All men are like my ex

To be honest, Bai Yichen didn't expect Shi Yinan to cry like this in front of him - he was so indifferent and arrogant, but now he is willing to take off all his defenses and face and bow his head again and again, without a trace of dignity He knelt down and begged almost humbly, as if he really loved him to the extreme.

But as the person who loves the most with no self-esteem in this love, Shi Yinan has never seen him face shame.

Who would believe such a thing?

After all, he doesn't even believe it himself.

Bai Yichen looked at the bright red rose petals scattered beside Shi Yinan, and he himself was in it, and suddenly remembered the first Valentine's Day they had in college, Shi Yinan also gave him a large bouquet of roses .

Those roses fell to the ground with him and Shi Yinan's indulgent lingering, like a red carpet carefully laid out, he and Shi Yinan walked through this red carpet holding hands, as if they had already stepped into the red carpet. In the church, swear an oath and kiss in front of the priest, agreeing to join hands and stay together for a lifetime.

But that was nothing but their passionate love for each other.

What now?

They have everything - wedding rings, promises, and after a while they will actually walk the red carpet together, accepting the priest's blessing amidst flowers and smiles, but they just can't find the original affection.

"it is good."

Bai Yichen hooked the corners of his lips, he bent his body slightly, brushed away the broken hair hanging from Yi Nan's forehead with his slightly cool fingers, and agreed softly with a smile on the corners of his lips.

Maybe it was because he didn't expect him to agree so quickly, or maybe it was so easy. Shi Yinan froze on the spot after hearing the answer he craved, looking at Bai Yichen in a daze, and Bai Yichen smiled. stared at him, then stretched out her hand in front of him.

Seeing that Yi Nan was still in a daze and couldn't believe it, Bai Yichen couldn't help shaking his finger in front of him again, reminding him: "What are you doing in a daze, put the ring on me."

Shi Yinan didn't speak, he took the ring that Bai Yichen handed back to him, and put it on Bai Yichen's ring finger carefully and cautiously.However, the silver-white ring surface reflected a warm color under the dim light, and when it fell on his eyes, it felt unreal, so Shi Yinan asked again in a daze: "...you promise me Is it? Yichen."

Bai Yichen stared at the finger ring, and looked down at him when he heard the words, and asked without answering: "I have already put on the ring, what do you think?"

Shi Yinan raised his head, did not answer, and there were still traces of embarrassment on his cheeks.

Bai Yichen couldn't help but bent down, wiped the water marks on his face with his cuff, helped him up from the ground, and said, "Today is your birthday...why are you crying like this?"

"I'm so happy." Shi Yinan stood up slowly from the ground, held Bai Yichen's hand and said, holding it tightly in his palm, "...you gave me a birthday present, I like it very much; I am very happy that you agreed to my marriage proposal."

"It's just some paintings, I will draw you in the future." Bai Yichen took out another wedding ring from the ring box, put it on his ring finger as well, then kissed him, and murmured against his ear ——

"Only draw you alone."

Shi Yinan froze in place.

The temperature of the ring was very low, and the moment it touched his fingers, the cold feeling seemed to be able to chill people's hearts, so his fingers trembled inexplicably.

He lowered his head and looked at his clasped hands with Bai Yichen. There were small silver circles on the ring fingers of both hands—this was the scene he was looking forward to the most tonight. Since he wanted to be with Bai Yichen From the day Chen proposed, all he had been looking forward to was the day Bai Yichen put on his engagement ring, but when this moment actually came, tears welled up in his eyes, but he couldn't pull out a smile.

But this night they made love.

Tonight, Bai Yichen might be in a good mood, feeling a little bit, kissed Shi Yinan and rolled together, and wanted to do it with the light on, but Shi Yinan raised his hand and pulled out the light.

He didn't want Bai Yichen to see his eyes, his face.

He recalled the ambiguous and nasty things he loved to say when he was with Bai Yichen, and imitated his former self, speaking in Bai Yichen's ears word by word.Sure enough, Bai Yichen became more and more excited listening to his words, and even took the initiative to ride on his waist, leaning over and kissing his lips.

And Shi Yinan only had a bitter smile on the corner of his lips when Bai Yichen kissed him.

The next morning, I don't know why Shi Yinan, who worked hard last night, became the one who woke up late, while Bai Yichen, who was supposed to be resting in bed, got up early and cooked noodles.Before Shi Yinan got downstairs, he could smell the aroma of noodles.

"Yichen?" He sniffed the aroma of food in the air, and called Bai Yichen's name.

And Bai Yichen quickly raised his voice to respond to him: "I'm in the kitchen—"

Shi Yinan walked down the stairs following the sound, and when he looked up, he saw Bai Yichen walking towards him with crooked eyebrows and a smile on his lips, holding noodles, his complexion was so rosy as if he had been nourished by the essence of rain and dew. Yi Nan couldn't help being infected by the smile on his face, and laughed along with him.

"Breakfast." Bai Yichen walked up to Shi Yinan and kissed him on the cheek, "I cooked soy sauce noodles."

"Yeah." Shi Yinan was led by Bai Yichen to the table and sat down, tasted the noodles in the bowl, "Why did you wake up so early today?"

"I'm so happy." Bai Yichen held his left hand and looked at it, on it was the ring that Shi Yinan put on for him yesterday.

Shi Yinan saw that he was smiling so happily, the smile on his lips deepened a little bit, and the frown that he had been frowning day and night for a long time also relaxed, even the heart that was still raised high even after the successful marriage proposal was calmed down. few.

He persuaded himself in his heart: Bai Yichen has already agreed to his marriage proposal, and he has been pretending to be good, imitating the original Shi Yinan to please Bai Yichen, and he doesn't mind doing this all the time, so he and Bai Yichen, he should finally be able to live a good life, right?

But there are too many lessons learned from the past when he made mistakes after he was relieved, so Shi Yi Nan didn't smile much, and the smile on the corners of his lips gradually faded away.

But Bai Yichen asked him at this moment: "When do you plan to hold our wedding?"

When Shi Yinan heard him ask this question, he was stunned.

Seeing his expression, Bai Yichen couldn't help but tilt his head, and asked him amusedly, "You haven't thought about this question before, have you?"

In fact, when they got married, Shi Yinan really didn't think about it.

When most people propose marriage, although they are worried about whether the other party will agree or not, they will definitely imagine in their minds if they succeed, when they will hold the wedding, and if they think more far-reaching, they will want to spend their honeymoon, and even how long they will be married. I will think about it when I have a child later.Of course, he and Bai Yichen don't need to think about the last idea, but they can think about the first few.

However, Shi Yinan didn't think about it at all, to be precise, he didn't dare to think about it.

The result of Bai Yichen being able to agree to his marriage proposal was enough to make him happy for several days, not to mention that Shi Yinan still felt unreal after a night of successful marriage proposal.

"...I really didn't think about it." Shi Yinan said truthfully, his blank eyes and cautious voice made Bai Yichen feel distressed, "You can agree to the marriage proposal, I feel like I'm dreaming."

Bai Yichen touched his side face and comforted him softly: "Then you have to think about it quickly, I want to get married when winter comes."

It is almost late September now, and there is not much time before winter. Hearing this, Shi Yinan straightened his back, and promised Bai Yichen in a deep voice: "Okay, when winter comes, I will definitely give you a...you Loved the wedding."

"I'll wait for you." Bai Yichen said, looking at him with a smile.

After breakfast, Shi Yinan put the equity transfer agreement on the dining table in the living room and left first, while Bai Yichen didn't see the agreement until he left the villa.

After reading the agreement, Bai Yichen didn't move for a while, and sat silently on the sofa, with no emotion on his expressionless face, but he laughed when he saw the ring on his ring finger, and stuffed the agreement into the The study room was dedicated to storing important documents in the box before leaving the villa and driving to the studio.

The portrait he wanted to paint for Song Yuheng hadn't been finished yet, and Song Yuheng usually had a job, so he didn't come to be a model every day, so the progress of the painting was relatively slow.

"How's the result of the re-examination?" Although he hasn't seen Bai Yichen for a few days, Song Yuheng is still worried about Bai Yichen's health, knowing that he went to Xia Qi for a re-examination, and wants to know if his condition is better No.

"Doctor Xia reduced my dosage." Bai Yichen happily told Song Yuheng.

This time Xia Qi didn't talk about reducing the dosage of the medicine, but actually reduced the dosage for him. Although it was only a quarter of the dosage, it was enough to prove that his condition was improving. up.

Song Yuheng also knew this truth, so when he heard Bai Yichen say this, his usually indifferent face showed some joy. He was about to smile, but when he glanced away, he found that there was an extra ring on Bai Yichen's ring finger. He froze, and asked Bai Yichen, "Shi Yinan... proposed to you?"

Bai Yichen stretched out his hand, showed Song Yuheng his ring, and said, "Yes."

The brand-new platinum ring was very dazzling, and made Song Yuheng uncomfortable. He asked Bai Yichen in disbelief: "He proposed to you, and you just agreed?"

"Yeah." Bai Yichen smiled and asked back, "I can't refuse him, can I?"

"Why is it impossible?" Song Yuheng really doesn't understand Bai Yichen. He obviously doesn't have to be with Shi Yinan now. I don’t love you, have you forgotten how he was chosen four years ago? You even—you are already like this, why do you still have to be with him?”

"I know." Bai Yichen looked into Song Yuheng's eyes and replied seriously, "I don't have to be with him, we are only because I love him."

After a pause, Bai Yichen continued, "Or... I once loved him."

"Yi Nan, he is actually very pitiful."

Shi Yinan is pitiful?Song Yuheng only felt like laughing when he heard Bai Yichen's words, and he did sneer: "How can he be pitiful?"

"No one loves him." Bai Yichen lowered his eyes, "No one has loved him since he was a child, and no one taught him how to love, so he doesn't know how to love. Like Shi Yiming, at least there is someone who loves him Mom, but Yi Nan doesn’t. He has nothing, his father doesn’t love him, Ye Wanxiang doesn’t love him either, maybe the only elder brother who has a bit of brotherly affection for him is also dead, and all his brothers and sisters wish he could die with him Except for me, there will be no one in this world who is willing to love him sincerely."

Song Yuheng asked again: "How come no one loves him?"

"Those people just love his power and savings."

"But Shi Yinan only loves what you say."

"Yeah, who doesn't love money and power? But there are many things in this world that money can't buy." Bai Yichen didn't raise his head, but slowly raised the corners of his lips, "It doesn't matter if he doesn't understand this truth , I am teaching him, he will understand sooner or later."

Song Yuheng was silent for a moment, and said, "Teach him how to fall in love with someone?"

But when Bai Yichen heard his words, he immediately denied it: "No, he doesn't need to learn to love others, he only needs to learn to love me." He raised his head, looking at Song Yuheng with hot and bright eyes, "A person like him They are born with a lack of affection, have never felt love, and don’t know how to love. It is impossible for them to change their minds and become perfect and kind people. You can’t force them to be perfect three-good students. You can do it."

Song Yuheng stared blankly at Bai Yichen, blocked by his theory, and finally asked after a while, "What if Shi Yinan can't learn it?"

Bai Yichen raised his eyebrows: "Can't you learn? He used to be a good student. He was taught by a teacher, so why can't he learn? Besides—"

The young man laughed, stroking the ring on his hand lightly with downcast eyes: "He has already passed."