Mr. Chinese

As soon as He Xilang left, Ji Changhua rushed to the hospital.Like an irritable lion, he kept wandering around in the ward, and finally approached Su Yuan, leaning his face against his face and asking, "Did you commit suicide because of me?"

Su Yuan's attitude was cold: "You have to limit your narcissism."

"Not me? Why is that?"

Su Yuan didn't even raise his eyelids: "Does it have anything to do with you?"

"You—" Ji Changhua was speechless, it was always like this, he never quarreled with Su Yuan.So he lowered his head and sternly blocked the mouth that made him love and hate.

Su Yuan was already used to this kind of touch, even when he was sick, his body reacted quickly.But he turned a blind eye. Su Yuan pushed Ji Changhua away. Unlike his fiery body, his voice was unexpectedly cold: "Don't you like me? Why do you still come to me?"

Ji Changhua sneered, expressing his possessiveness like a naive child: "Even if I don't like you, as long as I don't say I don't want you for a day, you have to be by my side."

Su Yuan was not angry, he was too lazy to argue.He turned his face away and looked out the window, which was an attitude of refusing to communicate.

Ji Changhua stared at him, wishing he could tear him apart and eat him.As if to vent, he completely ignored Su Yuan's physical discomfort, and just bit on the hospital bed.

Su Yuan just allowed all of this with indifferent eyes. At some point, the way of getting along with Ji Changhua has become confrontational, cynicism.He felt that he once liked Ji Changhua, and when he saw him, he would blush and his heart beat, and even felt jealous, but when did this feeling disappear?

Probably when he saw Ji Changhua making out with other people in front of him, maybe it was also when Ji Changhua said that the poems he wrote were worthless, or when he was forced into the rental house and had a fever afterwards When there is not even a cup of hot water.

The last straw was probably this morning when he heard Ji Changhua talking on the phone with someone else.

"With me? He's not even a star."

"It's just the first time I've met this kind of person, it's relatively new, just for fun."

"Who is interested in seeing his stuff? He still writes poems in this day and age. Seeing him live in that dilapidated rented house, can writing poems be eaten?"

……

How many times does it take to be hurt before love turns to disappointment?He was grateful to Ji Changhua, and also hated Ji Changhua, but in the end, he finally turned into disappointment.Hate is the opposite of love, extreme love has extreme hatred, but now all his feelings have faded, and in the end there is only disappointment with this person, disappointment that the other party does not even have the basic qualities of a human being - Ji Changhua is not a normal person at all , he is a madman.

Crazy Ji Changhua pressed him on the hospital bed and did it a few more times, clearly ejaculating in his body again and again, but when he turned around, he showed a disgusted expression.

Su Yuan was completely fed up with this kind of drama, and after he was discharged from the hospital, he began to think about running away.His most luggage is books, and most of them are entrusted to He Xilang. His material desires are extremely low. In the past few years of life, his personal belongings can't fill a suitcase.

Just as he was dragging his suitcase to the train station, Ji Changhua caught him at the train station.

Two tall men dragged him into the car. As soon as Su Yuan looked up, he met Ji Changhua's red eyes. Based on past experience, this man was completely furious.

"Where are you going?" Ji Changhua gritted his teeth, suppressing his anger.

Su Yuan didn't answer, and there was an oppressive silence in the car.

Ji Changhua asked again: "You want to leave? You want to abandon me?"

Su Yuan said coldly: "The word abandonment means, don't throw away. I can only discard what belongs to me. What is our relationship? Do we have a relationship?"

"Why don't I belong to you?" Ji Changhua saw that he couldn't do it, and started playing tricks. He pulled Su Yuan and didn't let go, even with a trace of grievance, "You obviously like me."

He has read all the poems written by Su Yuan, and it is undeniable that when he read these sentences carefully, a subtle touch occurred in his heart.

Among them, there is a sentence that Ji Changhua particularly likes——he came to see me today, and I want to run on the road and yell and let others call me crazy.

When he realized that the "he" in the poem turned out to be himself, Ji Changhua became happy.

"I just liked you in the past, but I don't like you anymore." Su Yuan didn't like him, his expression was still cold, "Do you know why Heraclitus said that people can't step into the same river twice?"

Ji Changhua didn't speak. This was not the first time he met Su Yuan. He always said something he didn't understand. It sounded unfathomable but it was useless.

"Because the river is always moving forward," Su Yuan said to himself, "The river you step into now is different from the river you stepped into in the past. Similarly, the current me is no longer the past me, Maybe I liked you in the past, but now I don’t like you anymore.”

"You are not the river, you are a living person!" Ji Changhua said, "If you committed a crime yesterday and you told the police that today you are not yesterday, would they believe you? They would arrest you and pay you back." Call you crazy!"

Many seemingly profound philosophical questions are defeated by some [-] who don't understand anything.

Su Yuan raised his forehead, well, there is no way to communicate now.

What Su Yuan didn't expect was that Ji Changhua didn't seem to be joking this time, but brought him home directly.He has been here many times, and it is no longer a stranger.Originally thought that he would face a new round of violations, but he didn't tonight, Ji Changhua just forced him to lie on the bed, and said in a rough voice: "Go to sleep!"

Ji Changhua didn't like to sleep with other people, he used to drive Su Yuan to the guest room last, but this time he was like a domineering child, holding Su Yuan and never letting go.

Su Yuan was a little nervous, there was almost no such moment between him and Ji Changhua.Every time they met, it was for sex. This kind of doing nothing under the quilt was too awkward for the two of them.Before he knew it, Su Yuan fell asleep, and his dream was full of chaos.He dreamed that he was in an ancient battlefield, surrounded by charred corpses, and he was the only one still walking.When he passed by a pile of steaming corpses, suddenly, a hand stretched out from the pile of corpses and grabbed him. Although there was a lot of fighting around, this hand was as cold as a snake.

The soldier's face was covered with blood, but upon closer inspection, it turned into Ji Changhua's face. In his dream, Ji Changhua stared at him paranoidly and gloomyly: "Don't leave! You will die with me!"

Su Yuan suddenly woke up from his dream, the sky was bright outside, and Ji Changhua was no longer there.It was also at this time that he discovered that his ankle was covered with a thin iron chain, one end of which was tied to the head of the bed and the other to his foot.The iron chain was so long that he could almost walk freely in the entire room, but he couldn't get out the door.

He couldn't find his phone, his computer password was changed, and he couldn't log in. He almost lost all contact with the outside world—he was imprisoned in Ji Changhua's house in a disguised form.

He once again saw what kind of scumbags people are, and Su Yuan's heart sank.

Ji Changhua is a scumbag in relationships, and he is not very good at work.I didn't go to the company until noon, and left after staying for less than a few hours.He was particularly irritable today, he scolded the secretary head and face as soon as he arrived at the company, when a lover came to him at noon, he was ridiculed again, and directly said that the relationship was over.

After staying until two o'clock in the afternoon, Ji Changhua couldn't sit still. He was worried that Su Yuan wouldn't be able to eat and sleep well at home alone, what if he committed suicide again?As soon as he thought of this, he returned home anxiously, only to find that Su Yuan was taking a nap! ! !

Ji Changhua became irritable again! !They're all fucking locked up at home!Why can you still take a nap like nothing happened? !Shouldn't you cry and wait for him to come back and love him?

Ji Changhua walked from one end of the room to the other, looking anxious, and finally woke up Su Yuan from the bed angrily, as if he couldn't sleep and no one wanted to sleep.

Su Yuan was shaken awake from his sleep, and couldn't help frowning: "Are you sick?"

Ji Changhua suppressed the anger in his heart, slammed the door and ran out.

Su Yuan was puzzled for a while, and cursed again that he was sick.

But Ji Changhua felt that he was really sick, he had never been treated like this by others, he had tasted the feeling of being ignored, this feeling he will never forget.After thinking about it, he pushed open the door again, and he actually learned to apologize!

Ji Changhua: "I... I won't mess around again in the future."

Su Yuan finally raised his eyelids and took a look at him, as if looking at an idiot.

Ji Changhua blushed, and added: "I won't do anything to hurt you either, you...don't do this kind of thing again."

Su Yuan was stunned for a long time, as if he heard a joke, he sneered: "Why are you telling me these things? What you have to do now is to open the door and let me go out. Let's go back to the bridge, and the road to the road. You can do whatever you like." How about it, I don't want to be jealous, so don't pester me anymore."

Ji Changhua's face sank: "What do you mean?"

"literal meaning."

"You want to break up with me?"

"Have we ever been together?"

Ji Changhua snorted: "You're just being stubborn. Is there any point in letting yourself go at a time like this?"

Su Yuan glanced at him lightly and stopped talking.This glance was extremely indifferent, Ji Changhua's heart skipped a beat, he was actually a little scared.

In fact, Ji Changhua overestimated his own influence. Su Yuan's suicide may be partly because of him, but it is fundamentally his own.

In Su Yuan's heart, any soul mate is nonsense, he never believed in it, in this whole world, he and He Xilang are probably the closest people in soul, but the friendship between them is too pure.

But his thin love was given to a second-generation ancestor who was useless in thinking. Ji Changhua looked down on Su Yuan's appearance, and Su Yuan despised Ji Changhua's inner self. Between the two.

Ji Changhua had never understood Su Yuan's heart, and foolishly thought that Su Yuan was hurt by love.

In fact, Su Yuan is stubborn and pure, but he still has a delicate and sensitive heart. He has unrealized dreams and a life stripped away by society. What he pursues is something too abstract, but he can't see a way out.So, when he realized that he couldn't get it, he lost the meaning of living.

Even if he hadn't met Ji Changhua, he would have ended his life sooner or later.For Su Yuan, meeting Ji Changhua was both misfortune and luck. On the one hand, Ji Changhua hurt him, but on the other hand, this childish and domineering man used those vulgar and popular love-hate entanglements to take him out of the sky. Pulling it back to the ground, let him know that there are other things in life besides elusive dreams.

The two remained deadlocked until the weekend.

Ji Changhua began to give in, but Su Yuan became more and more indifferent. The "imprisonment" couldn't achieve the effect he wanted, and Ji Changhua racked his brains to find out what to do. As a last resort, he found He Xilang.

When he received the call, He Xilang was a little surprised. He had classes this afternoon and evening, and he was already at school now.After thinking about it, he said, "If you are in a hurry, you can come to the school to find me."

Ji Changhua came so fast that even He Xilang found it inconceivable, as if he really took this matter seriously.

"Why are you in such a hurry?"

"Just...Su Yuan..." Ji Changhua hesitated to speak.

"Is there a conflict?"

"Well, Su Yuan wants to break up with me."

He Xilang was surprised: "Have you been together?"

"Even you think so?"

Of course He Xilang was half tentative and half suspicious, but he didn't show it, he just said jokingly: "Don't tell me Ji Ershao, are you serious?"

Ji Changhua was silent.

He Xilang said: "I have known Su Yuan for almost ten years, and my friendship with him is longer than Su Yuan and his mother. In fact, Su Yuan is very easy to coax, but I want you to be sure, how much do you treat him? What kind of attitude. You really know how to play, and you can tie people up." Speaking of this, He Xilang couldn't help rolling his eyes, "You are depriving human rights, and this is completely putting this relationship on the road to ruin. force."

Ji Changhua: "If he wants to leave, I can't help it."

He Xilang shook his head: "You probably don't know that Su Yuan has a heart of a virgin. What he longs for is a love partner who is loved and cared for by him, not a strong and bastard man like you."

Ji Changhua: "..."

"Do you know how the villains in the movie are all whitewashed?"

"what?"

"A tragic past," He Xilang knocked on the table, "Although you have done many things that are not as good as scum, but later Su Yuan found out that there is a reason for what you did. You have a tragic past, or a Sad childhood, your original family left a deep imprint on you, you have a knot in your heart, so you are distorted, you are abnormal. After knowing this, Su Yuan will involuntarily pity you, and then automatically correct the right Your impression. After that, if you show your good side, your personal image will be reversed."

Ji Changhua frowned: "But I don't have a tragic past, nor do I have a sad childhood."

He Xilang spread his hands: "I just said it casually."

Ji Changhua: "And you scolded me just now, didn't you?"

"No."

"You said I was twisted and perverted."

"You said it yourself."

"Obviously you said it!"

"You heard wrong."

"I heard!"

"You didn't hear anything."

……

Jin Xunfeng had been watching him at the door for a long time, He Xilang stopped chatting, and said seriously: "I respect Su Yuan's decision, in fact, separation is the best ending for you. But you definitely can't do it, since you still have If you want to be together, then you can only be such a bastard. Although you think it is fun to tie Su Yuan by your side, but if you really want to talk about it, I can sue you for illegal imprisonment. What to do, you go back and think about it. "

After Ji Changhua left, Jin Xunfeng walked over with a sullen face and said, "Teacher, I suggest that you avoid contact with him in the future."

He Xilang: "Why?"

Jin Xunfeng: "He looks like a bad guy, and I don't like the way he looks at you."

He Xilang smiled like a playboy: "Little friend, let's take care of this now, isn't it too early?"

Jin Xunfeng blushed a lot, and finally fled in despair.

The author has something to say: "He came to me today, and I want to run on the road and yell, and let others call me crazy."

It's not original, but I can't remember where I saw a similar sentence Otz...