Bright Moonlit Night

Jin Yi stood there for a long time, the sun was so dazzling that it hurt his eyes and made him misread the words on the stele.Just wait until the rays of the sun are gone, and then go forward when the rays of light are gone, and take a good look at those words. It must be him who was the first to see the difference.

The glow dissipated too quickly and converged too slowly, and he was finally able to move forward in the deepening twilight, knelt down in front of the grave, and read the four characters stroke by stroke from beginning to end. , over and over again, and touched with hands, over and over again.

No longer able to deceive himself and others, Zi Bian Shiyan cut his finger, and hot blood flowed out, replacing the tears that were already full in his heart but never overflowed.

It's night, the moon has not yet risen, the wind has risen, and the trees all over the mountain are whirling and whistling, like thousands of people crying together.

Amidst the cold eyes of the sky and the cries of the mountains, Jin Yi suddenly raised his head to the sky and screamed, his shrill sound alarmed the birds in the forest.The tired bird has returned, he leaned against a cold grave, but suddenly found that he had lost the direction to return.

"Why don't you wait for me, and wait for me who didn't come late on purpose?"

"You came that night, why didn't you tell? Why didn't you tell me, let me keep you?"

"From the world to the underworld, how long have you walked this road? How much pain have you suffered? Why don't you let me know?"

"Why did you leave? Since you left, why didn't you let yourself live better? Why did you let yourself end up like this?"

"Can you still see? Can you hear? I'm coming, you know? I'm coming!"

why?why?why?Asking all the questions in my heart, confusion, sadness, resentment, remorse, pain, and blood, I can't ask the person who has passed away suddenly, and I can't ask an answer that can make him quench his thirst even if he drinks poison.

Good luck tricks people, and those who have made a big mistake and can no longer be forgiven can only helplessly catch them.

Before this prison that will never be opened to the world again, Jin Yi realizes painfully that it was Fu Ming who passed away, but he himself was the one who will never be restored.

Jin Yi knelt in front of Fu Ming's grave all night.In the early morning, when the rising sun dyed the yellow ridges and green pines again, he stepped on the white dew on the scallion that was about to melt away, and walked away in despair.

A few days later, he finally found Lu Fei and Xie Lan.

Seeing his appearance, Lu Fei asked, "Master, have you gone to see the young master?"

Jin Yi said, "I want to know everything, everything."

Xie Lan sneered: "Now we are no longer the servants of the Jin Mansion, your orders are useless to us. What we don't want to say, you just can't even hear half a word!"

Lu Fei pulled La Jianlan and said to Jin Yi, "Wait a minute, Lord."

Lu Fei took out the letter that Fu Ming had handed over to him, and handed it to Jin Yi, "Young Master, this is what you left for you when you were alive. He said that if you still look for him, let me pass this to you."

Jin Yi grabbed the letter, but carefully tore open the envelope, for fear that any word would be torn.

Letterhead expands:

Long-term borrowing, such as meeting.

After reading the four characters, Jin Yi's eyes became blurred. He stretched out his hand and wiped it indiscriminately, and continued to look down:

Leave without saying goodbye, please don't blame me.

As the saying goes, one day a couple hundred days of kindness.You and I should have a kindness far beyond a hundred years.I hope that for the sake of this kindness, you can forgive all the past, but remember one thing about me, and don't miss each other with resentment.In this way, I can go to peace and rest in peace.

Get together and part in a hurry.You have given me the happiest years of my life. Although the days I enjoyed were short, they were enough to comfort my heart.Fortunately, even zai, the king is the husband.However, you are a good match, I am not a good couple, you are a person who values ​​love and righteousness, and you will be sad for me when you know that my life is gone. I hope that the days of your sadness will be short, and the rest of your life will be long, with a beautiful woman by your side, who will take care of you warmly and care for you. Together, gradually forget the old heartless people.

If there is an afterlife, whether you see it or not, but you will form a good relationship and have a good beginning and a good end.

Goodbye.Junan.

night heart must write

Spring Return

Words and sentences dripped from the wound on Fu Ming's heart in the past, but now they are all tempered into knives, and the knives are slashed at Jin Yi's heart.

Jin Yi held the thin letter paper and wanted to crush it, but he didn't dare to damage it.

This was the last thing Fu Ming left him, and with the lingering warmth of his affection, he talked about it for the widow to drink poison to quench his thirst.

I don't know how long it took before Jin Yicai struggled out of the invisible blood and flesh. His eyes were red, and he asked Lu Fei, "Miss, have mercy, can you tell me what happened before and after his life?"

Lu Fei wiped the corners of her eyes, sighed and said: "Young Master was already ill when he left the Jin Mansion. During your time in prison, Young Master never had a good life. , I just hope to help you go home as soon as possible. The young master is leaving, and Xie Lan and I were the last to know. Before that, the young master did not show any sign of leaving. We asked several times, but the young master still refused to tell us the truth. Later You almost know the matter. In those days, the young master’s condition became more and more serious. Fortunately, Dr. Fang was there to stabilize his condition. But later, Shen’s mother, the young master’s wet nurse, died of illness. , the young master was hit again, and his condition worsened. Later, later, he passed away. The young master is neither from the Jin family nor the Fu family, and cannot enter any cemetery or ancestral hall. We will bury him according to the young master's will It is at the mountain pass in the northeast corner of the farm. There is a tall tree there, the young master said, it was the place where the three of them went for an outing when they were young, and they rested together."

"He is, when and when... did he leave?"

Lu Fei was silent for a long time, and Xie Lan replied for her: "The tenth day of April, the third quarter of the unitary hour."

"The tenth day of April, the third quarter of the unitary hour." Jin Yi read in a low voice, "It's ridiculous that I'm ignorant."

"You already know what you should know..." Xie Lan was about to issue an order to evict the guest, but Lu Fei interrupted her and said to Jin Yi:

"Master, would you like to know why the young master left the Jin Mansion?"

Jin Yi's heart was shocked, he looked at her and said, "You know?!"

Lu Fei nodded, "I didn't know, the young master refused to tell anyone until his death. But I don't believe that he really left for his own selfishness, so after the young master was buried, I inquired about it and finally found a possible one. the truth."

Lu Fei was trained by Shen's mother. She is not without scheming and means, but just follows Fu Ming. The master is not a good person, so she can be an honest and responsible maid with peace of mind.But Fu Ming was wronged and left, but she didn't want to swallow her anger anymore.Even if she betrayed Fu Ming's original intention, she still had to investigate.Over the past few days, she has been pondering, seeking evidence everywhere, following the clues, gradually finding the direction and finding the culprit.

After discovering the truth, she also decided that as long as Jin Yi came to the door, she would tell everything.

Although her son seeks benevolence and obtains benevolence, he has never owed anyone.But others owed her son, and she didn't want to let it go.

Seeing Lu Fei's expression, Jin Yi believed that she really knew what was going on, so he said: "Please tell me everything."

Lu Fei smiled and said: "In fact, the matter is not covered by clouds and fog, but just as the young master said, you have the heart of a gentleman, and the heart of a gentleman does not know the belly of a villain. But think about it carefully, my young master left the Jin Mansion, and finally Who is the beneficiary? Why did she make the young master willing to leave you? Compared with yourself, what is the young master's most important thing? Thinking about it this way, isn't the matter clear?"

Jin Yi thought about Lu Fei's words one by one, his face faded even paler, and he asked: "Young lady, do you have proof for saying these things?"

"If you don't believe me, you might as well go back to the mansion and ask Bai Hua, who used to be with the young master. During the days before the master returned to the mansion, besides the related people who had to meet, who else did the young master meet. The young master met her It was just before you were released from prison. Moreover, I had some old feelings with a maidservant of Young Master Zhou in the mansion over there. She inquired about it for me, and the matter was indeed as I guessed. Believe it or not, you can verify it yourself Let’s make our own conclusions.”

"Okay, I will go to verify." Jin Yi thanked Lu Fei, and said: "If you two have any difficulties in the future, you can go to Jin's mansion to find me."

Xie Lan smiled wryly: "Although we are illiterate, we often listen to the young master reading and reciting poems, and I have also heard a sentence that I still miss the old love and pity the servant. But in fact, there is no need, we will leave here soon, far away leave."

"Are you leaving?" Somewhat unexpected.Jin Yi asked: "Since that's the case, can you leave the key to the courtyard in the suburbs of Beijing? I'll take care of it from time to time, his...he also needs someone to go...to..."

"Here." Lu Fei took out the key she carried with her and handed it to Jin Yi before he could say something difficult to say.

"We may not come back for three to five years, or even longer. I hope you will not forget the old man too soon after you take this key, and leave the young master alone." Xie Lan's tone was originally angry, but she spoke again. Turned into sadness.

Jin Yi made a promise, and Lu Fei also believed that he was the one who made the promise, so she let him leave with the key.

After Jin Yi left, Xie Lan and Lu Fei also started to pack their luggage.They could have waited for Jin Yiqian to go in the outskirts of Beijing, but firstly, there is no Fu Ming there now, and they live in a very uncomfortable place, and secondly, they also wanted to see if Jin Yi would Will actively find them.Now that the matter is done, they can leave without any worries.

Before going out, Xie Lan hesitated and asked Lu Fei again: "Sister, is it really okay for us to do this? Young Master, Young Master, he actually doesn't want those things to be known by the Lord, does he? Will Young Master blame us?"

Lu Fei shook her head and said: "Even if the young master blames us, I will say it. What's more, the general is away, and the king's life will not be accepted. Now that the young master is not here, as his maids, it's okay to play by ear."

Xie Lan smiled and said, "Okay, you're talking too clearly. Then let's go, I've never been to a place farther than the capital."

Lu Fei put the burden on her back, let out a long sigh of relief, all the gloom on her face disappeared, and she smiled: "Let's go, start a new life!"

The next day, Jin Yiqin went to the mansion.

Master Zhou and Zhou Chengyan were not there, Madam Zhou personally entertained them, Zhou Haoqing used the excuse that he was already half Madam Jin, and did not avoid the defense of men and women, so he went out to meet people with his mother.

Mrs. Zhou and Zhou Haoqing came here with smiles, but seeing Jin Yi's face was gloomy, they couldn't help smiling. Mrs. Zhou asked: "Long loan, it's rare that you come to see us. Is there nothing wrong with the yamen today?"

Jin Yi didn't intend to exchange pleasantries, and said straight to the point: "Mother, sister, I have something to ask for advice."

Zhou Haoqing laughed again, "Brother Zhang Tiao is really polite, if you have something to say, just say it, the family does not ask for advice."

Jin Yidao: "I want to ask, my... Fu Mingtao, why did he want to make peace with me?"

Mrs. Zhou's face changed when she heard the words, but Zhou Haoqing still seemed to reply calmly: "Why did Brother Chang borrow this question to us? He wants to make peace with you, how would we know? You can ask him himself Do you understand?"

Jin Yi suddenly looked at her with hatred in his eyes: "Ask him? What would he say? How did you tell him back then?"

Zhou Haoqing was shocked by his eyes and words. She still wanted to argue, but seeing the anger burning in Jin Yi's eyes grew stronger, she fell silent for a while, at a loss for what to do.

At this time, Mrs. Zhou said: "Long borrowed, what is your attitude? No matter how he left, he left willingly. Our Zhou family has done so much for you. The eldest daughter married you, for you We gave birth to a son to manage the family, but died prematurely. Do we blame you? Now we remarry our most precious daughter to remarry you, and we are willing to share weal and woe with the Jin family from now on. Isn’t it kind and righteous? My ex-wife spoke disrespectfully to us, but what does a gentleman do?"

"Mother, what I owed to the Zhou family should be paid by me myself. Fu Ming is guilty? You forced him here, made him homeless, made him terminally ill, made him... You kept it from me and forced him to leave, just for the sake of This marriage? Ha, how ridiculous?! Extremely ridiculous!"

"Big brother, you can't say that, you can't say that..." Zhou Haoqing cried.

Mrs. Zhou said angrily: "Jin Yi, what are you talking about? Do you want to regret the marriage?"

"Repent of the marriage?" Jin Yi sneered sadly, "In my heart, I have never agreed willingly! Yes, I want to regret the marriage and marry the person I love most unless I die!"

"You—don't forget how you got out of the prison! Don't forget the current situation of the Jin family. You have turned against my Zhou family. You can weigh it clearly and see if it's worth it!"

"Sell my heart for glory and wealth, but my Jin family can't do it! You saved my life, but killed my wife. From then on, we don't owe you anything. If you want to collect debts, just come! But from now on, I have nothing to do with your Zhou family."

"Where's sister? Where's Yan'er? Brother-in-law, don't you even care about them?" Zhou Haoqing cried out.

"Sirou is married to me, so he is from the Jin family. Zhaoyan is my son, and has nothing to do with your Zhou family." If he hadn't come to this point, he would not have spoken so cruelly.But even though Fu Ming wasn't killed by the Zhou family, the Zhou family definitely couldn't get away with it.He can no longer be with these people who pushed Fu Ming into hell, even if he has to bear the condemnation of his conscience and be regarded as an ungrateful person by the world, he still has to cut off all ties with these people.

"Long brother..." Zhou Haoqing laughed after weeping, "You are so cruel!"

Mrs. Zhou half embraced her daughter, and looked at Jin Yi with burning eyes: "Jin Yi, remember what you said today. I hope that in the future, you will not regret it. My Zhou family is not that you can get along well if you want to. of!"

"You also remember what I said today. From now on, I, Jin Yi, will never be the son-in-law of your Zhou family, and never will be again."

After Jin Yi finished speaking, he turned around and walked away quickly.Zhou Haoqing looked at his determined back and burst into tears again.