Master, he has to report his thoughts every day [Rebirth]

Zhou Li drove the car all the way to the edge of the canal. He stood on the edge of the river and looked down, imagining the feeling of Xiao Ran standing on the edge of the river in Mishui Town.

Zhou Li used to be in despair, but even in his most painful time, he never thought of leaving this world, perhaps because death is unknown, and the unknown is often more terrifying than the known reality. How did a person like Xiao Ran break through his fear and make up his mind to jump off the riverside?

Zhou Li stood on the riverside for half the night, and did not leave until his legs were so numb that he couldn't stand up straight.

When he started the car, he glanced at the direction of the trunk, where the luggage he hastily packed from the rental room was placed, some of which were just moved out of school yesterday.

Why do you want to temporarily separate from Xiao Ran?Zhou Li was asking himself.

It has nothing to do with Shu Wangbei, and of course it has nothing to do with Ai Jia.

Xiao Ran said that he hesitated at that time, and Zhou Li himself admitted, but why did he hesitate when facing Ai Jia's request.

Of course Zhou Li has no feelings for Ai Jia, except for Xiao Ran, he is almost a love insulator.

Perhaps because of their childhood experiences, Shen Jie's sons value family affection very much, but retain respect and awe for love. In other words, they maintain an attitude of keeping a respectful distance. Beginning to understand, Zhou Li is only in his early twenties now, no matter how mature he is in other aspects, he is an out-and-out novice in dating.

Zhou Li has always yearned for a life full of sunshine, which is why he especially likes getting along with Shu Wangbei. When getting along with him, he will feel happy every day, and the haze in his heart seldom has a chance to escape.

But on the contrary, occasionally he doesn't want to see Shu Wangbei, not because of disgust or other things, but because he cherishes it too much. When the dark emotions in his heart rise, when the past gradually surfaced, Zhou Li didn't even want Shu Wangbei to appear by his side, he didn't want Shu Wangbei to know all this, he didn't want him to know the darkness in his heart, so sometimes he was actually acting, playing himself as cheerful and happy, acting as himself as heartless and careless. lung.

When he arrived at Xiao Ran's place, because of the similar experience, Zhou Li Fangfo saw another self. He once thought that if Zhou Yan hadn't left the family back then, if he hadn't had Zhou Xi lending a helping hand to him in time, then what would have happened to him in the end? Will it be worse than Xiao Ran?

This idea made Zhou Li sympathize with Xiao Ran, but at the same time, he hated Xiao Ran even more.

However, gradually, Zhou Li discovered that he began to like being with Xiao Ran, not for anything else, but because he could show his true nature to the fullest, he could vent the evil thoughts in his heart wantonly, and he would get tired after acting for a long time.Xiao Ran completely tolerates and accepts him. If he keeps doing this, Zhou Li will get tired of it soon. Even if he is not tired, then he may become the second Zhou Yan or the second Li Hui because of his unscrupulous venting. .

Xiao Ran is like an ambitious kitten, usually docile and well-behaved, but once he finds that its master has let down his vigilance, he will stretch out his little paws to try to attack and control his master. Challenged, suppressed again and again, in this process, Zhou Li felt an unprecedented pleasure, although he did not show it on the surface, but every time Xiao Ran showed him a strong desire to challenge or possess, Zhou Li's heart was full of excitement. It was like boiling a pot of hot water, bubbling and bubbling, unable to calm down, he was perhaps more immersed in the time the two spent together than Xiao Ran.

Then, the trip to Shenzhen a few days ago, the short few days of travel seemed like God specially gave Zhou Li a period of time to think clearly. For the first time, Zhou Li realized that his feelings for Xiao Ran had been unknowingly. It was so deep that he couldn't imagine it. After realizing this, Zhou Li hesitated. He actually lied to himself. His feelings for Xiao Ran were not at all [-]%, let alone [-]%. He couldn't rate himself rationally, thinking of Xiao Ran, his heart was in chaos.

Zhou Li basically participated in the school graduation dinners one after another. He didn't talk much, drank a lot of wine, came home late, and fell asleep in bed. Knowing Xiao Ran's recent dissatisfaction with his neglect.

He knew Ai Jia's affection for him. At the dinner table of the last graduation dinner today, Ai Jia took the initiative to sit next to him. To be honest, Zhou Li had no troubles in his heart. It was impossible for him to go away with such a girl. Together, not to mention that he doesn't have any feelings for girls at all, but the objective conditions, the gap between them is too big, if Zhou Li shows his dark side even by a little, I'm afraid girls will Get scared off right away.

But when the two left with their classmates, Zhou Li hesitated when Ai Jia asked him repeatedly if he could give her a chance. Although in the end he gave the other party a negative answer, he knew that he really hesitated at that time. There are two reasons he analyzed now, one is simply because he doesn't want to embarrass the girl too much, and the other is because he was thinking about what would happen if he didn't go to Xiao Ran's date today, and what would happen if he and Xiao Ran separated.

Xiao Ran was waiting for him outside the hotel, yes, how could he not be there? If Xiao Ran made an appointment with him outside, he would always go out early and wait. Zhou Li told him many times that he didn't need to be so early, but Xiao Ran still Going my own way and not listening to him at all, Zhou Li felt that it was unnecessary to waste time waiting for nothing, but if Xiao Ran really listened to him and didn't wait for him sooner, Zhou Li felt unbearable even after thinking about it.

Zhou Li thought, he was too dependent on Xiao Ran, he needed time to calm down.The rental house was clearly rented by him, and he also arranged the house, but ever since Xiao Ran moved in, it became Xiao Ran's home field. Every time Zhou Li thought of that house, he felt that it was Xiao Ran's home. Meticulously prepared to capture his own gentle cave.

Zhou Li wanted to move out of there and completely cut off contact with Xiao Ran. He had to calmly think about what to do next.

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Zhou Li didn't get up until almost noon the next day. When he went out of the room and entered the living room, he found Shen Jie sitting on the sofa making tea.

Seeing him coming out, Shen Jie scanned his body and said, "Has the tired bird returned to its nest?"

Zhou Li sat down opposite him, raised his head and drank a cup of tea, "Dad, I feel sad."

For so many years, it was the first time for Shen Jie to hear his son confide in himself, and he thought it was very fresh. He raised his eyebrows and said, "Broken in love?"

Zhou Li shook his head, then nodded again, "Maybe."

Shen Jie filled the cup in front of him with tea, "Sip my new Dahongpao slowly, don't waste it."

Zhou Li picked up the cup and sipped a few sips. After all, he was impatient to drink again, and threw the cup on the tea tray with a snap.

Shen Jie hissed distressedly, raised his head and glared at Zhou Li, "Hurry up, go back wherever you were kicked out from, don't make me feel bad at home, you are my Shen Jie's son, not a coward, don't punish me Haw and Wai Wai, let’s be more straightforward, isn’t it just a relationship, if the two can get along, live well, if they can’t, then split, it’s as simple as that, there’s no need to get entangled!”

Zhou Li sat on the sofa and hesitated for a while, Shen Jie was too lazy to see his resignation, got up with the teapot and cup and prepared to go back to his room.

Zhou Li suddenly stood up from the sofa, the action was so sudden that Shen Jie was startled, and the teacup almost fell out of his hand and fell to the ground.

Shen Jie turned to look at Zhou Li, who said, "I have to go, Dad."

After finishing speaking, he went to the room and took out the luggage bag again, and when he slammed the door, it disappeared.

Shen Jie sat back on the sofa, put down the teapot and cups, looked at the empty room, and sighed.

Zhou Li threw his luggage into the trunk and drove back to the community where the rental house was located.

Shen Jie didn't know about his affairs, and the few words of persuasion were not on the point, but there was one sentence that was really good. Live well if you can live, and divide if you can't. Zhou Li felt that he was so entangled that he could only let two people It's all sad, it doesn't make any sense, maybe he can open up his heart to talk with Xiao Ran, maybe he can get the answer he wants.

Zhou Li climbed to the sixth floor with his luggage on his back. He took out the key from his pocket and opened the door. The moment the door opened, Zhou Li felt that something was wrong. When he walked into the bedroom of the two, he fully understood what was wrong. Where is it? Xiao Ran's things are gone. After he left, he also moved away.