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Gu Chi felt that he was destined to be an ascetic monk, and he didn't want to smoke. He was waiting for his death in comfort, but he insisted on messing around, and ran to the cusp of the storm to perform "striptease" again. 【Note】

In the years that followed, a lot happened here and there, in bits and pieces.

the first year.

Thief God is like a big and round "skin" ball, the kind that will die if you don't skin it, so Gu Chi met Wang Dachuan in his first part-time job.

When Gu Chi saw a lump of fat from a distance, he thought to himself, "I'm done."

Wang Dachuan also immediately saw this brother who had been fighting each other since childhood, turned around, and waved: "Gu Chi, come here!"

Gu Chi tremblingly calculated: "I will definitely be slapped by him first, then scolded, and then used to make kebabs, selling three skewers for ten yuan. It's okay, calm down, walk straight , just remember to sprinkle some cumin...the chili powder can't be too much..."

Unexpectedly, as soon as he ran to the front, Wang Dachuan hugged him suddenly, and said with snot and tears, "Chi Zi! Do you know that I miss you to death!"

Goosebumps all over Gu Chi's body immediately popped up, he pushed it away, and folded his hands to show his dignity: "Wang, you have something to say, just make meat skewers, don't touch your hands!"

"What kind of skewers...?" Wang Dachuan was a little confused, and immediately roared, "Fuck you gay! I'm straight!"

Gu Chi frowned, expressing doubt.

Wang Dachuan sighed: "I broke up again last week."

Gu Chi: "Then... mourning?"

Wang Dachuan: "..."

The people next to them looked back at the two live treasures with disgust on their faces, as if a lunatic had jumped into a public place, which made them a little embarrassed, so Wang Dachuan said in a low voice: "Let's talk about the barbecue stall tonight, I'll treat you to a drink."

"The girl suddenly proposed to break up and left. She probably found a new boyfriend before she had time to blackmail me, and she is posting a group photo online." Trembling slightly, the old scar wrapped in a hoarse voice is inflamed and bubbling at this moment, "She has actually hooked up with that man a long time ago, she doesn't love me anymore, I don't blame her, now I adore Free love, but why didn't you tell me the moment you decided not to love me?"

Gu Chi held the skewers in one hand and patted him on the shoulder with the other: "Actually..."

"I know I have no money and no beauty, and the rest of my so-called heart is worthless." Wang Da crossed, "I'm not angry that she doesn't love me anymore, I'm angry that she pretended to love me when she didn't love me." What I look like."

Gu Chi choked: "Hey, don't think too much..."

Wang Dachuan interrupted: "You don't know, this kind of person is too heartbreaking."

Gu Chi fell silent.

All kinds of flickering and consoling tones in the past jumped out of his head as if they had made an appointment. After searching for a long time, he couldn't hold back a word.

All the words that came to his lips would suddenly be unable to continue.

He thought of the sentence Zhong Congyu asked: "Are you serious?"

Is he also digging out Xiao Yuer's heart and lungs?

In the end, Gu Chi took a sip of the wine and said with emotion: "When I saw that girl's photo at the beginning, I thought she was very similar to your first girlfriend, for some unknown reason. You may be born with aversion to this kind of person. Change to another type of pursuit in the future."

Wang Dachuan glanced contemptuously: "Do you still believe this?"

"Otherwise?" Gu Chi shrugged, "What else can you believe?"

Wang Dachuan is not a person who likes to immerse himself in memories and self-abuse. When he is sad, he is really sad, and heals up really quickly after drinking strong alcohol, although there will be more or less a shallow line in his heart. Wounds, but Gu Chi believes that no matter how unlucky a person is, there will be a day when he will eventually come to life. Wang Dachuan is not heinous, and God will not let him be treated badly for too long.

For example, next week, he added a new trouble - Chu Yang's younger sister, the famous black belt elder sister in the KTV gang fight incident, announced one day that she would pursue him.

In this regard, Wang Dachuan said: "Help! I am still young, I am afraid of domestic violence!"

At first, Chu Tingting just heard the ins and outs of this happy breakup story, and felt that this fat man was quite interesting once in a hundred years, and wanted to ask him for a drink and gossip, but Wang Da said "Girls should learn to cherish themselves, don't be afraid of them." Going out alone with a man I don't know at night" I was speechless, for the first time I didn't know how to go back aggressively.

From then on, Chu Tingting began to feel that although he was a fool, he was really a good person with enough loyalty.

Some people like money, some people like power, some people like to lick their faces, and naturally there are people like Chu Tingting who want to be sincere.

Wang Dachuan grabbed Gu Chi and Chu Yang, his face full of the rest of his life: "Brother, to be reasonable, I am really afraid of this aunt."

Gu Chi said with a half-smile, "I think it's okay, you haven't tried this style before."

Chu Yang was also indifferent: "You can be regarded as my sister's first love."

At this time, Wang Dachuan finally realized that he had been betrayed by his brother.

Wang Dachuan: "Ruthless...you are ruthless..."

One of the people who worked together was an aunt in her early 40s who was right. Tingting, a lively little girl, would win Wang Dachuan sooner or later.

After more than a year of long see-saw, Ms. Chu won a complete victory, and Mr. Wang lost his power and humiliated the country, and had to sell himself to the enemy.

Wang Dachuan insisted that he was afraid of dying, but no one believed it, and it was useless.

Gu Chi suddenly laughed when he saw a bunch of mournful faces being dragged to take a group photo and post it on Moments—this guy’s right eye is black, probably from being punched—looking down, it was Li Yansanxi who mentioned one Little princess, his family has accumulated some savings over the past few years, and plans to go back to their hometown with his wife to watch the child grow up in peace, and stop wandering around.

--congratulations.

Gu Chi clicked on the dialogue page, transferred a red envelope of money to Li Yansan, and then said:

——This is for children, if you dare to use it, I will whip you.

Li Yan didn't reply immediately, and only sent a sentence after about two or three hours:

——If it wasn’t for me, I took it bluntly.

Later, he updated a message in Moments. The picture showed a baby's face that filled the whole screen, wrinkled and reddened, like a monkey, with the text saying: I'm going home.

Gu Chi couldn't bear to look at it and opened the big picture, summing up two words in his mind, "so ugly" and "so nice".

I used to have ups and downs in my relationship, suddenly started, collapsed violently, ups and downs, but I didn’t have such a quiet time, and I didn’t dare to say to my relatives and friends with a half-smirk, "Hey, it’s so annoying. My family came to check the post again. Go home and kneel on the washboard."

Some dreams can be achieved with hard work, but they can't be done if they are suffocated.

To say that I am not envious is a lie.

And so on for some journal days, until the fifth year.

This winter is obviously cold to a new level, but the outbreak of influenza is also extremely serious. The closed environment is full of people, and the bookstore is one of them. Taking a lot of health care medicine, nestling next to the stove and wrapping up a small quilt, it is impossible not to become a member of the majority of patients.

When Gu Chi entered the door, he patted the snow that fell on the down jacket: "Dad, are you still coughing badly?"

Fortunately, in high school, Gu Chi spent a period of time as crazy as taking hormones, so that the altitude where there was no movement in the past few years would not make him ashamed to show his face. Except for the deeper outline between the eyebrows, Gu Chi looked He looks almost the same as when he was 18 years old.

Gu Jianyu blinked, almost thinking that he had returned to the time when he was still in the old alley, and suddenly said: "It's nothing to cough twice, it's not so expensive."

"That was in the past." Gu Chi handed over warm water and medicine, "Take it and go to the upstairs cubicle to sleep. If the fever doesn't subside in the afternoon, I'll take you to the hospital."

Gu Jianyu: "How much will it cost?"

Gu Chi raised his eyebrows: "That's my money too, you don't care how I spend it, I'm happy."

As soon as he finished speaking, Gu Jianyu smiled and said: "Little rabbit... no, now I am a big bastard, with strong wings, and I am old too."

Gu Chi said simply and neatly, "Drink water, take medicine, and sleep."

"Is that kid Wang Dachuan planning to get engaged? With that little girl surnamed Chu." Gu Jianyu seemed to be quite energetic after taking the medicine, and instead of rushing to make up for sleepiness, he bent down and took out two packs from under the cash register table. Spicy dried tofu, took it to the stove and roasted it, "Here you are, my stock."

Gu Chi: "..."

The relationship between Wang Dachuan and Chu Tingting was unexpectedly "peaceful".

Once when the two of them went on a trip, they saw a newlywed couple taking wedding photos, and Chu Tingting pulled a string and said, "I want to take that too!"

Wang Dachuan: "Grandma, other people only took pictures when they got married."

Chu Tingting: "Then you will marry me!"

According to Chu Yang, when Wang Dachuan saw the fists hanging in front of his eyes, his legs became weak with fright, and he agreed to the matter with a blank mind, and he considered the marriage proposal successful in a daze.

So Da Chuan stepped into the ranks of family men, not daring to make mistakes.

"Your peers should all have graduated from college." Gu Jianyu said in a bad smell, "Basically they all have girlfriends."

Gu Chi frowned when he heard this, secretly thinking something was wrong.

"Do you have someone you like?" Gu Jianyu asked the words he had held back for a long time.

Although his son is unlucky, he has endured hardships. Even if he can't become a rich man after working hard for a few years, he can live a not bad life anyway, and his appearance is not bad. He doesn't believe that no girls are attracted to him. of.

But Gu Chi has been busy with his career in the past few years, let alone his girlfriend, he doesn't even like to gossip about others.

Gu Jianyu couldn't help but feel a little puzzled.

"It doesn't matter whether I meet someone I like. Those friends of yours are either married or have girlfriends. Tell them to bring out the single girls around them to have a look. You are not bad." Gu Jianyu said in a long-winded manner. He muttered, "Love, your mother and I met in this way many years ago."

Gu Chi's nose turned up with a sour smell, he gave a humming sound, put down the spicy dried tofu that he planned to tear apart and continued to kill the air, got up and put on his coat to go out.

Gu Jianyu followed from behind: "Son, it's up to you to say whether you agree or not."

It was windy and snowy outside, and when the door was opened, the wind, frost, rain and snow swept into the room and slapped on the front door. Those TV dramas about "the head can be broken and the blood can bleed, but the hairstyle can't be messed up" are all nonsense.

Gu Chi rarely turned his head dully, and called out solemnly: "Dad."

Gu Jianyu: "Hey, Dad is here."

"I have someone I like." Gu Chi's secret that has been held back for several years has finally come to an end at this moment. Nice words can't express feelings, sweet words can't cover scars, only the most straightforward words can attack people's hearts, " But I couldn't love it any more."

At that moment, Gu Jianyu's eyes dimmed, as if all his previous expectations had come to naught, and he became vague and helpless. He swallowed lightly, but his figure seemed to have completely collapsed.

Gu Chi didn't dare to say too much, and jumped into the snow as if fleeing for his life.

As a result, that night, Gu Jianyu developed a high fever.

There are not many people in the hospital late at night. When the nurse girl went through the hospitalization procedures, she saw that this man had a handsome face and was able to act as a director. He was different from those little puppies who could only play tricks and talk about earthy love. , helped Gu Jianyu to open a double room without patients.

Gu Chi saw it, he didn't want to refuse, but he didn't want to be soft on others. He didn't have anything to give away in his pocket, so he grinned and said, "Thank you little sister."

The nurse immediately laughed: "I am 25 this year, you should call me sister."

Gu Chi glibly said, "Oh, you can't tell if you don't tell me, I thought you were only 18, sister."

After completing the formalities and getting the IV drip, Gu Jianyu took a short nap, but he didn't sleep too deeply. He hadn't slept until dawn in several years. When he woke up, he found that Gu Chi was standing by the window looking at the scenery in a daze.

The traffic in the metropolis is full of traffic, even in the middle of the night, the lights are still bright, and the traffic on the overpass is constant, which is completely different from the place where it was quiet after 9 pm in the past.

Gu Jianyu turned sideways and made a movement, and Gu Chi suddenly turned around: "Dad, I actually said it at noon..."

Before he finished speaking, Gu Jianyu interrupted him and said, "Dad guessed it, is it the young man surnamed Zhong who rented our house in high school?"

Gu Chi shuddered.

"I guessed it, I guessed it." Gu Jianyu murmured, "I guessed it when I heard that it could be released in advance."

This was the first time Gu Chi heard Gu Jianyu take the initiative to bring up the matter of being in prison.

Gu Jianyu: "But son, what's the use of liking? You like him, he likes you, will you have a good time?"

Hearing the sound of "dong", Gu Jianyu turned his head, and couldn't see clearly in the dark. He just felt that his son, who was standing there just now as a clothes hanger, was suddenly shortened.

An ambulance passed by downstairs, and the high beams shone in. The curtains of the ward were not drawn, making it transparent for a moment.

——Gu Chi suddenly knelt on the ground.

"Dad, there's no future." Gu Chi's voice was soft and slow, as if he had leaped from the past, exhausted and muffled, "There's no future, it's been so long , don’t try to persuade me, that’s all.”

"I'm sorry, Dad."

"..."

Gu Jianyu didn't say a word, he didn't know whether it was acquiescence or helplessness, he closed his eyes and fell asleep not long after.

But after that, Gu Jianyu never mentioned this matter again.

In the seventh year, Wang Dachuan married Chu Tingting.

Gu Chi helped Da Chuan stop the drinking, but the two troubled brothers were both forced to walk in a straight line and made detours. While no one was paying attention, they ran to the toilet in despair and vomited a round while leaning on the wall.

Wang Dachuan asked while rinsing his mouth, "Chizi, how old are you this year?"

When Gu Chi was rinsing his mouth, he accidentally poured some cold water into his stomach, and now he was throbbing with severe pain, so he just stretched out his hand and compared two and six.

"What?" Gu Chi managed to catch his breath, "You are more than a year older than me, and you turned 28 a few days ago. It sounds like you're about to become an uncle hahaha."

Wang Dachuan: "Laugh, if you still have the strength to laugh, you won't be able to vomit to death!"

Gu Chi: "This year when you marry Aunt Chu, if I dare to cry, my head won't be able to stand properly on my neck."

Wang Dachuan couldn't help laughing: "Hey, there's nothing we can do..."

Gu Chi retracted his hand that was about to tear the paper unobtrusively, and suddenly felt that the conditioned reflex just now was too ridiculous, so he abruptly completed the next action.

Wang Dachuan saw it all: "Chizi, I actually regret that I interrupted you..."

He always thought that Gu Chi was just playing for fun, but after playing it, he went from 17 to 26, so it's a full ten years.

Moreover, although Gu Chi's life is getting better and better year by year, he really can't get back the youthful drive he had before - no matter what he does, he is quite mechanical, if he finishes on time and makes no mistakes, everything will be fine, he has no vitality , like a dead man.

Wang Dachuan: "Really, if it happens again, I'll chase it for you!"

Gu Chi understood what he said, but just smiled without answering.

After tidying up and going out to continue resisting alcohol, a little girl ran up to bump into his thigh.

"Little Yu!"

After hearing this sound, Gu Chi's hand that was about to take it suddenly stopped, and the little girl was hit by the rebound and fell to the ground, "Ouch".

Only then did Gu Chi react.

Li Yu—the daughter of Li Yansan, she looked wrinkled and ugly in the photos before, but now she has transformed into a little beauty.

"Sister-in-law?" Gu Chi raised his head, "Oh, Xiao Yu, what are you doing sitting on the ground? Get up quickly."

Li Yu hung Gu Chi's hand and jumped up nimbly: "Thank you, Uncle Gu!"

Gu Chi: "..."

This has become an uncle.

At the end of the year, Chu Tingting was also pregnant with a cub. Wang Dachuan was afraid that this aunt would continue to maintain the "tradition" of fighting every day, and she would not dare to do it because she was not good at persuading her. Freedom to start a business——He has recently taken a fancy to the themed casual coffee shop of the "Cat Bar", so he has time to stare at his aunt, but it's a pity that Da Chuan spent a lot of money because of dating. became the second child.

Thus, Gu Chi changed from a half-baked store manager to the big boss.

Gu Chi has endured all the hardships of starting a business, and the lifeless experience of opening a bookstore before is vivid in his memory. This time, he changed his past grief and used Internet media to promote, and even created the title of "Internet celebrity store".

But who knows that Murphy's theorem will always be late and never absent.

Unfortunately, it was bad because of this sudden ghostly weather.

When they met for the first time, Gu Chi just felt that this face was very familiar. Before he had time to recall who it was, some thoughts that had been buried in dust for many years gradually emerged in his head:

"I've grown taller and thinner again. Why do I always wear this kind of thin coat in winter? What should I do if I'm sick? My hair has grown a bit, and I'm too lazy to take care of it? I have dark circles under my eyes, maybe I stayed up late again? Sleeping on the desk or obediently going to sleep under the covers?"

Some things are just like this, if you don’t look at it, you’ll be fine, and you can even deceive you for a lifetime, but once you touch it, even if it’s just the tip of a fingernail, you can’t turn back.

Gu Chi suddenly realized that in the past seven years, he had been thinking about him all the time.

When he came back to his senses, the visitor had already turned around and left.

Wang Dachuan was also taken aback for a moment, but he was obviously much more excited than Gu Chi, a half-fool, and slammed the table: "Isn't this Zhong Congyu! Damn it! Oh my god! It was really him I saw before." ! Why are you still standing? Go! I'll send you his home address later!!!"

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[Note]: Gu Chi told Li Yansan before that as long as he has money, he can go to the square to take off his clothes and dance.