can't stop

Yu Feng didn't say anything about it at this time, he rarely heard Huo Ying mention his family, and now it seems that there is really nothing to mention.Huo Ying is not a person who likes to complain, nor is he good at dealing with hooligans, Shi Yu Feng has a deep understanding.He stopped the car by the beach, lightly touched Huo Ying's blinking eyelids because he was at a loss, took his mobile phone, and called back the call.

Immediately answered, it was a not-so-young female voice, speaking fast, with a strong northern accent:

"I just wanted to call you!" She bit the words hard, "The card number has changed, my dad's account is about to be cancelled, so please remember mine—"

Shi Yufeng interrupted: "Only cash, I'll give it to you in person."

The other party was stunned: "Ah? Who are you? Where is Huo Ying?"

Shi Yufeng refused to answer, and squeezed Huo Ying's hand comfortingly, and said: "Tell me the address of the funeral. Cremation is not allowed until Huo Ying goes back."

The voice of the other party suddenly increased: "Who the hell are you? Let my brother answer the phone! It's so strange, where did it come from——"

Shi Yufeng interrupted her again, very peacefully, "I have a friend who often deals with funeral homes, no matter at home or abroad, I can find out the specific address without you telling me," precisely because his voice was not disturbed at all. , the articulation is still very clear, so it seems that he is cold to the freezing point, "We must mourn, if we go back and find that Dad has turned into ashes, then we have to burn the money to him too!"

Hearing the words, the other party was stunned for more than ten seconds, as if he had compromised, but also as if he could not accept the conversation just now, "...I will text you the address later... When did my brother recognize a man?" Brother, is he next to you? Let him pick--"

Shi Yufeng hung up the phone directly and returned the phone to the original owner.

Huo Ying's expression had recovered from the state of shock, he smiled, but his eyes were still red, "You are so awesome, how did you guess that my sister just wanted money?"

Shi Yufeng also smiled, and he focused on Huo Ying's overly calm brows, "I can also guess that if you send her the money, at least half of it will not be spent on Dad."

Huo Ying still smiled, "Is this intuition? But my elder brother and they will definitely not let her take advantage of it alone." After finishing speaking, there was a ding sound, it should be that he had received the address, he just glanced at it and locked it. on the screen.

Shi Yufeng said lightly: "This kind of relative is very common."

Huo Ying nodded, lowered his head and fiddled with the hot phone, "It's actually in my hometown, and it was agreed to be transferred to a big hospital in Beijing last year? No wonder you want me to go back." He leaned on the back of the sheepskin chair, Looking at the blue sky, "Leave in the afternoon, you should be there in the middle of the night, I have to hurry up."

Shi Yufeng was still watching his profile, and said, "I'm with you."

Huo Ying was stunned for a moment, the fragile shell on his face suddenly seemed to crack open, revealing the fragility inside.He hurriedly covered his eyes, "Haha, I'm going back to my mother's house so soon, so I have to tell you about science. There are two brothers and a sister. I am the youngest. Now there is no one left to see me. They I said that I made my dad angry and sick, and now he is dying of illness...Forget it, wait until we get on the plane." He took a deep breath, took away the hand that blocked his eyes, and turned to look at Shi Yufeng. With red fingerprints on the bridge of his nose, he turned the subject almost abruptly, "The friend you mentioned just now, could it be Qiu Shili? ..."

"It's actually made up. Qiu Shili probably wouldn't be able to handle those things by himself," Shi Yufeng stretched out his arms to hug this person who couldn't even pretend to be relaxed, "but he can definitely find out."

Huo Ying tried to avoid him, holding on to the car door, as if he was about to get out of the car at any time, "Okay, you stay in the car, I'll go see how those clams are doing."

"After listening to this song." Before he ran away, Shi Yu Feng held his shoulders, pressed him into his arms stubbornly, and said muffledly, "Wife, be obedient, let's finish listening to this song, and I will accompany you to watch it." Clam."

His voice was very soft and close, just next to Huo Ying's ear, so irresistible, even though he called that bastard again.The song played on the stereo wheel was also very soft. A familiar band, which seemed to be from Manchester, sang patiently:

"Ineed you but I just can't tell you the truth... If you feel this way, please talk to me..."

Huo Ying remembered, the title of the song is It's Alright.

He couldn't move at all, there was nothing he could do, he could only choke up and fall into Shi Yufeng's arms hopelessly.Maybe people are like this. They didn't feel that there was anything to be wronged at first, but once someone took it to heart, it seemed that they had obtained the right to be sensitive to pain, as if they deserved to be hugged deeply.Although the farmer has already started calling to urge him to go quickly, even though he is about to attend his father's funeral, which he has not seen for more than ten years.

On the flight to a small town on the northern coast, Shi Yufeng listened to Huo Ying talk about his home and hometown.

Huo Ying's father is a cool guy with a lot of courage. He was one of the first batch of Chinese people who went abroad to do business after the reform and opening up. He was doing a business similar to reselling imported cars. Kumeier became a very rare female racing driver at a young age.Huo Ying didn't know how they met and how they fell in love, and his memory of being in a foreign country was very vague, just as his brain had already completely erased his mother's face.

But he always remembers his mother's fiery shadow on the track.When he was five or six years old, his mother died early due to illness. His father probably wanted to leave that sad place, so he returned home with his family, settled down in the small town of his hometown, and continued to run a modest car business.

It is said that Huo Ying looks [-]% like his mother, and is the youngest in the family, so he was very spoiled since he was a child, even more so after his mother passed away.He belongs to the kind of dude with a good family background in the local area. He eats, drinks, plays, and wanders around every day. He has a good brain so that the pressure of reading is not too high.He didn't have a driver's license in high school, so he liked to improve his father's car, secretly drove it out in the middle of the night, and speeded crazily on the newly built cross-sea bridge, but he was not caught and nothing happened.

According to Huo Ying, he was an idiot before the age of 17, and everyone in the family except his father thought so too.He was admitted to a certain 985 in Shanghai in college. At that time, finance majors were just beginning to be popular. He also passed the exam. In the end, he changed to a mechanical engineering major without discussing with anyone.

At the end of the freshman year, a copy of the transcript was sent to his home, and the matter was exposed.As a result, his father also thought he was an idiot, and rushed to Shanghai the next day, pointing at the top 1% grades in the whole department and scolded him severely, saying that after graduation he could only work as an auto mechanic, with Huo Ying's two strong brothers wanted to tie him home.

As a result, Huo Ying disappeared directly at the train station.He is a very cool kid who knows what he is really fascinated by. He likes the sense of creativity and order when he is tossing the engine, but he prefers the speed and madness when the accelerator is pressed to the bottom. He has always felt that the roads of the city are too Squeezed, ordinary cars are too heavy, but his father's toughness made him determined to rebel.

So Huo Ying went abroad without thinking too much, and went to the city where his mother used to play racing cars.He spent a sum of money his father gave him to practice investment, got a long-term visa, bought a second-hand Formula Three car, got an FIA license, and joined a half-dead American team.For the first two years, he was adapting to this job, and his life was miserable.The money my father gave was not small, but it was far from enough for this money-burning career, especially when his team couldn't get sponsorship.

At the worst time, Huo Ying borrowed black loans, squeezed in an underground apartment, ate food at reduced prices before the supermarket closed every day, participated in any competitions, performed desperately, and hoped to be favored by a certain F1 team one day.Even if he lives on that little appearance fee every day, he still dreams of driving the highest level of racing every day.

"I thought my mother would bless me." Huo Ying laughed when he said this.

But it can't be said to be a daydream. Huo Ying did have the youthful spirit of being able to ignore everything for a dream, and he is very talented and hardworking. He is not the one who should be trapped in the low-end arena.

The opportunity came when he was 20 years old.Due to accidents and contract issues, the Ferrari team lost three racers one after another, so Huo Ying, who was thriving on the F3 track, caught their eyes. He was young, had no background, was easy to arrange, and had strong plasticity. He looked like a dark horse.

The first time Huo Ying drove F1 to the field was to save the field. He was unknown in the world championship, but he was young and vigorous. He was so happy that he was going crazy. Less than orgasmic ecstasy.After more than a dozen races in a season, he traveled all over the world as he wished, and he also adjusted the red car given by the team to his liking.

In the end he gave Ferrari a fifth.

The following year he won second.

In the third year, the 22-year-old Huo Ying, a Chinese youth who was too young to make people look down upon, surpassed the defending champion and became the world champion.

Almost in an instant, Huo Ying had everything, whether it was honor, respect, admiration, admiration, or a huge sponsorship fee...he could invite his hardworking logistics team to drink at will, and he could also have no guilt Talk to your boss.That was a real blast.At that time, Huo Ying was so proud that he wished he could live in the garage and stay with his precious racing car every day. Without him, this car was a mass of scrap iron weighing more than 600 kilograms. Without this car He is not a world champion either, he and it are transformed and achieved each other.He would rather love cars than those strange girls with winking eyes waiting for his autograph outside the track.

The so-called spring breeze is proud of the horseshoe disease, and the so-called Yijin always has to return home. At that time, Huo Ying also felt that he had the face to go home and see his father.He couldn't believe that his father didn't know that his son had become a world champion.Unexpectedly, when he arrived in China, when he made a phone call at the airport, the surprise turned into shock—his father refused to see him, his voice trembling with anger on the phone, just like five years ago, scolding him for being unfilial to his relatives.

Even if he said, Dad, I brought you a championship back.

Huo Ying was still not reconciled, and went back to his villa by the sea and knocked on the door, only the eldest brother and sister came out to drive him away.He guarded his house for three days, then drove back to Italy.

From now on, I will never make a phone call to China again.

It was half a year later that the eldest sister called again, saying that the family was bankrupt. Huo Ying didn't say anything, and transferred a large amount of money to his father's account.Another half a year later, he received another call. This time it was his elder brother who said that his father was seriously ill and that the liver cancer had spread to his lungs. He also said that he was mad at him.Huo Ying didn't dare to read the medical certificate in the mailbox at all, and just sent money to the family, a bigger sum.

After that, Huo Ying was only proud for two years, and soon his big dream was shattered to the ground. He was exhausted, he had no one to talk to, and he had nowhere to go. He dragged his injuries and hid on this small island First, because Qiu Shili said that the drug lord who killed his son has not yet come to justice, and may kill him.Everything has changed, the only thing that remains the same is that his three brothers and sisters still take turns from time to time, telling him heinous things, and asking him for treatment fees one after another.

"Is Dad still unwilling to see me?" In the most desperate year, Huo Ying once asked this question on the night when he really knew that he would never be able to go to the F1 race again.

"The cancer cells will spread even after seeing you! Don't be angry with him!" His sister replied like this.

Qiu Shili, who was drinking together, was so angry to death by these words.

Then it's over to the present.

Huo Ying is not easy to pinch, of course he doubted how much money was spent on his father's treatment, of course he scolded his cheeky brother and sister in his heart.But maybe it was because of guilt, he couldn't do anything about not answering the phone, he couldn't help but give money dishonestly, and he didn't have the courage to go back to his hometown for another three days, begging pitifully to see his father.

He has been abandoned by the whole world, if that kind of strange pain, his relatives will pierce it in again - although Huo Ying burned himself with a cigarette butt when he was unconscious, he does not actually have much tendency to masochistic.

However, he has now set foot on that long-lost land.

The airport in a small city is not big, and the twilight fell heavily from outside the glass wall. Shi Yufeng led him, squeezed into the crowd around the conveyor belt, waiting for his checked luggage.

Is it because there are people who don't abandon themselves that they have this courage?Huo Ying wanted to laugh at himself again.

He carefully looked at the person next to him with interlocking fingers again.The silver hair combed a ponytail obediently. Although it cannot be said to be meticulous, this is the neatest Huo Ying has ever seen.It was the first time for this kid to wear formal clothes in front of him. They were all temporarily picked by Huo Ying at the shop in the airport before departure. A moon gray long-staple cotton shirt, black tie and black straight-leg pants, not a big brand, was abruptly worn by Shi Yufeng There is a pictorial effect.

There are many people around looking at them quietly, whether to see the handsome guy, or to see two handsome guys holding hands-hands wearing the same bracelet.Huo Ying thought so.

The hometown is not so open yet, presumably they are being treated like monkeys.

Of course Huo Ying didn't want to let go now, he still wanted to stare at his family.

"I haven't attended a funeral, so I'm very worried about not being dignified." Shi Yufeng blushed a little after being stared at by Huo Ying. According to the rules, condolences are not allowed.”

Huo Ying tilted his head and leaned on his shoulder, "Then the two of us can really be compared."

"Haha," Shi Yufeng smiled, and put his arms around Huo Ying's shoulders, it was obvious that he really wanted to say something to make Huo Ying relax, "I felt fine at the time, anyway, I seldom spent time with my father since I was a child. It’s just that I would get a little angry when I heard the servant say something like ‘the mistress’ son’. But when I was old, I had a lot of quarrels with other family members. Finally, after the funeral, he let me take a look at it in the middle of the night and knelt down. It was the first time I saw him get so angry!"

Huo Ying also smiled, and lowered his eyelashes loosely, "I think he is just like your father."

Shi Yufeng was quite dissatisfied, he thought to himself, but Shi Zhanyang must not let Shi Zhanyang hear this - that person will definitely be elated, and if he meets a bosom friend, he will immediately make friends with Huo Ying!

He was thinking about how to move the topic away from his father's question, but he heard Huo Ying say: "Here we come!" Their big and small bags were slowly sliding on the track.

"Stay in a hotel or stay at my house?" Huo Ying stuffed the handle of a suitcase into Shi Yufeng's hand, and smiled so brightly that people almost forgot that he came back for the funeral. "To be exact, yes My garage is very big, I put furniture in it when I was in my second year of middle school, and I was the king of the mountain, no one would do anything to me, but my dad used to me, 'let him go, let him go', that's what he always said."

Shi Yufeng replied, "Of course I have to live in the garage", and he led Huo Ying to the exit. He continued to look at Huo Ying's flying smile, but now he would rather see Huo Ying lower his eyebrows for real, even if he really cried.