【Ninji Shinobu】Let's talk about love

Shinozu flew over the weekend of Valentine's Day.He went to the Atobe company, but the door was closed on weekends, and he went to the Atobe house again. When he stood at the door and rang the doorbell, he thought his father had better not be here. I hope he is not here. The last time I came here seems to be seven years ago. ...

Then the door opened.The butler opened the door, saw him, and recognized him, called him Mr. Renzu, and then apologized and said that the young master has not lived at home for a long time. He rented a house in downtown London, and he did not tell us the address.

Sighing, it is not easy for him to contact the Atobu directly. Now that London is so crowded, how can he find it?

Just as he was about to leave, Atobe's father appeared.Seeing him, he froze for a moment, and asked the butler to let him in.Taking a deep breath, he walked in boldly.

After many years, Atobe's father looks a little older, but he is still very energetic, and he looks like a man with strict self-discipline.

"Jingwu...do you know you're here?" He sat down on the sofa, and the butler brought tea, and he took a sip from his own cup, waving his hand to signal for patience.

Renzu picked up a cup, it was rose tea.Atobe's favorite scent.He took a deep breath and took a small sip.

"I didn't tell him." Shinobu said.

"Are you still together?" Atobe's father asked.

"Ah." Ninzu just replied ambiguously.

Atobe's father stroked his chin. "Jingwu...just started, doing well," he said.

"Yes, he's always been good."

"But you don't know what he gave up." Atobe's father looked at him.

Ren Zuzu looked down at a rosebud in the teacup. It had been pickled and lost its original color. The petals were curled up, but they became surprisingly mellow.

"Excuse me, is there anything more important than a dream?" He asked, knowing that he shouldn't say this, which was to irritate the other party, but he couldn't control it.There are not many things he has been obsessed with, one is tennis, the other is Atobe, and now it has become Atobe.

"A boy's dream..." Atobe's father sneered. "Every teenager has a hundred dreams. But this is a real world."

"You're all too young," he said. "To be honest, I admire you very much. Jingwu has a good vision. If you continue to work like this for another ten years, Jingwu will do very well. After another 20 years, I can hand over the Atobe family to him. But the problem is , that's what he did according to my plan."

"You should know that Jingwu is not an obedient person."

"You don't have to be obedient for the superior." Atobe's father said, not caring at all. "For ten years, I let him develop freely. After ten years, he will come back obediently."

Shinobu didn't speak.

"You will be with him for ten years, right?" Atobe's father said. "I don't want him to make any more messes. If you stay with him, he should be satisfied, right?"

Shinobu suddenly wanted to laugh a little bit, it was so ironic, whether his father or Atobe's father, they all suddenly turned on the green light at this time.And Atobe's father even used such a reason.He actually laughed. "Mr. Atobe, you really don't know your son very well."

Atobe's father frowned.His expression is exactly the same as Atobe's, but the meaning is completely different.

"Well, thank you for the tea. I'll go find him. Today is Valentine's Day. I wish you a happy day too." Shinozu didn't want to explain anymore, he was past the age where he could justify himself.He put down his teacup and stood up.

He walked out of Atobe's house, breathed in the chilly air of London's early spring, shivered quietly, and thought: Xiao Jing, where are you?I am coming.

It was a very dramatic day.Later, Renzu recalled that God might really be watching.

At first he planned to go to the real estate agency next to Financial Street to try his luck, but he was stunned by the London subway, got on the reverse side, and was dazed for a while when he got off, and when he was about to turn back, he bumped into a man who hadn't expected An acquaintance who will appear here - Tezuka.

Tezuka was also surprised.Although he said nothing on his face.He had come to London for an advertising campaign and was planning to go back.Reluctantly asked him if he knew where Atobe lived, Tezuka gave him the address.Because apparently Atobe had invited him to the house.

I have to say that I am so jealous.Tezuka didn't seem to know about Atobe and him yet, and said that he hadn't seen him for a long time, and that he would get together again when he returned to his country and asked Shang Atobe to join him.I can't wait to see you again.

He took a taxi to Atobe's address, but Atobe was not at home. After walking around the door twice, Renzu suddenly had an idea and asked his neighbor where the tennis court nearby was.

There are three tennis courts nearby. The first one is an indoor tennis court. A large group of half-grown children are training.He thought about it before walking to the third tennis court, and bought all the flowers from the little girl who sold roses on the corner of the street.Roses on Valentine's Day are always more expensive than usual, but the little girl was very happy, she smiled sweetly, kissed his face, and said I wish you happiness and God bless you!Shinobu also smiled.

He heard the sound of the tennis ball hitting the ground and the sound of applause from a distance, and his heartbeat began to speed up.

It was a street tennis court. When he walked over, he just happened to see Atobe jumping for a smash. On the opposite side were two students who looked like students. They didn't catch it and lost. They were gasping for breath.

Everything seems to go back in time.I couldn't help but laugh.He dialed through the crowd of onlookers and walked over. "Hey, it's not good to bully children, right? Come play with me."

Atobe raised his head, saw him, was taken aback, and then smiled. "That depends on your ability."

Renzu put the flower on the sidelines, borrowed a branch of flower from the students playing for a beat, twirled it, weighed it, and returned to the court.He still wears a suit and leather shoes, and even this seems to have been repeated many years ago.

Atobe served the first ball, moved his feet, the racket touched the ball, the familiar vibration of the wrist, the same force, the body memory was naturally revived, faster than any reaction.He caught the ball back.

He took off his suit halfway through the fight, and threw away his tie after a while. The leather shoes are not suitable for strenuous exercise and his feet will hurt, but he didn't care so much at this time. A giant bear shot back, and the trace The Ministry laughed.Standing across from him, he was still his king, sharp, proud, shining, as tough as ever, like a rose in full bloom.

Ninja also laughed.Tennis... is really good.

Come and go, it takes more than a dozen rounds to score every point.Atobe is deliberately procrastinating, but this is a pleasant delay, and he wants to keep the happy time longer.They didn't score in the end, until it was getting dark, and Renzu's racket couldn't bear any more impact, and the string broke with a bang.

He shrugged helplessly, returned the racket to the student waiting next to him, and said, I'm sorry, I broke your racket.Atobu came over, took out the pound from his pocket, and handed it to the student, but the student didn't answer it, and asked what's your name with twinkling eyes?Bravo.

"Yushi Ninja." Atobe pointed at Ninja. "My lord, you don't need to remember."

Shinobu walked to the sidelines and picked up his flowers. They had been left for a long time and they were not very fresh, but Atobe didn't care.

He put on a suit and walked towards Atobe with flowers on his shoulders. The man he had loved since he was a child was standing at the gate of the stadium waiting for him. His silhouette was illuminated by the street lamps that had just turned on, and he was as handsome as a Greek statue.

They went back to Atobe's house together.Although it is a rented apartment, it is not big, but Atobe still placed exquisite decorations according to his preferences, and even a piano.He found a vase, put the flowers in it, filled it with water, skillfully boiled the tea, took out refreshments from the cupboard and put them on the tea table.

Shinobu watched him move, Atobe could take good care of himself without a servant.

His feet felt sore after finally relaxing, and he had to change positions.

"Xiaojing." He called.Atobe raised his head to look at him, closed his drooping Liu Hai, and raised his eyebrows halfway.At that moment, it seemed that ten years had passed. Atobe stood at the gate of the airport. He had just had a big fight with his father. He was exhausted physically and mentally, but he still looked at him earnestly—in fact, he was waiting for him.

Reluctantly stepped forward, held his chin, paused, and kissed him.Atobe closed his eyes, the mole of tears hidden in the shadow of trembling eyelashes.After a while, he took off his glasses and put them aside.

They hugged each other while taking a shower in the bathroom, their lips could not be separated, Atobu put his legs on his waist and rubbed, hugged him with restraint, and kissed his wet body over and over again reverently.

They did it once in the bathroom, Atobe hugging him tightly, flushed with heat and lust, calling his name over and over again. "Yushi", "Yushi", trembling, almost desperate, with endless longing and endless sorrow, Renzu suddenly realized clearly that he was never the only one suffering.

He put Atobe on the bed, climbed up to kiss him, as deep as the last kiss in the world, entered him again, possessed him, called Xiaojing, said I love you, don't leave me, until Atobe couldn't hold back his tears , fingernails scratched scars on his back.

His mind went blank during the orgasm, and when he woke up, he realized that he was also in tears.

But the matter of sexual desire will turn into love, and it will make people extra sober at the end.

There is no winning or losing in love, it is nothing more than accepting everything.All failures, all disappointments, even despair.Accept it all, and then recognize the fact that the deepest desires need only the simplest, purest company.

For example, playing a game of tennis, for example, body temperature that can be touched by reaching out.

And this is a luxury for them.How sad.

Shinobu put on his clothes, Atobe ordered takeaway, the two sat in the living room and waited, Atobe adjusted the TV channel impatiently, Shinobu sat quietly, trying to ignore the elephant in the room: how long does he have to leave, get off When and how long—how long do they have?

The doorbell rang, Atobe went to answer the door, and the takeaway delivered bento, which turned out to be Japanese style.

"Of course it can't be compared with Japan, but it's better than nothing." Atobe said, picked up a piece of sushi, dipped it in soy sauce on a disposable plate, and put it in his mouth.

I ate a mouthful of fish, frozen canned food, not fresh at all.

Sometimes it's just an insignificant moment in impermanent life that is the straw that breaks the camel's back.For Shinozu, it was that unpalatable green swordfish.Suddenly he couldn't take it anymore.

"Hey, Xiaojing, come with me." He said.Put down the chopsticks.

Atobe paused, looking at him.

"I met your dad today, and he said he would give you ten years of free development." Ren Zu said. "My family also wants to see you. There are also good companies in Tokyo, so there is no need to stay in London, right?"

Atobu didn't speak.

"My family gave me a sum of money to buy a house in Tokyo. Although the full payment is a bit troublesome, the down payment is still no problem. Come back, okay? I'm doing well now, although I'm very busy, but I want to take time out to play with you It's still possible."

"I don't want to...don't want to go on like this," he said. "Although it's self-righteous to say this, it doesn't matter if you don't inherit it in your future life."

He was mentally prepared that the ministry would reject him.After all, this is really a very arrogant proposal, who is Keigo Atobe?Will you accept to follow him?Even raised by him?

But Atobe said, "Okay."

He only said this one word, then lowered his head and continued to eat his food.

I was stunned.He wasn't quite sure what Atobe meant, but he was too embarrassed to mention it.