[Entertainment] The name of faith

"I really, really appreciate being around, everyone."

"However, I also feel sorry." Lu Chen paused, licked his dry lips, feeling very uncomfortable, this is a very difficult thing for Lu Chen to say, it is a very shameful and even hurtful thing In fact, it was not only Lu Chen who was hurt, but also them.

"I'm sorry for not being honest with you guys. I'm not trying to justify anything, because everyone has seen that I'm not doing well lately. I'm really sorry."

Lu Chen clenched his fists, and took a deep breath: "It's been so long since we've been together, even the least one has been together for five years, and even Brother Nanjun and you have been together for seven years, obviously It should exist like a family, and it is obviously an existence that can talk about everything unscrupulously, but... I am sorry..."

Everyone listened quietly, in such a short paragraph, he had already said "sorry" four times, and it could be seen how guilty he was.Tian Zhengguo, who was staying beside Lu Chen, looked at him. He felt that he should do something, such as pulling Lu Chen's hand and telling him not to be sorry.However, he still didn't do anything.

For some reason, there is an intuition that tells him that this is not what Lu Chen wants now, and it will even bring him a sense of burden.Moreover, he really wanted to know why Lu Chen felt so sorry.

"You all know that when I was about 12 years old, my father passed away, and then I came to South Korea. I spent almost all of my time in South Korea with you. Maybe it was because of my father's sudden death at that time, so I I’ve always been scared, not because I’m afraid that no one will take care of me, but because I’m afraid of being left behind.”

"I really don't feel safe. I am afraid that I have given everything, but I am the only one left after all. I am really at ease when you are by my side, but this sense of inadequacy will always remain in my heart."

"So why did I become like this...it's because of anxiety..."

"I'm so sorry, it's also because we have become like family to each other, but..." Lu Chen didn't finish, because it was too difficult for him to say it.

"I see." Min Yunqi kept her eyes on the ground and did not look in Lu Chen's direction, "I thought it was because this movie put too much pressure on you, but now it seems that maybe It's not the whole reason, it's probably just that the uneasiness hidden deep in your heart has exploded. Even if it's not now, it will be in the future."

Min Yunqi also felt very irritable, helpless, and sad.

How can this be explained?It would seem less frustrating.Let's put it this way, it is said that an elder brother is like a father, and Lu Chen does not have a real brother, but he thought that at least for Lu Chen, after seven years of getting along, he has become the same existence as his brother, and he can even be a kind of existence similar to his brother. the presence of the father.

However, now it seems that he really thinks too much.

It's like you gave your heart, only to find that people didn't take you seriously.But this kind of statement was too extreme for Lu Chen. After spending so long together day and night, Lu Chen regarded them as family members and brothers, that's why he held back for so long.However, the reason for this sense of gap is because they want too much, much more than they imagined.

Jin Taiheng couldn't say any words of accusation, he understood Lu Chen's mood, he just had an extra wall in his heart because of the accident when he was a child, and this wall was slowly broken by them getting along day by day But there is still a corner, blocked by a lock, they can't get in, and Lu Chen can't get out.

"It's okay, just tell us..." Jin Nanjun said, "Let's solve it together."

"Yes... that's right." Zheng Haoxi nodded aside.

But having said that, they are also thinking about what to do, and they have no idea. In fact, it is difficult for them to help with this kind of thing, and they still have to rely on him to solve it by himself and untie this knot.

Silent for a while, Lu Chen lowered his head, clenched his hands into fists, and bit his lower lip tightly.

It was Jin Shuozhen who said: "Why don't you go back to rest tonight. You must be tired."

"……it is good."

Tian Zhengguo looked at Lu Chen and saw that he was silent. Lu Chen hadn't said anything since he entered the room.

He wanted to say something to ease the atmosphere, but he was not good at talking, so he held back for a long time: "...Are you going to sleep?"

"Ha..." After Tian Zhengguo finished speaking, he sighed silently for his disappointment, why don't you go to a class next time and learn this kind of comforting.

Lu Chen listened to Tian Zhengguo's words, looked at him for a while, and then nodded slightly.

"Zhengguo, do you think I am a very bad person?" Lu Chen looked at the ceiling and asked what was in his heart. Even though none of them said it clearly, Lu Chen knew that each of them was very serious. disappointment.

Tian Zhengguo subconsciously wanted to deny it when Lu Chen finished speaking, but he stopped his words in an instant. He remembered Lu Chen's expression in the living room just now, with a feeling of self-denial. Perhaps, Lu Chen now That's not the kind of answer you want.

He pondered for a while: "It's really bad. Isn't it like chasing someone you like in high school, you spent all your heart and soul, but you didn't receive any response?" Feeling Lu Chen's body stiff After a while, Tian Zhengguo hurriedly continued, "Of course, it's not to this extent."

Tian Zhengguo changed the subject: "But if you think about it carefully, it's actually not difficult to understand. At such a young age, you have encountered so many things, but you can grow into the Lu Chen you are now. I feel that you are actually amazing."

Growing up in a single-parent family, he met his father's death when he graduated from elementary school. He might become the current Lu Chen, who has many advantages, is positive, and tries his best to do his best in everything. He has a complete set of values, and he has not resigned himself to depravity. Lu Chen is a really remarkable person.Tian Zhengguo thinks so, and this is his real thought.

"Besides, Brother Nanjun didn't talk about it in the living room just now, if there is anything we can solve together." Tian Zhengguo turned over and looked at Lu Chen, "We are family, aren't we?"

Talking to Lu Chen, Tian Zhengguo lived entirely by intuition, but at certain times, he was able to touch a certain point in people's hearts, which was surprisingly powerful.

"Don't think about it so much. Now, go to bed quickly, and talk to your brothers when you wake up tomorrow. You can tell us that you are already feeling very happy. They are all looking forward to you going to them. In fact, they It's not your fault, so be happy."

Lu Chen turned his head, glanced at Tian Zhengguo, and forced a smile: "Mmm..."

Yes, we are family.

Surprisingly, when we woke up the next day, everyone was very calm, as if some kind of contract had been reached, maintaining an extreme balance on the edge of a cliff.

Lu Chen felt a little uneasy about this situation. Everyone's attitude towards him was the same as before. There was no major change, neither indifference nor excessive enthusiasm.

This kind of performance made Lu Chen feel relieved, but at the same time felt a lot of guilt and felt uncomfortable.

So he became silent and didn't speak, even during practice, no matter what was pointed out by the teacher or the members, Lu Chen would obediently nod without saying a word.When the teacher saw Lu Chen like this, he would raise his eyebrows in surprise, surprised by Lu Chen's performance, but seeing the other members, he didn't say anything, believing that they could solve it.

After taking a rest, Lu Chen just sat down and took a sip of water when Min Yunqi said, "Come with me."

Lu Chen looked up at him, only seeing Min Yunqi's expressionless face.

"Come here." Min Yunqi just waved.

Lu Chen looked at Min Yunqi, and subconsciously looked at the other members. The others just glanced at their situation from the corner of their eyes, and didn't dare to make a sound, because they could tell at a glance, Brother Yunqi I'm really in a bad mood now, and I dare not touch this bad luck.

Lu Chen pursed his lips, but could only bite the bullet and follow.

Jin Taiheng poked Zheng Haoxi next to him: "Brother, do you think Brother Yunqi would hit Ah Chen? Should I stop him just now?"

"What are you talking about?" Zheng Haoxi looked at Jin Taeheng helplessly, "Even if Brother Yunqi hits you, he wouldn't hit Ah Chen."

"Oh..." Jin Taiheng nodded, suddenly felt that Zheng Haoxi's words were strange?

"Why can't you beat me even when you beat me?" Is there still such a difference in treatment these days?Did he really pick it up in a trash can?

Zheng Haoxi hurriedly said: "It's just an analogy, I didn't say I really want to hit you. Think about it, how much Brother Yunqi usually dotes on Ah Chen, almost raised by Brother Yunqi, do you think he is capable of doing this?" ?”

"But Brother Yunqi looked really angry..."

"I'm sure I'm angry. I'm angry too. But it's because of Ah Chen...it doesn't really have much to do with what Ah Chen said yesterday."

Zheng Haoxi patted Jin Taeheng's head: "Don't worry. Brother Yunqi will take care of it."

"Oh……"

Lu Chen followed Min Yunqi to the studio. Min Yunqi was sitting on a chair with the brim of his hat pulled down so that he couldn't see his eyes.Lu Chen closed the door with his backhand, and stood there bewildered as if punished.

"Sit down." Seeing Lu Chen's uneasiness now, Min Yunqi didn't restrain her tone, because he felt that he should have a good talk with Lu Chen.

After Lu Chen sat down, Min Yunqi said, "Do you think this is right for you?"

"……wrong."

"I think I should really scold you now, so that you can remember first."