I wait for you to see through the scenery

Classmate Zhou Yao is about to leave Beijing, and will not return to the primary school attached to the machine tool factory to attend classes.The family is packing up and sending the children back to study, take exams, and enter higher education.

With Zhou Yao's natural intelligence and learning ability, the things in the books in class have never bothered him.So his parents have always been very relieved, never needing additional homework tutoring, and never spending money on tutoring classes outside.The whole family has a big heart and believes that no matter where their son goes, the entrance examination is not a big deal.

What upsets Zhou Yao is always outside of the classroom.He was about to separate from his dearest and most caring little friend, and they separated awkwardly.

In fact, a lot of things have happened in this year. The news broadcast at [-] o'clock every night can't finish broadcasting major events at home and abroad.In this world, for a long time, we must unite for a long time, and for a long time, we must divide. No one and who can be smooth sailing for a long time.Eastern Europe has changed drastically, the former Yugoslavia has been divided into five parts, and the Soviet Union has disintegrated!In these days, who else is desperately trying not to break up with whom?

There is no feast that never ends. You two sticks are about to separate, in two distant cities.The playmates I met in childhood may not have the opportunity to meet again in the future.

Their head teacher, Zou Ping, really wanted to see Zhou Yao, and it had nothing to do with academic performance or class average.It was a pity that Zhou Yao couldn't stay in Beijing. Teacher Zou was very sorry. At that time, he had a photo of Zhou Yao in his hand, and he pressed it under the glass plate of the desk, and kept it there...

As for the fact that who is married and who is divorced in the compound of the machine tool factory, it is easy to spread in a factory.

Chen Mingjian, as a high-achieving student who was admitted to a university, abandoned the mess in a blink of an eye when he climbed into a public institution.At that time, in the TV series "Longing", there was an ungrateful man "Wang Husheng" who abandoned his wife and divorced, and the whole country scolded Wang Husheng.Therefore, in their machine tool factory, everyone knew about it, and the whole factory was scolding Chen Mingjian!Every time he slaughters dogs for righteousness, he is probably a scholar with a heartless heart.

The student who changed his name had a very difficult time, because now the whole school knew about it.Children can't control their mouths, everyone will say it, and it's the most hurtful thing to not understand.

Qu Jia returned to the state of being a loner on campus again, never walking with others, except that he was often called to the office by his head teacher and math teacher to make up lessons, he seemed to have no one around him.

At that time, Zhou Ling bumped into him in the corridor and would stop him: "Hey Qu Jia, I happen to be free after school. Would you like to come upstairs to learn piano with me?"

Their elementary school teaching building is an ordinary six-story building, and the music classroom is located on the top floor to avoid disturbing other classrooms.

"Forget it, stop playing, go home." Qu Jia's eyes and voice seemed very mature at that time.

Zhou Ling didn't try to persuade him, and instead of mentioning housework, she just looked at him and said, "You can play for a while and then go home. Let's sing a song."

Qu Jia often carried his schoolbag and followed Mr. Zhou upstairs to the music classroom.There were no outsiders chattering in their ears, just the two of them, very quiet and peaceful.Teacher Zhou Ling asked him to sit in front of the piano in the classroom, and taught him from zero, from the initial fingering to simple pieces, and later told him, you can buy an electronic piano and practice at home every day. A quick learner!

Teacher Zhou sometimes asked him: "Sing a song, what songs are you listening to in class recently?"

Qu Jia thought for a while: "Qi Qin, Wang Jie, the Four Heavenly Kings."

"Teacher usually listens to this," Zhou Ling said with a smile, "If you want to sing this, you can sing it!"

Qu Jia Sanxue came out of the school gate with his schoolbag in his hand, followed by two students who were one grade lower, and walked towards the Hutong area on the same road.

The two children were dangling behind, gossiping all the way: "Hey, is that Chen Jia?"

"Yes, that's him."

"Do you know that his parents are getting divorced? I heard what my mother said in the factory."

"I also heard from my mother that I have met his father."

"What does his father look like? He looks quite similar to Chen Jia. In fact, the eyes are very similar, and the eyelashes are long. Oh, there seems to be a mole on his face."

"..."

Qu Jia stopped, turned his head abruptly, and stared at the people behind him.

The eyes are very powerful, the two children behind were startled, and immediately stopped and did not dare to speak, trembling, in fact, in fact, it seems that they didn't say anything bad...

Qu Liandi was there when Qu Jia came home, cooking in the small kitchen.Qu Jia passed by his mother.

He sat on the bed in the room for a while, in a daze, staring straight at the big wardrobe and his own appearance in the mirror of the big wardrobe.

Then he took out from the drawer of the bedside table his mother's tailoring scissors.

I couldn't find small scissors for a while, and the big scissors were not very handy, but they were fine.

Facing the mirror of the wardrobe, he directly cut his own eyelashes.

As soon as the scissors went down, the eyelashes were cut bald.If the right side is bald, then the left side will be cut.

Qu Liandi took a look into the room with a spatula in her hand: What are you doing?

Below the corner of Qu Jia's right eye, there was that little black mole, which "supposedly" came from the mole on his father's eyebrow.He stared at himself for a while, unable to bear this face, he pinched the tip of the scissors, and plucked at his own eyes...

"What are you doing?!" Qu Liandi rushed in, grabbed the scissors, and looked at the angle of the posture, thinking that they were going to poke them in the eyes.

What are you thinking?What if the eyes are broken?

Qu Jia looked at his mother nonchalantly, and didn't feel any pain from the ruthless hand he had given him. A line of light red blood flowed down his face.Qu Liandi found that the mole in the corner of his son's eye was no longer visible, because Qu Jia seemed to have poked the mole with the tip of scissors.

Qu Liandi's heart trembled, she wiped off the blood, covered her with gauze, and was about to go crazy.

"It's okay." Qu Jia comforted his mother instead, "It will be fine once the scar is formed, and I didn't poke my eyes."

"I just don't want to see that mole," Qu Jia looked at his mother, "I dug it out."

……

This time, a pot of food in the kitchen was really burnt.Sitting on the edge of the bed, Qu Liandi felt so distressed for his son that she also shed tears.

There are some things that she originally wanted to wait for everyone to calm down in a few days, and then talk to the child heart-to-heart, so it's impossible not to say it now.She was also afraid that Qu Jia would not be able to bear such a family accident.

She wiped her tears and said: "Qu Jia, although you changed your surname, when you were born, that person was your father, and this cannot be changed. He has already left this family, and he will not come back. I I won't let this person come back to stir up trouble again, and you don't want to worry about it anymore, okay? Don't think about him, it's all over, let's live and look forward, okay?"

"If you don't go to the old one, don't the new one come. It's all gone. No matter how entangled you are with it, it's impossible to put it together, and it's impossible to come back." Qu Liandi said, "I used to know people poorly. When I was young, I didn't I understand, idiot, I let you be wronged. I won’t let you be wronged again in the future, and I won’t be an idiot in the future. If I look at this kind of person, it’s useless to know how to study!”

Qu Jia's eyes were slightly red, and a band-aid was stuck under his eyes, but he didn't speak.

Qu Liandi stood up, and took out the stamp album from the innermost part of the wardrobe, where it was well hidden.

There was a conflict that day and the "Golden Monkey" ticket was burned. Chen Mingjian left in disgrace and did not take the stamp album.Sure enough, only the monkey ticket was the most valuable, and no one cared about the rest.

Qu Liandi deliberately repacked the stamp album into a box, took it out carefully, turned to the most important page, and handed it to her son.

Qu Jia was also holding the stamp album in disbelief.

The page of the Chinese zodiac ticket, the farthest position, is not blank, there is actually a golden monkey ticket.

He was a little confused in his mind, feeling that time had traveled, time had flowed backwards, wasn't the monkey ticket burned that day?

Qu Liandi said: "Yesterday you seemed to say that your music teacher taught you how to play the piano, so you came back late. I came here yesterday evening. I think he was still trying to find you, but you were not at home."

Qu Jia: "..."

Qu Liandi said: "He said he was leaving soon, and he brought you something for you."

Qu Jia looked at his mother, his shoulders were already trembling.

"I said I couldn't take it at first. After all, I now know that this stamp is very valuable. I used to think that a piece of torn paper was worth eight cents!" Qu Liandi smiled, "He insisted on keeping it for you. No need, just say he wants to give you this. I said, you gave such a precious thing to Jiajia, this piece of paper is already the most valuable thing in our dilapidated family."

Qu Jia stared at the stamp album in his hand, which was the most valuable and precious item in his family.

Qu Liandi took out another paper bag from the closet and handed it all to her son.

What was in the paper bag was also what Zhou Yao left behind for him, the Walkman with earphones, and the few tapes they usually listen to the most.

Zhou Yao wrote him a card, just a few simple words:

Jiajia:

I'm leaving now, I'm going back to Harbin to go to school.I will definitely get into a good middle school, and I will come back in a few years.You should also study hard, don't give up, you are so smart, try to get into a key school, be brave!I will come back to play with you during the winter and summer vacations, and wait to hear you sing to me again!goodbye!

-distant

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"Look at someone far away, one more sensible person. When he came to see you, he didn't mention any unpleasant things. He just wanted to encourage you to study hard and get into a better middle school." Qu Liandi said to herself She seemed to be feeling emotional, and she was also telling her son.

"Yaoyao is such a good child. You, hey, you just play tricks and bully others all day long. You are really capable. How tall are you?" Qu Liandi rolled her eyes at Qu Jia, "Yes, you are More capable than Chen Mingjian. Chen Mingjian, who lived half his life, can't even play tricks! Selfish, cowardly and cowardly, at least you are not cowardly!"

When Qu Liandi said this, she laughed herself, and made her son so taunted that she bowed her head and stopped talking.

"But he is your father after all, and you can't change it for the rest of your life, so you just accept it. No matter what other people say in the future, let them say it!" Qu Liandi stretched out her hand and pinched the back of Qu Jia's neck, "I just really don't want to part with Zhou Yao, that's great A boy, people didn't complain about you, didn't dislike you, and even gave you things, just look at your current state, are you worthy of the 'little monkey' that Yaoyao gave you?"

There was a plaster on the corner of Qu Jia's eye, he stopped talking, and he knew it all.

He couldn't express some words to his mother, and he was ashamed to speak from the bottom of his heart, so he could only cover up his care with an indifferent expression.very caring.

Qu Liandi told him that Zhou Yao should have left Beijing on the train this morning and returned to the Northeast...

The next day was a Saturday, and Qu Jia skipped half-day class on Saturday morning and ran to the Beijing Railway Station alone.

The station is crowded with people, and there are passengers dragging red and blue two-color woven bags and various large luggage bags, sitting or lying down, occupying the field of vision.There are so many people, none of them is the Yaoyao he is looking for.

Qu Jia was wrapped in a cotton monkey that day, sitting on the square outside the main gate of Beijing Railway Station, looking at the building, looking at the sky, listening to the whistle of the trains leaving.He just sat there for a long time, wandering around all day, allowing himself to adapt slowly, slowly accumulating courage, and adapting to the next days without Zhou Yao's company.

He bought a few steamed buns at the small window on the side of the square to fill his stomach.

Then I bought another pack of cigarettes.

After buying cigarettes, he really had no money to buy a lighter, so he borrowed a lighter from a cigarette peddler.

He just sat on the square and smoked. He smoked one cigarette until only the butt was left, and then lit the second one... From this day on, he learned to smoke.

Yes, Yaoyao is very nice, he has always known it.If such a good partner can't be together and accompany each other every day, it's better to push away and stop being "good".This is how he vents when he is extremely frustrated and irritable.

But the way he vented hurt the other party. Seeing Zhou Yao scolding him with jealousy made him feel very sad, hesitant and regretful.

The little policeman on duty at the train station walked over slowly, actually observing him for a long time: "Hey, student, where are you?"

where from? "I'm from the local area." Qu Jia replied, raising his eyelids.

"Local? Are you from Beijing?" The policeman looked up and down from left to right.

"Can't you hear my accent?" Qu Jia also looked at the other party, "How dare someone from other places talk to you like that?"

Hehe, the policeman is so happy to treat your child so well.

"Why don't you go to school?" The little brother asked him again, "Where are the adults in your family?... Can't find a home?"

"I am like this, do I seem to be unable to find a home?" Qu Jia asked the other party, "Don't worry about me, just worry about those who really can't find a home."

The police uncle also cared about him, fearing that he might be a kidnapped or lost child at the train station, so he questioned him earnestly and responsibly.

Yes, I can't find a home. The meaning given to "home" fluttered and scattered in my heart, scattered all over the place.In other words, his home was never complete.

If Zhou Yao could come back and see each other every day, he would be happy to make rock candy strawberries, juice curling, and baked sweet potatoes for Yaoyao every day, so as to make Zhou Yao happy every day.He really needs, needs, needs this person's company very much, and wants Zhou Yao to come back, but facing the railroad tracks and rolling wheels of fate, he can't do anything.

In just one month this year, Qu Jia experienced the first wave of heavy blows in his life.

As if forced to grow up overnight, more mature.Some things no one can help you, you can only carry it yourself.If you carry it down, you can continue to move forward. If you can’t carry it down, it may be abolished.

He deeply remembered Zhou Yao's words before he left, and these words hung his confidence and courage.Zhou Yao said, you also have to fight a little bit, you are very smart, if you are admitted to a good school, I will come back, I want to hear you sing, and we will definitely meet again.

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