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Shen Hengyu's words were too heavy, and Jiang Cheng couldn't bear it. He wanted to push Shen Hengyu away, but Shen Hengyu hugged him even tighter.

Shen Hengyu's chin rested on Jiang Cheng's shoulder, and he said with a light smile, "Student Jiang, Teacher Shen wants to hug you again."

The two of them pressed against each other tightly, and the hearts in each other's chests were beating fast.

Shen Hengyu let go of Jiangcheng and sat back a little. He said: "I like you without authorization, and I like you very much. It's my fault. You are still so young and so good. You shouldn't be let down just because I like you." You have taken a thorny and forked road."

Shen Hengyu's words frightened Jiang Cheng again. Jiang Cheng wondered if a mortician drove a group of jumping zombies into his heart. His heart beat so fast and chaotically that he was almost out of breath. Come.

Jiang Cheng raised his head, met Shen Hengyu's gaze, and felt wronged for a moment: "Shen Hengyu, you..."

Shen Hengyu wanted to hug Jiangcheng again, but he held back, and he had to tell Jiangcheng seriously: "I'm going to be 30 soon, and I'm still a natural gay—I was born very early. After realizing this, people like me have two ways of living, either hiding for a lifetime or wandering for a lifetime. If you are lucky, you can find a like-minded partner and take care of each other to live your life. Those with the worst luck will find a woman to marry in the end and become a 'normal person'. However, most people may have to wander around the world, shouting celibacy while being lonely. Many people even choose to indulge My own desires, people who don’t know say that our circle is chaotic, it’s really chaotic, but it’s not without reason.”

"Before I met you, I was already prepared to die alone. I had nothing to do, and I started to take care of pension insurance and nursing homes for myself." Shen Hengyu smiled lightly, "My last relationship was hurtful. Love, sometimes I feel that I may never encounter such a thing as love in this life. In fact, it’s nothing, as long as the endowment insurance is purchased well, there will be no worries in old age.”

Shen Hengyu raised his hand and gently stroked Shangjiang Cheng's forehead: "But love is unreasonable. When you want it urgently, you can't ask for it. When you are discouraged, you encounter a spark. My first love The first time I saw you, I fell in love with you. I don’t know if it’s the attraction based on the skin, or some magical soul code. Boring people will always find a lot of high-sounding excuses for love, but when they really meet, they can’t tell. clear."

Jiang Cheng grabbed Shen Hengyu's hand, and he called softly, "Teacher Shen."

"I'm here." Shen Hengyu took Jiang Cheng's hand and squeezed it tenderly, "I didn't think to tell you this tonight, but I was actually very confused. On the one hand, I don't know if you can I can't accept this, and on the one hand, I'm not sure whether I can take good care of you. But you are going to have a showdown with me. I'm afraid that if I don't say anything, you will run away. What if I can't find you? ?”

Shen Hengyu sighed, the feeling of powerlessness and helplessness, after many years, he felt it again.

Jiang Cheng didn't take his hand out of Shen Hengyu's, Shen Hengyu was upset, isn't he upset?He was also in a mess.

Does he like men?

do not know.

Does he like Shen Hengyu?

He wanted to say he didn't like it, not at all.But he couldn't explain many of his actions. That night he sat on the bus with Shen Hengyu all night. If he didn't like it, who would do such a stupid thing?

He wanted to say that what he did was gratitude, and he was also grateful to Hu Yiming, but when Hu Yiming did the same thing to him, Jiang Cheng definitely slapped him.

Shen Hengyu is different to him.When he saw Shen Hengyu, he subconsciously felt happy and at ease, as if with Shen Hengyu around, he didn't have to be afraid of anything.He is actually an extremely insecure person, but Shen Hengyu gave him a sense of security in such a short period of time.

It's amazing, it's so amazing that Jiangcheng can't figure it out, his parents have such a thing, and he can still fall in love with a man.

In fact, it doesn't have much to do with men and women, it's just because that person is Shen Hengyu.

Jiang Cheng felt that he had to say something, but he didn't know how to say it for a moment. It was actually impossible for him to start an intimate relationship with a man now.He was even scared, his mother was so angry that the coffin boards couldn't cover it.

He felt that he was too stupid, why did he insist on breaking up with Shen Hengyu to clarify the emotional matters?Falling in love with someone, isn't it a hard-won thing, if you insist on telling the truth, the two of you will be unable to find a way to get off for a while.

"Jiangcheng? Jiangxiaocheng!"

Zhou Yizhou's voice sounded like a thunderbolt, both Jiang Cheng and Shen Hengyu were startled.

Jiang Cheng retracted his hand in a panic, put it behind his back, and sat very upright.

Shen Hengyu laughed and didn't speak.

Jiang Cheng whispered, "Mr. Shen, sit over there."

"Oh." Teacher Shen stretched his arms, and smiled again, "Not good."

When Mr. Shen laughed, the tails of his eyes were drawn down. His brows and eyes were handsome, and he had a natural youthful air. Jiang Cheng actually liked to see Shen Hengyu laughing like this.

He couldn't move Shen Hengyu, so Jiang Cheng moved by himself. He raised his eyelids and walked to the other side of the wooden table without looking at Shen Hengyu.

The smile on Shen Hengyu's face deepened, he always felt that Jiang Cheng was acting like a baby.

Zhou Yizhou came at the right time, and at the wrong time, he just happened to see Jiang Cheng leave Shen Hengyu unhappy.

He thumped in his heart, blocked the follow-up photo from behind, stepped up his steps, and laughed loudly: "You two are sitting here feeding the mosquitoes?"

Shen Hengyu raised his head, and took the conversation in a rare way: "I'm enjoying the cool air, do you want Brother Zhou to come and sit together for a while?"

Zhou Yizhou was naturally happy, he jogged over cheerfully, and sat beside Jiang Cheng: "Heng Yu, brother Zhou has something to discuss with you."

He is a little older than Shen Hengyu, and Shen Hengyu respects the old and loves the young. If you call him brother, he will suffer with embarrassment.

When Shen Hengyu was facing others, he was far less lively than in front of Jiangcheng. He smiled politely and a little alienated, and said, "Brother Zhou, what's the matter?"

Zhou Yizhou rarely showed a hint of embarrassment. He asked Shen Hengyu: "Hengyu, do you have a spare room here? The small attic of the batik workshop is uninhabitable. I can't even stretch my legs. You take in Jiangcheng as well." , Why don't you take me in again?"

Shen Hengyu thought to himself, you are not the same as Jiang Cheng.

Although he thought so, he said it in another way: "I don't know what to do about it, I'm afraid I have to ask the program crew."

Zhou Yizhou narrowed his eyes with a smile, waved his hands and said, "It's okay to let me lay a floor in Jiang Xiaocheng's room. Jiang Xiaocheng must have no objections, right?"

Jiang Cheng nodded at Zhou Yizhou's gaze, "I'm willing to give up my bed to Brother Zhou!"

Shen Hengyu frowned, and he glanced at the two of them sideways, with an intriguing smile on his face: "Then I'll ask the program crew."

When Shen Hengyu got up, Zhou Yizhou thanked him in a hurry, and by the way, he sent the follow-up photo he brought to follow Shen Hengyu, and asked the camera brother to take a good picture of Mr. Shen's Zhidou program group.

After everyone else had gone away, Zhou Yizhou looked at Jiang Cheng, frowning inseparably. He looked at Jiang Cheng inexplicably, and asked, "Brother Zhou?"

Zhou Yizhou patted Jiang Cheng on the shoulder, and sighed sadly: "Jiang Cheng, although we just met today, I fell in love with you at first sight. Seeing you is like seeing my own brother."

Jiang Cheng was puzzled, and responded, "Thank you Brother Zhou."

Zhou Yizhou sighed heavily, and said again: "I really can't bear to watch you go astray, but who is Shen Hengyu, it's not good who you like, you want to like him?"

"Ah?" Jiang Cheng was so shocked that he almost lost his breath, "I don't like Shen Hengyu, Brother Zhou, what did you say?"

Zhou Yizhou was very sympathetic: "Don't be afraid, Brother Zhou is talking to you from the bottom of his heart, and he won't scold you. You are still young and ignorant. It is normal for a man like Shen Hengyu to be attractive to you." , It’s almost like Electra complex. But, you and Shen Hengyu are not in the same way. It’s not easy for you to get to where you are today. You have to think twice before doing anything. It’s not a big deal to like someone. It’s not a big deal. Who is inseparable from whom, when you cut off contact with Shen Hengyu, and you haven't seen each other for a few months, your thoughts will naturally fade away. Listen to Brother Zhou's advice, you are still young, don't worry about falling in love. "

In an instant, Jiang Cheng felt a row of tanks driving through his mind, blowing his originally not very clear thoughts into pieces, creating a miasma of smoke.

It took him a long time to sort out some clues from Zhou Yizhou's words. He said, "Brother Zhou, I don't like Teacher Shen, nor do I want to fall in love with him. Have you misunderstood something?"

Zhou Yizhou didn't take it seriously for Jiang Cheng's dead duck's tough mouth, and he clicked his tongue: "Why are you pretending in front of your brother Zhou? Every time you have something to do, your eyes will subconsciously fall on Shen Hengyu. Sometimes, the smile is different from that in front of others."

Jiang Cheng was dumbfounded: "Where do I have it?"

He was really speechless by Zhou Yizhou's anger.

Fortunately, at this time, Shen Hengyu came back, and he noticed a strange atmosphere between Jiangcheng and Zhou Yizhou at a glance, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Zhou Yizhou smiled dryly: "No...it's nothing, I made a little joke with Jiang Cheng."

Jiang Cheng didn't know whether he was really angry or angry, he didn't want to talk to Zhou Yizhou and Shen Hengyu at all, he simply lay down on the table and buried his head in his arms.

Shen Hengyu looked at Zhou Yizhou, his eyes changed: "The program team said no, if Mr. Zhou really doesn't want to live in the small attic, there is no one living in the small western-style building at Beijiekou. It is spacious there, and it will definitely allow you to stretch your legs."

Zhou Yizhou rubbed the back of his head, always feeling a chill down his back, Shen Hengyu looked at him with sharp eyes like knives, he couldn't stand it, said a few polite words, and ran away like flying.

After running two steps, he turned his head again and saw Shen Hengyu sitting next to Jiang Cheng, patted Jiang Cheng's back lightly, and said something in a low voice, but he didn't hear clearly.

However, Shen Hengyu's gentle expression could not be concealed, Zhou Yizhou paused, and just happened to turn his head back, Zhou Yizhou stretched out his hand to hook his neck, and said: "Brother, don't look, hot eyes, Let's go, let's go to eat supper."