I just want you to be well

It looked like it was going to rain, so my best friend and I hid in a coffee house.The interior of the store is full of retro mahogany tones, and the porcelain white vases alienate the whole atmosphere out of place, but they are surprisingly alluring.The gloom of the rainy day makes people feel depressed, as if God deliberately doesn't make you happy.

The best friend's mouth is only focused on nagging how indifferent her boyfriend has been to her recently.At noon, I seldom asked her to have dinner after class, and the messages of good night to her in the evening gradually decreased, or even disappeared.

"He didn't give me good night again last night! Then when faced with my questioning in the morning, he only replied to me with a bullshit excuse of 'I was too sleepy last night, so I fell asleep when I lay down'."

"He seems to have been with you for two and a half years, right? How time flies. I've been saying good night for more than two years, and now I'm finally going to stop?" I couldn't help laughing.

"I really don't understand. Is it so difficult to have a good night? Is my request too much? Is he tired of me? If he doesn't love me, he wants to break up with me?"

I think, this is the boredom after two people have been together for a long time?When chasing you, I am passionate about you, waiting for you downstairs every day, taking you to school, texting you all the time, regardless of the weather; after chasing you, I no longer cherish it, like winning a boss to clear the level, my enthusiasm for you gradually diminishes , the freshness is gone.

I try to shut her up by shoving a matcha macaron from the afternoon tea set into her mouth.At this moment, the shock of my mobile phone on the table reached my elbow, and I looked back, and it was an unread message on the software.

Curiosity prompted me to click on the message, "Hi, do you have a date?".

Another old-fashioned classic fishing text message.

I passed the message to my best friend, and her eyes lit up, "Yo, I'll just say it. You little fox is so good at seducing people, you are often teased. Let me see what he looks like."

She looked at the photo of the person who sent me the message.She stared at the screen for a long time, which made me poke my head out of curiosity.

"This man looks familiar, take a look."

She handed me the phone, and I looked at his personal information. There were three photos, two of which were from the back, but the front face of the last one shocked me and excited me at the same time.

"It's him! That uncle we met in front of the CDC a few days ago!"

The tranquility of the coffee shop was broken by my over-excited noise, and the few customers in the shop all looked in our direction.

"Okay, don't be an idiot! Others are staring at us. You see what to do, he wants to ask you out, he looks no different from the gun king outside."

I was awakened by her words.Yeah, he just wanted to have sex with me.

There are two photos I took during my travels on my software. There is a half-length photo with my face turned sideways, as if looking at the other side of the sea; there is also a full-body photo in shorts, silly in a "yeah" pose of scissorhands .

"You mean, he took a fancy to my face? Or my figure?"

"The act of hooking up with a gun obviously has a deep relationship with the Appearance Association, okay?"

I hesitated for a while, "Or, he just wanted to ask me out... to meet? After all, many people are used to greeting me like this."

My best friend rolled my eyes at me, confirming that my last thought was too optimistic.

I struggled for a long time, thinking about what to return.In the past, when faced with such information, I could not reply.One is that that person is not the type I am looking forward to; the other is that I dislike this kind of person.

But with him, I don't know what to do.

My fingers hover over the keyboard.

I was thinking that when a person meets someone who makes his heart beat endlessly and is hard to refuse, he will instantly fall into a state of thinking that loses his principles and reason.

Just like I am now.

I was lucky, and with a glimmer of hope, I decided to reply to his message.

"Hi, I think you look familiar, are you the uncle who went to the CDC a few days ago?"

While waiting for information, time seems to stand still.I was anxious and looking forward to it, but what was even more frightening was that he didn't want to talk to me.

"Yes, were you there?"

I breathed a sigh of relief as if I had taken a reassurance, and kept typing and deleting the words on the screen, "No, I just saw you coming out when I was passing by..."

"so what?"

Am I stupid, what is "saw you coming out while passing by"?How do I pick it up?Will such a good opportunity be missed by talking nonsense for a while?

But I still chose to speak nonsense.

"That's why I think you're handsome!"

I can't believe that I said this, it seems that the prehistoric power about chatting in my body has been officially excavated.

A "haha" smile came over, "Really?"

Is he really smiling?

"Really!", I sent a shy expression.

"Is that an appointment?"

I was at a loss for words, not knowing what to reply.

"Sorry, I don't have sex."

"Didn't you say I'm handsome? Don't pretend to be stupid when the opportunity is in front of you."

I feel a little offended.

"But it's impossible for me to date someone I don't know just because I'm handsome. Isn't it something that should only be done when two people are in love? You don't even have love, so why do you do it?"

There is no message in my message box for half an hour.I realized that maybe I was wrong, or maybe I didn't want to admit that we have different views on love.

"Hi, are you there? Can't we start by talking and being friends?"

A dead silence.

I took a deep breath, and while my best friend was using Meitu Xiuxiu, I pretended to be calm and expressed my true thoughts to the uncle.

"Hi, uncle? Are you still there? I really want to meet you!"

My fingers lingered on the keyboard of the mobile phone, thinking about it and continuing to type.

"Maybe you think I'm pretending to be cold, and I'm talking nonsense when I'm not dating. But since I saw you by chance at the immunization station last time, I really fantasized about when I can meet you again. But today you really found it on the software. I have to say that Shanghai is really small. Although I sneer at the way of greeting 'sayhi, date', but in a way, isn't it fate that we are like this?"

I nervously sent the message out.Time seemed to stop at this moment of silence.

"Want to get to know me? Then make an appointment."

I stared at the screen for a long time, thinking blank.

It sounds like his ultimatum.

"What are you talking about for so long, are you really asking for a date?"

Her best friend's shocking words broke the deadlock of silence in the mobile phone software.The rain stopped, which seemed to signal to me that it was time to go too.