Let me live [Quick Transmigration]

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"Every time a decisive turning point is reached, the 'possibility' corresponding to different choices will be born. Whether to drop out of school to work or take a loan to continue reading, whether to go on a date with an ex-boyfriend, where to move...It sounds a lot like a 'parallel world' Right? However, these 'possibilities' exist in the long river of time at the same time, entangled and intertwined, there is no sequential connection, no causality before and after, just like a maze that has been constructed - including all possible routes of fate , born at the same time as the soul."

"One's life is to walk through this labyrinth. The road of 'possibility' becomes reality when it is walked, and the untrodden road and the future built on it collapse behind. The Labyrinth remains intact, but not everyone is worthy of me...and wanting to change the 'past' can only be done if the other 'possibilities' have not disappeared."

"I've been watching you from a long time ago. In most 'possibilities', you never met. He didn't become a Chosen, he went to another world, so you have been in the original ocean Wandering aimlessly; even if you meet and get acquainted, some he just wants to escape from you, and some you just think he is a human being with nothing special. There are "possibility" in which you say goodbye to each other and never again Not to meet each other. There is only one path...a very interesting cycle...a very wide future will unfold..."

"I won't tell you how to choose. Because any route that passes through my mouth will become a reality and will never disappear again. How can I give you such preferential treatment? Directly interfering with the 'plot' is not what I like How to do it. But I can give you a hint."

"Your time is not uniform. And the 'future' must be built on the 'past'—"

When the bottom of the empty glass touched the table, there was a very soft "da" sound.The water dripped from the outside of the cup wall, printing a small half-circle of transparent water marks on the wooden tabletop.The surface of the liquid in the coffee cup is as smooth as a mirror, and the white mist no longer appears after cooling down.

Then a hand wiped across the picture, erasing it like a foggy painting on a glass window.

When Qi Zhengyun walked down the wooden steps at the entrance of the drink shop, he couldn't help squinting his eyes slightly due to the sunlight outside.The glass door that closed behind him swayed, and the wind chime on the door made a few crisp ringing sounds.This voice is so vivid and abrupt in the silent world where everything is stagnant, that deliberate feeling can make one's heart suddenly tighten as if being stabbed by a needle.

Qi Zhengyun turned his head, this time what he saw was the figure of the girl sitting at the table, frozen in a daze position with her chin resting on her hands.The cup of coffee on the table that he hadn't touched had disappeared, and the projection of God came without warning and left without a sound, restoring everything to the way it should have been, as if it had never been there.

There was a cold touch on the back of his hand, and something touched him lightly.The tail of the small white snake that was coiled on Jiuwu's shoulder before was wrapped around Qi Zhengyun's wrist. He looked very reluctant for such contact, and the thin snake letter in his mouth was hesitating, but it was as white as scales when he looked closely. Electricity, and the body is like a machine rather than a creature, it is composed of many small parts.Qi Zhengyun grabbed it with his backhand, making sure that he was disgusted with this thing that had been with Lu You before and indirectly contributed to the current situation.

"Did you not recover after recuperating for so long? Your god didn't help you?" Qi Zhengyun pinched the snake's tail tightly. He realized that he might have a bad nature, so he would get out of these actions and words deliberately trying to displease the other party. Gained a kind of ease that diverted attention, "He didn't make you like this for the convenience of carrying, but you couldn't condense the body yourself?" In the shell, it doesn't even have the function of making sound.

The system in the form of a small snake stood up straight like an antenna, expressing a silent protest with a move that this ordinary creature could not do.Qi Zhengyun didn't look at it, but just looked at the motionless world around him as if frozen in amber.People's movements, sounds, light and dust in the air were all sealed up, stopping at the moment before reaching the finish line.

"Even if we meet him and talk to him, he won't remember you..." Qi Zhengyun whispered, "Why did you come?"

The system entrusted to him by Jiuwu and asked him to take him to meet Lu You did not respond as if he hadn't heard it. It was impossible to guess whether this move was Jiuwu's or its own will.A question that didn't get an answer was like a bullet that missed the target, making Qi Zhengyun feel an unspeakable loneliness, and lost the emotion to continue speaking.The picture that Jiuwu presented to him on the coffee liquid surface appeared again in front of his eyes, staring at those completely strange characters and scenes like self-torture.

In some possibility that he doesn't exist, Lu You also seems to be doing well.Finding out that being in the life of a loved one is not a necessity for happiness, but rather one of many choices that may not be the best, can be overwhelmingly frustrating.As a lover, he is so selfish, but when he sees Lu You smiling, he feels sad instead of relieved...

After realizing his thoughts, Qi Zhengyun asked Jiuwu to suspend the mission: he needs some time to think about what action to take next.Jiuwu agreed more easily than he expected - after all, if he could be ruthless enough to forget that Lu You was experiencing death repeatedly, and find a place to hide far away by himself, even though the world around him continued to restart, Jiuwu would not take him for granted. method, but also wasted the energy of those restarting and multi-purpose.Introducing new restrictive rules midway is not what this projection will adopt.

"It is set to retain the position at the end of the last time after restarting, instead of returning to the original launch location. I originally wanted to see the expression on the face when I tried my best to rush over from a distance, but failed to catch up...I didn't expect to forget it. It's really a mistake to consider the situation of negative response." The boy-like projection said in a reluctant tone when he started to freeze the world before restarting.However, his eyes were full of interest, and the smile on his lips looked a bit sinister, "Next time, add the rule of limiting the number of times to it—"

Qi Zhengyun avoided a fallen leaf that was stagnant in mid-air in a falling posture, and walked onto the street.Some of the pedestrians around maintained very ridiculous postures. Qi Zhengyun saw that beside the wall with flower vines, a couple's lips were lightly pressed together, with a shy and happy expression becoming a specimen.He walked past them, and even the world where the air stopped flowing, and the fragrance of flowers could not be smelled.Stillness meant no future, but somehow it reassured him.

He recalled some memories from long ago...

It was as if the ocean of memory had been violently churned, bringing to the surface forgotten fragments that had settled at the bottom.He thought of his world, the world where he met Lu You for the first time, but he noticed the aura left by himself in Lu You... That was the first thing that made him interested in Lu You besides the instinctive appetite. reason.He borrowed someone else's body, climbed up the island from the sea, and watched these tourists who had no knowledge of the danger start the sacrificial game.On that night...

That night, Lu You was drunk, so he sneaked into Lu You's room.It was an act of curiosity, like a feral cat sniffing a human hand extended toward it.After realizing that someone was standing by the bed, Lu You hugged him in a daze and asked him to lie down together.At that time, he really knew too little about human feelings... He didn't realize that Lu You regarded him as a "other person" who was more familiar and intimate, and he didn't feel any jealousy because of it.He just felt the novelty, liked the softness and warmth of that hug, so naturally, he wanted to keep it as his own.

In the long sleep that followed, he forgot this calm beginning.Since then, Lu You's feelings have always been prey for him, as long as he pursues them in the right way, he can get them.But what was the beginning of this relationship in Lu You, how it was born, and how it became the premise of everything, he has never thought about it.

The changed past, the recurring timeline, the "future" built on the "past"...

That night, in his drunken eyes, Lu You regarded the appearance he used at that time or the one he borrowed from others as "who"?

Qi Zhengyun thought that he might have understood what Jiuwu's prompt meant.Even now, what still makes him hesitate, except what to do to fully reproduce the "past" that Lu You should have, is Lu You's smile in those worlds where he does not exist... that is better than continuing The difficulties and pains he will encounter will make him feel even more afraid.

——Lu You's eyes were blue like morning mist in the darkness, watching him quietly.I don't want to love you, he said.The movement of the lips opening and closing was very gentle, but without a trace of hesitation.

He wants to pay the price.He is willing to accept punishment and accept the mistakes he made.But... What if the premise that made the future he expected to exist is also the source of all pain?

If they had never met, Lu You died after this car accident, Lu You started a new life as a voter, and the hidden danger of premature death damages the soul, you don't need to worry about his thoughts as a lover, you can easily choose Turning to the system for help... and he retains his ignorance, and remains calm because of his ignorance, simply existing like the waves of a savage sea.

Would that be a better world?

Qi Zhengyun suddenly wanted to talk to the system, even though it was impossible for him to like this thing that was always by Lu You's side.The master of the system is one of the countless projections of God, and it is also one of the countless similar systems; it follows the elect to experience the world of tasks, and is almost always a bystander.If it also has human-like emotions, how does it view itself in the relationship with projections, gods, and chosen people?

However, even if the system can and is willing to answer him, he will not ask such a question after all...

Qi Zhengyun had reached the intersection where the car accident was expected to happen.To his surprise, what he saw was not the messy scene after the car accident. The car that had been destroyed many times in his hands was still tens of meters away from the intersection.He originally thought that the deceleration of the world was due to Lu You's death, but now it seems that it was the result of Jiuwu's interference-this is probably a little mercy from God for the doll in his hand?

He saw Lu You behind the crowd on the other side of the road, always dressed in a clean and simple way, with his head tilted slightly, and he didn't know what attracted his attention by the side of the road.Because he didn't like to get too close to strangers, he stood at the edge of the crowd.Qi Zhengyun walked towards him and walked in front of him.

Lu You's face was a little red from the sun, the heat and walking made a little sweat ooze from his nose, and the sun shone with subtle light.Qi Zhengyun carried the system in the snake-shaped body and gently placed it on Lu You's shoulder, as if he was afraid of disturbing him.The system coiled up, raised his head and looked up at Lu You's side face at a close distance. Qi Zhengyun couldn't see what it was thinking from a snake, only saw that the electric snake letter didn't spit out again.

When I was in the space, I saw a sleeping person in the "coffin", and what I saw here was a person who was frozen before death... It was its assistance to Lu You in the catastrophe of the last world, which made Lu You During the time Yau lost contact, the situation deteriorated to the point of unmanageable.Its own sacrifices in this process, now thinking about it, the emotions are probably very complicated...

It looked at it motionless for a while, its head hung down on Lu You's shoulder, and seemed a little depressed.A small mass of white light that appeared out of thin air enveloped its body, the two shrunk together, and just disappeared.

Qi Zhengyun stood for a while, as if suddenly lost his voice before parting.He wanted to reach out and touch the hair on Lu You's cheek, and wanted to say "wait for me", but in the end he didn't reach out and didn't make a sound. Be aware of the side of a person standing still.