you are my sweetie

Three tired, committed suicide.

She didn't lock the door, and Tian Yisheng found her body in the bathroom.

She soaked in the bathtub, with a plastic tube stuck around her neck and the other end inserted into the drain hole, and just drained all the blood from her body.

Die clean.

When Tian Yisheng saw that scene, he didn't react for several minutes.

This incident suddenly seemed like a nightmare, struck without warning, haunting Tian Yisheng's body, her mind went blank, and when she regained consciousness, she sat slumped on the floor, trembling all over.

She wanted to call Lu Manzi, but her fingers were trembling so badly that even her eyes were trembling and beating. Those numbers flashed across her field of vision one by one, blurring into a mass of indistinguishable numbers. She repeated it several times, but she didn't recognize it. Which one is Lu Manzi's phone number.

In a daze, there seemed to be footsteps coming from behind, someone was talking, she looked up blankly, and it took a while to recognize that it was Fu Cheng.

"What happened?" Fu Cheng felt something was wrong and asked her with a frown.

Tian Yisheng pointed to the bathroom with shaking fingers: "Yanzi..."

Fu Cheng walked to the door of the bathroom, stood still for three seconds, and walked in slowly.

After a few seconds, or a little longer, he came out again, closed the bathroom door, silently helped Tian Yisheng to the sofa, then took out his mobile phone and started calling one by one.

Tian Yisheng gradually calmed down, and asked Fu Cheng with red eyes: "Is it true? Yanzi really..."

Fu Cheng closed his eyes and nodded slightly.

Tian Yisheng took a deep breath: "Why did this happen? Why did she suddenly..."

Thoughts were in a mess, Tian Yisheng suddenly remembered what San Yan had said several times before that he was going to leave. It turned out that to go was to die.

"Why didn't I think of it..." Tian Yisheng cried, "She told me again a few days ago that she was leaving, but I didn't even think of it, I thought she was just going to leave here... Why didn't I think of it ?”

If she had thought a little more and cared a little more about the three annoyances, perhaps things would not have been like this.

Fu Cheng sighed: "Don't talk about you, I didn't even think about it..."

Tian Yisheng covered his face, still unable to understand: "Why is this happening? They are all fine, why are you doing this?"

Fu Cheng stared down at the ground with a heavy and sad expression.

The car whistled again soon, and Mo Yuchen rushed over.

"Fu Cheng, if you fucking dare to lie to me, I'll screw you a few times!" He hurried in, saw Tian Yisheng who was crying, and his expression froze, "Where's the third annoyance?"

Fu Cheng pointed to the bathroom.

Mo Yuchen rushed over non-stop, opened the door, and his back froze. After a long time, he yelled and cursed: "I knew the fuck, something would happen sooner or later!"

He slammed the bathroom door heavily, and continued to curse with red eyes: "Fuck you, Yue Yaohuan! Fuck..."

He leaned against the wall with a pale face, and gradually fell silent.

The three of them stayed in the huge living room in dead silence.

Lu Manzi came last.

As soon as she arrived, Mo Yuchen tensed up nervously.

With no expression on her face, Lu Manzi went straight to the bathroom.

"Manzi, don't look!" Mo Yuchen stretched out his hand to pull her.

Lu Manzi threw him away vigorously, her eyes were red and frightening: "Let go!"

Fu Cheng also stood up and said, "Manzi, let's deal with this matter, you really..."

"Shut up!" Lu Manzi gave him a hard look, and pushed Mo Yuchen away to open the door.

"Don't look!" Mo Yuchen stood in front of her stubbornly, "Your illness is just right..."

Lu Manzi pursed her lips, pulled Mo Yuchen away vigorously, and kicked the door open.

"Aman..." The situation was unusual, and Tian Yisheng immediately leaned over.

Lu Manzi saw Sanyan in the bathtub, and also froze.

"Manzi..." Mo Yuchen was about to say something, but Lu Manzi suddenly walked straight into the bathroom.

"Aman!" Tian Yisheng chased after her, looking at her worriedly.

Lu Manzi bent down and reached out to touch Sanyan's face.

Pale complexion, cold to the touch.

Lu Manzi's body suddenly softened, and he fell to the ground with a thud, screaming and convulsing like convulsions at the same time.

"Aman!" Tian Yisheng immediately rushed over and hugged Lu Manzi tightly.

Lu Manzi pinched Tian Yisheng's arm with his fingernails, twisted his body, shouted loudly, and described it as crazy.

Tian Yisheng hugged her tightly: "Aman, calm down!"

But Lu Manzi just screamed, she couldn't hear her, and she didn't even know that Tian Yisheng was scratched by her nails.

Her world seemed to be shrouded in a layer of black mist, her soul was separated from her body, her eyes were dark, and her body was icy cold. Those dark negative emotions, like a shocking huge wave, knocked her down instantly.

Three is sick of it.

The friend who always accompanied her with a smile, guarded her, and helped her support the world, committed suicide.

She kept telling Lu Manzi to overcome depression and live in the sunshine, but she chose to commit suicide to avoid death.

The pillar fell, and Lu Manzi's world collapsed.

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This was the first time Tian Yisheng saw Lu Manzi who was emotionally broken.

Crying, shouting, and self-harm.

She kept tugging at her hair, no matter how Tian Yisheng tried to stop her, Tian Yisheng finally knew why in the most emaciated photos of Lu Manzi she saw twice, she had short hair.

Tian Yisheng could only hold her all the time, pressing on Lu Manzi's wrist, and talking to her comfortingly.

When Lu Manzi calmed down, it was already an hour later.

Tian Yisheng stayed with her upstairs in Sanyan's house...

The author has something to say: Due to the modification, it is slightly repeated with the next chapter, sorry.

☆, feeling

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There is a change in the previous chapter, please click the previous chapter if you can’t connect~

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This was the first time Tian Yisheng saw Lu Manzi who was emotionally broken.

Crying, shouting, and self-harm.

She kept tugging at her hair, no matter how Tian Yisheng tried to stop her, Tian Yisheng finally knew why in the most emaciated photos of Lu Manzi she saw twice, she had short hair.

Tian Yisheng could only hold her all the time, pressing on Lu Manzi's wrist, and talking to her comfortingly.

An hour had passed since Lu Manzi calmed down.

Tian Yisheng stayed with her in the guest room upstairs of Sanyan's house.

Lu Manzi curled up in Tian Yisheng's arms, his fingers were still tightly grasping Tian Yisheng's arm, his body trembled uncontrollably intermittently, tears flooded his face.

Tian Yisheng patted her on the back comfortingly, and said softly: "It's okay, it's okay..."

After a long time, Lu Manzi said hoarsely, "It's so boring..."

Tian Yisheng rubbed his chin against her forehead, and asked softly, "What's so boring?"

Lu Manzi closed his eyes and spit out two words: "Alive."

Tian Yisheng's heart tightened: "Why do you say that?"

"It's not real, nothing is real..." she murmured, "It's not interesting, it's not interesting at all. Everything dies, everything passes away. The past cannot be touched, the future cannot be grasped, and the present...now...is real Is it real?"

Tian Yisheng held her face and stared straight into Lu Manzi's eyes: "Look at me, Aman."

Lu Manzi's pupils trembled and his focus was slack: "I can't see clearly..."

Tian Yisheng kissed Lu Manzi's eyelashes, his lips were warm and the touch was gentle.

"So, do you feel it?"

Lu Manzi grabbed her arm tightly.

Tian Yisheng moved his lips down, kissing the tip of her nose, his lips...slowly, patiently, and extremely gentle.

"Do you feel it, I'm kissing you."

Lu Manzi tightened her fingers: "Tiantian..."

Tian Yisheng's warm lips brushed her chin, kissed her side neck, collarbone, soft fingertips, caressing her body inch by inch...

"Aman, do you feel it? I'm touching you..."

Tian Yisheng pressed against her, kissed the corner of her eye again, and then looked at her.

"Did you feel it?"

Lu Manzi clenched her lips, tears rolled from the corners of her eyes, but she didn't speak.

Tian Yisheng continued to kiss her, from the collarbone, through the chest, lower abdomen, and down...

Lu Manzi raised her legs together and grabbed her.

"Don't..." She seemed to regain some sanity, remembering her physical problems.

Tian Yisheng was very stubborn, licking it wet little by little, and then poking into his fingertips.

Lu Manzi closed her eyes and began to cry: "I said no..."

Tian Yisheng propped up his body, stared at her, and asked, "Did you feel it?"

Lu Manzi didn't answer.

Tian Yisheng got closer and asked again: "Do you feel it? I'm in your body..."

Lu Manzi's pupils trembled.

Tian Yisheng kissed her forehead piously, and whispered repeatedly: "Aman, do you feel it? I am in your body, I am touching you, I am kissing you, I am... loving you."

Lu Manzi hugged Tian Yisheng tightly.

"I feel it now……"

Tian Yisheng buried his face in the side of Lu Manzi's neck, breathing hot and humid: "Aman, I swear, from now on, I will love you more and more every day. We will live our lives without numbness, fear, or despair."

"Don't leave." Lu Manzi cried, "Never leave me."

"Well, never leave."

The author has something to say: just for the last point—do you feel it, I am in your body, I am touching you, I am loving you—just for this sentence, I wrote this sadistic story, I It was really hard work (kneeling), halfway through because of the daily loss of income, I felt desperate, and because of the collapse of the plot and human feelings, I felt even more bleak, but in the end I finished it well.

Then he silently slapped himself across the face and told himself, next time, don't write abuse, don't write collapse.

At the end there is an extra chapter about Sanyan.

Finally, the new article and the column are asking for acceptance. Seeing that I am not shameless, I will accept one, the old man is acting like a baby.

☆、Three hates