All men are like my ex

After Song Yuheng left, Bai Yichen fell asleep on a recliner in the studio on the second floor.

He didn't want to sleep at first, but he was too tired and wanted to rest on the chair for a while, but he fell asleep later.

Maybe it was because he had been thinking about Shi Yinan before going to sleep, so Bai Yichen naturally had a dream about Shi Yinan after falling asleep, but unlike before, this time he could clearly know that it was Shi Yinan. a dream.

Dreams are a wonderful physiological activity of human beings. Just like fantasy, most dreams are uncontrollable, and sometimes they are so real that when you wake up, you still feel that they are real things that happened.

But there are exceptions.

That is, you will see the other self in the dream as a bystander, and see everything that that self has experienced.

And when Bai Yichen realized that this was a dream, it was when he got on the No. 17 bus and saw himself sitting on the seat.

He didn't sit down, but stood in the carriage holding the armrest and looked at his young self - he was young and green, with ignorance and longing in his eyes that had not been polished by the world.

Outside the car window was the gloomy and gray sky, and the light rain fell in streaks. The young Bai Yichen frowned slightly, because it hadn't rained when he got in the car, and he didn't bring an umbrella, but it didn't take long. His eyes looking out of the car window suddenly lit up, and then quickly retracted his gaze, staring nervously at the seat in front of him.

The No. 17 bus stopped slowly, and a boy with a blue and white checkered umbrella came up from the front door. He looked around the somewhat empty carriages, and he didn't choose which empty chair to sit on, but walked to the Bai Yichen's side stopped.

He brought the fresh and moist smell unique to rain, that Bai Yichen smelled it, and Bai Yichen who was standing in the carriage clutching the handrail also smelled it, the smell was familiar and nostalgic.

Bai Yichen followed them slowly, back to Nancheng University together, walked through the familiar red plastic playground on campus, watched the two of them secretly holding hands, kissing beside the school fence under the same umbrella, Can't help but also laughed slowly - this is the first kiss between him and Shi Yinan, both of them are the first kiss, there is no skill at all, just simple lips to lips, the face seems to be on fire It's generally hot, so what he can recall many years later is the coolness of the rain that day, and the soft lips when they touched each other.

Bai Yichen took a deep breath, and felt that he could smell the fresh rain again, and there was also a warm touch on his lips, just like the feeling when Yi Nan kissed him for the first time.

And when Bai Yichen really opened his eyes, he did see Shi Yinan kissing him.

The moment their eyes met, Shi Yinan's eyes flickered slightly, but he didn't stop, but raised his hand to gently caress Bai Yichen's hair, and gently stroked his lips.

Bai Yichen looked at him with half-closed eyes, and the hand by his side trembled slightly, but finally couldn't hold it back, he lifted it up and gently stroked his side face - just like Bai Yichen in a dream, Finally, he gently caressed Shi Yinan's side face.

The sound of rustling rain continued, like a lover's gentle murmur. In this quiet atmosphere, the door of the studio was suddenly pushed open, and Shi Yinan's voice followed:

"Yichen, what's wrong with you? I heard from Tang Yi that you're not feeling well—"

The unfinished words stopped abruptly, but it was enough to wake up the two people in the studio.

Bai Yichen sat up straight on the reclining chair, raised his eyes to look at Shi Yinan who just kissed him, and then turned his head to look at Shi Yinan who was standing blankly by the door, without saying a word.

"You fucking—"

A few seconds later, Shi Yinan at the door seemed to have finally come to his senses, he clenched his fists and rushed over to give Shi Yinan a heavy punch in front of him on the recliner. He wanted to curse, but just said three times. The words suddenly came to him, and he closed his mouth immediately, and did not continue typing.

Bai Yichen could see that his hand clenched into a fist hanging by his side was tightly clenched, and the black veins on the back of his hand burst out. It was obvious that he was extremely angry and was just trying to suppress himself.

He gasped heavily, then suddenly turned around and walked out the door without saying a word, without looking at Bai Yichen from the beginning to the end.

"Stop." The moment he closed the doorknob, Bai Yichen said softly, successfully making him stop.

Bai Yichen got off the recliner and walked towards him, but another Shi Yinan pulled his wrist, and Shi Yinan by the door saw his movement, and clenched his fingers even tighter, but he still didn't Speak up.

Bai Yichen looked at the two Shi Yinan who were dressed exactly the same, and said to the person by the door: "Can you call me by my name?"

The man didn't speak.

Bai Yichen looked at the other one again, and said, "He doesn't speak, so you can."

And at this moment, Shi Yinan didn't make a sound.

"Don't you all want to talk?"

The answer to Bai Yichen was still the silent silence.

Bai Yichen looked down at Shi Yinan's thorn-shaped cuff button close to him, was silent for a few seconds, and suddenly laughed, but at the same time, his eyes were red, and when he blinked lightly, transparent water appeared. The mark slipped down.

And when he cried, Shi Yinan at the door couldn't bear it any longer, spoke in a hoarse voice, and softly called his name: "Yichen..."

Shi Yinan froze in place, wanted to get close to Bai Yichen but didn't dare to approach him, and didn't know what to do now, so he could only apologize to him and comfort him: "Yichen...don't cry, it's all because of me. good……"

"You don't have to apologize to me, what did you do wrong?" Bai Yichen asked him.

Shi Yinan couldn't answer, he admitted that when he just entered the door and saw that scene, he was almost mad, but his first reaction after he calmed down was not to stay here any longer, but to turn around and go out immediately—he didn't want to Let Bai Yichen find out that he kissed the wrong person.

His Yichen was sick, it was normal not to recognize him, the despicable one was the one who took advantage of his illness and kissed him while he was sleeping.

Seeing his silence, Bai Yichen curled his lips again, lowered his eyes, grabbed the wrist of the man standing in front of him and slowly lifted it up, looked at the cuff buttons on his cuff buttons and said slowly: "It's very similar, as expected." They are the students I have taught by hand."

Shi Yiming couldn't be silent anymore, and called Bai Yichen softly in the same hoarse voice: "Teacher..."

As soon as he opened his mouth, he had a clean youthful voice, completely different from Shi Yinan's deep and quiet voice, which was also the reason why Shi Yinan didn't want to speak just now - the voices of the two of them were completely different.

Even if they were wearing the exact same clothes and wearing the same cuff buttons, Bai Yichen could tell the two of them apart as long as he spoke.

"It's raining." Bai Yichen didn't look at the two of them any more, but went to the window to look at the gloomy sky outside.

"Teacher, I heard that you are going to marry Shi Yinan, is that true?" Shi Yiming looked at his back and asked sadly.

"Yeah." Bai Yichen turned his head, glanced past Shi Yiming, and landed on Shi Yinan behind him, emphatically telling Shi Yiming, "I'm going to marry your brother."

Shi Yiming shook his head in pain when he heard the words, and begged Bai Yichen, "Why? You obviously...don't recognize him anymore."

Bai Yichen also shook his head, brushed past Shi Yiming, and said, "But I've only loved him in my life."

He walked to Shi Yinan's side, and said softly: "Let's go home."

This time, Shi Yiming didn't hold back any longer, but watched him and Shi Yinan walk away sadly, then he lowered his head and touched his cuff button. There was also a person's initials engraved on the back of that cuff button, but this cuff button It was never from that person.

On the way home, Yi Nan didn't speak, he saw Bai Yichen's expression was not right, and he didn't dare to provoke him any more.

Instead, Bai Yichen spoke up by himself after a while, looking at the rainy lines outside the car window, he told Shi Yinan: "I'm not feeling sick, I'm just a little tired in the afternoon, so I took a nap in the studio .”

"And then I dreamed."

"I dreamed that you gave me an umbrella, the day we kissed by the hedge."

After saying these few words, Bai Yichen closed his eyes and didn't say another word.

The car finally stopped at the entrance of the villa. After Bai Yichen opened the door and entered the house, he only stopped on the first floor while changing his shoes, and then went straight to the studio on the second floor.

Shi Yinan stood at the stairs and paused for a moment, then went to the studio on the second floor.

When he opened the door and entered, Bai Yichen was lighting a fire by the fireplace, but he was not skilled in his movements, and he didn't start the fire for a long time, so Shi Yinan walked over to help him: "Let me help you."

"Okay." Bai Yichen moved to the side to make room for him.

A warm flame soon appeared in the center of the charcoal, flickering and jumping in the eyes of the two of them. Bai Yichen watched the flames quietly for a while, then suddenly got up and took his sketchbook and drawing paper, and walked towards the fire. Throw away.

When the flame licked the white drawing paper and burned the portrait on the drawing paper and the white paper itself into a mass of ashes, Shi Yinan came back to his senses in a daze.

But it wasn't enough for Bai Yichen to burn those drawing papers and sketchbooks, and soon he brought those so-called portraits painted for Shi Yinan, and threw them into the fire one by one.

"Yichen..." Shi Yinan froze in place with his eyes wide open, and asked Bai Yichen in a trembling voice, "...what are you doing?"

"Burn the painting." Bai Yichen answered him in a calm voice without any emotional ups and downs.

"Burn the painting?" Shi Yinan asked anxiously, "Why do you want to burn the painting?"

"I made a mistake." Bai Yichen said, "So I have to burn it."

Shi Yinan's heart was suddenly clenched following his voice, his eye sockets gradually turned red, his lips trembled, the flames swept away other people's portraits, including his, Shi Yinan was flustered and helpless, he I always feel that once these paintings are burned, there will be no turning back for him and Bai Yichen.

He wanted to reach out into the burning fire to get those paintings back, but he was afraid to do the opposite of Bai Yichen.

"No, no... Yichen, Yichen..." He could only beg Bai Yichen, "Don't burn it up...can you keep one picture for me? One is fine, even if it's your sketch paper. relation……"