Being-Towards-Death

The torrential rain seemed to be that Meng Jiangnu missed her husband. It hit the window and slid out clear water marks. Against the background of the lights, it flowed in the track like molten diamonds and merged into the ocean.

After hearing Shi Guyuan's words, Chi Yu was taken aback for a moment, and the guts that were removed belong to everyone, and the rest of his life after the catastrophe.

The two of them spoke at the same time——

"I forgot to ask on the phone, why do you have my house key?"

"It's raining so hard, why don't you come back tomorrow?"

At the first half of the sentence, they all stopped talking; then they started again, and then stopped again.Shi Guyuan laughed dumbfounded, and said, "You speak first."

Chi Yu repeated the question, Shi Guyuan lied without blinking an eye: "The landlord heard that you are my friend, and gave me a spare key before leaving, and I really used it today."

Chi Yu nodded, and turned back to Chi Xiaoyu's bedroom: "Where's Xiaoyu?"

Shi Guyuan took his arm: "She is asleep, don't wake her up."

Chi Yu gently pushed the door open, and the lights of the living room flooded into the room following the opening and closing of the gap.The light was like a snow-white sword light, striking Chi Xiaoyu's quilt; Chi Xiaoyu was sleeping soundly, and her little quilt resisted the sharpness of the sword, keeping her safe and sound.

Chi Yu closed the door, Shi Guyuan put a towel on his head, withdrew his hand, and said with a smile, "Go take a shower, your hair is all wet."

Chi Yu didn't move, he looked into Shi Guyuan's eyes, he was speechless for a moment - if black can spit out the swallowed light, it will be more dazzling than the brightest thing in the world you can imagine - bright Brighter than diamonds, brighter than sunlight; it is the sweet honey that is based on the gratification of two people, and the sweet honey that is stirred out, just smelling it, will refresh your heart.

Chi Yu pressed the towel above his head, forgot what he should confess, and stayed where he was, turning into a wooden chicken.Shi Guyuan looked interesting, the corners of his upturned mouth and the corners of his lowered eyes almost formed a perfect olive shape.He asked slowly, "...what do you think?"

Chi Yu tightened his grip on the towel nervously, and said falteringly, "Uh...no...it's nothing."

Shi Guyuan saw his embarrassment and did not take advantage of the victory to pursue. He was used to leaving room for others, but he always left himself with nowhere to retreat: "Go take a bath."

Chi Yu went to the bathroom with a change of clothes and locked the door tightly. Under the impact of the water flow, his mind was muddled.He is sensitive by nature, and he sensed what Shi Guyuan meant for him a long time ago, so he rest assured that Xiaoyu will be handed over to Shi Guyuan to take care of him.But the current development has deviated from the established track.In the past 30 years, he has been used to being an ostrich: grievances, love, sadness... Without the maintenance of blood ties, feelings are like anxiety and fragility, and he is as timid as a mouse, hiding in a burrow, repeatedly Practice confessions that will never be said.He didn't know, when a misunderstanding happened, what else could he do other than being helpless and passively accepting it?

There are too many reasons for him not to lose Shi Guyuan: he works in Shi Guyuan's hospital, his daughter likes Shi Guyuan very much, Shi Guyuan is his benefactor, and he is the first one in a strange city. The person who releases kindness to him is also the only person he can trust with confidence.

He didn't hate him, even, he couldn't bear to reject him.

He was confused, confused about what his feelings for Shi Guyuan were.It is undeniable that what first attracted him was Shi Guyuan's face that was exactly the same as the person in his heart.But when he stepped out of the plane, a three-dimensional person stood in front of him, and they were so different.

Shi Guyuan will never be as vigorous and full of sunshine as the person in his heart; that person will never be as calm, elegant, gloomy and mysterious as Shi Guyuan.One of them is the sun and the other is the moon, but they are both so bright.

There are many phrases in the word "love", but Chi Yu has only tried secret love and first love, young and sad. After this initial enthusiasm disappeared, it was still in his ears like a lingering sound. At this time, he heard a new piano sound that attracted him .

Yu Boya only has one Zhong Ziqi, so does Zhong Ziqi only have one Yu Boya?

No way of knowing.

Chi Yu was stuffy in the mist for a long time, and white wrinkles appeared on his fingertips.Before he was steamed and cooked, he returned to the bedroom in his bathrobe, and he still didn't have an answer in his mind.

However, just when he saw Shi Guyuan leaning against the head of the bed, reading a book quietly by the desk lamp, waiting for him, suddenly, he thought, let's make a mistake.

Be wrong, be wrong...

Regardless of whether Shi Guyuan is the regret medicine given to him by heaven, he is the only choice he can accept for the rest of his life.

Shi Guyuan looked up at him and said, "Why did you forget to blow-dry your hair again?"

"It's summer, it's so cool," Chi Yu took off his bathrobe, lifted the quilt, lay down next to Shi Guyuan, rubbed against Shi Guyuan's pajamas, and said in surprise, "You're still wearing fleece, aren't you hot?"

"It's not hot, I'm afraid of the cold."

Shi Guyuan closed the book and put it on the cabinet.Chi Yu caught a glimpse of the familiar cover and said, "Lin Qingxuan's Collected Works?"

Shi Guyuan said: "I found it from your bookcase. Your bookcase is full of medical books. It's rare to have anything else."

Chi Yu said "hmm", Shi Guyuan saw that he didn't move or close his eyes, so he didn't turn off the light, but handed the book over: "Do you want to read it?"

Chi Yu shook his head and said, "I bought this book at Gaoqi Airport at the beginning of the year. I wanted to pass the time on the plane, but I didn't read a few pages, so I played with Xiaoyu and played all the way."

Shi Guyuan smiled and said, "Children, I can't sit still." He opened a page at random and said, "Shall I read it to you?"

Chi Yu leaned on the pillow and lay on his side towards Shi Guyuan, like a docile dog: "Okay, I also enjoy Xiaoyu's treatment."

Shi Guyuan glanced at him and said, "Just this one, <Zhu Xue>."

Chi Yu nodded, and the sound of the rain outside gradually died down, pattering like ice ridges breaking.Shi Guyuan's eyelashes are like the branches of the jungle, and the tiny light spots are like sparkling gold powder, flickering and jumping between the branches; his voice is the ocean in winter night, rolling up waves and crashing on the jagged rocks——

"It is said that because of the freezing weather, people in the North Pole turn into ice and snow when they speak, and the other party cannot hear them, so they have to go home and bake slowly to listen..."

The article is very short, but a thousand words.Shi Guyuan read very slowly, and at the end, Chi Yu said with some insatiable meaning: "You northerners are so romantic."

"Lin Qingxuan is from Taiwan, but he is farther south than you."

Chi Yu said: "It's amazing that you have snow. Xiaoyu is looking forward to snow every day. She likes the story of the Snow Queen the most because of the snow."

"You can have fun in winter," Shi Guyuan smiled, "I'll carry your bags for you."

Chi Yu said: "Xiaoyu will definitely not agree, she would like you to take her to play... What is that called? What kind of basket?"

"Dirt basket."

"Yes, that's what she wants to play the most. She said it's a string. She's going to be the leader and slide down the highest ice slide."

"The little girl is quite courageous."

Chi Yu felt the same: "I really don't know who to follow..."

Shi Guyuan suddenly remembered what Zheng Zhichu told him: Chi Xiaoyu is not Chi Yu's biological daughter, and they don't even have an adoption certificate.

Shi Guyuan's thoughts circled a few times in his heart, and he changed the subject calmly.The pages of the book were trembling between his fingers, Shi Guyuan chuckled, and said in a low voice: "Hiding the words in the ice is quite subtle... If we have something to say in the future, or if we are embarrassed to say it , just hide in the ice."

Chi Yu asked stupidly: "How to hide?"

Shi Guyuan deepened his smile: "It's better than if you draw it on paper and someone accidentally looks at it."

Chi Yu's heart beat faster, blood rushed to the top of his head, and his face was steaming.He said uncomfortably, "Well... you are not allowed to rummage through my things in the future."

"...Okay," Shi Guyuan gave him a deep look, then turned off the light, "Go to sleep."

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After thinking about it, it's not time to drive.

The scariest thing is when two passive people fall in love, the mother will be exhausted to death ==