can't stop

Shi Yufeng was drenched.

Not only was it drenched, but his expensive shoes, trousers, and watch were covered with black mud from the banana field, as were the sheepskin seat and trunk of his Ferrari.

But it was the rainstorm he felt best, because there was no thunder?He didn't feel out of breath, and he didn't lose his temper with anyone, including those stupid and stupid banana farmers just now.At first they seemed intimidated by his car and expression, but later they began to thank God and see him as a savior.After Shi Yufeng carried it over and over again, he got a box of green-skinned bananas full of gratitude.

"Brother, our specialty here, take it home and eat it yourself! Thank you Boss Huo for us!"

So, at this moment, Shi Yufeng took the spoils and drove fast on the coastal road in the steam. When he saw the highland where Huo Ying was from afar, his mind was full of thoughts.

It's almost eleven o'clock. Huo Ying promised to pack his luggage before. Have you packed it now?The beef smelled delicious before departure, so I left him a few dollars... At that time, Yu Feng was thinking about these trivial matters seriously, and he was not used to it.As he got closer to home, he became more and more outrageous, except for hunger, his mind was full of Huo Ying.

Although Yu Feng never had any extravagant expectations a day ago, and it is very lucky to be able to meet here again today, but what humans are best at is greed. He just fell in love with a man who was eight years older than himself and seemed to have experienced many setbacks. To get him, from the beginning to now, of course he has a long way to go, and he has no experience.

When pressing the elder brother's legs before, he asked seriously "how to pursue the person he likes", but that old beast Zhan Yang laughed and said: "It's good to be strong! As long as you can beat it. "

Shi Yufeng raised a question mark: "Are you doing the same to Qiu Shili?"

Shi Zhanyang looked surprised: "Ah? What is this? Of course not! How can I be willing to treat Aqiu!"

Shi Yufeng raised more question marks: "Old Shi, you are not human."

Shi Zhanyang laughed again: "Shi, you are not a man!"

Shi Yufeng gritted his teeth.When he was growing up, Shi Zhanyang was like his father, who taught him a lot, and he knew exactly what his elder brother meant when he said these trash words. This kind of situation often means that he is watching a movie, and he is not prepared to provide any help, and he is not at all willing to help. Don't take his question as a problem.That's all, there's nothing wrong with being self-reliant, but the phrase "strength" made Shi Yufeng blush, he felt that his idol was underestimated and insulted, but he didn't want to beat a cripple, so he could only swallow his breath.

He really felt that Shi Zhanyang was getting more and more annoying.

He remembered that before Huo Ying disappeared, many things happened in his own family.Shi Zhanyang happened to be shot and fell into a coma during that time. Not long after, his second brother Shi Yizhou was sentenced to indefinite prison for allegedly selling weapons to drug dealers, and Shi's family was also investigated. , while Shi Yufeng was locked up at the team headquarters and was not allowed to go home.

About half a year later, Shi Zhanyang woke up, with a few bullet holes and a paralyzed sick leg, cleaned up the fragmented Shi family and military factory, and continued to be his arms dealer.

Shi Yufeng also regained his freedom from the remote savannah in Australia, and was called to his elder brother.The man was much older, and he asked him seriously what his plans were, what goals he had, and what support he needed.

He was less than 17 years old at the time, and occasionally thought about these questions, but he didn't come up with an answer. He just answered according to his instinct:

"I'm going to keep driving, I'm going to drive Formula One, before someone breaks the record," Shi Yufeng added, not wanting my elder brother to think that he was having fun with racing knowledge, "I can only break, Howard's record It can only be broken by me."

Shi Zhanyang had a dignified face, but after hearing what he said, he laughed playfully and kicked him with his uninjured leg: "Hey, my little brother wants to break more than just records, right?"

Shi Yufeng didn't understand, so he only understood after asking Qiu Shili.At that time, he also wanted to beat Shi Zhanyang violently.

The memories came to an abrupt end, Shi Yufeng drove up the climbing gravel road in front of Huo Ying's house, the windshield wipers wiped off the thick rain curtain, and the warm light from the cabin fell on the windshield, like orange paint, painted Evenly.He casually stopped the car on the open space in front of the door, thinking about when it would be easier to wipe the mud, and before he got out of the car, he saw the door open.

Huo Ying ran out holding an umbrella.

"Damn it, you drive this car to transport bananas?" Huo Ying hurriedly pulled him out of the driver's seat and pressed him under the umbrella, sounding a little annoyed. Bullying children!"

Shi Yufeng thought it was cute that this man was desperately holding up the umbrella so as not to poke him, obediently stooped, and followed him to the door, "They don't have enough manpower, and the cars are just used to transport things."

"You dude, you don't know how to settle accounts!" Huo Ying put away the umbrella in the porch, turned around and glared at him, "I won't let them sell in my shop anymore." He pushed Shi Yufeng into the room.

"I'm so dirty," Shi Yufeng blocked the door, organizing his words solemnly, "Should I take it off here first?"

Huo Ying dragged him directly into the room, and slammed the door shut, "I'll mop the floor tomorrow." He brought a bamboo basket and lowered his eyes, refusing to look at the drenched fool, "Get out of here and go by yourself." Look for clothes in the house to change, take a shower and come out to eat."

After he finished speaking, he walked quickly to the kitchen to heat up the dishes. He didn't use the microwave, and it seemed that he was going to stir-fry the meat and vegetables a little more.

Shi Yufeng held back his laughter, and probably also held back his nosebleeds, remembering that he left his cell phone and bananas on the car, but he didn't care about it, he just did everything as Huo Ying said.He threw the dirty clothes into the laundry basket one by one, including his watch and necklace, then he pulled on his slippers and walked to the aisle between the kitchen and the living room, saying, "Brother Ying, I don't have any towels."

Huo Ying didn't look back: "Find it yourself on the sofa!"

Shi Yufeng wrapped the bath towel around his waist and refused to leave: "By the way, where are Lao Shi and Qiu Shili?"

Huo Ying seemed to have misunderstood that he hadn't started to get his clothes done after dawdling, and was about to tidy him up. Just as he turned his head, he saw the person dripping water in the corridor, and turned his head abruptly, stirring the spatula very quickly, and said after a long time, "... Going to bed. It's midnight, so hurry up and wash up."

The voice softened obviously, and there was a bit of embarrassment that was unspeakable.Shi Yufeng was suddenly satisfied with his success, returned to the neatly furnished guest room, opened his closet, and found that the previous lumps of clothes had been neatly folded and hung up according to the season, and two shirts seemed to have been ironed After a while, he almost wanted to roll on the bed a few times.

Tomorrow I will help him mop the floor, clean up the car and take him for a ride, Shi Yufeng thought so, picked out a white T-shirt, a pair of black jeans, and a pair of underwear, he went to the bathroom with a hot face Let's go, before turning off the light, he glanced at the desk, and the hand pressing the switch froze.

That glass box on top, that red brake pad.

This object was like a talisman to Shi Yufeng, and he carried it with him. He ran races all over the world, and the glass box followed him everywhere in the suitcase.A profession like a racing driver takes his life in his hands, as simple as carrying a helmet.The second you step on the gas pedal means there is a 20% chance of death or injury on the track, such as a collision, a broken leg, the lower body being crushed to a pulp, or burning, in the flames of high-octane fuel at 800+ degrees Sleep for a few minutes.That's the last time you step on the gas pedal.

However, when Shi Yufeng passed the maintenance station every time, for a few seconds, he thought of the presence of that piece in his luggage on a certain chair, and felt that he was very safe.

There are a lot of unfinished business, winning the prize, the world championship, finding Huo Ying, finding out what happened to the brake pads and why he left, so Shi Yufeng couldn't have an accident, so he couldn't have an accident either.

Over the years, Brake Pads has accompanied him to win many honors, accompanied him in cheers, wearing a wreath, and opening many bottles of exploding champagne.

Therefore, there is no way to do this. Shi Yufeng regards this thing as the materialization of inspiration and longing, and also as a habit, just like having to bring a passport when going out.When he asked Huo Ying to pack his luggage, he didn't think about how Huo Ying would react when he saw it.And now the man obviously saw it, and took a good look at it, and put it right on the table.

It’s okay, there will be a day when I have to speak, let’s say tomorrow.Hearing the sound of Huo Ying setting the table and chopsticks, Shi Yu Feng walked out of the bedroom. He glanced at Huo Ying, said nothing, quickly washed and dressed, and came out when he thought Huo Ying must have gone to sleep. But I saw the man struggling to wash the pants he had changed in the laundry room.

"Isn't it possible to put the mud in the washing machine directly? It should block the pipe," Huo Ying looked up at him, as if he was not sure, "I'd better rub it for you first, and it will be over soon."

Shi Yufeng leaned against the door frame and said in a daze, "Brother, you are so amazing."

Huo Ying buried his head and wiped the sweat on his shoulders, stumbling: "I just learned from Qiu Shili, his clothes are sticky with fish blood on them, I didn't let him use the washing machine, he washes his hands better than me gone."

Shi Yufeng asked immediately: "You let me use it?"

Huo Ying's voice rose: "...Aren't you hungry? Go eat."

Shi Yu Feng felt that it was better for him not to provoke this person now, especially when his face was flushed with an indescribable beauty, Shi Yu Feng felt that he was out of his mind.He sat silently at the dining table, eating the soft and tasty braised beef brisket, while looking at the pair of bowls and chopsticks opposite, and the beer on the side of the napkin box.

Then he heard the sound of splashing water, followed by the mechanical female voice of the washing machine starting, and after that, Huo Ying pulled out the chair, sat down in front of him, and started eating without saying a word.

"You've been waiting for me?" Shi Yufeng couldn't believe it.

"Drink?" Huo Ying just opened a can of beer, and with his arms over a table of delicacies, he handed it to Shi Yufeng.

Shi Yufeng had never drunk alcohol, it was true, he didn't even have beer, and he only drank Coke and orange juice when entertaining with sponsors, no one could do anything to him.But this time he still picked it up. As for the reason, he just wanted to take this opportunity to touch Huo Ying's finger.

Wet, white and slender, he only touched the fingertips, for a brief second, it was cold with beer, or just washed cold?

"You two brothers are going to catch the sea tomorrow morning, don't go, today is too tired, get up later." Huo Ying also opened a can for himself, took a sip, then lowered his head and picked up the chopsticks, "Forget it, whatever you want ……Have a meal."

Shi Yufeng didn't speak, the cold and astringent taste of beer exploded in his mouth, there was no pleasant feeling, just like he didn't understand other people's obsessive addiction to cigarettes.Perhaps this painful thrill can also fascinate.Like Huo Ying, he began to eat with a dull head. The stir-fried carrot shreds and fried chicken nuggets he ate were made by Qiu Shili. The others were relatively unfamiliar, so they must have been made by the person in front of him.

Shi Yufeng felt happy, a kind of warmth from the bottom of his heart, it was completely different from when he was holding up a trophy or receiving a huge sponsorship fee, and it was even more different from the excitement when he was holding his life at the speed of life and death. This was a new feeling, even though he was looking at Huo Ying at the moment His face felt a kind of sourness.

Huo Ying must be thinking the same thing as him, because that piece of accessories should be dusty.The words "Actually, I almost died just now" and "There is a problem with the brake pads, they were touched" three years ago are still in my ears. They roared in Shi Yufeng's mind. At the dinner table, as the rain faded, they grew louder and thicker, prompting him to keep looking at the person in front of him picking slices of pepper out of scrambled eggs.

"Brother Ying," Shi Yufeng didn't know why he took two sips of wine before asking the next words, "Did you see that?"

"Haha, yes," Huo Ying was also drinking, "That thing is an old friend, I put it on myself." When he finally raised his face to look at Yu Feng, his eyes were dark, "Why are you here?"

Shi Yufeng exhaled, and messily tied up his half-dried silver hair, "After you retire, the team will urgently deal with the car you left behind, as well as your team." He took another sip of wine, "I'll take them I hired him back, and I bought the car."

Huo Ying couldn't remember what those hard-working technicians looked like, or whether they were tall, short, fat, or thin, but the bright red racing car lit up very clearly in his mind, "It's good, so that they don't lose their jobs. I used to follow I have always been excluded," he laughed, "I tuned that car well, and I didn't tell anyone about a few changes that were particularly popular. There have been no major changes in the field and standards in the past two years. Now you put it again. It’s okay to drive on the track.”

"No, I didn't move it, and I will never move it," Shi Yufeng put down the chopsticks and wine jar, and stared at Huo Ying in a drunken breath, "I won't change it even if I spray it! It will always have 'Howard H.' emblazoned on its tail."

The next sentence of this sentence may be "wait for you to go back and open it", but Shi Yufeng didn't say it, he knew the pressure in this sentence.

Huo Ying was still smiling, looking down at the bowl of fish soup, "You even removed the brake pads."

"Because there is a problem with it. I still remember that when you said that someone tampered with it, it did, that is, split open neatly," Shi Yufeng felt weird, and the astringent smell of wine kept rising. Is this drunk?Without thinking too much, he directly held Huo Ying's right hand that was placed on the table, and covered the still cold muscles and bones under his hot palm, and he also held it hard to visibly tremble, "No matter how hard you grind it, it won't break! I have When I ran out of the track once, half of the car body was rotten, and the brake pads were not cracked! How could the carbon fiber crack by itself?"

Huo Ying didn't speak.

Shi Yufeng tightened his grip, "Who did it? Brother Ying, tell me who did it."

Huo Ying froze, he didn't break free from Yu Feng, he just gently suppressed his trembling, and raised the second can of beer with his other hand, "I'm not dead anyway, it's all in the past Now," he raised his red eyes, clumsily hiding his turmoil, "maybe racing isn't for me."

This time it was Yu Feng's turn to stop talking.Alcohol made his mind dull, and he didn't want to say anything stupid rashly. He just relaxed his strength and clasped Huo Ying's five fingers almost instinctively, as if he was protecting him.

And Huo Ying stared at him blankly, so young and so sincere, why was he shaking his hand like this, why did he look like he was about to cry.As if he had been scalded suddenly, he put down his beer and lay down on the table, buried his head for a while, his shoulders violently heaved with his breathing, the explosion was only a momentary thing, "I don't want to care about it, I lied," he couldn't help Said, choking with restraint, "I'm hiding here, like a bastard, I might as well die on the fucking field!"

"It's okay, Brother Ying, it's okay." Shi Yufeng suppressed his beating heart and continued to hold his hand tightly.

"What is the scariest thing?" Huo Ying still couldn't get up, lying on his stomach and thinking to himself, "It's not that you died, it wasn't that you were burned into a fool by the [-]-degree fire, or that you and your car were broken in half, it was you who escaped. Disappeared, disrespectful, because you dared not die, wanted to live. Then you regretted it, and you fucking regretted it."

At that time, Yu Feng's tongue was almost tied up, and he brought up the old things again. He had made some mental preparations, but he had never expected Huo Ying to be like this now. I respect you very much, very, very... not without dignity, no."

Huo Ying didn't say a word, but his hands were hot, are he also drunk?Or is it held by me?Shi Yufeng thought unconsciously.

"You are my idol. Always have been." He said anxiously again.

Immediately afterwards, Shi Yufeng heard sobbing, very low, very restrained, and very moved, like a piece of ice that was chipped and chipped off, fell on the desert and melted silently, emitting fine smoke.After a while, at least 10 minutes, the current 10 minutes is really too long, Huo Yingcai suddenly raised his face, he did cry, but he didn't hide it, his wet face was flashing under the cold dining lamp Glittering.

"Thank you," he paused, "Xiaofeng."

first.This is the first time.He calls him that.Shi Yufeng let go of his hand in a panic.

Huo Ying was also a little embarrassed, touched the corners of his eyes, took out a tissue to wipe his nose, and said, "Where did you just say that? It is true that someone moved my car, because they didn't want me to win the championship, and they chose someone else. "

"Who?"

Who is it, who are they, why are there other candidates... Shi Yu Feng became murderous.

Huo Ying didn't answer immediately, he looked at Shi Yufeng fixedly, showing a pale and gentle smile: "There is a group, some of them are in prison, and some of them are already dead."