[Entertainment] The name of faith

In fact, Tian Zhengguo has always known that Lu Chen has always been ahead of him, not because of age or ability, but because of his character.

His childhood experiences have determined his psychological state, and he was torn apart by the world to grow up.

Therefore, Tian Zhengguo can't say that he knows what his feelings are. After all, there is no such thing as empathy, and you will never know how painful it is until the needle sticks to you. But he understands that Lu Chen needs people. He can understand Lu Chen's helplessness, so he wants to accompany Lu Chen.

He remembered that there was a message from a fan. It seemed that when Lu Chen was discharged from the hospital to make up for his birthday, the Ami said: The two of them will grow up together.

He wanted to grow up slowly with him, but Lu Chen really ran too fast, he could no longer catch up with him.

He wanted to tell Lu Chen, it's okay, I'm still here, I understand.

"Zheng...guo?" Lu Chen was stunned, but he was suddenly embraced by Tian Zhengguo, and he hadn't fully reacted yet.

But before Lu Chen could figure it out, Tian Zhengguo let go of him. He smiled and asked him, "Are you hungry?"

When Tian Zhengguo went out to help Lu Chen cook ramen, Lu Chen was packing his luggage and folding the clothes in his room, but Lu Chen's mind was still blank.

Things are messy in my head.

"Knock, knock." Two knocks on the door brought back Lu Chen's thoughts, "Please come in."

The door was pushed open, and Jin Taiheng revealed a small head: "Achen?"

"Brother Taiheng, what's the matter? Is there something wrong?"

"It's all right." Jin Taiheng waved his hand after entering the door, "I just heard that you're back, so I came to see you." He sat down opposite Lu Chen and watched Lu Chen pack his luggage.

Jin Taiheng kept silent about those things about Lu Chen, he knew all about it, the trouble was too big, and the matter had already been passed on.At that time, the moment he saw the news, he wanted to call Lu Chen and ask him how he was doing, but he was stopped by his brothers. They all said that Lu Chen needed some time to calm down.

So he held back for a long time, until now he had time to chat with Lu Chen.But once he was in front of Lu Chen, he couldn't ask any questions.

To be honest, he can fully understand Lu Chen's current mood. Their experiences are somewhat similar, they have experienced the death of their relatives one after another.They all exposed this wound to the sun naked.

Jin Taiheng looked at him, watched him slowly fold the clothes in his hands, Lu Chen met Jin Taiheng's eyes, and the movements of his hands became slower and slower, at the end he sighed helplessly: "Brother, don't stare at me. Me, I'm really stressed."

"Then I don't want to stare, can't I do it? Do you want something to eat?" Jin Taiheng asked with curled lips.

"Ah, for this, Zhengguo has already gone out to help me get it."

"...that kid is really fast."

"Huh? What did you say?"

"No, it's nothing!" Jin Taiheng got up from the ground, "I'll go out first."

"Oh..." Lu Chen stared blankly at Jin Taiheng running out the door, then looked at the clothes in his hand, and put them in the cabinet.

"Ah Chen!!!" Lu Chen was so frightened by this shout that his hands trembled and he almost lost his clothes.

When Lu Chen turned his head, he saw Park Jimin rushing into the door in a hurry: "Brother Jimin?"

"Ah Chen!" Park Jimin ran up to Lu Chen, closed his mouth for a moment, then looked Lu Chen up and down, staring at Lu Chen until his scalp became numb.

"You...I, forget it." He managed to start, but he still held back his words.

Lu Chen blinked, but in fact, he knew exactly what Park Jimin wanted to say in his heart, and he also knew why Park Jimin hesitated to speak, but he felt that he was afraid of irritating him.

But he didn't say anything, just pretended to know nothing, and smiled peacefully at Park Jimin.

Park Jimin took a deep breath: "... Are you hungry? What do you want to eat?"

Why are one or two of them all asking this question?Does he look that hungry?Or do you three have a good understanding?A high degree of unity of thought?

Lu Chen could only helplessly explain again: "Zhengguo has already helped me out to get food, um... If I guessed correctly, Brother Taiheng is probably here now..."

"Tai Heng? No, no, I have to go and have a look quickly, and don't make any weird things." Park Jimin turned his head and ran away.

"By the way, come out as soon as you finish packing. Bro, they all want to see you." Before going out, Park Jimin did not forget to ask.

"it is good."

After Lu Chen packed his things, he went to the kitchen and saw three people gathered around the stove, arguing about something.

"Wait, wait! Too much, too much! Do you want to kill Ah Chen!"

"Not too much, not too much, trust me! It's the magic seasoning!"

"What magic seasoning! You can only believe in ghosts! Don't mess around!"

Lu Chen stared at the backs of the three of them, and began to worry deeply about his taste buds.

"Hey! You three!" Before Lu Chen could look back, he saw Jin Shuozhen who hurried over.When Jin Shuozhen passed by Lu Chen, he still didn't forget to say hello: "Ah Chen, are you back? I'll talk to you later, and I'll take care of your meal first."

Then I saw Jin Shuozhen push all the three people away, looked at the pot, took a spoon to taste the taste, and immediately turned back with a wrinkled face: "How much soy sauce did you add?"

"...I didn't intend to add so much, but I accidentally shook my hand..."

"...Hey..." Jin Shuo turned around with a vicissitudes of life, and began to accept his fate to clean up the mess.

But Lu Chen breathed a sigh of relief: "I'm saved."

Lu Chen looked at Jinshuo's real rice cake soup in front of him, and after taking a sip, his stomach felt warm.

"How is it?" Jin Shuozhen asked after watching Lu Chen take a bite.

"It's delicious." Lu Chen nodded, but it's true that it's delicious, but with four people staring at it blankly, no matter how delicious it is, it's hard to eat it...

He endured it, but couldn't hold back: "Don't stare at me like this..."

After being told by Lu Chen, the four of them were silent for a while, and then hurriedly said: "Okay, okay, don't stare. You eat what you eat."

Lu Chen was holding a bowl, and when he noticed that the gazes were still coming over, he changed the direction decisively, and then stopped.

Why on earth did they think that I would be so fragile?However, it is true that he is indeed a little cowardly.I always look for a place that can give me a sense of security with evasion.

The bowl bottomed out in a short while. Lu Chen took the bowl and chopsticks to the sink, quietly washed the bowl, dried the water on his hands, supported the sink, took a deep breath, then turned around and smiled: "If you want to ask anything, just ask me." Just ask."

Lu Chen knew that he should do what that person told him, and he should tell them clearly what he was thinking.

They were all worried about Lu Chen's current situation. They were really worried about those news and bad comments, because the word "father" might be something that Lu Chen couldn't touch in his heart.

In addition, Lu Chen's recent state is obviously not good to the naked eye, but sometimes Lu Chen will become very normal, just like on his birthday, he is really happy. Nothing happened.

It was the same at the end of the year, when Lu Chen was already much better, but now this kind of thing happened again, only one head and two big, debuted for so long, and he was already used to such things as bad reviews and fake news Strange, but at such a sensitive juncture, I can't wait to crawl over the network cable, get that person out and have a good talk about life with him.

But at this time, for Lu Chen, it was an opportunity to meet them frankly, tell them all about his most sensitive and vulnerable side, and his most insecure side, and from then on, there will be no more secrets.

This is all about him, all of which he has revealed in front of them.

"Actually, there is sadness, anxiety, confusion, anxiety and discomfort, almost all negative emotions, all of which are pressed on the body, very irritable, and it is a feeling like running to a corner where there is no one to hide. "

"Sometimes I think, why should I be so sensible? Can't I be more self-willed? Can't I do what I want? Don't worry about anything. But this idea, as long as I come up with it, I will be suppressed by myself. "

"Because I'm afraid."

Lu Chen raised his head, looked at them, at the seven people in front of him.

Everyone put down their work and came to the living room. There were only a few of them, forming a circle and listening to Lu Chen's speech quietly.

"I was terrified of being left behind, of being left alone again."

"Actually, I'm very glad to have met you. When I come to Korea alone, I have to learn the language from scratch, so I don't like to talk all the time. The relatives I don't know, even if they treat me very well, but the sense of distance is no matter what. There is no way to erase it.”

"I was the first to meet Brother Nan Jun, the first to give me warmth. I am not very old, but I can take care of others like this, and then Brother Yun Qi, it was Brother Yun Qi who told me that there are still such things in this world. People, they can show such concern to strangers, a person who looks so cold is actually so warm."

Lu Chen looked like he was about to cry, with tears in his eyes, recalling Lu Chen at that time, Lu Chen at the age of 12, sensitive and inferior.

The inferiority complex caused by being alone and helpless, and the inferiority complex that cannot be erased because of his incomplete family.Therefore, he has always armed himself with appearance, from head to toe, airtight.Be polite to everyone, smile at everyone, hide yourself desperately.

It was also at this time that someone pushed aside the layer of clouds and mists, and in the sunshine, stretched out a hand to him and held him, making him feel warm all over his body.