All men are like my ex

Of course, Ye Wanxiang admitted that the main reason she did that was to vent her anger. Who would have asked Bai Yichen to be Shi Yinan's lover?Shi Yinan is not like her biological son at all, as if the two of them are natural enemies, born to fight against each other, never ending.Shi Yinan doesn't listen to her, and fights against her all day long, can't she deal with Shi Yinan, and can't she deal with one of his little lovers?

For this reason, even after Shi Yinan left, Ye Wanxiang was not willing to let Bai Yichen go so easily, but after tossing around, she suddenly realized that it didn't seem to make any sense—Shi Yinan was indeed with Bai Yichen. After breaking up, he left resolutely and indifferently, and the only person who couldn't let go has always been Bai Yichen, so no matter how sad Bai Yichen was, Shi Yinan would not be sad at all.

At that moment, Ye Wanxiang realized that Shi Yinan was still quite like her—their blood flowed in the same blood.

Ye Wanxiang felt that it was meaningless, so she didn't care about Bai Yichen anymore.

Who would have thought that they would meet again after so many years.

But I haven't seen him for many years, Bai Yichen seems to be a different person now, not as easy to handle as before, but Ye Wanxiang still dislikes him, and feels disgusting from the bottom of her heart.In her opinion, two men getting together is a disgusting thing, and she really can't figure out how she has a son who is gay.

"Heh." Ye Wanxiang laughed coldly, folded her arms and sat on the empty seat in front of Bai Yichen, glanced at the dessert on her table, and said with disgust, "If it wasn't for Shi Yinan, I would have spent my whole life. I don't even want to come to Nancheng again, and I don't even want to see you again, so as not to make me sick."

"What a coincidence." Bai Yichen didn't even look at her, and continued to eat the chocolate mousse he ordered, "Me too."

"you--!"

Ye Wanxiang didn't expect that the young man would dare to contradict her like this now, and immediately glared at Bai Yichen angrily.

However, Bai Yichen is no longer afraid of her now, he hooked his lips to meet her angry eyes, and said with a smile: "What? Auntie, are you upset so soon? But this time there probably won't be any water for you .”

After speaking, Bai Yichen raised his hand and fed the last piece of chocolate mousse into his mouth, chewing with relish.

Ye Wanxiang folded her arms and leaned back, crossed her legs and looked at Bai Yichen, and said coldly: "I won't talk nonsense to you anymore, I asked you to come here today, I probably don't need to say it, you know it. "

"Well, I know." Bai Yichen nodded, and sighed with his chin stuck, "But it's not up to me to decide."

Ye Wanxiang let go of her arms when she heard the words, leaned forward, and asked him, "Why can't you decide? Didn't you lure my son back? What are you pretending to be here with me?" She didn't believe it, and Shi also Nan took so much trouble to return to Nancheng, Bai Yichen didn't make any effort.

Bai Yichen laughed involuntarily when he heard her words, with tears in the corners of his eyes, thinking that the self-righteousness of the mother and son was probably inherited.He answered Ye Wanxiang's question very seriously, and said, "Auntie, but it's really not me who lured your son back. It was Yi Nan who came back to find me. I don't know why he came back. If I had the ability to lure your son back He seduced him back to Nancheng, I did it as early as four years ago, so I wouldn't wait until today."

"Who knows what you've done behind the scenes." But Ye Wanxiang sneered, she didn't believe Bai Yichen's words at all, "Maybe it's because you feel moved now that he finally holds the Shi family in his hands? His money You spent a lot, didn't you?"

"Well, I did a lot behind the scenes." However, Bai Yichen admitted that he unbuttoned his shirt cuffs and showed Ye Wanxiang the scars on his wrists, "Yi Nan has been away for four years. Here, I committed suicide three times, swallowed medicine once, and cut my wrists twice. Speaking of which, when he just left, if you hadn’t stopped me, Auntie, I really wanted to run in front of him, cut my wrists and jump off the building, forcing him to stay by suicide .”

At the end of saying this, Bai Yichen laughed again, fastened the buttons again, and said: "Auntie, you are so capable, why don't you stop him and let him come back to find me?"

Ye Wanxiang stared at Bai Yichen with wide-eyed eyes. Ye Wanxiang also felt a little cold in his hands and feet because of his insane appearance. She even had a feeling that Bai Yichen had gone crazy, but she didn't believe that Bai Yichen committed suicide sincerely. Otherwise, why did he only choose the difficult way of cutting his wrists?Wouldn't it be better to just jump off the building and lie on the rails?

She thought this way in her heart, and said it out of her mouth: "What do you mean by saying this to me? To soften my heart? Who knows if you pretended to commit suicide, just to leave a scar to look good, and make Shi Yinan feel soft , so that he can stay. Can’t you show some face? You all broke up, and you still pester Shi Yinan like this. Did you forget what you said back then? If you really want to die, why don’t you go? Jump off a building?"

Listening to Ye Wanxiang's words, Bai Yichen's laughter gradually became weaker, but he still smiled, looking at the charming woman in front of him lightly.

For some reason, Bai Yichen suddenly thought of the classic line in "Pounding Heartbeat": In this world, some people live in tall buildings, some live in deep ditch, some are radiant, some are covered with copper rust, and Ye Wanxiang , is probably a typical character who is beyond gold and jade, but among them.

It is meaningless to communicate with this kind of person, because she only sees what she wants to see in her eyes, and she will never understand the pain of others, she will only feel that it is imposed on herself by others in order to attract the attention of others a play.

Bai Yichen sighed softly again, he drooped his long eyelashes, took out the cigarette from his pocket that he hesitated for a while and didn't decide whether to smoke, and bit it between his teeth.

With a soft "cha", Bai Yichen lit a cluster of bright small flames with a lighter, lit the cigarette between his lips, took a deep breath, and slightly raised his head to exhale the white smoke.

The young man's beautiful peach blossom eyes narrowed slightly, his expression was a little blurred, and he leaned lazily on the seat.

Ye Wanxiang looked at him in astonishment, feeling more and more that Bai Yichen was very strange, and she was completely different from the young man she saw who would blush slightly because of nervousness, frown and worry when talking to her carefully.

But after she came back to her senses, she felt that this was Bai Yichen's real appearance. The Bai Yichen back then was just his excellent disguise, so realistic that he almost deceived her.Shi Yinan must be blind, so he has been deceived by his seemingly indifferent appearance, and now he can't see clearly, like a fool who rolled to Nancheng to eat the grass.

"Auntie, thank you for booking the private room, otherwise I wouldn't be able to smoke. You are right, I don't want to die at all, so I don't want to jump off the building." Bai Yichen was addicted to smoking, and the smile on his lips healed Fa Shan said, "But I have to explain a little bit. I do have many ways to soften your son's heart, but he has no intention of leaving me right now, so I don't need to use these methods on him for the time being. Time It's getting late, auntie, you have nothing to say, then I have to go."

"What on earth is it that you will leave my son?" Ye Wanxiang's purpose of asking Bai Yichen out today has not yet been achieved, so of course she refused to let him go just like this, so she stopped Bai Yichen and said, "You take the initiative, don't force me shot."

"Haha, I thought you would just give me money to let me leave your son. But what can you do to me? Make me lose my job again, or let my studio close down?" Bai Yichen pinched his fingers Smoked, he couldn't help laughing, and then as if thinking of something, he took out the card Shi Yinan gave him this morning from his wallet, held it in front of Ye Wanxiang, and told her, "But I still advise you to stop. , I really spent a lot of Shi Yinan's money, and you can see that the more miserable I am, the more your son loves me. Or do you want me to give you 100 million, and don't bother me recently?"

After saying this, Bai Yichen got up and prepared to leave. He felt that the party was boring, and Ye Wanxiang hadn't changed much, she was still as unqualified as before.

And Ye Wanxiang saw Bai Yichen's soft and stubborn appearance, she was angry and angry, and finally gritted her teeth and shouted: "Don't be complacent, if he can leave you once, he can leave you a second time!"

The voice fell, and the whole room was dead silent.

Bai Yichen had almost reached the door, but he stopped after hearing Ye Wanxiang's words.

Ye Wanxiang felt that she had poked his sore spot, and finally pulled back the round. Before the smile on her lips parted, she saw Bai Yichen turn around abruptly, with no expression on his face, looking at him coldly. she.

The next moment, Bai Yichen walked towards her quickly, raised his hand and swept the table violently, sweeping off all the porcelain dishes and tableware on it, falling to the ground and breaking into pieces.

Amid the crisp impact, Bai Yichen's voice was hoarse, with a chilling sharpness: "Unless I die! Otherwise, Shi Yinan will never want to leave me a second time!"

He walked up to Ye Wanxiang and stared at her just like she looked at him back then: "So what if I'm just pestering him? What can you do with me? If you have the ability, tell Shi Yinan not to like her anymore Me. Is he much better than me? Have you ever been educated, do you know that good horses don’t turn back? Your son still eats with such relish, isn’t it too cheap?”

"Hahaha, Ye Wanxiang, you are so funny, your son is so mean and grabs my leg and won't let him go, you leave him alone, and you actually control me, Shi Yinan's meanness, I'm afraid it's not inherited from you, right? "

Bai Yichen was puzzled. He didn't quarrel with Ye Wanxiang before because he respected her as a lady and a mother. However, people like Ye Wanxiang don't make any sense to you. He couldn't figure it out either. Come confident, do you think he looks easy to bully?However, Bai Yichen also admitted that it was very enjoyable to quarrel with Ye Wanxiang, no wonder Shi Yinan liked to quarrel with her so much.

"Ye Wanxiang, I've never let you down, but you owe me a lot." Bai Yichen called her by her name and sneered, "So I will never let your son go in my life."

After saying this, Bai Yichen slammed the door and left.

Ye Wanxiang opened her eyes wide, looking at the mess in the place, it took her a while to catch her breath, the words Bai Yichen dropped before leaving were like a knife, gouging out her flesh fiercely, Ye Wanxiang was trembling all over, picked up the The phone wanted to call Shi Yinan, and scolded him severely, so that he could open his eyes wide and see what kind of face this person he was fascinated by was like!

But Ye Wanxiang just dialed the phone, and she hung up immediately before she got through, because she didn't tell Shi Yinan that she came out to see Bai Yichen today, and Shi Yinan didn't even know that she had come to Nancheng .

Not to mention whether Yi Nan would believe her when she made the phone call, if Shi Yi Nan knew that she had privately asked Bai Yichen to meet, and that she had met Bai Yichen four years ago, Shi Yi Nan would definitely talk to her involuntarily. There was a quarrel, and now Shi Yinan and Bai Yichen are in a good relationship, so she has to find another way...

If he can leave you once, he can leave you a second time.

Ye Wanxiang's words were like tasteless chewing gum mixed with countless thorns, it was hard and sticky, and every bite would cause a sharp pain, but Bai Yichen held these words on the tip of his tongue, carefully Chewing carefully.

It's just that he was in pain too, those thorns were deeply embedded in his flesh and couldn't be pulled out, the pain made people tremble all over, and his face was so hot.

Bai Yichen looked up at the clear sky, but he couldn't see a single cloud in his blurred vision.A day with such fine weather should be beautiful, but there are always some untimely memory fragments pouring out with these words to spoil his good mood.

He gritted his teeth, and told himself in his heart not to be angry, there was no need to argue with idiots like Ye Wanxiang, but he was still extremely wronged.

He and Ye Wanxiang actually met once four years ago.

The reason for meeting was similar to now. The strong and proud mother knew that her son fell in love with a man who could not carry on the family line for him, and even violated human relations. Of course, she had to force them to break up.

At that time, Bai Yichen was poor and humble, he had nothing, but he had an unswerving affection until death. No matter how Ye Wanxiang humiliated and insulted him, Bai Yichen gritted his teeth and did not let go. Apologizing, begging for her forgiveness, telling her that he loves Shi Yi Nam very much, and hopes she can let them be together.

And the answer Ye Wanxiang gave him was just a glass of cold water poured over his head.

Bai Yichen closed his eyes, trembling slightly from the cold water, he met Ye Wanxiang's disgusted gaze, his lips squirmed slightly, and finally he let go, he said: If Shi Yinan offered to break up, then he is willing Do not pester.

The young Bai Yichen can easily say such words, in the final analysis, it is because he is young, believes in love, and believes that the person he loves will not betray him.

There's a song about it—the favored always has nothing to fear.

Relying on Shi Yinan's deep affection for him, Bai Yichen easily said this curse-like sentence.

At that time, Ye Wanxiang curled her lips and smiled coldly and arrogantly. She looked at him as if she was looking at a fool who didn't know the heights of the sky and the earth, and said, "He will break up with you. Don't I understand my son?"

But the ending was just as Ye Wanxiang said, they broke up, and Shi Yinan mentioned it.

Not only Ye Wanxiang knew about Shi Yinan, but Shi Yinan also knew about Bai Yichen, knowing that Bai Yichen would not agree to break up so easily, so he chose to leave quietly, like a fantasy dream that dissipated at dawn, Bai Yichen had no time to chase him.

It's not that Bai Yichen didn't think about getting Shi Yinan back in the past, he called Shi Yinan a lot - he didn't answer, and also sent him thousands of text messages - he didn't reply, he even spent all his time Saving money to hire detectives, trying to find out where Shi Yinan went, but such a large force failed to bring Shi Yinan back, only to get Ye Wanxiang's warning.

She easily made Bai Yichen lose his job, and let his adoptive father come over after hearing the news, entangled Bai Yichen like a leech and sucked his blood.

At this time, for the first time, Bai Yichen was glad that he had no parents, no relatives, and not many friends, because if he had, Ye Wanxiang must have the ability to make these people scold him and scold him for why he wanted to be with a man before breaking up. Afterwards, he shamelessly entangles others, such a superficial appearance is too ugly, can't we get together and get away?

Not good, really not good.

Bai Yichen has nothing to worry about, he doesn't care about his face, what other people think of him, he doesn't care about others scolding him, he doesn't even care about his own life, he is so lowly that he threatens to commit suicide when Yi Nan comes back.

Ye Wanxiang was right, he never really wanted to die, otherwise he would have just jumped off the building, how neat and simple that was, after a few seconds of falling and weightlessness, he could bid farewell to the pain forever.

But he chooses to live, even though every day is so difficult, it's only because he wants Shi Yinan to come back.

He only wants Shi Yinan to come back.

Thinking about it now, Bai Yichen felt quite cheap.

Most of the time, he hated himself extremely, he didn't hate Shi Yi Nan especially, but hated himself.

Because Shi Yinan's choice is the choice of most people living in this society.Everyone says that affection is precious and priceless, but how many people really choose affection between power and money?

He is really as noble as him, as sincere as him, and he who believes that feelings are the most precious of all is the most ridiculous, right?

Bai Yichen panted heavily, like a fish that was caught ashore, struggling desperately in the suffocation, he lay on the steering wheel with his mouth wide open, screaming silently.

He always understood that Shi Yinan was different from him.

Bai Yichen is a gloomy and withdrawn young man with no relatives and few friends, while Shi Yinan is cheerful and outgoing. His smile when he was young seems to be full of light, shining brightly but not dazzlingly into his heart.

It was very much like the incandescent lamps in the neighbor's house that he humbled and envied in his childhood - warm and bright.

Yang Xiaohe may never know that the knife he cut crookedly when he was 12 years old actually wanted to cut it on Yang Xiaohe's head, and he didn't want to go as he said later. The police surrendered.After killing Yang Xiaohe, he probably chose to end himself, because he felt that there was no need to continue such a dark life with no end in sight.

In fact, he is not strong at all. No matter how precious life is and should be cherished by others, he still feels that he cannot persevere.

What good is there in being alive?

Continuing to live, every day is repeated despair, and many people will persuade: "Alive", "It's better to die than to live", "There is hope in life, and there is nothing in death."

But not everyone can be strong.

It is always said that there is hope in life, have you ever despaired?

Because his father was unknown, he grew up under the strange eyes of others. He thought that in the eyes of those people, his mother was probably a prostitute, a slut, and she should be killed in the field like Jezebel in the Bible. Dogs eat it, nobody buries it.

And his mother was addicted to alcohol and depraved all day long, and would also beat him when she drank hard, and named him "Bai Yichen", mocking him as a speck of dust on a white paper, dirty and insignificant.

But she is his only relative, his mother, so this slight pain is not enough to erase his love for her.

Therefore, Bai Yichen often thinks that his only advantage is probably that he is soft-hearted and easy to forgive.

So when he raised the knife, he also asked himself in his heart: Is he poor, humble, and humble, so he is not qualified to pursue the light and embrace happiness?He didn't even try to struggle, how could he know that he didn't have that qualification?

No one is born sinful, not even those who are not expected and born with blessings.

So he struggled.

Bai Yichen thought, the bravest thing he did in his life was when he took up a knife to resist Yang Xiaohe when he was 12 years old.

He is a person with low self-esteem, cowardice, and not bravery. The day Yang Xiaohe came to the school to look for him, he was actually scared to death. His hands hanging in the sleeves trembled violently. Drenched in cold sweat, his legs were so weak that he almost knelt down on the spot. After all, he had been beaten by Yang Xiaohe for so many years, and he would feel physical fear when he saw him.

But that day, in addition to his fear, he also felt that for the first time in his life, he had hope—maybe his future could be looked forward to, even if the hope was very small.

Without Yang Xiaohe's obstruction, he was finally able to study hard. Knowing that he might not be able to keep up with his classmates' progress, he became an art examinee. With the money he saved from part-time jobs, he bought paper and pens and was admitted to a good university.

The first day he entered the university was also a sunny day like today. He thought he had finally ushered in a bright future, but he didn't know that he was entering another severe winter.

Even though the sun there is bright, it has no temperature.

But for a person who has lived in the dark since he was a child and has little contact with warmth, even if the sun is cold and has no temperature, it is worth moths to the flame.

Shi Yinan lives in a high-rise building, and he lives in a deep ditch; Shi Yinan is shining brightly, but he is covered with copper rust; outside of the gold and jade is Shi Yinan, and inside of it is him.

So Bai Yichen always felt that being able to be with Shi Yinan and being liked by him was probably the luckiest and happiest thing in his ordinary and unfortunate life.

Except for these trivial blemishes during the years of separation, they are really happy, very in love, and they are the most perfect couple in the world.

They never quarrel, their personalities and hobbies are so compatible, every day together is very romantic, it feels like Bai Yichen is too greedy.

If Shi Yinan hadn't appeared, Bai Yichen would probably always be an unknown little person. He didn't have much outstanding features, like a sketch drawn in a hurry with a pencil, with blurred and messy lines, and Shi Yinan was an expensive paint. With a soft paintbrush, he paints thick and colorful strokes in his life.

It is precisely because in order to catch up with Shi Yinan that Bai Yichen worked so hard to become excellent and worthy of him.

It was Shi Yi Nan who gave him light and warmth, and made him start to shine too.

So many times Bai Yichen would think, maybe the four-year parting is the price he needs to pay for being with Shi Yinan, and the painful waiting in those years is just the corresponding price.

Bai Yichen didn't go to the studio in the end today, he skipped work without psychological pressure, anyway, Tang Yi would call him if there was any major event in the studio.

And the reason why he skipped work was because he saw his mobile phone wallpaper.

His mobile phone wallpaper is an old-looking photo with low resolution and even blurry. More importantly, this wallpaper is made from a certain photo taken with the mobile phone's built-in camera.

There is no doubt that the photo that can be used by Bai Yichen as wallpaper must be a photo of him and Shi Yinan together, and that photo was taken by them in a rented house.

In the photo, Bai Yichen smiled happily and recklessly, staring at the camera with crooked eyes, while Shi Yinan next to him did not look at the camera, but put his arms around Bai Yichen's shoulders, and looked at the person beside him with a smile. The young man has deep and affectionate eyes. If you show it to anyone, you will probably think that this man loves the young man around him very deeply.

Bai Yichen looks at this photo every day, and no matter how complicated his emotions are, he will gradually calm down, but today he saw Ye Wanxiang again, and had such an unpleasant conversation, he was in a bad mood, especially when he saw the picture in the background of the wallpaper when renting a house.

So when Bai Yichen was studying, Yinan started skipping work and drove to Nancheng Amusement Park.