Mr. Orange

Gu Fei also lay on the bed, read the text message Pan Yan sent before, and chewed Gu Zhou's words over and over again.

Gu Zhou was definitely not asking him to leave Pan Yan alone, but rather loosening his mind, hoping that he could make decisions without burden.

If he didn't break up, Pan Yan had two options, to receive treatment by herself, or to wait for death by herself. Regardless of life or death, she had to be responsible for it herself. Putting aside the pretense of family affection, there was no such thing as Gu Fei also harming her.

When he broke up, Nie Xiqing also had two options, to accompany him in love, to wait for him, or to break up altogether, and there was no such thing as who had to wait for whom.

Remove the warm cloak, although it is a bit cool, but its essence is rationality, affection and duty are clearly listed one by one, and it is absolutely unambiguous.

Maybe Gu Zhou himself didn't live like this, and "it's none of my business, it's none of your business" is not his character and code of conduct. Otherwise, something happened to Gu Fei, and he wouldn't come back if the sky fell.

He didn't want Gu Fei to become a rational and scary person, his personality was carved into his bones when he grew up so much, and it was impossible to change it in a while, he just showed the most extreme situation to Gu Fei for reference. What happens next depends on Gu Feiye's own considerations.

Gu Fei also suddenly remembered the conversation that led to the cold war between him and Nie Xiqing——Nie Xiqing saw things more clearly than he did, but there were some things that Gu Zhou could tell him conveniently, but Nie Xiqing, who was standing on the balance for weighing and choosing, didn’t Suitable.

Gu Fei also tossed and turned for almost the whole night, and barely fell asleep until it was almost dawn.

Early the next morning, Gu Fei, who had been drinking the night before, also woke up from thirst. Thirst overcame sleepiness, and he got up to drink water.

While drinking, I don't know what I thought of, and I didn't move while holding the cup.

It happened that Nie Xiqing came to see him with breakfast, and when he entered the door, he saw a man sitting on the bed and meditating with a cup.

No matter how Gu Feiye didn't like to talk to him, Nie Xiqing would never bother with him. He put the insulated lunch box aside, walked up to Gu Feiye, and straightened the crooked water glass in his hand.

"Why are you so preoccupied? The cup is about to drop."

Gu Fei also subconsciously clenched the cup, his eyes fell on Nie Xiqing's hand.

"I brought vegetable porridge, would you like to drink some now?"

Gu Fei also gave a "hmm", and for some reason, seeing that Nie Xiqing was about to leave, he immediately stretched out his hand to pull her away.Holding the water glass in his left hand, he stretched out his right hand suddenly, deflected his center of gravity, and flipped the glass on his lap in a very stupid way.

Immediately, the trouser legs were wet.

Five minutes later, Gu Fei, who had finished brushing his teeth, was also wearing a new pair of pants, eating breakfast listlessly.

Nie Xiqing sat beside him: "You are very absent-minded."

"Yeah." Gu Fei also admitted, he asked, "What day is it today?"

"22."

Gu Fei was also silent for a while, and then said, "It's almost Chinese New Year."

His expression looked very lonely, and he hadn't finished his meal yet.In order to prevent him from indigestion, Nie Xiqing waited for him to finish the porridge slowly, and then said after another 5 minutes: "Have you figured it out?"

Gu Fei also looked at Nie Xiqing: "What?"

"Feifei, I'm not forcing you or urging you, it's just that I can make a decision as soon as possible."

Even if Nie Xiqing said that he didn't mean to urge him, even if he understood Nie Xiqing's reason for doing this rationally, but from an emotional point of view, this is the second time Nie Xiqing urged him to answer the question about the breakup.

Gu Fei also has two things that he can't think about recently, and when he thinks about it, he gets bored to death. One is that Pan Yan won't come back, and the other is that Brother Nie is going to break up.

upset.

Nie Xiqing said again: "You have the key to my house and the key to the studio. Everything in your house will be the same."

This is to promise him to wait for him.

Gu Fei also did not refute in silence.

He suddenly remembered the sentence he said before, "I won't break up, just give up", the intensity was very light, and there was no integrity at all.

Maybe in fact, putting aside his personal relationship, maybe he himself prefers this ending?

He thought: Gu Feiye, actually you don't like Brother Nie that much, do you?Otherwise, why would they compromise and break up like this?

I thought again: No, that's not the case.

Gu Fei also asked: "Brother Nie, I don't know if there is any difference between my understanding and your understanding. You have asked me so many questions, and I also have questions to ask you."

"Well, you ask."

Gu Fei also took a deep breath: "If we break up, is it a literal breakup? You still retain the state when you were together, then do we have a breakup or not?"

Pan Yan's character, unless it was a real score, if they just tricked her back with a fake score, then it must be as realistic as the real score, because once she finds out, no one knows what drastic action she will make.

Gu Fei also understands this truth, and Nie Xiqing also understands it.

Nie Xiqing didn't want to give him such an ambiguous answer as "you can have a share or you can have no score, but the essence is that there is no score". Pan Yan wasn't there.

Without being hypocritical, Gu Fei's nose was sore from his words: "Do you have no idea how long you have to wait?"

How long to wait?Three years or five years, or longer?

He was not at all sure that he could persuade Pan Yan to "accept it alive". Before Pan Yan left, the two sides barely tied, maintaining a fragile balance. After leaving and being invited back, Pan Yan definitely had the upper hand.

Although there is a lyric that describes love, when the object becomes a relative, it can also be used to describe it: Those who are favored have nothing to fear.

Nie Xiqing shook her head: "No. I have an idea."

Either wait until Pan Yan lets go, of course, this is unlikely, or wait until Pan Yan passes away, of course, it may take a long time.

But wait for someone, don't ask whether the time is long or not, just ask yourself if you are willing.

"Are you stupid, Brother Nie!" Gu Feiye's nose was so sore that he could hardly speak—someone with malice can stab you with a knife, and someone with a sincere heart can stab your heart with a knife , "Are you not wronged at all? Don't you feel that you will be delayed at all? You are clearly not at fault in this matter! Why..."

Just paying for someone else's mistakes?

"Feifei, relax." Nie Xiqing patted the back of the emotionally agitated person, calmed down, and comforted in a low voice, "Why do you only think of my grievances, but you don't think that this is what I want to do? Others I don't like it, so there is no delay, you are too nervous, relax, take a deep breath."

Ten minutes later, Nie Xiqing and Gu Fei were also told by the doctor.

It is generally a person who does not pay attention to his body and drinks alcohol when he is sick, and is emotional. How can a person be so negligent in taking care of others.

After the doctor left, the two who had decided to break up were silent.

Gu Fei also stared at the end of the bed.

If you look carefully, you can find that he actually didn't look at anything, and the whole person can be regarded as in a state of emptiness.

Gu Fei also said: "Brother Nie, I don't want to break up." He was talking about his mood, not wanting to change his decision.

Nie Xiqing rubbed Gu Feiye's head: "Yes, I know."

It fell into silence again.

Gu Fei also wanted to say a lot, such as "have a hot pot meal with me", such as "watch a movie with me", but felt that this was like saying goodbye.

So he said nothing.

"I'll call her tonight."

"it is good."

As usual, Nie Xiqing stayed with him in the hospital for a day and arranged everything. He didn't get up until the sun was about to set: "I'm leaving."

Gu Fei still doesn't have a sense of reality. Back then, it was just a word to be together, but now it is also a word to break up.

Maybe it was because all the excitement and discomfort were used up in the morning, and the depression was overdrawn in advance in the afternoon, or maybe it was because Nie Xiqing's "I will wait for him" gave him the greatest degree of self-suggestion, Gu Feiye's mood is not at the moment. Too much ups and downs: "Well, goodbye."

"Goodbye." Nie Xiqing turned around, her eyes were red.

He stepped out of the ward, out of the hospital, and walked into the same street as usual.

The setting sun elongated his figure.

That night, Gu Fei also posted such a post on all social software: I promise, you come back.

Pan Yan's number still didn't work, and Gu Fei also sent the same text message.

The next step is to wait for her reply.

The days of waiting were quite boring, and Gu Fei also went back to the one-bedroom apartment the next day.

Since the relationship, he basically didn't live in the one-bedroom apartment. Some of his daily necessities were basically moved to Nie Xiqing's place. Because he was about to break up, Nie Xiqing helped him sort out some clothes and materials he needed two days ago. They also moved all of them to one bedroom, and the others who were not in a hurry stayed with Nie Xiqing.

Gu Fei also wandered around the room boredly, and at the end, he picked up a book and started reading.

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Can't see it.

Gu Fei also put away the book, thinking about what else to do, after thinking for a long time, he decided to take a bath with no creativity.

Halfway through the bath, I tossed until I couldn't keep soaking. I always felt that the water temperature was too high, and the smell of the bath material was not satisfactory. The bathroom space was too small, and it felt a bit cramped.

After climbing out of the bathtub, he vomited on the toilet. In the steamy space, he felt even more sick after vomiting.

Gu Fei also vomited for two rounds, regained his composure, and quickly escaped, then rinsed his mouth and brushed his teeth by the open kitchen sink.

The refrigerator was filled with various drinks and some fresh fruits, which were prepared by Nie Xiqing for him.

Gu Fei also looked through it, took out a box of yogurt, sat in the living room and drank it slowly, then found a pocket fruit knife and peeled a pear, which was regarded as replenishing energy for the day.

For the next two days, Pan Yan still didn't respond, and Gu Fei took advantage of Gu Zhou and Gu Ling's inattention to drive to one of the two small towns that Aunt Zhang mentioned.

Ancient towns and water towns, he went to the water towns first.