Time flies, eyebrows become books

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Before going to work, I went home to visit my grandma. She has been raising me for so many years. I feel most sorry for her, not being able to accompany her all the time, and always making her worry about me.The unit arranged a dormitory for me, which is a small single room in a suite. Although the sparrow is small, it has all internal organs.I have just stepped into my career from a leisurely university life, and I am somewhat uncomfortable. Fortunately, my colleagues who live with me are easy to get along with, and I am gradually getting into the mood.

During the National Day holiday that year, I took my grandma over to see my working environment and took her around.Grandma was very happy and felt that I was finally independent. She told me to work harder and reminded me for the first time that I should pay attention to suitable girls.She mentioned that our neighbor Uncle Wang's son has just got married, and his daughter-in-law is beautiful and has a sweet mouth.I could see that she was very envious, and only then did I notice her thoughts that I had been ignoring.

Later, at the urging of my grandma, I called Ziqi and asked him to go out for dinner. Grandma brought him some local dishes.He rushed over immediately, and took the time to walk with us for a while.With him around, grandma is always happy from ear to ear, and he is also a symbol of grandma's heart, a good boy with a sweet mouth.Since I was a child, my grandmother asked me to learn from him how to be sweet and pleasing, but I have never learned it. Deliberate imitation is just a mere imitation, and some things are probably innate.

On the 7th, we sent my grandma to the airport together, and then he and I went to the dormitory for a sit-down. We had nothing to say all the way, feeling lost and helpless.

In the evening I invited him to dinner, and he said he wanted to eat something simple in the dormitory, so I bought eggs and vegetables and cooked noodles.Talking about my work and his internship, everyone chatted one after another, and suddenly felt that we could not go back.

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Then there was a long period of blankness, and the days without him seemed to be erratic, and every time I thought about it, I felt lost.Several times I deliberately passed by the hospital where he practiced, wishing that something would happen to my body suddenly, and then I walked in with integrity and confidence, and then gave him a call.But things backfired.

The labor union organized a basketball game, and each office or branch company voluntarily formed a team to participate. Our department is not young enough, so of course I am obliged to join. Unexpected time.In order to improve our skills, our team specially found teams from other units to compare their skills. They have foreign aid and their strength should not be underestimated.I lost a lot of weight after work, and during the match, I was slammed into the chest by one of their foreign aids. At that time, the pain made me tremble, but I didn't pay attention to it.When I woke up the next morning, I felt a pain in my chest, especially when I took a deep breath. The pain in my left chest was severe. I thought it was due to the collision yesterday, and it should be better in two days.Helpless, I had to ask for leave to go to the hospital.At that time, a teammate was very enthusiastic and insisted on going with me. Originally, I wanted to go to the hospital where Ziqi was, but because of the presence of my colleagues, I went to the hospital closest to my work.An X-ray was taken and it turned out to be a pneumothorax. The doctor said that it was due to the rupture of the bullae, which had squeezed 90% of the lungs, so he had to be hospitalized immediately.But now there is no bed, so I was transferred to the branch hospital.After tossing and turning, I was finally admitted to the hospital. The doctor opened a small opening for me, inserted the exhaust pipe, asked me to cough more, expel the air, and observe for a few days to see if the lungs can heal on their own.

Only when you are sick, do you realize the meaning of companionship.My colleague bought dinner for me, told me to call my family over immediately, and then went back.I thought about it for a while, but I didn’t know who to tell. My grandma was getting old and I didn’t want her to worry. It was impossible for my friends and colleagues to trouble others to take care of me. The phone didn't dial that number for a long time, as if I suddenly understood why people want to start a family.

By chatting with the patients, I have roughly figured out the hospital process. You don’t have to worry about eating. Someone is in charge. You can order food from them, and then each meal will be delivered. You can also hire a shift aunt. Take turns at night.When I go to the toilet, I can help get the drip bottle, and I can greet them for everything, so I also hired an aunt to take care of them.

I lay in the hospital for six days, but I still had gas. The doctor said that it would be difficult to heal automatically, and that I needed an operation to sign my relatives.I don't understand the procedures of the hospital, and it's difficult to ask my relatives to sign. I don't want my grandma to know, and no one else can find it.In desperation, I could only call Ziqi.

I briefly explained the situation to him, and he spoke calmly and calmly, asked a few key questions, and said he would come right away.About an hour later he appeared in my ward.I saw big beads of sweat on his neck and forehead, and wondered if he came running over, "How did you come here? Didn't you tell me not to worry?"

He suddenly widened his eyes, and said to me for the first time: "Are you sick? You only told me after being sick for so long. If you didn't want to sign, you wouldn't look for me, would you?"

"No, I just thought you were busy with your internship and also had a minor illness, so I didn't say anything for now." I felt his face turn pale with anger.

Instead of blaming me, he checked my condition and immediately communicated with the doctor. Then everything was arranged and he told me to prepare for the operation the next day.With him everything fell into place, I did some more tests, the nurse brought an enema and reminded me to take a shower at night.I'm really getting moldy, and I can't stand it.The nurse brought me a special rack for washing hair and asked me to lie on the bed, and Ziqi said he would wash it for me.His technique is quite professional, I laugh that he can rely on this to make a living, he laughs that my hair is like a chicken coop.

At night, I was embarrassed to ask my aunt to help me take a bath. He said he would help me, but I really didn't want to.

"It's this time, what are you still talking about? It's not like I haven't seen it before." He suppressed a smile.

"Haha, since I can remember, no one has helped me take a bath, it feels so strange." I really don't want him to help me, I dare not even think about it.

"You have a tube on your left side and a needle on your right hand. How do you wash it yourself? If you don't want me to come, I'll call auntie for you." He knew that it was even more impossible for me to ask auntie to help, so he deliberately provoked me like this.

There was really no other way but to ask him to help.When we were in college, we also went to the bathhouse to take a bath together. It's not that we haven't seen each other naked, but standing at such a quiet distance is really embarrassing.He was also embarrassed, and stood behind me first, scrubbing me from the back.We all felt that the aura was weird, and he deliberately told a few jokes to ease the atmosphere, but it was superfluous, and the atmosphere became more anxious.He has been standing behind me to help me flush or pass things. I am glad that we are not face to face, but I can also feel his breath mixed with the hot steam of the shower, disturbing my mood.

I tried my best to finish the shower and put on clean hospital clothes. He helped me to lie down on the bed and reassured me that I don't have to worry.To be honest, I didn't have the slightest worry. From knowing the illness to lying in the hospital, I just felt inconvenienced, but I didn't have the slightest fear.In the evening, the anesthesiologist came over and asked me a few questions, reminding me to go to bed early, and nothing happened overnight.

The next day, everything went well. When I was pushed out of the operating room, Ziqi held my hand the whole time. Because of the anesthesia, I was dizzy. I didn't open my eyes, so I held my hand quietly.

After the anesthesia faded, intense pain swept over me. Those few days were really difficult. I lay on the bed with back pain, and I couldn’t lie on my side, and I couldn’t lift my hands. Because of the continuous infusion, I always wanted to go to the toilet.He took care of me without complaint, which made me realize the meaning of meticulousness for the first time.A few days later, I was afraid that he would delay for too long, so I urged him to go back quickly. He couldn't resist me, so he had to go back obediently, but he took time to see me every day, and we regained our original intimacy unconsciously.

On the seventh day after the operation, he helped me handle the discharge procedures, sent me back to the dormitory to settle down, and went out to buy lunch and fruit.I feel sorry for him that the dark circles under his eyes are exhausted, so I told him to go back to rest after eating, and not to visit me every day in the future.He suddenly leaned over with a playful smile, "What? The wings are stiff, and you can't wait to kick me away?"

"What nonsense, thank you very much during this time." I said it very sincerely, really from the bottom of my heart.

He suddenly became shy, and turned his face away from me, "Why are you being polite to me?"

This is probably how it feels to be connected with each other. Needless to say, a look is enough.

The next day after get off work, he still came to see me and brought a travel bag.He said that he will live here during this period of time. Anyway, my bed is big and not crowded, and he can take care of me, saving me from running around every day.I understood that he was thinking of me, and I understood his personality, so I didn't want to dissuade him anymore, so I let him stay.

I introduced him to my roommate as a fellow from my hometown, who is an intern in the hospital here, and came to live for a while.I'm kind of obfuscating, like he has nowhere else to go to keep me here.There may be ghosts in my heart, so I don't want to go into too much detail.

After Ziqi goes to work, I order takeaway. As long as he can come back to eat, he will definitely buy delicious food and eat together. He will also make some chicken soup for me when he has time. I am grateful for his care and consideration.