bullshit

As soon as he finished speaking, Zhong Congyu seemed to be completely stimulated by a weak electric current. Before his brain could control his body, he turned around, opened and slammed the door.

boom!

A gust of wind slapped the door, and before Gu Chi could react, he was locked outside.

shy!

Gu Chi insisted that this guy was shy!

The cold air came down from the north, wrapped in ice slag, the cold wind was strong outside, probably because of the corridor made of cement brick walls as an isolation, Gu Chi felt his internal organs were warm.

It was as if something had come to life in his body.

But he refused to admit some non-material factors and blamed it entirely on: "It seems that this down jacket is of good quality and has a good cold-proof effect. Anyway, it has nothing to do with me."

Then, Gu Chi looked up at the gate, firmly memorizing the house number, and his blood that had been silent for several years began to boil.He found that the little Yu'er in his memory hadn't been lost, he had a bad temper, played his temper, was stubborn and cute, and he was lucky enough to be in a mood that could be bettered by coaxing him with sweet words, suppressed his impatience, turned and left.

Since the relationship was completely torn apart by a phone call many years ago, Gu Chi regretted it all the time, but he didn't dare to look back. He was afraid that once he turned back, the dilapidated years of that period would follow and enter an endless loop.

Afterwards, he went through many ups and downs—the grievance of running errands for others, the disappointment and triumph in the business field, crowding at the train station on New Year's Eve to drink Erguotou to prevent freezing, and the separation and reunion of relatives and friends—— Gu Chicai dullly I found that it was not "cannot be together" back then, but "incapable of being together".

It's okay now, after all, there is only such a small distance between the two of them.

The emotions of adolescence are terribly green.

When I grow up, I am not so vulnerable and cowardly.

When you are not controlled by outsiders, and you are so powerful that you can do whatever you want, and you can easily block everyone's mouths with a wave of your hand, who will make irresponsible remarks?Who dares to judge?

To put it simply, it is from "we" not daring to "they" not daring.

Zhong Congyu didn't even have time to take off his shoes after entering the door, and he began to regret his strange behavior. A man as tall as a beam, actually longed to be at the peephole of the gate until he watched Gu Chi enter the corridor.

"Childish..." Zhong Congyu thought, "He just left like this?"

A few days ago, I got off work late and didn't want to go out to buy coffee, so I did a lazy cancer patient once - placing an order on the mobile phone.

But Zhong Congyu, who is strong and strong, has passed for several years, and still does not know what precaution is. The address, phone number and full name have been written on the information for ordering takeout, and the "anonymous" function is not taken seriously at all.

The coffee was delivered by Wang Dachuan himself that day. The moment he saw Zhong Congyu, he just felt a little familiar, and this feeling became more and more intense. He scrambled to find Gu Chi.

Zhong Congyu looked up at the sky in his early years, except for Gu Chi, no one left a clear face in his memory, so he naturally felt that Wang Dachuan was the same as the fat people all over the world.

Gu Chi was indeed shocked when he saw it, but after only a moment, he smiled and said, "It can't be him."

Wang Dachuan: "How is it impossible? I looked at my face several times, and I was almost regarded as a pervert! Except that the boy has grown taller behind our backs, his appearance that the world owes him 100 million has not changed at all." Is it possible that there is a second pervert like this in the world?!"

"..." Gu Chi waved his hand, and said the same words: "Impossible."

Just a second ago, I was thinking that there are so many people with the same name and surname in the world, so don’t deceive yourself anymore.

As a result, he was slapped in the face in the next second.

A full hour later, Zhong Cong Yu had just come out of the hot bath, his body under the bathrobe was breathing white air, he reached out to wipe away the mist in front of the mirror, and saw a small clear patch of redness around his eyes. The retreating self, frowning and pressing down, was silent for a moment, and finally admitted that he blindly caught a dead mouse—meet that "damn" Gu Chi.

And successfully let Gu Chi know his address!

Just then, the phone that was left on the sofa in the living room rang.

"……Hey?"

Zhong Congyu originally wanted to pretend he didn't hear it, but when he passed by, he caught a glimpse of the phone call from his work unit, so he had no choice but to answer it.

"Doctor, can I trouble you to come over again? I know it's off-duty time, but a patient suddenly developed allergic symptoms. We can't decide whether to use the medicine, and that Mr. Wei couldn't control his emotions. He was fine just now. of……"

"Well, I'll be there in 10 minutes." Zhong Congyu said that he had already changed back into his work clothes, and he was holding his coat while answering the phone call - the content of the call from the unit after get off work was nothing more than two types. First, Please come to work overtime. Second, don't come to work tomorrow.

"Thank you, thank you Doctor Zhong!"

According to Zhong Congyu's current situation, he only deserves the first type.

The despair of not being able to find Gu Chi after waking up in a hospital bed seven years ago has left a trace in his life. These traces are like an overturned palette, full of mixed flavors, which can no longer be cleaned up. .According to common sense, Zhong Congyu should have hated this place to the core, but the reality is often unsatisfactory, and even runs counter to it. The backstage blessing, is now a little famous.

Most of Zhong Congyu's achievements are abroad, so Gu Chi, who has been squatting in China, has no knowledge of it.

A few years ago, he once sneaked to Chinatown on New Year’s Eve—after all, foreign countries can seek comfort in this false environment, and smell the taste of the New Year “blended” with inferior elements—the result Unlucky, the wallet was touched by a thief.

Zhong Congyu has been careless for more than 20 years, and he will never get rid of his problems because he lives alone. He only found out that the wallet was stolen when the patrol police came to ask if it was his wallet.

"It should be yours. I saw that the campus card of the graduate school was still stuck in it. You are the only serious-looking student around here." The patrol police grabbed the child who was three circles thinner than himself, "Damn it! It's this guy surnamed Gu again! He's a repeat offender! He'll definitely go to prison when he grows up!"

The word "Gu" made Zhong Congyu tremble, and his cheek muscles tensed slightly.

"It's not me!" The coal-like Gu Xigan panicked, first began to struggle, and then started talking nonsense, "This Chinese gave it to me! I didn't steal it!"

"Little pervert, if I don't give you any color today, look at you and go to heaven!"

This baton will definitely break the spine. Seeing that the baton was about to fall on Gu Xigan's back, Zhong Congyu suddenly reached out to stop him halfway, and asked coldly, "What are you doing?"

Gu Xigan seemed to have grabbed hold of a life-saving straw, and scrambled to run behind Zhong Congyu, hugged his thigh, and wiped his nose and tears on his pants: "Big brother is me! He wants to beat him!" kill me!"

Chung rolled his eyes from Yu Jieqi, but surprisingly did not dodge.

"Student, I'm helping you get justice!" The patrol policeman was stunned, "You actually helped the thief?!"

"Did I ask you to help me?" Zhong Congyu now has the habit of going to the muddy water of the school's Taekwondo club in his spare time. With one hand, he pushed the baton back directly, and then exuded suppression by virtue of his height advantage, "Money, that is I gave it to him, do you also care about it?"

The patrol police bully the weak and fear the strong, and were frightened by Zhong Congyu's appearance of eating people. Subconsciously, he felt that he was not easy to mess with, so he took a step back and said, "You give what you give. I didn't know before. Why is it so fierce?"

After speaking, he ran away in despair.

But when Zhong Congyu made sure that the patrolling police had left and turned around again, that Gu Xigan couldn't be found either—of course he didn't return the wallet.

Zhong Congyu is not short of money now. It is similar to the trivial things of being thieves and he can forget them when he goes back, but this incident seems to have encountered a spell. At that time, I chose "psychology" as my major.

He couldn't hear people calling Gu a "pervert", and he didn't want to see Gu doing such a thing.

When a group of flustered nurses saw Zhong Congyu walk in, they burst into tears like a child who was almost starved to see his mother.

"Doctor, you are finally here!"

"That patient almost bit me, but luckily I hid quickly!"

"What do you think, come and see this allergic person! Damn, the hospital won't deduct my wages! It's because he can't explain the allergen himself!"

Zhong Congyu has been able to transform the loneliness and arrogance of his youth into the persuasive force he has accumulated. The kid who was pulling trivial and fried hair all day has transformed into a Mount Tai, standing still in all directions.He didn't procrastinate in doing things, and after taking over the hand for more than ten minutes, he said: "Okay, it's okay."

The children who were crying for their father and mother just now had no restraint.

After dismissing a group of little girls who gave him envious looks, when he returned home, Zhong Congyu wanted to sit in front of the computer and sort out the materials, but accidentally fell asleep leaning against the spacious and comfortable computer chair.

Then I dreamed about those things in high school, as if they happened in my previous life.

He immediately woke up and found that he was already sweating profusely and even panting heavily.

There was no way to sort out the information any further, so Zhong Congyu got up and ran to the kitchen to drink a large cup of cold white water, and finally suppressed the fire a little bit, his mind was blank, but the only thing that was so profound to Gu Chi was that he was so profound today. Just cast a glance.

Gu Chi used to be a standard gangster, with black earrings, a school uniform zipper that could never be unzipped, and the piece of flesh on his ankle didn't seem to grow on his body, and he would be exposed to the outside even for three or nine days, shuttling around the campus It always looks like it is over the wall with bread in its mouth.

Later, Gu Chi's face was slowly covered with the word "tired", his vitality was squeezed out, all his uniqueness was restrained, and only skin was left.

Later, Zhong Congyu was absent from Gu Chi's life.

Today's Gu Chi, although his general appearance has not changed, but when he smiles, there are a few imperceptible fine lines at the end of his eyes, his brows are gentle, and the scarf even covers the tip of his chin.

Not the same.

It looks different.

At that time, Zhong Congyu's favorite sentence to Gu Chi was "Don't be afraid"

But "don't be afraid" is useless. What really makes others not feel afraid is not words, but actions.

Zhong Congyu was surprisingly angry when he just received Gu Chi's breakup call, but later he found that anger is useless, cursing is useless, and making trouble for no reason is even more useless—he doesn't have the ability to say "I disagree".

That feeling was too uncomfortable...Uncomfortable, he vented his anger towards Gu Chi, Zhong Junchi, and the whole world on himself, and devoted himself to "grow up quickly".

God finally had an eye and gave him a chance to do it all over again.

Zhong Congyu misses Gu Chi very much now.

I want to hug him, go and smell the laundry detergent on his collar, and see if he is still used to using the original brand after so many years.