All men are like my ex

After figuring out today's particularity, Shi Yinan went to pick out gifts before returning to Bai Yichen's villa in the evening. What he bought was a small rose-shaped brooch, which was very small and could be pinned to the collar at ordinary times. In winter You can also pin it on a scarf.

The clerk packed the brooch in an exquisite gift box, Shi Yinan thought about it after putting it away, and went to the flower shop to buy a bouquet of roses, but this time he bought yellow roses.

Because the flower language of yellow roses is to apologize for love.

Sure enough, when Shi Yinan returned to the villa, he found that Bai Yichen had prepared a candlelight dinner early.

Bai Yichen usually likes to eat Chinese food, but today he prepared top-quality red wine and well-cooked snowflake veal steak, which looked extra warm against the backdrop of candlelight and orange sunset light, but Shi Yinan also noticed that, The cyan vase on the dining table is empty.

"You're back." Bai Yichen greeted Shi Yinan at the kitchen door, "Do you remember what day it is?"

"Of course I remember." Shi Yinan raised the corners of his lips, and took out the bouquet of roses behind his back, "Today is our No.90 nine days together."

Bai Yichen was obviously very satisfied with his answer, with a smile, he inserted the yellow rose into the blue vase with a round belly and high neck, without asking why Shi Yinan gave him a yellow rose.

Shi Yinan looked at Bai Yichen's face admiring Rose with downcast eyes, and after a few seconds of silence, he pushed the gift box with the brooch in front of Bai Yichen, and told him softly, "I have prepared a gift for you."

Bai Yichen looked up at him in surprise, and asked, "What is it?"

Shi Yinan smiled and said, "You'll know when you open it."

But Bai Yichen didn't open the gift box right away, but took out a gift box from the table and handed it to Shi Yinan: "I also prepared a gift for you."

"Is this... cufflinks?"

When Shi Yinan saw the item in the gift box, he couldn't tell what it was for a moment, and after holding it in his hand for a while, he realized that it was probably a cufflink.

There is no other reason, the main reason is that the shape of this cufflink is too special. It is a small thorny rose branch, and the three letters "BYC" are engraved on the cuff pin, which is the abbreviation of Bai Yichen's name.

"Do you like it?" Bai Yichen asked him.

"I like it." Shi Yinan immediately tried it on the cuffs, "Its style is very special."

"Of course it's special. I specially designed this for you. It's unique and only you have." Bai Yichen stood up from the chair, walked to Shi Yinan's side, wrapped his arms around his neck and sat down on his lap, "Yi Nan, can you promise me one thing?"

"Okay." When Shi Yinan heard Bai Yichen say this, he agreed without thinking, and then asked him what was the matter, "What is the matter?"

"You have to wear these cufflinks every day, and you can't take them off." Bai Yichen looked into his eyes and instructed seriously, and finally repeated, "Every day."

Shi Yinan put his arms around Bai Yichen's waist, and promised, "Okay, I will definitely wear it every day."

After Bai Yichen got his promise, he laughed and lowered his head to kiss Shi Yinan's lips.

They haven't done it for a long time, maybe it's because today is special and the atmosphere is ambiguous enough, Shi Yinan was a little moved, and for a moment he threw away all the cracks and scars lying between them, and pressed Bai Yichen's back The neck pinned him down on the dining table, but instead of going to change Bai Yichen's shirt, he wanted to take off his trousers for him.

Bai Yichen struggled lightly and said, "It's not dark yet..."

Shi Yinan was a little strange when he heard the words, it's not that they didn't do it in the daytime, there's no need to wait until night, but he didn't plan to do it with Bai Yichen here, he just planned to give Bai Yichen an excuse, so he comforted him: "It's okay, I won't go in, I just want to make you comfortable."

He leaned down while talking, but Bai Yichen avoided him, slid down from the dining table and stood on the ground, saying: "No, I don't want to—"

Before Bai Yichen finished speaking, there was no ending sound, and Shi Yinan's movements also stopped, and the originally charming and ambiguous atmosphere suddenly froze.

Shi Yinan was the first to speak, he pulled the corners of his lips stiffly, and said, "If you don't want to, then we won't—"

"I just don't want you to help me." Bai Yichen interrupted him, hugged him again, with a smile on his lips, his tone was soft and full of temptation, "shall I help you?"

The two of them played crazy in college, the young body was flexible and full of vitality, during the four years together they almost tried all the poses they knew, but even at that time, Shi Yi Nan rarely let Bai Yi Chen would not please him, let alone now.

So he immediately grabbed Bai Yichen's hand on his belt and said, "As you said, it's not dark yet, let's wait until night to do it."

"But don't you want it?" Bai Yichen asked him.

Shi Yinan kissed the tip of his nose: "You haven't eaten the veal steak yet, it will be cold if you don't eat it."

"Then you took off my clothes just now." Bai Yichen directly threw the blame on Shi Yinan.

"Yes, yes, it's all my fault. Let's eat first, and I'll wash the dishes for you later."

But Shi Yinan smiled and took all the blame. After dinner, he didn't ask Bai Yichen to help clean up the dining table. He just let Bai Yichen watch TV in the living room or go to the second floor to paint. The kitchen is busy enough.

Bai Yichen said: "I've been painting in the studio for a long time today, I don't want to paint anymore, I'll watch TV."

"it is good."

Shi Yinan turned on the TV for him, and put the remote control into Bai Yichen's hand before entering the kitchen.

By the time he washed all the dishes and put them away, an hour had passed, and at this time the entire sky was darkened, only a few scattered stars dotted the corners of the sky.

Shi Yinan took off his apron, and the moment he walked out of the kitchen, he saw Bai Yichen standing in front of the medicine cabinet drinking water—there was no doubt that the young man must be taking those health medicines again.

Shi Yinan frowned, and was about to step forward to dissuade Bai Yichen from taking some of these medicines, but Bai Yichen suddenly turned around as if he had eyes behind his back, then came over with a smile and took his hand, biting him lightly ear, suggesting: "It's getting dark..."

Shi Yinan didn't speak, just remained silent.

Bai Yichen hugged him again and said, "Shall we go to the bedroom?"

Shi Yinan knew that Bai Yichen didn't want to hear him mention this matter, so he had no choice but to go upstairs with Bai Yichen.

As soon as the two of them entered the bedroom, Bai Yichen immediately kissed Shi Yinan, lips to lips and murmured: "Don't turn on the light."

When Shi Yinan heard this, the hand placed on the switch slowly lowered, and instead stroked Bai Yichen's waist, he also murmured in Bai Yichen's ear: "I love you."

Bai Yichen responded to him: "I love you too."

This night, Shi Yinan deliberately prolonged the lingering time, and his movements were gentle. He tried to help Bai Yichen many times, but Bai Yichen always avoided him, or "I can do it myself", the first time and the second Maybe he didn't feel it the first time, but the number of rejections was too many, Shi Yinan immediately noticed something was wrong.He paused for a while, and continued after being urged by Bai Yichen, but he didn't go to bed immediately after the end, but waited for Bai Yichen to sleep first, and then he turned on the night light to simply give Bai Yichen clean it up.

But this time, Shi Yi Nam didn't find anything to clean up.

He wore a condom tonight, just tighten it up and throw it away when he was done, but he couldn't find a trace of it on the bed other than his own stuff in the condom.

But Bai Yichen was clearly a high C.

With a little clue, the traces that were exposed before will all be connected together without any hiding. The request to turn off the lights was shocking but somewhat unbelievable.

Looking at Bai Yichen's peaceful sleeping face, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and after a while, he turned off the night light and walked out of the bedroom in the dark.He went to the medicine cabinet on the first floor, wanting to see what kind of medicine Bai Yichen was taking.

In addition to the regular painkillers and cold medicines in the medicine cabinet, there are also some medicine bottles with their labels torn off. Judging from the shape of the bottle and the pills, it is impossible to identify what kind of medicine they are.

But no matter what the medicines are, Shi Yinan can now be sure that they are definitely not the health medicines that Bai Yichen said in his mouth. If they are really health medicines, why is it necessary to tear off the labels?

Shi Yinan wanted to pour a few pills out and go to the hospital to see if he could find the name of the medicine, but he was afraid that the dose was fixed, and if Bai Yichen found that the amount was wrong after taking it, he would find that he had taken his medicine, so he could only use The phone took a picture of the pills and put the bottle back.

Because he was worried that Bai Yichen would find out about this matter, he even double-checked the position of the medicine bottle itself to ensure that there was no trace of movement before returning to the bedroom and lying down again.

However, although Shi Yinan closed his eyes, he couldn't fall asleep almost all night—from the time he came back and went to bed with Bai Yichen for the first time, Bai Yichen kept asking to turn off the lights, and never let him sleep. He touches and soothes.

If... Bai Yichen has always been in ED, then what is it that they have been together so many times during their time together?

He knew the reason why Bai Yichen concealed this matter without asking, but the sad thing is that he never found out.

Shi Yinan was lying numbly, breathing mechanically, his fingertips to his heart were cold, but beside him was Bai Yichen's soft and warm body, the temperature on the young man's body was as if a raging fire could almost burn him, the flames scorched him. Roasting is his soul, this trembling pain makes all Shi Yinan can feel is a kind of astonishment and complete sadness and despair.

Such grief made Shi Yinan dare not even look at Bai Yichen's face the next morning, he woke up early again, made breakfast for Bai Yichen and left directly.

He didn't go to the company, but went to Xia Qi's psychological counseling room. Because he went too early, Xia Qi hadn't arrived when he arrived. Fortunately, the nurse had already opened the door and poured him a cup of hot water.

Shi Yinan was sitting on the sofa, flipping through the photos of those medicines on his phone, suddenly called the nurse, and asked her: "Nurse Zhang, do you know what these medicines are?"

Nurse Zhang looked over and said, "These medicines..."