Lesions

Yan Lou didn't panic when he was found following him, he looked at Chen Weiyang for a while, then looked behind the man, and said, "I want to find you."

Chen Weiyang smiled unabated: "Oh, do you need me urgently? You have already found me here."

"Is this a place I can't come to?" Yan Lou's eyes returned to Chen Weiyang.

Lifting his jaw slightly, Chen Weiyang's eyes seemed to be mixed with other meanings, but he still said softly: "In the nursing home, there are actually many places you can't come to."

He didn't have the slightest stern or warning tone, but this sentence made Yan Lou stunned for a moment.

"Dr. Zhao doesn't bother with the nursing home these days, and some people seem to be getting more and more misbehaved." Chen Weiyang clenched his lips: "Now is your rest time, where do you think you should appear?"

The patients in the nursing home have always followed a relatively strict schedule, but Zhao Yuan didn't want to meet with Teng Shan more, so he didn't even take care of things a little in recent days.And Yan Lou knew very well that the reason why he was freer than others was entirely because of Chen Weiyang.

Ever since he saw Zhou Yinbai's certificate in that book, Yan Lou couldn't help but associate Chen Weiyang with Zhou Yinbai.He admitted that such stalking had crossed a line.But Chen Weiyang's sudden words seemed to draw an invisible cordon for the two of them, and it was also like a tangible sharp knife, which made his heart feel a dull pain.

He thought that Chen Weiyang would always acquiesce in this kind of freewheeling in and out.

It turns out that I am not special.

Yan Lou was silent.

Chen Weiyang walked in front of him, turned his face close to Yan Lou's lips, and said: "If I do this again in the future, I will be angry."

He suddenly laughed again: "Just kidding you."

After finishing speaking, he ignored Yan Lou and left straight away.

******

Teng Shan didn't have breakfast today. He planned to leave here directly and go to the city library to thoroughly understand the structure of this nursing home and the buildings that might have existed around it.

Before going out, Teng Shan ran into Chen Weiyang.

Seeing that Chen Weiyang didn't seem to be passing by, Teng Shan asked, "Looking for me?"

"Why don't you go have breakfast?" Chen Weiyang took a look at Teng Shan and said, "You want to go out?"

Teng Shan admitted generously: "Yes, I want to go out today." He asked Chen Weiyang: "Isn't it time to take care of patients?"

"I also have my own rest day every week, and I don't go around the patient every day." Chen Weiyang smiled and said, "Where are you going?"

Teng Shan teased him: "I plan to go for a casual stroll, do you want to go?"

Chen Weiyang was not fooled, "Cheat me."

Teng Shan smiled: "I'm going to the library. So you still go with me now?"

Chen Weiyang didn't answer right away, but after a while he suddenly smiled and said, "Go, why don't you go. I've stayed here long enough."

"Say hello to Zhao Yuan?" Teng Shan asked.

Chen Weiyang winked at him: "Wait for me in the car."

But in the end, Chen Weiyang didn't mention this to Zhao Yuan, and only told Bai Xue that he wanted to go home and have a look.

Leaving the nursing home has to pass through a section of winding mountain road that is not smooth, and there are large and small gravels on the side of the road.In bad weather, these stones will slide down more, which has caused many accidents.The local government has said many times that it will be rebuilt, but it has not been realized.

Once it rains, the nursing home is almost an isolated land.

Watching the scenery of the car galloping along the way, from deserted to gradually bustling.

The lively atmosphere and popularity around him made Chen Weiyang feel like he was in another world.

It seems that he has not experienced this world for a long time.

He seems to have always divided himself into two spaces, but never disturbed the order between them.

The nursing home is like his inner dollhouse, as long as he wants, he can play with them at will.

And in this realistic and warm real world, he is one of all living beings.At best, the worst one.

He laughed for no reason.

Teng Shan drove the car, glanced at him, and said, "What's the matter, I'm so happy."

Chen Weiyang shook his head, but did not speak.

What surprised him a little was that Teng Shan didn't go directly to the library, but actually took him around the city.The city hasn't changed much, it's still so bustling.

Near noon, the two of them went to eat at Chen Weiyang's favorite restaurant, which was a relaxing and enjoyable half day.

It wasn't until after noon that they stepped into today's topic.

In the library, Teng Shan didn't look for those various and complicatedly printed books to check page by page. He directly chose an inquiry machine and started to browse the content he wanted.

The library's query mechanism will be more comprehensive, and it will be able to search for things that ordinary engines cannot find.

While looking through it carefully, Chen Weiyang also came behind Teng Shan, and looked at it together.

When this sanatorium existed as a church, the first floor was only used for basic gatherings and listening to sermons, and the upper floors were mainly used for living.In addition to some common uses, it was also converted into an underground air-raid shelter and storage room in the later stage, until it finally became a shelter, and was developed into a medical treatment function.

Looking slowly, suddenly, there was a place that attracted Teng Shan's attention, and he zoomed in on the picture.

At the end of the corridor on the third floor of the church, the photos taken from the side angle can clearly see that there are protrusions about half a person’s width on the neat walls, which only exist on the third floor.

However, the current nursing home is not as abrupt as the picture.

Frowning and staring at this picture, Teng Shan knows that there is a situation that the nursing home has undergone some repairs after the war, and the protrusion on the third floor has been built into a flat wall with bricks and tiles, so no one will find it strange .

For a while, Teng Shan thought of many possibilities, but in fact he had to think more, because the third floor of the nursing home is the area where Zhao Yuan's office is located.That place is usually locked.

He continued to scroll through the pages on the inquiry machine, and just as he was about to see the next picture, Chen Weiyang pressed Teng Shan's wrist from behind.

Teng Shan looked back at him.

Chen Weiyang lazily pressed his chin on Teng Shan's shoulder, and said, "That's enough, the time for cheating is over."

Teng Shan didn't care too much, just smiled and said, "I'm still wondering when you'll stop. It seems to be about the same."

Chen Weiyang whispered in his ear: "I'm good enough to you, you still don't thank me."

Teng Shan really said: "Then thank you."

"What kind of perfunctory thank you is this?" Chen Weiyang raised the corners of his lips and said, "I'm not satisfied."

"Then how do you call it not perfunctory?"

Their overly intimate behavior caused a few girls who looked like students not far away to look around curiously from time to time.

Teng Shan pulled Chen Weiyang out and said, "Okay, if you do this again, you will be watched."

After hearing what he said, Chen Weiyang made faces at those people when he left.

"When did you change your studies to architecture?" In the car, Chen Weiyang complained to Teng Shan: "If you look so carefully, what do you see?"

Teng Shan drove the car calmly, and said, "You know what I'm looking at, otherwise I wouldn't have followed you today." He looked at Chen Weiyang with a teasing smile: "If you want to disturb me, it's more practical to use a beauty trick .”

Chen Wei angrily bites him.

Teng Shan said: "Driving, don't make trouble."

When passing the municipal hospital, the car stopped for a while.

Chen Weiyang was puzzled: "Why stop?"

"I'm going to get some medicine, you wait for me here."

"Are you feeling unwell?" Chen Weiyang said, "Why don't you tell me, I can help you too."

Teng Shan explained: "It's not me. It's for Dad."

As soon as Chen Weiyang heard these two words, Chen Weiyang seemed to lose his voice instantly, unable to continue half a word.

"Wait for me here." Teng Shan repeated, "I'll be back soon."

The sun outside the window was blinding and steaming.

It's cool in the car.And Chen Weiyang didn't seem to feel any comfort either.

He sat motionless, like a stiff sculpture, and it took him a long time to relax and lean back on the chair.

His mind was rarely blank.

Until Teng Shan returned to the car, Chen Weiyang didn't speak.

"I just happened to go back and pass by, so I helped my father get the medicine, so that they don't have to go again." Teng Shan seemed to be telling Chen Weiyang: "His eyesight continued to decline, and the doctor said last time that it is basically equivalent to blindness. He himself is not very willing to have an operation." Then he asked Chen Weiyang: "Would you like to see him?"

Chen Weiyang turned his head and looked out of the window, not talking.

Teng Shan didn't say anything anymore.

When it was about ten minutes away from home, Chen Weiyang suddenly said, "Stop."

Teng Shan was a little surprised, but he also listened to him, and quickly stopped the car.

"Really just passing by to help Dad get the medicine?" Chen Weiyang said, "What about the people who took care of him?"

"It's really just passing by." Teng Shan said patiently: "I didn't lie to you. Because I haven't been home for a long time, so I went to see him. Don't worry, he has been taken care of very well."

Chen Weiyang remained silent for a long time before slowly whispering: "I'll get off here, I won't go back."

Teng Shan was helpless: "Are you getting off here? Isn't it too hot in this weather?" He said: "Sit in the car honestly, I will walk over."

Chen Weiyang frowned unhappily: "I said I want to get off here, that's what I want to get off." After finishing speaking, he pushed the door and walked out, sat on the edge of the cement in the flower garden very childishly, and urged: "You Let's go, leave me alone."

Teng Shan has become accustomed to his shameless behavior, but still sighed: "Don't run around, wait for me to pick you up. And don't get bitten by mosquitoes, you know?"

Chen Weiyang hummed a few times indiscriminately.He's a little confused right now and doesn't want to talk too much.

******

The home Teng Shan returns to is not the one Fu Lan saw last time, but the real home where he and Chen Weiyang grew up together.

In the elegant villa, as soon as he entered the door, he saw his father sitting leisurely on the wicker chair with his eyes closed, as if he was resting.

A servant came out with the medicine, and when he saw Teng Shan, he wanted to call him, but Teng Shan stretched out his hand to stop him.

Even such a small movement was still keenly noticed by the person on the chair. He opened his eyes, his eyes were out of focus, but when he spoke, he pointed exactly at where Teng Shan was standing, and asked, "Who's here?" ?”

The servant kept silent, obeyed Teng Shan's wishes, put down the medicine and exited the living room.

Teng Shan walked over to his father with a bowl, and said with a smile, "Who else is there? Our busy people are very popular. Does anyone come to see you every day?"

The person in the chair laughed, "It's not busy today, I said why no one came, so I made way for you."

"I still have this face?" Teng Shan joked with him: "I am the leader, I dare not."

"Boy." He cursed with a smile.

Teng Shan fed him medicine and said, "Are you really at home by yourself?"

"There's something in the hall, I'll let them go and have a look." He said, "I don't need so many people around me, I just can't see, not can't move."

"Yes—you are amazing." Teng Shan brought the spoon to his mouth: "No matter how powerful you are, you must take the medicine obediently. You have to keep one or two people in the future, so don't worry."

"Worried." He drank the spoonful of black and bitter medicine, without frowning at all: "When I didn't withdraw before, I didn't have to do whatever I was supposed to do in the security hall, but now I'm half-refunded, and I'll get it back for you." So many people, hey...really." He shook his head, as if he felt that those people were annoying him.

"I don't like others to accompany those who don't listen to the doctor to go to the operation." Teng Shan said: "Can the doctor lie to you?"

"Those doctors," he waved his hand, "are also annoying. And my own son is a doctor, do I need medical advice?"

Teng Shan remembered that Chen Weiyang had said something like "I am a doctor, and I can help you see a doctor" before, and he really felt that these two people were very similar.He just smiled and listened to these words without opening his mouth.

He asked: "Why do you still have time to go to the hospital? Aren't you busy with the nursing home case? Did Xiao Zhou find it?"

"Not found. I'm looking."

"Sometimes you," he thought for a while, then slowly said, "You're just too stubborn. The sanitarium is so big, you just go and check it if you want to. How do you do it?"

"How do you know?" Teng Shan looked at him: "You went to my office to ask again?"

"You still need to ask?" He snorted, "Your director came over and asked me, what do you think about this matter? Zhou Yinbai disappeared, and there is no conclusive evidence that it has something to do with the nursing home. Why did you stay here?" Then, tell me about it."

"Didn't Qi Zixi apply for protection?" Teng Shan said flatly.

"He needs you to be there 24 hours a day for his application for protection?" He replied in a serious tone, "If there is no special reason, I will go back to the bureau. If you still want to continue the investigation, be more serious Several people."

Teng Shan said: "You have set the rules before, you don't talk about business at home. We don't talk about this."

This is indeed a rule he made, and there is no way to refute it for a while.Annoyed by his son, he said, "I won't drink the medicine anymore, take it away."

This temper is really familiar.

Fortunately, the medicine in the bowl is almost drunk.

"Okay, what's the big deal, don't get angry." Teng Shan said: "I'm leaving first today, my brother is waiting for me."

When he heard it, surprise appeared on his face, and he quickly concealed it.Half a day said: "...Go, don't let him wait too long."

Teng Shan could see that he wanted to ask more about Chen Weiyang, so he took the initiative to tell: "Brother is fine, as usual. Next time, I will bring him back to see you."

But he shook his head: "Your brother Let him be free, that's good."

Teng Shan smiled and asked, "Then do you miss him?"

He also smiled and said, "I dreamed about him."

Teng Shan was taken aback.

He was also a little melancholy: "Dreaming about my own child means that I am getting old, becoming like an old man, and I am worried. I always dream about my brother. Teng Shan," he asked, "Is Dad getting old?"

It is rare for him to have such a sad and soft tone, Teng Shan felt a little uncomfortable hearing it.

Looking at his father's graying hair, Teng Shan half-kneeled beside him, and comforted him: "You are not getting old, you just miss your brother too much."

******

When Teng Shan received Chen Weiyang, Chen Weiyang squatted beside the flowerbed watching the ants.

He almost died laughing at him, and felt sorry for his sweaty head, and said: "If you are hot, go and sit in the store for a while, I really wait here. I see if you have been bitten by mosquitoes."

Chen Weiyang was still angry: "You told me not to run around."

"It's my fault. Hurry up and get in the car." Teng Shan pulled the man into the car, and helped Chen Weiyang dry off his sweat with a paper towel, for fear that he would suffer from heat stroke.

During this period, Chen Weiyang didn't ask Teng Shan anything about his family, and Teng Shan didn't seem to have anything to say.

Both of them tacitly chose to avoid this topic.

Chen Weiyang was well satisfied for dinner, but his favorite dishes didn't make his expression very happy.

On the way back to the nursing home, he always seemed to have something on his mind and didn't like to talk.

It wasn't until he realized that the route seemed wrong that he asked Teng Shan: "Aren't we going back?"

"Stay a little longer." Teng Shan said, "It's rare to come out."

They went to the playground.

At night, the two people who have nothing to do with innocence melted into the paradise of the night.

The lights, the night, and the crowd perfectly erased all the abruptness.

Everything seemed less out of place.

Chen Weiyang has never been a kind person.

But he often has a complex with food and things that are soft, sweet and dreamy.

What he lost, what he didn't have, the more he longed for it.

Since he was a child, he didn't like interesting and exciting entertainment like most boys.

In the amusement park, he only had a persistent fantasy about the two-story carousel.

When he was a child, he looked at these colorful wooden horses with mottled lights and shadows at night, as if he had been enchanted, and he could stare at them for a long time without moving.He didn't even think about experiencing it, he just watched.

Such a beautiful and beautiful thing once made him cry when he was less than ten years old.

He himself didn't know why.

Teng Shan didn't understand in the past, he just thought that Chen Weiyang wanted to play, so he dragged him to ride on the carousel.

But Chen Weiyang refused.

This is a perfect fairy tale world.

He was dark and suitable for watching.

Chen Weiyang always thinks that he understands what he needs.

He doesn't want loneliness, he wants stimulation, he wants love.

But he often blurs this definition.

He enjoys solitude, he despises stimulation, he feels love——

Not that important.

He wanders between wanting and not wanting, like a community of contradictions.

They were tormenting him, attacking him spiritually, and invading him.

Just like at this moment, he looked at the carousel in front of him.

It was as if his own world was turning.

He fell under this psychedelic spell again.

"You haven't been here for a long time," Teng Shan said, "This time, do you want to try?"

"No need." Chen Weiyang said, "Just take a look." He was watching intently, like a devout believer.

And Teng Shan was looking at him.

Circles of flickering light swept across their faces.

Then Teng Shan approached Chen Weiyang, and he kissed his cheek.

Chen Weiyang turned to look at Teng Shan.

Teng Shan smiled at him, "It's nothing, I just want to kiss you."

Chen Weiyang also bent the corner of his mouth, he leaned over slightly, and kissed Teng Shan's lips lightly.

In the dark night, each other's faces became hazy under the light.After they parted, they kissed each other again.

Kiss quietly in an unnoticed corner.

******

Chen Weiyang didn't come back the night before, and Fu Lan didn't rest well.

He has been waiting for that person, and even knocked on the door in the middle of the night, but no one answered.

Will Chen Weiyang go for so long?

Fu Lan was a little confused. He remembered that Chen Weiyang said that his parents had passed away, and his only younger brother was in a nursing home, so why did he go home?

Could it be that Bai Xue was lying to herself?

It's not right, because he went to find Teng Shan, and Teng Shan was not here yesterday.

Chen Weiyang should have gone home with Teng Shan.

Fu Lan can't be blamed for being suspicious.

When he heard Qi Zixi persuade Chen Weiyang to leave, he was afraid.

After all, Chen Weiyang is so young, going anywhere is better than staying in a mental hospital, so there is nothing wrong with having other plans.

It's just that he doesn't want the other party to leave.

That's why I worry and care more.

I wanted to go see it again in the morning, but Bai Xue called him away, saying that some patients were not feeling well, so Zhao Yuan asked all the interns to go see and study.

Fu Lan couldn't help but complain that Zhao Yuan had a lot to do with these patients.

After complaining, he reflected on his negative attitude angrily.Then hurriedly followed Bai Xue away.

Chen Weiyang didn't return to the nursing home until after ten o'clock in the morning, and when he came back, he met the sleepy Qi Zixi.

Qi Zixi was walking out of the house.

Chen Weiyang glanced at his watch and asked in surprise, "Did you just wake up?"

"Yeah, I slept well these two days, but I woke up late." Qi Zixi stretched her waist, "Morning."

"It's getting late." Chen Weiyang smiled and said, "Don't tell me you haven't eaten yet."

"Someone delivered it to my room." Qi Zixi was a little curious: "I didn't see you yesterday, where did you go?"

"Go home."

Qi Zixi asked suspiciously, "Go home?"

"Is it strange?"

"No, it's just... It seems that I rarely see you coming home. I've been here for so long, only this time."

Chen Weiyang smiled and said nothing, and continued to walk forward.

"What about now?" Qi Zixi asked, "Where are you going?"

"Go back to the room." Chen Weiyang finally laughed out loud: "In the nursing home, where else can I go? What's the matter," he asked, "Are you bored again? Do you want to sit with me?"

"Okay." Qi Zixi agreed straight away, "I've never visited your room before." He said ghostly.

Chen Weiyang's room is very tidy, except for medical books, there are not many sundries.

——Really serious.Looking at the rows of books, Qi Zixi felt emotional in his heart.He smelled a faint scent of flowers behind him, turned around and said, "Why is it so fragrant?"

Chen Weiyang picked up the glass jar and showed him: "I made flower tea."

"It's amazing." Qi Zixi leaned over interestedly: "What kind of flower is this?"

"The ones in the backyard." Chen Weiyang smiled and said, "I picked some and dried them."

Qi Zixi boasted: "You still have the heart. If it were me, I would be so lazy."

"You are responsible for helping me to taste it." Chen Weiyang said mysteriously: "It should be good." He made a cup and handed it to the other party: "Remember to give me an evaluation."

"No problem." After taking the cup, Qi Zixi first smelled the refreshing fragrance in a good mood, and then took two sips slowly, exclaiming, "It's very delicious, have you ever made it before?"

"No, first try."

"Very talented." Qi Zixi gave a thumbs up.

Chen Weiyang smiled and said: "As long as you like it, there are more here." He took out the flowers in the glass jar, picked them carefully for a while, and carefully removed some blackened petals and put them on the paper towel.

While drinking tea, Qi Zixi looked around the room again.

He sat on the edge of the bed, with his ankles crossed and dangling, and said, "Doctor Chen, are you from this city?"

Chen Weiyang didn't look back, still sorting the dried flowers with his back to him, and said, "Yes."

"……pretty good."

After stopping what he was doing, Chen Weiyang glanced at Qi Zixi: "You should be too."

Qi Zixi twitched the corners of his lips: "I mean, you can go home and have a look anytime, it's good."

Seeing that the person in front of him seemed a little lonely, Chen Weiyang sat beside him: "Actually, I don't go home often."

"I know." Qi Zixi looked at him, "But why?"

"Why?" There was almost no sound, but the lips moved and repeated these three words.Chen Weiyang showed a smile, he looked at Qi Zixi's glass, there was still half a glass of water in it, he said: "Drink more, I'll pour you another glass after drinking."

Qi Zixi raised his head and drank the remaining water.

Chen Weiyang stood up and brought the other party a new cup of tea, which contained freshly picked flowers.

"Qi Zixi," he stood in front of the man against the light, and stretched out his hand to pass the cup over: "Family love is sometimes hard to describe. You should be as clear as I am, right?"