Time flies, eyebrows become books

【17】

Finally, I asked Lingzi what Ziqi thought about the recent events. She confessed that she didn’t know the details at all. She only knew that Ziqi came to take care of me, but Ziqi didn’t say what happened. When I called, I felt that something was wrong with him, and he also went back to the dormitory. He hesitated and hesitated when he asked us about it. I am the breakthrough.Hearing what she said, I felt a little silly and a little annoyed, but I was still very grateful to her. Thanks to her enthusiasm and gossip, otherwise many things would have disappeared.

Reiko helped me to get rid of my stagnation, but I have to rely on myself for the next step.When so many years of waiting and hope, joy and sorrow gradually become apparent, the tips of my hair are dancing with excitement.I can't wait to meet him, want to hug him.

I rushed to the Ziqi dormitory that night, but no one was there, so I stood downstairs and waited.It was almost nine o'clock, and he still hadn't come back, so I called Lingzi again to confirm whether Ziqi was off duty today.She was so enthusiastic that she wanted to ask me another question, but I quickly declined, fearing that she would not be able to help revealing the secret. I think from now on I will ask and speak for myself, and I will no longer have those suspicions and hearsay.After waiting for more than half an hour, one of his roommates came back and invited me to wait in the dormitory, but I was worried that it would be inconvenient to talk later, so I decided to stay downstairs.To me, that period of waiting seemed to have passed through centuries, and I had never been so tormented.For a while I was worried that he would not come back, and for a while I was worried that if he came back, how would I speak.All kinds of scenes were repeatedly stirred in my mind, and all kinds of words were listed.But when he did come, my mind went blank.

By the streetlight, I saw him at a glance. He was wearing a black down jacket, carrying a backpack, walking quickly with his head down, looking so thin.He didn't see me, and almost passed me by. My throat seemed to be stuck, and I couldn't make a sound, but I just grabbed him involuntarily.Startled, he looked up at me in surprise.I wanted to say something, but I still couldn't make a sound, I just dragged him to the trail behind the dormitory.There are quite a lot of plants there, and few people walk at night. I think I must make my words clear here.He was dragged over by me without saying a word, not even looking at me.I cleared my throat and reluctantly asked, "Aren't you off duty? Why are you so late?"

"I went to the classroom to read the book." He spoke so softly that I could barely hear him.

"I have something to ask you." I wanted to get straight to the point. Although my heart was beating, I didn't want to procrastinate.

He didn't speak, he lowered his head, like a child who made a mistake and was cramped, his ears were red from the cold.My brain turned rapidly, thinking about what words would be more appropriate, but the more anxious I became, the more at a loss I became.In the end, I thought of many movie scenes. When the hero and heroine are arguing, when they are confessing, when they are speechless, it is often an affectionate kiss that resolves everything.I mustered up my courage and wanted to dissolve everything with a sweet kiss.I leaned forward quickly and bluntly, and bumped my cold lips against his lips, he was also terribly cold, even trembling, I immediately regretted it, I felt stupid and funny, but I couldn't move away immediately, Isn't it all about lingering kisses in TV dramas?Wouldn't it be funnier to move away immediately.I just tilted my neck and held my breath, closed my eyes tightly, my mind was buzzing, and finally he couldn't help laughing out loud.

"What are you doing?" With a provocative tone and eyes full of smiles, he pushed me away.

I knew I was being cowarded again, but still trying to save face, I put on an air and said, "Nothing, that's it." I could feel the trembling at the end, but I just stared at him cheekily, with a calm look.

"Your methods are clumsy!" He smiled again.Damn, I really don't understand him, the contrast between his emotions is so great that I can't figure it out.One second he looked like an aggrieved good boy, but the next second he actually showed the appearance of a cynical ruffian.I was a little annoyed, but I couldn't find a reason to get angry. I was a little bit wrong, but I felt that the reason was unreasonable.I wanted to turn around and leave, but I couldn't take a step, so I let myself mess around in the cold wind.

"Let's go, let's go to your place, rest tomorrow." He shrank his neck, rubbed his red ears from the cold, and said casually, "It's so cold."

We got into the taxi and were silent all the way.When I was standing downstairs in the dormitory, the thousands of words I had thought up were useless. I hated myself for being stupid.He was very calm along the way, and I almost doubted what Reiko said, feeling that everything was untrue.What is he thinking at the moment?What did the actions just now mean to him?What is he hesitating about?I don't know all this.

When we returned to the dormitory, he put down his backpack, sat on the edge of the bed and started sending messages. I felt cramped and nervous, so I hurried to take a shower.While flushing the water, while thinking about how to deal with it.After taking a long time to take a shower like this, I went out to see that he was still sitting by the bed playing with his mobile phone.

"Do you want to take a shower?"

"Well, yes, but I didn't bring a change of clothes."

"You left a few clothes here last time." I was a little embarrassed when I remembered that he left like running away, so I hurried to find clothes for him.

When he went to take a bath, I began to think about what I would say later. I was puzzled by the way he didn't want to talk more, but the matter was over. Anyway, today I have to say what I have been thinking for many years. Anyway, there is no more. Back off.

When he came back, I was already in bed. He took one look at me and turned off the light.I became anxious all of a sudden, he wouldn't just think about it and go to bed without saying anything, then wouldn't it be all in vain for what I mustered up my courage to do tonight.

"Why are you turning off the lights? Don't you want to chat?" I said hurriedly and timidly.

"It's so cold, do you still want to sit and talk?" He made sense in every sentence, but I was speechless.

He was lying next to me, we were wrapped in the same quilt, I leaned as far as I could, but I still felt the hot breath rushing towards my face.

"Are you going to get into the wall?" He suddenly turned sideways to me.

"No, I'm afraid I'll crowd you." I knew I was panicking and said some very unconvincing words.

"What do you want to talk about?" He asked calmly and freely, but I was itching with hatred.Ziqi, Ziqi, you are as indifferent as a chrysanthemum, what do you want me to do, thousands of words are stuck in my chest, should I ask or not, how should I ask?Just when I was hesitating, a warm, soft thin lip covered me, so wanton and arrogant, completely disregarding my stiffness, pried open my lips and teeth, and explored presumptuously and gently.I feel the temperature of the tip of my tongue, the breath on my face, the coquettishness and debauchery of lips and teeth colliding, and the dizziness and joy of hotness rushing straight to my forehead.Yes, I want him, we don't need to talk too much, as long as we get close, everything will be clear.

After a dreamy and dizzy wet kiss, both of us were short of breath, he pulled me closer to me who was stiffly stuck against the wall, and asked softly, "Reiko looking for you?"

"You guessed it all?" I had a feeling of being calculated by him.

"Probably." I could hear the smugness in his tone.

"What if I haven't been looking for you?"

"Then I'm wrong."

"Maybe I came to you to say something else."

"No, you haven't moved for so many days. As soon as I saw you at night, I knew it was over." He smiled smugly again, and put his hand gently on my waist.

"You've been scheming against me?" I was still not reconciled, this sweetness made me excited and sour, I tossed and turned, but he kept going every step of the way, I felt aggrieved.

"It's not a calculation. It's a calculation. It's a calculation of the possibility of us being together. It wasn't a calculation that I kissed you suddenly that day. I just couldn't help it. I didn't contact you later because I wanted to see your reaction. If you didn't mean it, I Wouldn't a showdown with you completely ruin our friendship." He said it clearly.

"You never thought about it, because I can't figure out what you mean, so I dare not act rashly."

"Hee hee, that's why I called Reiko. Seeing that you haven't moved, I'll ask her to check on you."

"What? You colluded with Reiko?" I felt funny and annoyed, like a little white mouse.

"It's not collusion, it's cooperation. Shouldn't you treat her to dinner now?" He continued to tease me, and I couldn't argue with it.