All men are like my ex

Bai Yichen filled a bowl of porridge for Shi Yinan, and passed him a spoon before sitting down in front of him.

"If many years later, we meet again by chance, how will I greet you? Only with tears in my eyes and silently..."

Bai Yichen was holding the spoon, his slender fingers were so white that it was almost transparent, as if he could see the blood flowing slowly underneath, the soft light sprinkled fine flakes of light on his face, his crimson lips opened and closed, using Greek He recited a poem that Shi Yinan could not understand.

Shi Yinan smiled, took a sip of porridge and asked him, "What kind of poem is this?"

Bai Yichen looked at him, and replied softly, "Love poetry."

"Why don't you use French?"

"Because I don't want you to know how much I love you." Bai Yichen said to Shi Yinan with a smile while holding a spoon in his mouth.

Shi Yinan shook his head helplessly, his eyes were filled with doting, he glanced at the Corolla roses in full bloom in the glass bottle from the corner of his eye, and asked casually: "This bouquet of roses is very beautiful, is it a gift from your boyfriend?"

"No, it was a gift from a good friend on Valentine's Day the day before yesterday."

Shi Yinan's explanation to Bai Yichen is undeniable - which good friend will send roses on Valentine's Day?

Seeing the disbelief in his eyes, Bai Yichen laughed out of joy, until the corners of his eyes leaked, and asked pantingly, "You don't think I have a new boyfriend, do you?"

Shi Yinan raised his eyebrows: "Isn't it?"

"Of course not, I don't have a new boyfriend." Bai Yichen stood up, walked in front of Shi Yinan, took the initiative to sit on his lap, hooked his neck and gave a lingering wet kiss, until both of them felt a little Only when she was panting slightly, she was a little inexplicably excited, but her voice was very low, "It's always been you, always only you..."

Shi Yinan didn't hear what he said: "Yichen?"

Bai Yichen smiled, took his hand and ran back upstairs, opened the drawer, took out the condom and lubricant inside and put them in Shi Yinan's hand: "Look at the date."

Although Shi Yinan was a little puzzled, he still held the bottle box and looked at it. To his astonishment, these lubricants and condoms expired a year ago.

"This……"

"Come with me again." Without waiting for Shi Yinan to speak, Bai Yichen took him downstairs again, went to the hanger at the door porch, took off the dark gray overcoat, and handed it to Shi Yinan for him to put on .

Shi Yinan followed Bai Yichen's wishes and put on the overcoat. Bai Yichen straightened his sleeves for him and said with a smile: "When you left back then, you didn't take anything with you. This dress is actually—"

Suddenly, Bai Yichen's words stopped, and the smile on his face froze for a moment. He fiddled with the shortened sleeve in a daze, and then finished speaking: "...It's yours."

When Shi Yinan looked at Bai Yichen's dazed expression, his heart suddenly felt distressed, his lips moved, but he didn't know what to say.

But Bai Yichen quickly laughed again, and said relaxedly: "You have grown taller again, you can't even wear the clothes you wore four years ago now."

Shi Yinan took Bai Yichen's hands and tightly closed them together: "Yichen, four years ago—"

"Hush——" Bai Yichen stretched out his hand, put it between Shi Yinan's lips, and sealed his words, "You don't need to explain, I won't blame you."

The young man closed his eyes, hugged the man's waist with a happy smile on his face, leaned on his chest and said softly: "I am very happy if you can come back. Yi Nan, I really miss you... I have always loved you..."

Shi Yinan shrank his fingers, hesitated for a moment before raising his arms to hug Bai Yichen back.

He knew how much Bai Yichen loved him.

It was like this back then, no matter what he did, Bai Yichen would never get angry, only when he went too far, he would frown slightly, lower his long eyelashes, his eyes were misty, and his lips were tightly pursed, like A lonely deer in the forest, anyone who sees his appearance is reluctant to make him feel wronged.

But he never thought, nor did he dare to think, that Bai Yichen still loves him so much after he left without saying goodbye for so many years.

— never changed.

Shi Yinan sighed deeply, rubbed the side of the young man's face with his lips, and coaxed him softly: "Go to sleep for a while, I'll take you out for dinner tonight, okay, huh?"

"Okay." Bai Yichen let go, took off his coat for him, and stood at the door to see him off, "Go to work quickly, you're going to be late."

Shi Yinan hooked his lips and smiled, and gently kissed Bai Yichen's lips: "Baby, I love you, see you later."

Bai Yichen watched him leave with a smile: "I love you too, see you later."

The black car drove away from the garage, and Bai Yichen stood quietly on the spot, looking at Shi Yinan's leaving back, the smile on his lips became brighter, even with a treacherous tenderness, he raised his hand to gently caress himself lips, murmured to himself: "... so you love me?"

When Shi Yinan was with him, he never hesitated to tell him love words, so much so that he once thought that Shi Yinan really loved him.

But how could he love?

Shi Yinan perfectly withdrew from his world and left without any souvenirs, no reluctance, and no hesitation.Is this like love?

He didn't want to listen to Shi Yinan's explanation, he knew why Shi Yinan left, and if he could leave, wouldn't it be the biggest proof that he didn't love him?

So Shi Yinan didn't need to explain anything, everything was so easy to understand, he didn't even have the chance to deceive himself.

Bai Yichen squatted down, buried his head deeply in the dark gray coat Shi Yinan wore, and sniffed the breath left by him.

He has worn this dress before.

The winter in this city is very cold, no matter how many clothes he wears, it is useless, he will still have red nose from the cold and shiver in the cold wind.

And Shi Yinan would always bring two coats at that time, he would take off one coat after warming it up and put it on him.

Bai Yichen will never forget how hot that temperature was.It warmed his whole life, so after Shi Yinan left, this coat without Shi Yinan's body temperature could not give him enough warmth.

Shi Yinan left the city, taking all the warmth with him, he huddled in the corner of the city and shivered through four harsh winter days, even though the clothes were no longer warm, he was still reluctant to take off the cold clothes. coat.Now Shi Yinan is back, but he can't fit this dress anymore.

He is cold.

He wants a little warmth.

Obviously it's spring now, but Shi Yinan happened to be his winter.When he came back, what he brought was not warmth, but an overwhelming storm.

Bai Yichen returned to the room, put his coat back on the hanger, then went to the place where Shi Yinan was sitting just now, sat down, picked up his empty porridge bowl, eyes full of fascination and affection, and murmured softly: "So you like to drink pumpkin porridge."

"Why didn't you tell me sooner?"

The room was silent, the sunlight coming in from the window became brighter and brighter, but Bai Yichen couldn't feel any warmth, because Shi Yinan came back, his winter came back.

He was engulfed in countless cold winds and snow, and his heart was frozen into frost. It was so hard that it was hard to beat, not to mention diastolic and contraction to promote blood circulation throughout the body, he was like a walking corpse.

Bai Yichen covered his heart sadly, feeling as if he was holding a piece of ice.

He frowned, his lowered eyes were covered with a thin layer of mist, and he asked that question with some grievances——

"Why are you coming back?"

The room was silent, and no one answered his question.