you lost me

Throughout the afternoon, Qin You came to chat with Jiang Huanzhi when he was free, and the chats were all insignificant things, and because of the friendly atmosphere, it was particularly interesting.

"Let me tell you, I really don't want to be a nurse, but I don't have any dreams, so I was arranged by my family. I regret it now." Qin You pulled out the needle for him, and took a cotton swab to press the wound.

"It's good to have family members worrying about you." Jiang Huangzhi hasn't seen his family members far away for six years, and he didn't even leave his contact information, and the unreasonable thoughts made him feel guilty.

Back then, he was young and energetic, and decisively hid the retreat behind him into darkness.Now he can only straighten his back, bite the bullet, and walk forward, trying to keep up with the person who gave him hope in front of him.

The result is that the more you walk, the more tired you are, and the distance is getting farther and farther...

Qin You said jokingly: "You like to say, well, it's good, good. Is this a mantra? It seems that your life is going smoothly."

No one can have smooth sailing, the only thing Jiang Juzhi can do is to live comfortably.There is no one who needs him, and it is not difficult to support himself. Even if he leaves quietly, no one will come to find him.

Thinking about it this way, he was smooth sailing.

"Hmm..." Jiang Huanzhi withdrew his hand, "I'm leaving, let's talk next time."

Qin You took out his mobile phone and chased after him: "Leave a number."

Jiang Huanzhi was stunned, a gleam of light flashed in his gray eyes.

"Don't you want to?" Qin You stood awkwardly, not knowing whether to take the phone back.

"Okay." Jiang Juanzhi took out his mobile phone and opened the address book.

When boarding the bus, Jiang Huangzhi was still holding his mobile phone, and there was an extra person in the address book, and he even wrote a note.

Jiang Huanzhi's house is not in a prosperous area, so the buses on the same line will never be crowded, because they cannot pass the luxurious city center.

Jiang Juanzhi was sitting in the last row by the window. The neon lights outside the window changed from dense to sparse, and he took his eyes off the phone screen.

Jiang Juanzhi looked at the busy traffic outside the window and asked, "Do I have friends too?"

After returning home, he found that Yu Ming's shoes were still in the place where he left in the morning, and he was surprised and hurried to the bedroom.

Yu Ming was still lying down, but he had put on his pajamas indiscriminately, sweat was protruding from his forehead, and his thin lips were pursed tightly.Looked like he was sick.

Jiang Huanzhi pressed his forehead with his fever-reduced forehead: "You also have a fever."

Yu Ming opened his eyes and uttered a single syllable: "En."

"I'm sorry, I infected you...I'll go buy medicine for you." Jiang Wangzhi covered him with the quilt guiltily.

Yu Ming said in a hoarse voice: "No, I didn't know you were sick. I'll go back later."

"I'll send you off." Jiang Huangzhi didn't hold back, and took out his few clothes from the closet, "It's not easy to take a taxi here."

Yu Ming rubbed his forehead and sat up: "No, Ruan Wei will pick me up right away."

Ruan Wei?When Jiang Huangzhi heard this strange name, he paused his hands that were straightening the folds of his clothes, and said as naturally as possible: "Your new girlfriend?"

"It's not a girlfriend anymore. My parents are quite satisfied and they might get married." Yu Ming took off his pajamas.

"Oh...that's good." Jiang Juanzhi handed him the clothes and said with a smile, "I'm going to the bathroom."

He calmly walked to the bathroom, gently locked the door, and the moment he leaned his back against the wall, tears poured out uncontrollably.

Too hypocritical.

Jiang Huangzhi didn't want to cry, he seldom cried in an environment with Yu Ming, he laughed whenever he could, so as to be less bored.

He bit the back of his hand and wept silently, but this method didn't make him feel better except to volatilize his body moisture.

Six years, Yu Ming.Is it just my wishful thinking?Obviously once, we were also happy.How did it become like this now, did I do something wrong?

Marrying a wife and having children is what a man should do.What he did was right.What can I complain about?

But, what am I, a friend in benefits is still a dispensable tool for venting desire?

In denying himself, Jiang Huangzhi gradually stopped his tears and turned into soft sobs.

Yu Ming has been exercising in the gym all year round. This disease is nothing to him. It's just that he's been too tired recently. It's not bad to stay here with Jiang Huangzhi and give himself a day off. Who knew he didn't come back all day.

After getting dressed, he saw the pajamas that were casually thrown on the bed.

It looks familiar, it seems to be the pajamas Jiang Huangzhi wore last night, but it is much bigger, and it fits him well when he found it today.

"Is this pajamas mine?" Yu Ming raised his voice and asked.

Jiang Huangzhi pressed the pump button, covered his sobs with the sound of water, and responded: "Well, it's been a long time, you may not remember much."

That was Jiang Huangzhi's first draft fee, and he bought couple pajamas for them, one for each of them.Yu Ming liked it very much at first, and wore it for a long time, but in the end Jiang Juzhi forcibly threw it into the washing machine.

Yu Ming looked at the spinning washing machine reluctantly: "Oh, what a pity."

Jiang Huangzhi: "What a pity?"

"Original pajamas, gifted by my wife, the smell is gone after washing."

"What's so good about your stink, the laundry detergent smells even better."

Yu Ming put his arms around his waist and whispered in his ear: "It's not my smell, it's your sweet smell, that's why I'm reluctant to wash it."

"I want to sleep with you in my arms for the rest of my life, and I want your breath to stay on me forever, the kind that can't be erased."

"Okay! If that day is gone, I will be angry." Jiang Huangzhi threw himself on him, smiling happily.

He seemed to remember something like this, but it wasn't important to him, so Yu Ming didn't bother to think about it, and knocked on the bathroom door: "Why did you stay in there for so long?"

Jiang Juanzhi turned on the faucet, patted the water on his face, rubbed his eyes and twisted open the door. Yu Ming was still at the door.

Yu Ming looked at him annoyedly: "How old are you, you can wash your face and get water in your eyes?"

"I'm sorry." Jiang Huanzhi put down his hand and subconsciously apologized.

"You didn't do anything wrong, so you don't need to apologize to me, let me go." Yu Ming wanted to wash up and go home quickly, as staying here for a long time would only upset him.

Jiang Juzhi hurried out of the toilet, and Yu Ming slammed the door shut.The force was so great that the door panels clicked a few times.

"I seem to have done something wrong to make him angry." Jiang Huangzhi sat on the sofa, holding a cup of boiling water in his hand, and gently blowing into the cup, the unmelted ginger powder floated on the water.

The ginger powder has not completely melted yet.The doorbell rang.

Listening to the trouble, Jiang Huangzhi had no choice but to ignore it. He took a deep breath and opened the door. As expected, there was a very beautiful woman outside the door.

Ruan Wei smiled sweetly: "Excuse me, is Yu Ming there?"

"Yeah." Jiang Huangzhi invited her in.

Ruan Wei glanced around, the decoration style of the house is very simple, except for the necessary furniture and no extra decorations, it seems that it is not a long-term home, but a temporary place to live.

"Ming is really troublesome for you." Ruan Wei took out a stack of banknotes from the purse in her hand, "Thank you, this is the reward."

Jiang Juzhi held the teacup in both hands, and she put the money on the tea table.

"Remuneration?" Jiang Juzhi looked at the money on the table suspiciously.

"Isn't that enough?" Ruan Wei wanted to draw money from her bag again.

Jiang Juanzhi shook his head and smiled calmly: "That's enough, thank you." Ruan Wei would think more if she didn't take the money, and it would be good to give her peace of mind if she did.

Yu Ming's hair was still dripping wet. When he came out, he saw the money on the table: "Why did you give me such a small amount?"

"I didn't bring a lot, do you have any?" Ruan Wei came up and hugged her arm, unable to hide the admiration on her face.

"No, give it next time."

The two walked towards the entrance, and Jiang Juzhi chased after him: "Drink this before leaving."

With a cup of steaming ginger tea and Jiang Juzhi's ever-changing gentle smile, Ruan Wei took the tea and placed it in Yu Ming's palm: "Ming, drink some, it's good to drink when you're sick."

Yu Ming drank it all in one go, and when he returned the teacup, he saw his red hands and said calmly, "Take care of yourself, I'm leaving." Without real concern, he said this When saying a sentence, it is like saying "hello" and "goodbye" and other polite words.

"Goodbye, Jiang Huanzhi." Ruan Wei waved goodbye.

So she knew him, how did Yu Ming introduce him?At least... not a stranger.

Jiang Huanzhi was so hungry that he couldn't stand it, so he cooked two packs of instant noodles, his appetite was surprisingly good, and he drank the soup along with it.

His hands were a little red and swollen from the heat, and he didn't forget the drawing, so life still had to go on.Under the patience, the pain in his hand was harmless, and the speed was still the same as usual.

Jiang Huanzhi's paintings are illustrations for children's books, tigers, lions, elephants, cats and dogs. He can do it easily. The story is assigned by the editor, but he still has to write the script himself.

The editor sent him a new story.

"The love story of the little white rabbit? Is this for children?"

When the little white rabbit grows up, he not only hopes to have carrots, but also hopes to have love. The little gray rabbit always gives the little white rabbit carrots to eat. The little white rabbit carries a lot of radishes given by the little gray rabbit. He walks into the forest and meets wild geese. The little white rabbit thought that they fell in love, but it couldn't keep up with the wild goose's footsteps except running with its neck up. It was tired from running but never thought of giving up until the wild goose told it one day.

"I'm leaving you because you can't fly under the same blue sky as me."

With just such a short line of words, Jiang Huanzhi actually felt a sense of sympathy.The white rabbit tried so hard to keep up with his pace, and finally changed to "I want to leave you", and the reason was so straightforward and decisive, without giving it any hope at all.

Jiang Huanzhi's fingers typing on the keyboard: Is there a follow-up?

The editor's avatar moved twice and sent a message: Finish this drawing first when you have time, and make it longer. This is not the main thing. Don't worry about it. I will send you the rest after drawing.

No matter what the story is, whether it is suitable for children's books or not, it still needs to be eaten.

When Jiang Huangzhi drew the setting picture for the white rabbit, he selfishly put a black mole on the lower corner of his eye, which was at the same position as his mole.

Facing the simplified little white rabbit on the computer screen, Jiang Juanzhi murmured: "Will you find love?"