All men are like my ex

As soon as the nurse said three words, Xia Qi arrived. He was slightly taken aback when he saw Shi Yinan's face on the sofa in the hall: "Mr. Shi?"

"Doctor Xia." Shi Yinan put away his phone and stood up.

"You didn't make an appointment with me in advance." Xia Qi asked him while wearing a white coat, "What's the matter?"

Shi Yinan said: "I want to ask you, what kind of medicine is Yichen taking."

Xia Qi raised his eyebrows and asked him back: "Is this also a patient's privacy? I have no right to answer. I said it when you came last time. Regarding Mr. Bai's condition, I didn't get his consent. Is it right?" Will tell you."

"You told me last time...Yichen is not only suffering from depression, he also has other illnesses." Shi Yinan lowered his eyes, his voice was a little hoarse, "Then he also suffers from ED? "

Xia Qi turned around in surprise when he heard this sentence: "He didn't mention this to me, but depression itself will greatly reduce the patient's desire, even the desire to live is gone, let alone other desires, and Some drugs for treating depression do have the side effect of causing impotence." But Xia Qi was even more surprised, "But this kind of question...you shouldn't ask me. You have been together for several months, don't you just Have you never found out?"

"I thought you should know." Xia Qi said finally.Everyone is an adult, Xia Qi can't believe that Bai Yichen and Shi Yinan haven't done anything in the past few months, but once such things happen in bed, they may not be found out for a day or two, three or four weeks, and they are a few It's impossible to find out after a month, right?

When Shi Yinan heard this, he laughed instead, his lips trembled, his voice was trembling not in line with the smile: "...No."

Xia Qi shook his head and sighed softly, couldn't help but also smiled along with him, clapped his hands twice, and asked him: "You are so good, should I applaud you?"

"I..." Shi Yinan stood stiffly, subconsciously wanted to explain, but found that he didn't need to explain at all, what is there to explain this kind of thing?

That's the way it is, ridiculous and ridiculous.

"Can I stop taking those medicines?" Shi Yinan asked Xia Qi again, "It's not because of his ED, it's because I checked on the way here, all antidepressants are very harmful to the body, and those side effects are almost is irreversible..."

Shi Yinan's voice was hoarse and trembling, making one suspect that he would choke up and utter: "He has not been in good health, he is only 26 years old, he is still so young...he eats so much now What will he do in the future..."

"Yes, I am only six or seven years older than him, and I know he is very young." Xia Qi walked up to Shi Yinan, "But you have to take medicine when you are sick. I know that these medicines have serious side effects. The first time you eat it is very torturous, and even the next few times will be very uncomfortable, and you need to take it for a long time to build tolerance, and the process is very torturous.”

"But if he doesn't take these medicines, he may not even survive his next birthday, and the side effects of sudden withdrawal of the medicine will be more intense. The consequences are not something you and I can bear."

When Shi Yinan heard Xia Qi's words, his body suddenly froze. After a while, he slowly raised his head and asked Xia Qi: "It's the first time to eat, will it be uncomfortable?"

"Yes." Xia Qi answered him.

Shi Yinan froze in place for a few seconds, then turned around abruptly and left, regardless of Xia Qi and Nurse Zhang who were calling him behind him.

There was no need for him to stay there anymore, Xia Qi would not tell him any information about Bai Yichen's condition, and he probably wouldn't be able to ask anything if he stayed there.

Shi Yinan got into the car expressionlessly and drove back to the villa. Bai Yichen had already left to work in the collection studio at this time, so there was no one in the villa.

And when Shi Yinan went in, he went straight to the medicine cabinet before closing the door. He didn't even want to care whether he would find out if he touched Bai Yichen's medicine, but took out those small medicine bottles without labels and looked for them. Remembering his memory, he poured out a few tablets and swallowed it without even drinking water.

He remembered.

When he met Bai Yichen taking medicine for the first time, Bai Yichen not only told him that it was just a health medicine, but also asked him to take a few pills.

He was always uncomfortable that night, dizzy and nauseous. Even with his eyes closed, he felt that the whole world was spinning, as if the sensory organs controlling his body balance were completely damaged, and he was sucked into an endless vortex, spinning wildly endlessly.

He suffered all night, and Bai Yichen took care of him all night. The next day, his eyes were red, and he said "I'm sorry" in a trembling voice, apologizing to him all the time.

Bai Yichen kept apologizing to him, and he said to him, "I'm really... working hard to become normal..."

He said: "I will heal well...I will not hurt you again...please...please don't leave me..."

Shi Yinan smiled softly, all the strength in his body was drained by the laughter, he gradually slumped and knelt down on the ground, holding the medicine bottle tightly with his five fingers and laughing, his vision blurred and his heart ached. Almost stopped beating, just knelt on the ground in a daze, tears streaming down his face.

He mournfully asked Xia Qi if he could stop Bai Yichen's medicine, because the side effects of those medicines were so severe, and Bai Yichen was so young that he couldn't bear the torment of the medicine, but he forgot that Bai Yichen was young , but had attempted suicide three times—he had died three times before old age and disease took his life.

Death is not scary to him, what is really scary to Bai Yichen is a man named Shi Yinan, that man is the murderer who killed him.

"I'm sorry..." Shi Yinan knelt on the ground and muttered, "Yichen...I'm sorry..."

But he dared to apologize only at such a moment, because he didn't dare to let Bai Yichen hear - Bai Yichen said that he didn't want his apology.

He didn't even want his apology.

Shi Yinan looked at the medicine bottle in his hand through his blurred vision. At this moment, he had an uncontrollable impulse. He wanted to pour out all the pills in the medicine bottle and swallow them all. It's hard to taste it all.

But he can't.

These are Yichen's medicines, if he takes them, Yichen will find out.

Shi Yinan stood up slowly from the ground, his legs numb from kneeling for a long time made him staggered and bumped into the dining table beside him, and the round-bellied and high-necked vase with yellow roses on the dining table also fell down with the shaking of the dining table , rolled off the table and hit the chair again, made a crisp crackling sound, then shattered and fell onto the carpet.

The water in the vase was scattered all over the floor, and the cyan vase fragments and yellow roses were intertwined, like corpses scattered all over the field, and the note "I love you" left by him in the morning on the tablecloth also fell down, covered by the water. Wet, blurring the four words "I love you too" that Bai Yichen replied to him at the bottom into a blurred black.

Shi Yinan was stunned, knelt down again and wanted to grab the piece of paper, but the wrinkled and wet piece of paper was torn apart by him, leaving only the word "I" in his palm.

Shi Yinan froze in place, he staggered to his feet after the carpet sucked all the water into his body, went into the kitchen and found a bag to pack all the fragments of the vase, put them on the back seat, and drove off again Xia Qi's psychological counseling room.

"Can you sell me a box of this medicine?" Shi Yinan put a pill of the medicine he had taken in his palm and spread it out for Xia Qi to see.

Xia Qi had just sent away a patient and was still immersed in writing the medical records. Hearing this, he just raised his eyes and said, "This is a prescription drug. You are not sick, so I can't prescribe it to you."

"I took three pills and brought one with me. If you don't give me a prescription, you will find that his medicine is missing when you go back." Shi Yinan said, he even used the words of begging, "I beg You... Doctor Xia."

"You ate three?!" Xia Qi suddenly raised his head, looked at Shi Yinan in shock, and for the first time after seeing Shi Yinan's pale face and almost unsteady figure, he lost his calm expression , "You took this medicine and drove here? Are you crazy!"

Xia Qi snatched the medicine from Shi Yinan's hand, and asked the nurse to prepare an emergency emetic.

"This is olanzapine, do you want to die if you take three pills at a time!" Xia Qi couldn't help scolding Shi Yinan after seeing the medicine clearly.

In addition to treating schizophrenia, this medicine is also used to help stabilize mood and help sleep, because ordinary sleeping pills can no longer help Bai Yichen sleep, but the upper limit of this medicine can not exceed 20mg a day, which is okay What he prescribed to Bai Yichen was a dose of 5mg per tablet, Shi Yinan did not exceed the upper limit of the drug even after taking three tablets.

But Shi Yi Nan ate it but still drove, it's a miracle he didn't fall asleep on the road and get into a car accident.

"Olanzapine..." At this moment, Yi Nan could still laugh, and repeated again: "Open me a box."

"Doctor Xia, the emetic is here—" the nurse also adjusted the emergency emetic at this time.

"Hurry up and drink this for me!" Xia Qi took the cup and wanted to force Shi Yinan to drink it.

However, there is no need for him to do anything, Shi Yinan is not sick at all, and he has taken so many olanzapine at one time, and it is already the limit. After smelling the emetic, he couldn't help but hugged The trash can spit out.

After Shi Yinan vomited, he wiped his mouth with paper, stretched out his hand to Xia Qi, and said persistently, "Open a box for me."

"Open a box for you? Let's dream." Xia Qi gritted his molars, walked to the medicine cabinet, opened a box of new medicines, took out three and handed them to Shi Yinan, "Connect the one you brought, There are four in total, you just put them back, I won’t give you any more.”

"Thank you, Doctor Xia." Shi Yinan pursed his lips, took the medicine and walked out.

Seeing this, Xia Qi hurriedly called to him: "Where are you going? You can't drive now!"

However, after Shi Yinan got the medicine, he obviously didn't intend to talk to him anymore, and walked out without looking back.

Xia Qi has never met a patient who is more difficult than a patient like Shi Yinan, so he had no choice but to threaten him: "If you dare to drive, I will call and tell Bai Yichen immediately!"

The name Bai Yichen was used to cure Shi Yinan. When Xia Qi said these three words, Yi Nan stopped in his tracks, and said without thinking: "I'm going to buy a vase."