Let me live [Quick Transmigration]

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When Lu You left the school gate, he heard someone calling him from behind.With the familiar girl's voice, he stopped and turned his head, seeing Yuan Xiaoxiao chasing up from behind, panting, with ponytail and schoolbag swaying back and forth.She came to Lu You's side, braked suddenly, and stretched out her hand to grab his arm without any explanation.

"I'll go back with you." She said, "I'm going to the supermarket to buy something, and I happened to drop by with you."

When Yuan Xiaoxiao came over, he stepped into the shadow of the wall next to him. Lu You caught a glimpse of a particularly dark color moving in the shadow. It was Qi Zhengyun who avoided it in time before the girl stepped on him unconsciously.If you don't pay attention all the time, it is difficult to see the difference and change between black and blacker, Yuan Xiaoxiao didn't notice it at all.

Looking at Yuan Xiaoxiao's expression, he knew that she had something to say, and it was just an excuse to drop by the supermarket.The first thing that came to his mind was the meal they had together last night...at the hot pot restaurant next to the school, and Qi Zhengyun was with him.

It has been a week since the centipede and doppelganger were wiped out.After that, because the school became safer, Qi Zhengyun began to stay with Lu You more in a human form.There is a professor in the psychology department of the school who is like Huihui, a harmless monster hidden among human beings. After Qi Zhengyun went to find him and had a "friendly conversation", he became the professor's "former student who came to help with the project", which is considered With an external identity that is convenient to stay in the school...you don't have to worry about being stopped by the security guard as a "suspicious foreigner stalking the students" for questioning.

When they were together, they met Yuan Xiaoxiao several times.At first, although Lu You decided to accept intimacy in his heart, he still wasn't sure what his current relationship with Qi Zhengyun was - was he in love?Or is it just some kind of "subordination" relationship?I didn't know what to say to her, so I didn't say it.He and Yuan Xiaoxiao have known each other for so many years, knowing that a man like Qi Zhengyun actually belongs to her "ideal type", and he was a little guilty that there would be some embarrassing situation... I didn't expect that he should be more worried about another thing: Yuan Xiaoxiao's intuition was extremely keen, and he noticed something almost immediately after seeing the picture of the two of them standing together.

Then she exploded with strong hostility towards Qi Zhengyun!

The intensity scared Lu You.Obviously Yuan Xiaoxiao used to seize the opportunity to encourage him to fall in love. It seems that because he has known him since he was a child and knew something about his family situation, he felt that he must "practice more" in establishing an intimate relationship with others, otherwise he would probably fall in love with him. I've been alone for the rest of my life—if she didn't really call Lu You, and she knew that her personality was not suitable, she might have called Lu You by herself.Lu You used to have few friends, not to mention lovers, and she has always been a little worried about this.

Now it turns out that Lu You really seems to have found a boyfriend... Yuan Xiaoxiao exploded.

It's not duplicity, she actually doesn't want Lu You to associate with other people; even if a slight jealousy of the nature of "a friend has a new friend" arises, she will deal with it in time.What Yuan Xiaoxiao disliked was Qi Zhengyun—this kind of repulsion was due to some reason that even she didn't know clearly. just started.

Lu You barely coped with her various temptations for a few days, and when Yuan Xiaoxiao began to drag him to various parties and introduce others to him, Lu You couldn't take it anymore, so he thought it better to say it.So there was the meeting last night.The three of them had a meal together, as if the relationship that was still unclear had been clarified, and since then it has been finalized.

Lu You knew that there was something wrong with his personality.When I was young, my mother quarreled unilaterally with my father several times, saying that he was gentle and good-tempered on the surface and would not reject people, but in his heart he didn't care about anyone.After the man left, he noticed that his mother was frequently reminded of his pain because of his similarity to that person, and he also thought about changing it—there was no way for his appearance, but he could work harder on his personality.But in the end, the only thing that changed seems to be the part of "not rejecting people".

Rejection is not a simple rejection, but a way to make people retreat.De-emphasizing one's own presence and turning a blind eye to other people's intentions of closeness...bringing the relationship to a halt at the level of "nodding acquaintances".In this way, there are very few people who are still determined to directly point out. Since he has blunted his own perception and no longer accepts overtures, there have only been a few situations where he needs to run away directly, and the practical effect is still very good. .

If a relationship starts, it needs to communicate, and there will be misunderstandings and contradictions, suspicions and worries about gains and losses, involving yourself and the other person in double pain, and irreversibly breaking down.Instances of this process had been played out in the closest place to him, and this was the nightmare rooted in his heart.And Qi Zhengyun...became an exception after that night.

Qi Zhengyun did care about him, but he didn't care about losing him.Lu You didn't know why, but his fear of hurting others disappeared.And since he has already suffered, it would be too bad for him not to get anything.At that time, he took the initiative to kiss Qi Zhengyun, and he cleared his mind during this kiss.

Although these were reasons not to confess, although the connection was made in a twisted way, he still wanted to be blessed if possible.Compared with relatives who don't know where they are, or who have long since ceased to be close friends, friends who have known each other since childhood and are by his side are also the best candidates in his consideration.

But Yuan Xiaoxiao didn't seem to understand it.Although she made an effort to be friendly at dinner last night, she clearly still had a hard time digesting the news.Now it seemed that after thinking about it all night and most of the day, he finally had something to say and came to him again.

Being pulled forward by her, Lu You felt a headache.Yuan Xiaoxiao must have rushed over to arrest Qi Zhengyun because he saw that it was rare for him to be by his side now, but Qi Zhengyun is actually there... The sidewalk along the school wall is relatively narrow, and other students who came out of class squeezed in from the side However, Lu You can't find where Qi Zhengyun is now, but it must be at a distance that even if Yuan Xiaoxiao whispers in his ear, he can still be heard clearly.

Yuan Xiaoxiao didn't speak immediately, but only increased his pace, until he passed the intersection and the other students who crowded around at a close distance scattered around, feeling that he would no longer be heard by others, and his pace began to slow down down.She tugged at Lu You's sleeve, beckoning him to come closer, ignored Lu You's eyes trying to prevent her from talking about a certain topic, and spoke with a frown.

"Lu You, when I think about it now, I always feel that something is wrong, and I have to ask you a disappointing question." She said, "Are you sure...that boyfriend of yours is okay?"

The girl's tone is very serious, far beyond the level of "I don't think you are suitable".Before, Lu You thought that she just didn't like Qi Zhengyun's eyes, so she was a little surprised to hear her question. "...What's the matter?" He asked carefully, wondering if Qi Zhengyun was seen by her when he switched forms sometime—shouldn't he make such a low-level mistake?

Yuan Xiaoxiao's next reaction vetoed this guess. "Although I can make up a reason, but... let me tell you the truth, I'm actually not sure what's wrong." The girl frowned tightly with her two delicate eyebrows, "I think that person is a little Horrible. Not the nasty feeling of being out of character, can you understand? It's dangerous, like... like..."

She thought about how to describe it for a long time, and finally figured it out before reaching the next intersection. "Do you remember that in the old park near our house, there used to be a well? The mouth of the well is relatively narrow, and it takes a long time to get water to the bottom." She said, "I lay on the side and looked in. It was dark and rumbling. It was deep and gloomy, and there was no way to see what was in it... Later, a child fell into it and drowned, and the well was filled in. That's what your boyfriend gave me."

What she described was not human anymore, but a monster from the dark.Lu You looked at her with a little surprise, thinking that her sensitivity had simply surpassed intuition, becoming a kind of induction.Of course he couldn't tell Yuan Xiaoxiao: You feel wrong——Qi Zhengyun came from the deep sea, and his house is much more spacious than Jing...

I had no choice but to pretend that I didn't understand, and said vaguely: "It shouldn't be like this."

Yuan Xiaoxiao remained silent for a while.She also didn't understand why as long as she got close to that man for a certain distance, she would feel a chilling feeling, and even feel a real chill on her body?It's intuition, it's more like instinct... Qi Zhengyun didn't tell Lu You about her bloodline, and Yuan Xiaoxiao didn't know it herself, but thought it was a purely psychological reaction that couldn't be used as evidence.The two were silent for a while, Yuan Xiaoxiao showed an irritable expression, and took a long breath.

"I'm just telling you how I feel, and I don't mean to make you break up." She said obviously out of place, "In short, you have to be careful, don't be fooled by strange people casually—although I I admit that he is indeed handsome...but he is several years older than you, his social experience stabilizes you, and his physical strength also stabilizes you. How long have you known him? This is what he got..."

Lu You coughed. "Smile." He looked ahead and warned.It was a bit windy today, and the shadows of the trees on the side of the road were shaking. He seemed to feel Qi Zhengyun's eyes watching him from the dark, which made his face almost burn up—but now the sun was setting, and all the surrounding scenery was shrouded in a layer. In the warm light, the vision seems to be blurred.In such a situation, maybe even blushing would not be noticed.

Yuan Xiaoxiao was called by Lu You's name, and stopped obediently.She paused for a moment, then sighed again and said, "Oh, look, it's already starting to value sex over friends—"

However, she knew that Lu You couldn't bear this kind of ridicule, so she didn't continue after saying this, but turned serious and said: "I just want to say, whether you really like him or have someone For some... special reasons, if you feel that there is something wrong with him, just don't try to bear it. It's fine if you are used to giving in on other things, but this is different. "

Lu You didn't pay attention to the reminder later.Yuan Xiaoxiao was stunned when he heard the half of the sentence after "still", and for a moment ignored the embarrassment of Qi Zhengyun who was also listening in the whole process. "Why..." He couldn't help asking, "Do you think there are other reasons?"

Yuan Xiaoxiao turned to look at him, at a moment when the light changed, Lu You seemed to see two small, faint blue flames jumping in the girl's eyes. "Then do you like him?" she asked softly.

Isn't it the same as a public confession to answer this kind of question when the person mentioned is nearby?Lu You's lips moved slightly, trying to perfunctory, but Yuan Xiaoxiao's stubborn eyes forced him to respond. "I think..." he said with difficulty, "it should, yes?"

"But you don't look very happy." Yuan Xiao said with a smile.She let go of Lu You's arm and turned her eyes away.The two who were very close when they were talking just separated a little distance, and because of Lu You's failure to respond immediately, they fell into silence again.

... not too happy?Lu You heard this sentence clearly, but he didn't seem to understand the meaning of this simple sentence.Subconsciously, he wanted to raise his hand to touch his face—could he have shown some kind of depressed expression just now?If this is the case, it would be a little strange, because in his self-feeling, he and Qi Zhengyun have been getting along very easily recently... It can even be said that it is better than staying with the girl who has known him since childhood. more relaxed.It's not too much to say happy.

Sure enough, it was the little hesitation he had just now because he was worried that Qi Zhengyun would hear it, which was interpreted by Yuan Xiaoxiao as reluctance, right?

"It seems that your intuition can still be wrong sometimes." So he laughed and denied it casually, "How can this happen."

Yuan Xiaoxiao wrinkled his nose and shook his head, "Your 'nothing' has long been unreliable to me." She muttered, Lu You couldn't help laughing bitterly, but there was nothing to refute. Can you complain half-truthfully: "Compared to pouring cold water all the time, don't you have something like 'good luck' to say to me?"

Yuan Xiaoxiao didn't just repeat what he said before returning it, but thought carefully before speaking. "I want...to take back what I said before, asking you to 'accumulate and accumulate experience'." Finally she said, "I hope you are lucky enough to meet the most correct and suitable person this time, and go well Lidi went all the way to the end."

Her tone of voice was so serious that Lu You didn't know how to respond for a while.It wasn't until he walked a certain distance forward that he gave a very soft "hmm".

"Actually, I have another question to ask you. I've been holding back since yesterday." Then I heard Yuan Xiao smiled and said, "That's right, have you...then what happened? Well, you know?"

Lu You was puzzled for a second, and after realizing what she was asking, he staggered and almost bumped into the oncoming pedestrian.The clothes on the back suddenly tightened, pulling him back when he was about to lose his balance—although he was saved from an embarrassing fall, but at this moment, he was definitely reminded of the existence of someone... Lu You felt that his whole body instantly I'm about to be cooked by the crazily outburst of shame!

A dark shadow flashed past in the corner of the eye, Yuan Xiaoxiao felt it, and looked back, but found nothing unusual, turned back suspiciously, and cast pure and knowledge-seeking eyes on Lu You again.

"Don't be so coy, classmate! Be serious!" She said earnestly, "I'm really worried about you! Because I really think that guy is super dangerous—by the way, during the health lecture at the beginning of school, you Go and listen? You should still remember the precautions? If you don’t remember, do you want me to repeat it for you? The first and most important thing is to remember to wear—"

The villain in Lu You's heart continued to shout for half a minute in the pose of the famous painting, and then collapsed from suffocation. "Don't repeat it! I remember it!" He frantically interrupted Yuan Xiaoxiao's words, "And! We didn't...we didn't..." He stammered as he spoke.Yuan Xiaoxiao stared at him with an expression of "I don't believe it", "Really?" She asked suspiciously, "That will change my outlook a bit."

"No! Yes!" Lu You said resolutely, grabbed Yuan Xiaoxiao's shoulder, and turned the girl who was about to cross the road with him to the right, "You're about to turn!"

The supermarket Yuan Xiaoxiao was going to turned at an intersection earlier than he went home, and they came here on the part of the way.Yuan Xiaoxiao saw that he was going to collapse if he continued to ask, so he decided to let him go here mercifully—anyway, he had said almost all he had to say. "Okay... I'll see you tomorrow." Before leaving, she waved to Lu You, and finally said, "Since he is older than you, let him spoil you! Enjoy your relationship, and don't get old. It’s as if you are going to sacrifice your life with a bitter hatred.”

...Where is such an old problem!Lu You saw a passer-by who heard the voice and cast his gaze over, almost begging her to leave quickly - besides the shame, there seemed to be a little guilt.Yuan Xiao laughed and laughed, and finally turned around and walked away.Lu You stood there for a while, exhaled, and prepared to cross the road.

Someone approached from behind and stood beside him.Lu You's whole body stiffened, as if there was an invisible force field around the man, which could convey the sense of existence without actual contact.The red light in front of him began to beat and count down the seconds. He looked at the ground with his eyes, and the sunset light from behind dragged the two figures long and lined up together.

"Are you unhappy?" Qi Zhengyun's voice came from above.

——Compared to the topic that made Lu You blush now, the man seems to pay more attention to the question that has been denied in the previous sentence.Lu You saw the taller shadow on the ground approaching his shadow, and his arm felt the heat from another body.

"...No?" Lu You said blankly, feeling unconfident when asked.Did he really look unhappy?Although he did have some doubts about something, he felt that he shouldn't be unhappy...

Qi Zhengyun seemed to just ask casually, and after getting the answer again, he didn't pursue it any further. He just said, "The light is green." He shook Lu You's hand very naturally.Lu You still feels a little awkward about making intimate actions in public, but he is still more willing to follow Qi Zhengyun than caring about the opinions of those strangers passing by.

They crossed the intersection, past the stationary traffic.The man's palm was wide, warm, and his fingers were slender and strong. He held Lu You's hand firmly, as if he felt some kind of intention to control from this movement.After being asked that question by Yuan Xiaoxiao, the hot feeling on his face has never disappeared. At this moment, the heat shared by physical contact has intensified.

At the same time, the doubt became clearer.

...Why "no"?

Lu You lowered his head and sneaked a glance at the hand he was holding with the man.He didn't lie to Yuan Xiaoxiao: he and Qi Zhengyun had indeed only reached the point of kissing, and there was no more intimate relationship.That is to say, what progress did Lu You reach on the night when Lu You made up his mind? A week later, that progress still hasn't moved.

Lu You could feel Qi Zhengyun's desire for him.Although he didn't have the nerve to take the initiative to signal, but he was sure that he didn't show any refusal attitude.In fact, he felt that the kiss was already some kind of signal - he was in the emptiness after venting, and wanted to get more comfort, they kissed, the atmosphere was very good, Qi Zhengyun's hand had already slipped from under the hem of his clothes Stretching in, touching his waist... It turned out to be so hard that he still stopped abruptly.

Qi Zhengyun wiped his face with a hot towel, then stuffed him back into the bed without any explanation, and ordered him to take a good rest.Lu You still had a fever in the afternoon, and after the violent mood swings, he cried a lot. When he calmed down, he really felt tired, so he just fell asleep.When he woke up again, he calmed down, because he was shy and flinched a little, and took some time to rebuild his mental preparation, waiting for Qi Zhengyun to approach again.

However, Qi Zhengyun remained silent.

If it was because he was concerned about his physical condition that time, and then he realized that he was not ready, and then Lu You didn't know why.It's impossible not to think, when a man is alone, he almost writes the word "want" on his face, sometimes Lu You wants to run away when he meets his gaze - it doesn't necessarily mean that he is a monster, so he can't?Lu You swears by the skilled movement of touching his hand into his clothes that time, Qi Zhengyun definitely knows what to do next!

So... what are you worried about?

Qi Zhengyun looked ahead, but he could feel Lu You secretly watching him from the side.The eyes were like a soft and furry animal, rubbing against him, rubbing against him, making him almost go crazy on the street—but he had to hold back hard, and he had to be careful not to get too much on his hands. It hurts to pinch Lu You hard.

He endured it for several days, wanting to wait for Lu You to come out of the mentality that seemed to give him himself, even if he had achieved a certain purpose, he could quietly wait for the end.To have done it with him when he was in the state he was in now always felt like something was going to end irrevocably.How could he have thought that after so many days, not only did Lu You not improve, but he didn't even notice it?

Does this count as a "decide to accept" attitude?

The glass barrier that Lu You used to block others' favors before is now being used here.Qi Zhengyun decided to endure another day.I hope that after being reminded of the last sentence by Yuan Xiaoxiao, Lu You will be more or less aware of it; if there is still no change after tonight, he... still can't do it directly...

Lu You must understand.If the owner of that barrier refused to open it himself, he would have to find a way to destroy it before entering.

Speaking of which, compared to waiting, destroying is actually what he is better at...

Qi Zhengyun's footsteps paused.He sensed a hint of magic.Lu You's eyes followed behind him and cast a dozen steps away.It was a subway station entrance with stairs and escalators going up.Something rested on the handle of the escalator, rose up from the subway station, and when it reached the highest point, it spread its wings and flew up, fluttering and flying away in the orange light of the setting sun.