I wait for you to see through the scenery

When he came back from playing football in the evening, Zhou Yao didn't plan to take a bath together again. His parents told him to go home and pack his luggage.

They left the stadium and crossed a big road, which is the Hutong area.

What a coincidence that day, Zhou Yao met Chen Jia's father again.In fact, on the third day Chen Jia stayed in the hospital, Chen Mingjian went to see his son with fruits and skin care products, and expressed concern for Chen Jia, but it cannot be said that this person is completely ignorant and heartless.Of course, the father didn't get Chen Jia's good looks in the hospital.

Subsequently, Chen Jia was discharged from the hospital safe and sound.Today, the couple had just returned from the Civil Affairs Bureau after signing the papers, and they finally severed their husband-wife relationship in the paperwork, leaving only a little bit of blood relationship with Chen Jia.

Chen Mingjian met Master Cai Shijin at the entrance of the alley, and the two of them were smoking a cigarette under the electric pole.

Cai Shijin persuaded: "Hey, you will still come to see the children often in the future, the most uncomfortable must be the children!"

Chen Mingjian bowed his head and said: "The one who dislikes me the most is Chen Jia, didn't he pay any attention to me in the hospital?"

Cai Shijin hurriedly said: "That's because the child feels awkward... I have been in the factory for so many years, and I saw several pairs that ended up breaking up. Which child grows up without a shadow of personality?"

"My son hated me from the very beginning." Chen Mingjian said dejectedly, "I can't communicate with him, and it doesn't make sense."

"What's the reason?" Cai Shijin said, "We who haven't studied in college don't understand the truth. We should talk about 'love' to our children! See if your son is lying in the hospital. It's uncomfortable, are you uncomfortable? This is 'feeling'."

"Speaking of love, I really, really don't have love." Chen Mingjian's voice suddenly choked up, "I do have no feelings for his mother. From the very beginning... this was a mistake."

"Then you back then, you back then, hey!" Master Cai frowned and sighed.

"She pityed me back then, and I pity her too. Anyway, both of them seem to be no one wants, so they just make do with it." Chen Mingjian smiled bitterly, and finally told the truth today.

Chen Jia didn't even lift her eyelids, and walked past the alley, ignoring his father.

This was a "mistake", and Chen Jia himself was the joint product of this "mistake".In their factory workshop, the product parts caused by wrong procedures cannot be packaged, sold and circulated, and they will be destroyed as scrap products for you!How can you kid still exist!

Zhou Yao and Chen Jia bid farewell briefly with their eyes at the gate of the compound, both very reluctant and speechless.

Chen Mingjian walked past them, and looked back at Zhou Yao deliberately: "Oh, classmate Zhou, how are you?"

Zhou Yao hurriedly bowed and called "Hello, Uncle".Chen Jia turned his face away, but couldn't see his father.

They stood outside the house and listened to the conversation of the adults in the house. It turned out that Chen Mingjian came to discuss things and fetch things.

Qu Liandi asked: What are you reading?What are you looking for?

Chen Mingjian said: I am looking for my stamp album, have you seen it?

Qu Liandi wondered: Stamp collection?I never touch your things, Chen Jia often looks at them, otherwise you can ask him if he has taken them.

Chen Mingjian hesitated: I'll look for it again, does he often read it?

Qu Liandi said: Like you, does he like playing with stamps?

This was the fun of many people at that time, because the entertainment life was poor, and there was really no other fun.Stamp collecting is a tasteful hobby without spending too much money, so many people collect stamps and keep stamp albums at home. Among them are brand-new stamps purchased specially, and more old stamps from envelopes.

When Chen Mingjian divorced, he didn't bother with the distribution of property. He didn't take anything from the large electrical appliances in the house, and the house was temporarily lived in by Qu Liandi. He couldn't force the two girls to sleep on the street, but they came back to find this stamp album.

"It's the stamp album you showed me last time, right?" Zhou Yao whispered outside the door, "Is that your father's?"

Even though Chen Mingjian didn't dare to ask his son for it, even the old man was afraid to talk to Chen Jia.He whispered to Qu Liandi: "You still remember, I bought a 'monkey ticket' before."

Qu Liandi knew it: "Yes, the year Chen Jia was born, you bought him a monkey ticket, the red one."

Chen Mingjian looked troubled: "Is this the first monkey ticket for this set of zodiac tickets? Now all twelve have been issued. The first monkey ticket 12 years ago was worth a lot... now it is eight hundred, one thousand It's..."

So valuable, just a small piece of paper?It is worth more than the Hitachi refrigerator in the house.Sure enough, once the planned economy is reformed and opened to the market, the prices will go crazy, right?Qu Liandi also had an expression of disbelief, not understanding this.

So Chen Mingjian came back to get back that valuable stamp?

"My family seems to have that monkey ticket too. My dad also bought it the year we were born, and said he bought it for me as a souvenir." Zhou Yao whispered.

In fact, he felt that the situation was not good, and he really wanted to take Chen Jia away, wrap him up, and wrap him in his arms for protection.

If he is strong enough at this time, he wants to fold Chen Jia up and put it in his breast pocket every day, so as not to let this person suffer any more harm.

……

Qu Liandi's expression slowly changed: "Although you bought it for eight cents at the beginning, no one expected that the price would rise so high...but you bought it for Chen Jia back then."

"Yes, I bought it for him back then." Chen Mingjian lowered his head and said, "I didn't expect it to be so tight now, and I wanted to buy another one, but I couldn't."

"You just have to take it away? Can't you keep it for Chen Jia?" Qu Liandi said.

"I really need that monkey ticket." Chen Mingjian said awkwardly.

"It's not for me, I've never been greedy for anything from you," Qu Liandi said with his chest heaving, "Isn't that for your son? Can't you be generous to Chen Jia?"

"..." Chen Mingjian had nothing to say, and he was still struggling to give up.

"Why do you have to have that one, the later Zodiac stamps? Don't you buy a bunch of stamps every year, cows, horses, chickens, can you take those?" Qu Liandi is a person who doesn't collect stamps and can't Understand the obsession in this aspect, just for a piece of broken paper, do you have to come and ask for it?

Chen Jia stood at the door, his face turned blue every inch, and his heart was so cold.

Zhou Yao bit the corner of his mouth, turned his head suddenly, and whispered a considerate whisper in Chen Jia's ear: "Just give it to your dad, I also have a monkey ticket, and I'll give you the one at home."

Chen Mingjian walked around the hut, with a difficult tone and guilty face, and hummed with a mosquito sound: "That stamp is the most famous, and the new set issued by the State Post is not as good as the original one. It's really not because of the price, you See, I’m not arguing about anything in our house, I’m either for money, or I need that monkey ticket... A child born in the Year of the Monkey just wants to get an old golden monkey ticket..."

Qu Liandi was full of suspicion, she and Chen Jia looked up at Chen Mingjian at the same time, and suddenly understood at that moment.

Why do you have to have monkey stamps, why not stamps for pigs, horses, cattle and sheep?

Chen Jia was born in the year of the monkey, so his parents bought a golden monkey stamp as a commemoration of his birth, and that stamp accidentally became a classic collection.Now, there must be another child born in the Year of the Monkey, so here comes the Golden Monkey Ticket.Now it happens to be the tail of the sheep in the Year of the Goat, and the next year will be another Year of the Monkey.Whose family is pregnant with a child now, isn't it born in the Year of the Monkey?

Qu Liandi felt unbelievable, and there was a "buzz" in her head, and her lips trembled.It was not only her who was completely abandoned that day, but also her son Chen Jia.

She stared at Chen Mingjian angrily, and wanted to swear at the street, "What the fuck are you, you bastard", but she was too tired to swear.The marriage is divorced, what else can I do?

Chen Jia reacted quickly and understood, or in other words, he was mentally prepared and didn't care at all.It's just that he didn't expect his own father to do things so quickly and so heartlessly.

On the spot, Zhou Yao was the only one who didn't understand, what's going on, what's the inside story?But looking at Chen Jia's face, he knew it was a bad dish again.

He was afraid of this, because he was afraid that the whole family would turn against each other, and he felt very uncomfortable.

He casually touched the iron chisel for hooking coal by the door, stepped back quietly, and stuffed the iron chisel under the kitchen stove, cleverly hiding it first.

Chen Jia rushed into the house with big strides, and Zhou Yao subconsciously held back: "Chen Jia, don't, let's go first!"

Chen Jia didn't turn her head back and just pushed hard, Zhou Yao staggered and slammed into the door frame.

Chen Jia climbed onto the big bed, and found the stamp album from under a pile of messy magazine tapes.

Qu Liandi was furious and said to Chen Mingjian: "It's just such a broken stamp! Can't you just leave it for your son to think about it? You are so selfish that you are so selfish!"

Chen Jia took the stamp album, not to pass it to his father, and turned to the page that everyone was looking for.

He pinched out the golden monkey ticket and threw it into the eye of the foreign stove in the middle of the hut.

what--

Chen Mingjian was dumbfounded, Qu Liandi exclaimed, and Zhou Yao ran over in shock.

There seemed to be a trace of revenge in Chen Jia's eyes, and there was no showy expression, just who was more heartless compared with his father, was the old one better than the young one?It was what his father "claimed" to have bought for him, and it was supposed to be a gift for him, so he just burned it without anyone thinking about it.

Zhou Yao made a fool of himself and subconsciously reached out to "rescue".The golden monkey ticket has fallen on a piece of red-hot briquette, and it cannot be retrieved.

He was so hot that he quickly retracted.Chen Jia grabbed his hand, pushed him away, and stretched out his hand to push the stamp into the eyes of the charcoal fire, as if he didn't know it was hot.

The "golden monkey" was burnt out in no time, and a very valuable piece of paper was turned into paper ashes in an instant, burning a lot of money!Chen Mingjian was completely dumbfounded, and I'm afraid he also regretted it, no one took it...

"Is Yaoyao burning? Let me see...it's swollen and blistered. I'll give you medicine." Qu Liandi felt distressed and complained to Chen Jia, "How could you treat Yaoyao like this?"

"No, it's not hot." Zhou Yao withdrew his hand.

It’s too uncomfortable, but I’ve seen enough.This was the last time the two of them saw each other before he left, and that was it, very depressed.

Or his mother ate a lot and walked a lot.His mother has said that those whose families are broken, those whose parents disagree, and those who come from a single parent should try their best to avoid getting involved. They are just different from you. You, a child, don’t understand now, but you will understand in the future.Zhou Yao refuses to accept and is unwilling to listen, but it is inevitable that he will be hit by reality time and time again.

Chen Jia is a person with an extreme personality, there is no compromise in the dictionary, even if he hits the south wall all the way into the black, his head is broken and bloody, even if his hands are burned red and the skin is peeled off, this person is stubborn and stubborn. Don't bow your head.

Many of Zhou Yao's ideas are different.I can give you what your father is stingy about giving you. I understand what others don’t understand you. You have what you have lost, but you still have what you have. Who can always be smooth and “perfect” for the rest of their lives?No one is perfect, but everyone is moving forward and looking forward, don't you always look backward in your life.

When Zhou Yao was underage, he couldn't say these principles of life, but he has always had such a life attitude. How many setbacks and blows can our little grandfather Zhou Yao not be able to bear?Harbin won’t let me come to Beijing, Beijing won’t let me stay anymore, I’ll go back, my parents don’t care about me, I still have grandparents, grandparents don’t care about me, I still have grandparents, really If not, then take care of yourself, why can't you hold on strong?Is it possible that I also fight with my parents and grandparents all day long, thinking they are sorry for me? !

"I'm sorry, Yaoyao, for letting you see our house like this." Qu Liandi repeatedly apologized, "You should go home first, Yaoyao, be good."

Zhou Yao glanced at Chen Jia, but Chen Jia didn't look at him.

"I know you're unhappy, and I'm feeling bad too." Zhou Yao said loudly with red eyes, "I told you that I can give you that stamp, and if you want, I can give you all of mine!"

"No need." Chen Jia said, "Don't worry about me."

Zhou Yao said: "I just don't like how you become like this every time you turn your back on me. You're still so fierce that you can't listen to anything! I don't want to see you keep like this from now on, is it okay?"

There was a silence.

Then Chen Jia said softly: "There is no future."

Zhou Yao stood there dumbfounded: "..."

Zhou Yao strode out, left Chen Jia's house, and left the small alley of the South Barracks.

He also has the self-esteem of a little man, so he won't push himself up even if he is rejected.

At that time Qu Liandi was still chasing him out, apologizing to Zhou Yao on behalf of his son, coaxing a few words, but he didn't care about Chen Mingjian's other moths in the room.Which onion is Chen Mingjian?She doesn't even bother to talk to that person anymore, get out of here, go back to your institution of higher learning, and live a decent life as an intellectual.

On the contrary, she was quite afraid that Zhou Yao's child would be angry and hurt by Chen Jia, and he would never come again.

Many things are doomed from the beginning, such as a person's temperament, behavior and values.These are collected bit by bit in life, and are achieved along the way.Everyone's family background, origin and life journey are different, so Zhou Yao is like this, and Chen Jia is like that. They are different life trajectories, and there should be no intersection.

If it wasn't for that snowy day, Qu Liandi would have stopped Zhou Yao at the entrance of the alley and prevented him from leaving... How could Zhou Yao and Chen Jia have such intersections?In the same class, I'm afraid they won't say a few words.

Before leaving, Qu Liandi said to Zhou Yao in a very uncomfortable way: "I heard that you are going to transfer back to another school. If you have a chance in the future, you must come back to see Auntie during the holidays. Auntie must still be thinking about your return and want to cook for you. of."

"One more thing..." Qu Liandi asked quietly again, "I have already gone to the police station to change our Jiajia's name. Next time you see him, you call him Qu Jia, and you must remember not to call him wrong. Is it done?"

Zhou Yao was stunned, and nodded reluctantly.

The name will be changed, and Chen Jia will really not be that Chen Jia in the future.

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