he go to the villa with He Yiming?He Yiming got angry at the temptation and forced him to the sofa.They talked all over again.

In the end, it was He Yiming who chased him and said "I love you", which was more unreal than a dream.

Su Pei turned his head slowly, he looked at He Yiming, but he didn't dare to stare at He Yiming's face, he only saw the hemostatic bandage on He Yiming's right hand.

"Thank you, take me to the hospital." Su Pei said.His voice was hoarse.

He Yiming knew that Su Pei needed to rest and recuperate at this time, and what he needed most was time.He needs a buffer time to start over.

Even though he really wanted to touch Su Pei's hair and forehead now, to give him gentle comfort, he still held back.

"The doctor said you'd better stay in the hospital for another two days. Would you like me to call your home? How about the arrangement for Cookie?" He Yiming asked.

Su Pei only needs to check his mobile phone.He told He Yiming to go back, this is in the hospital, he is not in danger, and there are nurses and nurses to take care of him, He Yiming doesn't need to spend time here.

He Yiming said, "I asked my assistant to bring some things this morning, and I'll leave when she comes."

Su Pei didn't speak any more, he just retracted into the quilt again.

After a while, the assistant brought some daily necessities and a computer to He Yiming.He Yiming originally wanted to stay in the ward, but judging from the current situation, if he stays in the ward all the time, Su Pei might not be able to relax completely.

He Yiming was standing beside Su Pei's hospital bed with a computer in his hand. The person on the bed had his eyes closed and was breathing evenly, as if he was still in a deep sleep.

He said softly, "I'll go first, and I'll come see you at night."

In the afternoon, Su Pei's mother Wen Xinlan came to the hospital with a little cookie.

It's summer vacation now, and Little Cookie has no interest classes for the past two days. When Wen Xinlan received the call, she happened to be next to her. When she heard that Su Pei was hospitalized again, she must come.

Wen Xinlan didn't expect that Su Pei's condition didn't improve for more than a year, but worsened instead.She was so sad. Su Pei was prone to illness since he was a child, but he didn't expect to inherit his father's heart disease when he was an adult.

"You should have given up smoking a long time ago, and I haven't been staring at you...you are not allowed to take any work from now on, do you hear me? Take a good rest." Wen Xinlan wiped her eyes with a handkerchief as she spoke.

Little Cookie lay beside the bed, just looking at Su Pei eagerly, as if he would disappear if he didn't take good care of his father.

Su Pei whispered to Little Cookie, and also to Wen Xinlan, "Let Little Cookie go to her mother or her uncle tomorrow, and trouble them to take care of her this summer vacation..."

Wen Xinlan was nervous, "What's wrong?"

Su Pei said, "I want to take advantage of this gap and have the surgery done."

When Little Cookie heard Su Pei said that she was going to have an operation, her face immediately turned pale.No matter how smart and precocious she is, she is still a primary school student after all. After her parents divorced, and now her father is going to have an operation, it is impossible for her not to be afraid.

Wen Xinlan was quite calm, "That's good, you are young, and you will recover quickly after the surgery."

Talking about things with Su Pei, Wen Xinlan tidied up the things she brought, only to find that the daily necessities in the ward are well prepared, such as toiletries, paper towels, wet wipes, power banks, slippers, thermos cups, Even two sets of pajamas are prepared.

This must not be prepared by the hospital, Wen Xinlan couldn't help asking, "Who has already been here?"

Su Pei said weakly, "...it's from the crew."

If Wen Xinlan is more familiar with He Yiming, she will know that this is He Yiming's style of doing things.

Wen Xinlan went to understand the situation with the doctor again, and planned to arrange the operation.Little Cookie was in Su Pei's ward, and Su Pei comforted her for a while, saying that she would be fine after the operation and would not get sick again. Little Cookie was skeptical, but she still accepted the explanation.

He Yiming didn't plan to go home that day, he booked a suite in a nearby hotel and stayed.It only takes a quarter of an hour to get to the hospital from here.

His assistant and secretary vaguely knew that the boss suddenly stayed in the hotel for the convenience of going to the hospital, but they couldn't guess why he was so careful--the boss's common problem is that he can do whatever he wants for any small idea.

Wen Xinlan couldn't accompany Su Pei to bed at night, so she asked Su Pei to use the hospital nurse to try first, and if she didn't feel good, she would find another nurse for Su Pei.

Su Pei comforted her, "I lay down for a day, and I feel much better."

As soon as Wen Xinlan left, He Yiming appeared as if stepping on a spot.

Su Pei just wanted to say don't do this.

Don't be like this... because he knows very well that He Yiming can be as good as heaven when he treats him well.

He could no longer have more surging and complicated feelings for He Yiming.

"Are you feeling better today?" He Yiming straightened the pillow for him.

"It's much better. I contacted Dr. Zeng and told me about preparing for the operation," Su Pei said in a breath, "So I will do an examination next and wait for the operation to be scheduled."

He Yiming didn't expect Su Pei to decide to have an operation so soon.

But that's good too, if Su Pei had another attack in front of him, he would have a heart attack.

"Which doctor did you find?" He Yiming asked.

Su Pei said, "I didn't look for it specially. The doctors in this hospital are all very good, and they can do minimally invasive surgery without opening the chest."

He Yiming asked, "Okay... I just came to take a look. I won't stay here for a long time, but you must tell me when you will have the operation."

Su Pei nodded, "OK."

He Yiming said that he would not stay for a long time, but he sat down in front of Su Pei's bed in a natural posture.Su Pei glanced at him, but he didn't exit to drive away the guests. He knew that it was not so easy to ask this big Buddha away.

It's just that what they did last night, Su Pei is still a little uncomfortable thinking about it now.

"How's your hand?" he asked.

He Yiming finally smiled, and opened his hand to show him, "It's just a small injury, it's all right. You saw that you injured your left hand before, and I injured my right hand this time. The positions are almost the same."

Su Pei sighed in his heart, these injuries were all self-inflicted.

"I hope these little disasters don't happen again," he said.

He Yiming resisted the urge to touch his hair again, and said, "It will be fine in the future."

Su Pei was finally able to look directly into his eyes, "Are you so sure?"

He Yiming said, "I have a hunch and confidence."

Su Pei didn't speak.

Before He Yiming left, he whispered, "Su Pei."

Su Pei hummed, and He Yiming continued, "I love you."

Su Pei scratched the quilt uneasily.He Yiming stood by the door and waited for a while before he heard him say, "Don't do this, I don't want to talk about this matter."

"I just wanted to tell you this, because I've said so little before—you're right, I've been hiding too much of what I really thought."

Su Pei wanted to put the ugly words first.

Now that they are all like this, He Yiming still seems to hold great hope.He didn't want to give He Yiming hope, but He Yiming's current appearance is like a drowning man grasping at the last straw, as if he won the time and opportunity to perform.

He said slowly, "He Yiming, I am very grateful for your kindness... But as I said yesterday, I will never want to go that way again."

He Yiming choked for breath, he said, "It's okay."