life is like this

With Zhou Kai's status, the standard of the birthday party held must be very high, and the people invited must be either rich or expensive.

Except me, of course.

I was invited because of Chu Yan.

I believe everyone will meet such a person at a certain stage of life, this person is excellent and perfect, you envy him and envy him, always gnash your teeth and want to surpass him, wishing to step on him forever Can't turn over.

But when you try to do that, you're forever dwarfed and powerless.

Unfortunately, Chu Yan is such a person.

He has a good family background, good looks, good education, and even a better boyfriend than others.

Zhou Kai, the heir of the Zhou family, is his boyfriend and the man I have loved for many years.

My father is the housekeeper of Zhou's family. As my father's old son, I lived with Zhou Kai in Zhou's house since childhood.

Zhou Kai is so good, coupled with so many years of companionship, I naturally fell in love with him, and of course I silently pursued him like this.

Then Chu Yan suddenly appeared at Zhou's house. He had a close relationship with Zhou Kai. I was so jealous that I used a lot of tricks in secret.

However, these small tricks are not very glorious or clever, and they are quickly known by others, and they become gossip before dinner and tea.

At that time, I would hear those nobles ridiculing me N times every day, for example, I want to eat swan meat, I don’t look in the mirror to see what I look like, and I compare myself with Chu Yan.

In the end, I had to transfer schools, left the city where I grew up, and started self-imposed exile.

Although these things sounded light and calm, they were very noisy at that time and had a great impact on me. For example, when I watch TV dramas now, when I see a vicious female supporting role who has no brains and is cast aside by thousands of people, I can feel it. Think of myself.

The small town where I live is not far from the city where Zhou Kai lives, and I arrived at Zhou's house in the evening.

Sure enough, there were so many guests who were either rich or expensive, and many of them came to make money. After all, as a birthday party, the threshold is not so strict, and you can always get in if you find the right door.

The moment I came in, many eyes shot at me. Thanks to the two years of working in Casio, I calmly ignored the eyes of these mortals.

I searched among the crowd, and after a while I saw my father, who hadn't changed much, just as dull.

Standing beside him is Zhou Kai's grandfather. His grandfather really likes me very much, otherwise I would have been kicked out of Zhou's house for the things I caused.

I looked at it from a distance, and I didn't know what it was like in my heart. When I came here, I was aggressive, but now it looks like a deflated balloon, pitiful.

I turned around sluggishly, walked as far as possible to a place with few people, and walked unsteadily to the artificial lake of the Zhou family. There were many lotus flowers in the lake. I watched quietly, thinking of my childhood A lot of things, a lot of happy memories, and a lot of sad things, my heart is hot and cold for a while, very tormented.

I sighed, turned around melancholy, raised my eyelids and saw the person standing behind me, with sword eyebrows and star eyes, deep outline, cold and handsome.

He stood there, like a majestic mountain, with a majestic, steady and serious momentum, which made people retreat.

As a person who has dealt with mental illness since I was a child, I have seen all kinds of incredible scenes. Casio Prison has allowed me to evolve to the ultimate state where I can share the bed with James.

Then the problem is coming.

Tobe or nottobe.

To be aggressive or not to be aggressive, that is the question.