What should I do if the object of the date is my first love!

Yan Dong's heart felt sore when he called him, and he couldn't help but rubbed his head along the direction of his hair, the movements were gentle, somehow it felt a bit like rubbing Fatty's stomach usually.Thinking of Feifei, he quickly raised his head to look for it, only to find that the fat cat was standing on the cat climbing frame and looking at them. It seemed that Qin Haoming was quite dissatisfied with taking his place. A coquettish meow with a coquettish voice.

Qin Haoming was concentrating on being touched by Yan Dong on the head, and was startled when he called, followed the sound and turned around to see the fat cat that was as fat as a piglet.

"So fat..."

Because Qin Haoming raised his head, his legs were released, Yan Dong took the opportunity to stand up, and said: "Hey, it is fat, you are finished, you are finished" and walked towards Feifei.

Feifei didn't want to pay attention to him at first, but "the enemy is at hand", when it was not time to care about it, he jumped into Yan Dong's arms with dignity, and then threatened Qin Haoming with a blow across his shoulder.

"Fatty hates being called fat." Yan Dong took Feipeng off his shoulders and hugged him, and introduced to Qin Haoming.

"He's already called Fatty, so he's afraid people will say he's fat?" He had already taken a big step but was interrupted by the cat suddenly. The original ambiguous and warm atmosphere was gone, and Qin Haoming didn't like this fat cat with no winks.

"Is Fatty his name? He may not have realized that it also means it...but it really hates people calling it fat." Yan Dong rubbed Fatty's head, making him squint his eyes "Only very Familiar people can do it. Fatty, right?"

Fatty glared dissatisfiedly, but still rubbed his head against his arms, obviously flattering him.

"Hey my clothes, tsk" Yan Dong realized that he was wearing that expensive suit and patted his fat butt.

Then he said to Qin Haoming with this pretext: "Well, cough, I have to change clothes, you, you go back first. I am also working in the company now, so I can't just walk away, right? I was sorry for you in the past. , the future... we will talk about it later."

Qin Haoming couldn't afford to hold on to the order of expelling guests, not to mention that the atmosphere he had built up with great difficulty was gone, and there was no point in staying any longer, not to mention letting go of the fact that he was always afraid of being exposed, even though the two of them were not facing each other calmly. , but today has made great progress.

Qin Haoming nodded silently and walked out.

Yan Dong asked as if thinking of something: "If I didn't remember it today, what did you plan to do?"

Qin Haoming hesitated for a while. After all, he only made the promise today, so he decided to tell the truth: "I originally thought, if "□□" succeeds, I will pester you and make you responsible for me."

Yan Dong was lowering his head and stroking the cat, so his answer was startled: "Huh? What??"

Qin Haoming replied confidently: "If you succeed today, counting the last time, it will be twice, and again and again. You are still older than me, shouldn't you be responsible for me?"

Yan Dong was thrown at him by his inexplicable theory angrily, and found that he had forgotten to change his slippers today, and the only thing at hand was Fatty. While he was looking down, Qin Haoming had already slipped out the door without turning around. Turning his back to him and said to him: "Brother, I really like you, so I was really sad back then."

Yan Dong was a little dazed listening to his words, wanted to say something but didn't speak.

It wasn't until he completely closed the door and walked out that he hugged Fei Fei and sat back on the beanbag sofa. I don't know if it was a hallucination, but the beanbag seemed to still have the smell and body temperature of Qin Haoming.

It's the kind of very light and clean perfume smell, the wine smell mixed with a little woody smell, and there seems to be a little bit of tobacco smell.

It smelled like a knight celebrating after returning from victory.

When he was in his arms, all he breathed was this smell.

The humans who "competed for favor" had already left, Fatty immediately returned to his original appearance, slapped Yan Dong's hand away, stepped on him and jumped to the ground, and went back to scratch the pillar of the cat climbing frame.

Yan Dong didn't care about it, he was not as calm as he looked, and Qin Haoming's reaction was not at all what he expected.Not only was he not angry or resentful, but he also carefully apologized to himself, trying to keep himself with a lie that was easily exposed.

If it weren't for the last sentence, it would almost make people think that what happened back then never happened at all.

This made Yan Dong even more guilty and afraid.

Does he really not hate himself?Really like himself so much that he takes all the mistakes on himself?

Or was it a premeditated revenge from beginning to end?

He felt even more guilty for his suspicious and vicious speculations, but he couldn't suppress such doubts. That doubt was a seed that hadn't germinated yet, but it had quietly grown out and rooted in his mind.

Qin Haoming may not have noticed it yet, but Yan Dong knew that he was really completely different from before.

He couldn't help looking at his hands, which were shaking slightly with his anxiety.

Even if he isn't, is he still the person he liked in the past when he is so suspicious, sensitive, hypocritical, and full of malice?

Is such a person really worthy of his liking?

He lay down on the beanbag sofa with big characters spread out, and heard the endless screams of cicadas. In the lampshade above his head, the insect who didn't know what it was was dead. shadows.

He felt it was very much like himself.

Those on the inner side of the arm are already faintly visible, but the dense scars seem to be aching.It seemed to remind him of the feelings he had forgotten in those years: the suppressed crying while biting the quilt, the uncontrollable longing even after being stabbed by a compass, and the physiological vomiting caused by self-loathing again and again.

He remembered the question he asked himself when he gave himself "therapy".

What do you like about him?

What do I like about him?

He didn't think of an answer at that time, so he had to tell himself over and over again: You don't like him at all, you are caused by hormones, you just like him like you.

Pretending not to hear the faint resistance in my heart: No, I liked him before he said he liked me.

Even to this day, I like him a lot.

He couldn't ignore the fact that he woke up that morning, except for a moment of fear followed by joy.

Is he really stupid enough to believe that Qin Haoming will not recognize him?

No, he was simply convincing himself with some joy, so that he could stay and work with him with peace of mind.

Why did you back down and let him go upstairs when you knew he had other plans?

Because although reason told me that I should refuse, deep down in my heart, I was expecting something to happen.

There was even a fleeting moment: if he had really forgotten, it was an idea to start.

He stared at the insect's corpse and thought in a daze, until Fatty came over and meowed and scratched his hair, only to realize that it was going to be dark at some point.

The cicadas outside the window could not be heard, instead it was the children downstairs playing and the old men playing chess chatting loudly, and one could faintly smell the aroma of food wafting from each house.

He hurriedly got up and turned on the light, and added cat food to Fei Fei. The light came out from the lampshade, and he saw the clear shadow of the insect

"It turned out to be a moth"

Fat Fat gnawed and gnawed, and he realized that several hours had passed, that Hilton had already digested it, and he was actually hungry again.

He has been used to not thinking about things that he can't understand over the years. He hasn't thought about things seriously for too long, and suddenly found that thinking is a waste of energy, and he can get hungry just lying still.

However, the family has run out of ammunition and food. He even finished the last pack of instant noodles last night. He even thought about eating breakfast at noon and didn't eat it.

But because he finally sorted out the thoughts of being lazy and not thinking these days, Yan Dong decided to reward himself by going out to eat a Kaifeng dish.

Flipping through the thirty or so yuan left in his pocket, he decided whether it would be more economical to eat in Shaxian County and went out.

The corridor was very dark, and the sound of him turning the key turned on the voice-activated lights.

Then I was startled by the shadow in the darkness illuminated by the turned on lamp.

He screamed aloud, only to realize that the man was looking at him with burning eyes.

He leaned against the iron box where the fire extinguisher was stored, his eyes were shining brightly from the light.

Seeing Yan Dong coming out, he stood up and said: "I just made a secret bet with myself, if you chase it out, I completely forgive you."

He raised his hand and looked at his watch, "Although you are 5 hours and 43 minutes late, I decided to be generous"

"Brother, I have forgiven you, and you forgive yourself."

"..."

"We have a good time together this time. Okay?"

Yan Dong froze there, suddenly tears began to fall, and at first they just flowed down his face silently, Qin Haoming came over and hugged him in his arms, he suddenly burst into tears.The voice-activated light from his cry turned on and off until the sky ladder dinged.The neighbor next door came out of the elevator and asked in amazement: "Hey! Boss Xiao Yan, what's the matter with you! Who are you? What are you doing?"

Big Mom's loud voice covered Yan Dong's crying, and he raised his head and sobbed.

"No, it's okay, Auntie, I, I..."

"Auntie, I'm his brother, my brother's company has gone bankrupt"

"His brother? Would you be so happy if Xiao Yan's younger brother's company went bankrupt?"

Yan Dong raised his head, and sure enough, he saw Qin Haoming's uncontrollably happy expression

"Hey, I saw my brother's snot soaked just now."

Qin Haoming was quite pleasing in appearance, and deliberately talked funny, but the neighbor's aunt was distracted by him.The neighbor's aunt wanted to laugh but frowned embarrassedly and criticized him for being big-hearted. She comforted Yan Dong and entered the house.

Qin Haoming's hand came down and pulled Yan Dong

"Brother, I'm hungry, let's go eat"

The author has something to say: the fragrance mentioned is BelloRabelo

It is said that the idea came from Rabelo - a small boat used to transport Porto wine

So the scent is a woody scent infiltrated by red wine, which is very nice.

Kaifeng dishes - kfc

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