Let me live [Quick Transmigration]

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Lu You heard Qi Zhengyun ask: "...parents?"

There was a strange stiffness in his voice, as if he was very unfamiliar with this word.Lu You responded smoothly, then noticed something, and turned to look at Qi Zhengyun, and sure enough, he saw an inquiring expression on his face as if he had just learned something new.

"What?" Lu You asked suspiciously.Qi Zhengyun blinked slowly, as if hesitating, "I haven't seen you contact your parents before... I thought..."

In fact, he didn't think why, he didn't notice it at all.Even if he noticed, he would just subconsciously think that Lu You was an orphan—just like in most previous mission worlds.But Lu You seemed to have misunderstood his consciousness. "Although my relationship with them is quite ordinary..." he said, the tip of the pen in his hand fell unconsciously on the paper, leaving a small ink dot, "However, it's not to the point of not notifying them of death."

He didn't say this in a heavy tone, but obviously he didn't want to talk about himself too much. Instead, he was a little interested in Qi Zhengyun's reaction, "Speaking of which, you..." He wanted to ask "how are your parents?" It turned a corner at the mouth and became: "Do you have parents?"

For some reason, it is difficult for Lu You to imagine that Qi Zhengyun has other similar situations, as if he should be a special individual created out of nothing.Qi Zhengyun is thinking about whether Lu You mentioned the topic of parents in the past—the past for him. This is already very rare. Condition.When asked by Lu You, he began to recall himself again.

A god born from fragments of divine power, of course, has no parents to speak of.Even if the Chuang|Shishen who sprinkled the fragments looks a bit similar in form, it is estimated that neither side will want to admit this relationship.And those worlds that had no memory of the past and were born as human beings were lost early—as if the pair of men and women were only a necessary condition for "birth", and they could disappear directly after completing this meaning.

The only thing that left a deep impression was the world of the amusement park... let alone mention it.

In the end, Qi Zhengyun's answer was "not so much".Lu You didn't get to the bottom of this strange answer, and was silent for a while.If never, would it feel lonely, or relaxed?His lips moved slightly, only thinking that asking such a question might make people guess about his own situation, he suddenly felt unable to bear it any longer, and quickly changed the subject, "Books also need to be sorted and classified..."

"Some of them are sent out and no one wants them, so they can only be thrown away." Saying this, he wrote two strokes, paused again, and then unconsciously became dazed again.Qi Zhengyun looked down at Lu You's side face, his expression was dazed, the light illuminated the fine hairs on his skin, his lips were pursed, as if he was thinking about something unpleasant.Parents, he thought.

In those worlds...not only his own, but he also had no contact with Lu You's parents.Lu You raised a younger sister and had an older brother, but his parents were always absent.If it's not the real parents after all, and thus doesn't care about the absence, he seems to have the same attitude towards his original parents, almost never mentioned.When pretending to be the young master of the Lu family as a fox demon, he was not used to getting close to Mrs. Lu.

Qi Zhengyun finally noticed this situation that had been ignored before.Poseidon was born from nothingness, darkness and vast waves. Loneliness is his essence, and the concept of family is limited to "partner" - this is what Lu You taught him later.He himself is used to this, so he can't detect the abnormality... Lu You's emotional world is completely occupied by him, and he consciously no longer seeks it from the outside world, which only makes him feel satisfied.

—but humans shouldn’t be like this.

Human beings are ephemeral creatures who cannot reach eternity by themselves.Therefore, human beings have the instinct to reproduce, and the presence or absence of blood ties will have an impact.If it seems to have no effect, it's either passed or not noticed.If it is the former, the situation can be simpler.But judging from Lu You's performance at the moment...

Qi Zhengyun felt a little dazed.It's like looking at a painting for many years, only to find that there is still a blank space in the center of the painting.Lu You probably won't take the initiative to bring it up again, he doesn't know what to ask if he wants to ask.He was also able to improve his emotional intelligence when dealing with his relationship with Lu You, and the relationship between Lu You and others... Before this, Lu You would handle it well by himself, but he occasionally had to sabotage it.

Lu You suddenly sighed softly, and adjusted his sitting posture as if feeling uncomfortable. "Qi Zhengyun?" He turned his face slightly, but he didn't really meet Qi Zhengyun's eyes, "Don't keep staring at me... You put a lot of pressure on me like this."

"Sorry." Qi Zhengyun said quickly, turning his gaze to the table.He was really in a daze just now.It was rare for Lu You to use a less polite tone to make Qi Zhengyun sure that he was in a bad mood now - to be precise, it was a tangled and irritable mood.He received Lu You's signal "Leave me alone for a while", and then took the initiative to say, "Would you like some more water? I'll pour it for you."

Lu You didn't refuse, Qi Zhengyun heard him whisper "thank you" before turning to leave.When he walked towards the door of the room, he felt Lu You's eyes following him this time. He seemed to realize that there was something wrong with his attitude just now, but he couldn't open his mouth to apologize. He didn't say anything until Qi Zhengyun opened the door and went out. .

But please don't apologize.Qi Zhengyun thought, walked to the kitchen, took the electric kettle to fetch water.He would rather Lu You lose his temper with him, than always be polite and restrained, suppressing and refusing to show too much emotion.Although...even if they got so close later, Lu You was more used to patience, and it was not forced, but a patience that really felt that there was no need to be excited or angry.It is also rare to get carried away with joy.

When they lived in a mountain hut in the last world, they turned into little foxes and rushed over to him from a long distance away. This was Lu You's most "presumptuous" move.

Qi Zhengyun found himself recalling the past and making comparisons with the present, so he quickly controlled his thoughts.He stood in front of the electric kettle, listening to the sound of the heated water surging from the bottom up, waiting for the water to boil, and at the same time listening to the movement in the room.It will take some time for the boiling water to cool down to the point where it is just drinkable. If nothing happens, he should stay outside during this time.

Lu You sat alone at the desk.He no longer has too strong a sense of presence and disturbing eyes on him, but he feels even worse.Anxiety is like the small bubbles in a carbonated drink, which can't stop coming up.Because it was uncontrollable, it seemed to become an embarrassing emotion again.He dropped the pen, clasped his hands against his forehead, closed his eyes, and slowly counted silently to one hundred in the dark, trying to calm down the panic in his heart about what he was about to do.Then he took the phone out of his pocket.

There are unread messages on the phone.The class was very lively, Lu You went in to confirm that there were no new announcements, and did not check what they were talking about, and then backed out.Yuan Xiaoxiao also asked him why he didn't come to class in the afternoon, whether he was feeling unwell after being drunk, and wanted to visit him, Lu You replied that he was fine, and told her not to worry.After processing all the messages to return, he stayed on the main interface of the phone for a while, and opened the address book without any choice.

Lu You raised his head, the night outside turned the window into an unclear mirror, reflecting his pale face.I wonder if I have a fever again, otherwise why do I feel so cold that I want to shiver now?He took the remote control, turned off the air conditioner, got up and drew the curtains again.When he turned his back from the window, he felt weak, numbness surged from his fingertips, and even the movement of sliding down the address book became clumsy.

Find that title.Click to dial out.very simple.Lu You pressed the phone to his ear and felt a brief chill from the screen.Waiting for the called party to connect to the phone, the "beep - beep -" sound, there is no music set, just such a monotonous sound.

Lu You closed his eyes.His throat seemed to be blocked by something, and his heart was beating more and more heavily, vibrating his chest cavity from the inside.He didn't make him wait too long, and the phone was picked up after a few seconds.First, there was a female voice talking to another person farther away, and the impatient echoing voice also reached Lu You.In the background sound, there are children screaming and screaming, stomping the floor and running across the floor.

"Hello?" The woman's voice approached and became clear, as if she had picked up the phone, "Yuyou?"

The noise in Lu You's ear disappeared.The heartbeat suddenly calmed down—the heart seemed to have disappeared directly from the chest cavity.He unconsciously moved his feet and walked slowly along the gap between the desk and the bed.He said "um", paused for a while, and then lowered his voice as if he couldn't speak, "...Mom?"

"What's the matter? How did you come up with the idea to call..." After the woman finished speaking, before Lu You could respond, she suddenly raised her voice and changed the person she was talking to, "Xiao Lei! What are you doing again——Don't steal my sister's toys! "

Immediately there was a burst of noise, Lu You listened silently, fixed his eyes on the floor under his feet, and let the edge of the slippers move forward little by little against the line of the seam of the floor.After a while, the woman's voice finally came back. "I'm sorry, those two little bastards are..." She said this in apologetic way, and then she seemed to remember her relationship with Lu You, her voice paused, and then there was an unspeakable embarrassing silence.The feeling of infarction in Lu You's throat also disappeared, as if the numbness had climbed up from the fingertips, crossed the chest and throat, and headed for the brain-like another toxin that caused suspended animation.

"...is something wrong?" the woman asked, in a concerned tone that tried to be natural but not very successful.According to the previous fixed process of contacting at intervals longer than once, it was time for her to ask "Is there not enough money?"Lu You stopped in the middle of the end of the bed. "I..." he whispered, "Recently, something happened to me..."

"Is there not enough money?" The woman asked immediately.It is rare for Lu You to take the initiative to explain the situation, and it seems that it has not affected the process at all.Lu You didn't answer, and the woman continued on her own, "Is it a troublesome thing?" She asked this question, but didn't want to give a specific answer, and then said: "The change in my mother's account has just been used up. I'll give you 5000 yuan later, and if it's not enough, I'll ask my uncle to transfer it to you, okay?"

"I'm not..." Lu You said, but changed his mind halfway, "Thank you, Mom." He whispered.The lines on the floor stretched straight out, and he started to walk again, stepping on one of the straight lines, stepping on it alternately with his left and right feet, his body swaying, and moving forward slowly, "Actually, it doesn't need that much."

"You can use it if you have too much," said the woman.She probably didn't notice it herself, but Lu You heard that she was actually relieved.Just asking for money is much easier than asking for help in person, which requires a relationship. "Is the usual living expenses enough?" She asked again, "You go to school alone, you can't treat yourself badly, don't save money where you need money, and live better."

A fixed process, Lu You thought.He couldn't respond to anything else, so he continued to "hmm" and added, "It's enough."

The running child seemed to have knocked over something, the woman turned her head and scolded, then turned back and said, "Just enough." She continued to repeat the cliché that Lu You had heard countless times, "Those messy working places outside Don't go, what if something bad happens? You can concentrate on studying, and you should follow the activities of clubs and student unions to see more. If you want to travel or buy expensive things, the living expenses are not enough, tell your mother That's good, huh?"

"...Okay." Lu You said.There was a black patch at the foot of the bed, which he easily took for a stain every time he passed by.Looking at it now, the shape of this marking is also a bit like an eye that has been opened without God.He rubbed his toes on it, but naturally he couldn't get anything off.

"Is the relationship with the students in the dormitory okay? Are there any conflicts?"

"...They're all pretty good." Lu You replied, "They're all...not difficult people to get along with."

"Then mom can rest assured. Remember to get along well with teachers and classmates, and don't cause trouble for others."

"I know……"

Lu You went around to the other side of the bed.He kicked off his slippers and climbed onto the bed. The quilt was soft, and the elastic mattress supported his body underneath.He sat cross-legged on the bed, dragged the cuddling bear that was half a person tall beside the bed, hugged it into his arms, raised his hand and bit the knuckle of his index finger.The teeth pressed the small piece of bone in the middle from both sides, and there was no force, so there was no pain, only a strange sense of pressure.

There was silence on the phone for a while.

"Then... if there is nothing else, mother will die." The woman said.As if she wanted to liven up the atmosphere for the last time, she pretended to be relaxed and said, "Did you meet any girl you liked in school? I remember my former neighbor... Xiaoxiao, that little girl went to the same university as you, right? You If you get a girlfriend, remember to bring them back together during the holidays for mom to see."

Lu You laughed silently.He didn't know why he was laughing either.The strength of the teeth had increased, and now he was starting to feel pain in his fingers. "I see. Nothing else. Mom..." He paused and said, "Goodbye."

"Goodbye, Yau." The woman said gently like a child.

Then she hung up the phone.

After listening to the busy signal that the call ended, Lu You put down the phone and stared at the screen.He bit his knuckles, crushing them intermittently with a little force, the skin moved between the teeth and the phalanx, and the underlying fascia had a strange brittle feeling, like a rubber band that can be easily broken after aging.The saliva made this small area cool and smooth, as if there was no skin, no flesh, no blood, just a hard and smooth bone that was constantly worn away.

The phone "tick" sounded.What sounded like water drops was the sound of a text message—the 5000 yuan transferred to his card had arrived.

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The woman watched the message "transfer successful" pop up, put down her phone, and continued to pick up a rag to clean up the fruit puree knocked over by her little daughter on the floor.Her husband had just been rushed into the kitchen by her to wash the dishes, and when she heard her finish the phone call, he raised his voice amidst the splashing water and asked her, "Who is it?"

"My son... Youyou, Lu You?" the woman said, "Do you remember?"

"How did I forget that?" The man turned off the tap and said in the kitchen, "Your ex..." Before he could finish his sentence, the woman said irritably, "Let's talk after we think about it!" Holding the toy The son who flew past the restaurant was startled, and the man stopped talking immediately.After a few seconds, he asked cautiously again: "Then what's the matter with him?"

"It's nothing, don't ask nonsense." The woman said impatiently.She wiped the floor, walked to the kitchen with a rag, and drove out her current husband, who had only washed two dishes, "Go, go, don't make any trouble, let me come, you go to see my son, don't let that kid always Provoke my sister."

The husband went out obediently.She put the rag under the faucet, rubbed it, wrung it dry, and wet it again... Mechanically repeated these actions until the sticky feeling disappeared.She was still thinking about the phone call just now, the person who called was the child she had with her ex-husband when she was young... It seemed that there was nothing wrong with the phone call, but now bad memories began to flood up, making her more and more serious. The urge to yell and vent was becoming more and more irresistible.

That's probably the reason why she would rush to end every time she talked to that child without saying a few words... If it wasn't like this, she might have difficulty maintaining a steady tone and lose control of her emotions like a madman in the middle of the call.Because, as the product of her first failed marriage, her son is so similar to his father...

You can hear it on the phone.The voice is the same, the tone of voice and attitude are also the same.Calm and depressed, deeply covering all emotions, as if he would never get angry and lose his temper, and would never take the initiative to express his feelings.On the surface, it seems to be gentle and tolerant.The movement of the woman's hands stopped, she stared at the falling water, and a young face appeared in front of her eyes.When was the last time she and Lu You saw each other face to face?When entering high school?last year?Or the year before last?

The outline is soft, the eyebrows are delicate, and the smile is gentle and beautiful, which seems unreal like being separated from the clouds.Youyou's eyes are more like hers, so it has a brighter and more vivid feeling, but when it comes to showing expressions and speaking, they are exactly the same... The older she gets, the closer she is to the man in her memory.Her son must have noticed her resistance and unbearable attitude.So at the beginning, the children who would call on time to ask "Is mom free on weekends" gradually disappeared, and then it seemed that they didn't exist anymore.

The woman threw down the rag in the water, propped her hands on the edge of the pool, and felt her eyes heat up.Was there anything special about that phone call just now?It secretly touched her heart, and the memory that she had suppressed for a long time and almost thought she had put it down surged up again.

She was in college when she met her ex-husband, who owned a nearby bookstore.Once a customer's child poured his drink on the pile of books and was told to cry. The man held a wooden kitten and squatted in front of the child to comfort him. She pushed the door in and fell in love with the smiling gentle face at first sight.From then on, he threw away all the reservedness of the girl, and after two years of stalking, it was hard enough that he let go of his consent.

It wasn't until after she got married that she felt that the gentleness shown by that man was actually the surface of a deep pool... No matter what she threw into it, there was only a little splash of water in response, and then it fell silently. down.The pool of water will never surge by itself, and things that sink to the bottom of the pool will never see the light of day again.A person who never gets angry, never loses control, and can tolerate and tolerate everything, how can she believe that he has a heart, not just out of sympathy or indifference?

She desperately gave her feelings, loved and loved with all her strength for that little splash, and finally began to feel tired.They started a cold war -- one-sided, and then they started fighting -- still one-sided.The man endured it silently, and his attitude towards her did not change at all.In the end she was even a little scared.After an especially violent emotional outburst, she threw the divorce agreement into her husband's arms, slammed the door and left, and traveled alone for half a month.

She didn't even get a phone call trying to get back.

When she came back half a month later, she found that the floor and furniture had accumulated dust.The signed agreement was placed on the table, and Lu You, who was seven years old at the time, was entrusted to the neighbor next door.The man took nothing and disappeared from the lives of both mother and son.

She brought Lu You back from the neighbor's house, and she almost collapsed emotionally.Lu You didn't even cry, but wiped her tears and comforted her, "Mom, don't be sad."The child's little hands were so soft and so obedient, she lowered her head and saw the little face trying to smile at her - the stifling and fear of facing the deep pool hit her again.

She remarried the following year.That marriage only lasted a few years, but it somewhat repaired her relationship that was about to dry up.Lu You has lived on campus since junior high school, and never goes home on weekends, and occasionally has a meal with her.As for her current husband, he has a good temper, but he will argue with her, blame each other, quarrel and reconcile like a normal person; the son brought by her husband and the newborn daughter will also play with her temper and be willful. make trouble.Only this time, she felt that she was living with her "family", rather than some... cold thing that could hardly be called a "person".

No, that can't even be called ice.It's ice and it can be melted one day, it's air, you can't hold it with both hands.

Although occasionally, she would also feel...too cruel to her first child.Lu You's blood was also flowing in her body, and she was a person with fierce emotions and passionate love and hatred.Lu You is as tolerant as that man, showing that he doesn't care about harm, but his heart may not be the same calm.It's just that she can't take it anymore.Between the two options of harm and escape, she chose the latter.

Even, that man... is not necessarily calm.He just hid it too deep, too deep...

It's like being hurt in the dark, and you don't want people to see the pain, it's like you've never been in pain.

She thought, people like them... refused to say anything, as if they had been passively waiting all their lives, waiting to be loved, to be captured, to be hurt, and only when they decided to leave would they take the initiative to get up.Isn't this doomed to be alone?What kind of love can be compatible with it?Must never waver, no matter how much time passes, always firm and fervent, full of desire that can never be quenched.In that case, what falls into the pool is not a stone that can only stir up a short-lived splash, but a roaring waterfall—this kind of absolutely aggressive love will not care about the response of waves, because it agrees to accept It is already a response in itself.

Just thinking about it made her feel terrible.Is this possible in the world?

If it really exists... She hopes that her child will be lucky enough to meet it in the rest of her life.

The woman raised her hand and wiped her eyes with her sleeve.She came out of the kitchen, and her husband glanced at her, opened his mouth to speak, and then immediately turned his head away and pretended to continue watching TV.She walked to a pair of sons and daughters who were rarely safe and were working together to build a house with cards, squatted down, and hugged them tightly in her arms.

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Lu You stared at the phone screen for a while, but didn't do anything to check it, but just put it aside.He sat on the bed, feeling empty inside.At this moment, what he thought of was a memory from long ago: he was standing at the neighbor's house, and Yuan Xiaoxiao, who was still wearing shofar braids when he was a little girl, hid beside the sofa and peeked at him.The man who was his father turned around in front of him and left without hesitation.

So tired...it seems like I can't even sit still.Lu You was thinking whether to lie down and sleep for a while, when he heard a loud noise from the door of the room, his heart skipped a beat in fright, as if even the heavy emotions just now were blanked out.

Qi Zhengyun, who almost broke in, stood at the door. Lu You met his gaze, and saw the obvious panic expression on the man's face.Lu You's first reaction was that some terrible monster that could not be dealt with was coming, Wei Wei was stunned, and hurriedly wanted to get up from the bed, "What happened..." He opened his mouth to ask, but just halfway through speaking, he heard The hoarse voice shut up again.

Only then did he realize that he was crying.

Qi Zhengyun walked towards him with a stiff posture, as if he was so nervous that he almost walked with his hands and feet.But the speed was not slow at all. Before Lu You could stop him, Qi Zhengyun had already walked around to the bed. He wiped away the wet tears on his face with his hands, ashamed to let others see his current appearance, "I'm fine... "He said this habitually, trying to push away Qi Zhengyun's hand, "I want to be alone..."

Qi Zhengyun paused, then grabbed his hand even harder.Lu You wanted to push him away, wanted to get up and escape to a place where no one could see, and wanted to turn his face away from Qi Zhengyun's hand trying to wipe his tears.After the above-mentioned resistance failed, his emotions seemed to build up to the highest and crumbling tower of cards, and finally collapsed after a slight push.

He put his other free hand on Qi Zhengyun's shoulder, pushed him desperately, and shouted at him: "Get out—!" Qi Zhengyun didn't listen to him.He hugged the writhing Lu You, pressed him into his arms, and pressed his tearful face against his chest. "Don't be sad." He whispered, as if he didn't feel Lu You's kicking and beating with all his strength, he easily suppressed his struggle, "I'm here...I will be with you."

Lu You closed his eyes tightly, but transparent tears kept pouring out, and he couldn't even wipe them clean.Qi Zhengyun stroked his hair, lowered his head without hesitation, and kissed his eyelashes which were soaked with tears.Lu You's resistance weakened and gradually became immobile in his arms.He had just shed tears silently before, but at this moment he finally started to make a choking sound.

Qi Zhengyun felt that Lu You was burning hot all over, as if he had started to have a fever again.His lips touched Lu You's face lightly, and he tasted the salty taste of tears. Lu You's lips were also moist. When he kissed it, it was like kissing a flower full of cold night dew.Lu You was held back by his hand on the bed, tightening his fingers with all his strength, his body twitched due to sobs, and a small, whining-like groan came out from under his lips.

"Why are you leaving..."

His voice was broken.

"I wanted to call you...but it's too late...you've gone too far..."

"I'm sorry." Qi Zhengyun said, "I'm sorry." He hugged Lu You's trembling body tightly and wrapped him tightly in his arms.Hugs serve the same purpose as blankets given to survivors after disasters, bringing a sense of safety with wrapping and warmth.Lu You leaned towards him, leaned on his shoulder, and said nothing more, only trembling from crying, out of breath.

Despite being accused, Qi Zhengyun suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.Sure enough, it was because of the brush with death.The performance of indifference in the hospital was just a disguise, because he didn't want to get close to him yet, so he didn't want to be angry with him, and maybe he didn't believe the promise he made.It wasn't until this moment that real fear was revealed...

That's all.There is no more reason.Feeling that the threat of death is not all... It should be just his illusion.Qi Zhengyun patted Lu You on the back lightly, apologized to him repeatedly, and said, "I won't leave again."Lu You's forehead rested on his shoulder, and there was darkness in front of his eyes.It was a venting cry at the moment, and he wasn't going to restrain himself any longer.

You don't know, he thought.

...Last night, after the shapeshifter pierced the poisonous needle into his blood vessel, his body lost the ability to resist, but his brain was still awake.The poison of feigning death flowed all over the body, immediately stopping breathing and heartbeat, but a short time after that, the nerves that had not been completely paralyzed could still transmit the sense of touch, and the thinking had not yet fallen from clarity to chaos.

He felt the doppelganger let go of its hand.His body fell back limply.Another monster's tentacles grabbed him, preventing him from falling to the ground.He knew it was Qi Zhengyun.The tentacles wrapped around him like seaweed around a drowning man.The guardian did rush back to him as fast as he could.

He couldn't move, and couldn't make a sound, he could only cry desperately in his heart: Please save me... The remaining sense of touch has also disappeared, and he is falling into complete darkness.

Tentacles grabbed him—and set him down.Without any hesitation, he didn't pay attention to him for even a second, as if he just caught the falling vase that was about to break when he passed by.The cold and smooth tentacles like snakes rushed past him, this was the last thing he felt before his external perception was completely cut off.

——The person who made him feel "caring" left.

His soul floats in darkness.All tactile senses are shut off, and the stripped mind exists alone.It was the most complete abandonment he had ever experienced.Time disappeared, he didn't know how long the crazy dark space really lasted, but before his mind was finally swallowed by the darkness, he had prayed with all his heart for the end to come soon.

If you are not afraid of death, then there must be something more fearful than death.

Lu You's crying gradually stopped.His eyes were swollen and painful, and his body seemed to be pumped into an empty shell as the tears flowed out, as if floating in the clouds.There is a fire burning in this empty shell, a flame that will burn body and mind to ashes at the same time.Leaves a warm touch on the lips.Is it because the air conditioner is turned off and the windows are not open?He felt really hot.

He moved slightly in Qi Zhengyun's arms.Qi Zhengyun heard Lu You say in a weak voice, "I want to eat ice cream."

"...Shall we order takeaway?" Of course Qi Zhengyun would not ask why at this time.Concerned about Lu You's emotions, he said cautiously, "Don't go out, get someone to bring you here."

Lu You agreed.Although it was already late, it was still hot outside, and the ice cream had already melted a little by the time it was delivered.Qi Zhengyun was worried that he was still having a fever not long ago, so he agreed to the request, but he was not allowed to eat too much cold food, so Lu You just dug a few spoonfuls of cold cream dotted with chopped hazelnuts and put it in his mouth. The sweet taste, and then watched the rough cross-section lines dug out by the spoon gradually become smoother and drip, until finally the whole portion turned into a viscous lukewarm liquid.

He was always afraid...of being annoying.Fear of being betrayed.Scared to leave.So some people are willing to give but dare not take it, and don’t worry about losing it if they don’t get it.

But if you already know what you have in front of you with such a short shelf life, why bother to enjoy it as soon as possible?

Qi Zhengyun has been sitting by the side, watching him with concern hidden in his eyes.The feeling of being accompanied by someone is actually really good. After the ending is confirmed, there is no need to be afraid anymore. Lu You feels relaxed all over.There was still a little sweetness of ice cream on his lips, so he leaned over and actively imprinted this sweetness on another person's lips.