can't stop

Shi Yufeng's footsteps were fast, he didn't care whether the ground was slippery or the puddles were muddy, he held an umbrella in one hand, and walked with Huo Ying almost in his other hand, panting heavily.The usual four to 10-minute journey was so dark and cold, and it took less than half an hour to finish. They were sweating all the way and didn't talk.

Huo Ying had already stopped crying, when Shi Yu Feng took the key to open the door, he stood aside, looking carefully at the cold side face by the shaking corridor lamp.Shi Yufeng frowned, his face was pale, his silver dangling long hair stuck to the side of his face in strands, and the rainwater kept dripping on his sharp collarbone and the back of his neck.

Both of them were equally drenched.

"Sorry," Yu Feng actually said this word after unlocking the door lock. He turned his back to Huo Ying, lowered his head, and his thin spine was revealed from the wet and transparent white T-shirt. "I want to drive there." , can't do it."

Huo Ying wrinkled severely in her heart. "I know. On the first day you came, when you helped me rescue bananas," he closed the door, locked it nervously, threw his backpack and stretched his hands to Shi Yufeng's side, to hold his wrist, " In fact, it's very reluctant, right?"

Shi Yufeng actually laughed, dumbly and tensely, "There was no thunder that day."

"Then you are too reluctant! That day the rain was heavier than today," Huo Ying insisted, he clenched Shi Yufeng's wrist tightly, and pressed his forehead against his back, as if it was not enough, he was eager to grab Live more, "And pick me up today... it's all for me."

Shi Yu Feng stood more and more stiffly, he shook his wrist, seeing that Huo Ying was not loose, he walked straight forward, "The water is already boiled, you wash it first, Brother Ying."

Huo Ying couldn't believe it and felt uneasy when he was thrown away so hard, why didn't Shi Yufeng turn back to look at him... He pounced on him, hooked his arms on Shi Yufeng's shoulders, rubbed his face, and used the tip of his nose Gently rubbing the cold earlobe, "What's the matter?" A thunderbolt came down in a blink of an eye, he hugged his shoulders tightly, and asked in a low voice, with willful coquettishness and naked concern, "Are you afraid?"

But Shi Yufeng spoke very softly, as if suppressing something, "If you don't take a bath soon, you will catch a cold."

Huo Ying was stunned for a moment, the room was so quiet that he felt something was wrong, he turned to Shi Yufeng in a panic, a bright red scratch on the man's left cheekbone crashed into his eye socket, and when he looked again, his arm was bruised, The root of the phalanx on the back of the left hand was red, and blurry tender flesh was turned out, like the marks of someone being beaten with a fist.Blood mixed with rainwater, washed for so long, but still flowing.

Just now, from the door to now, Huo Ying didn't notice this, he felt it was a crime.

"Did you fight with someone? Just now?" He didn't care whether he took a shower or not, squatted down next to the TV cabinet, and quickly found out the alcohol wound medicine cotton swab bandage, "Why did you fight?" Looking at Shi Yufeng.

Shi Yufeng shrugged, "They wouldn't let me approach the port, saying I would fall into the sea."

Looks like it got into a fight with a patrol or something.Also one-to-many.It's for me again.Huo Ying wiped off the water from his face, firmly pressed Shi Yufeng on the sofa, let him sit on the cushion, stood aside by himself, used cotton pads to absorb the rainwater around the wound on his cheek, dipped in alcohol to apply, He heard large drops of water flowing from himself and Shi Yufeng, dripping on the sofa, pattering.

Immediately after was the wound medicine, the powder had a biting bitter fragrance, it should be very painful when sprinkled on a fresh wound, more irritating than alcohol, but Shi Yufeng didn't react at all.Huo Ying didn't want him to hold on, so he chatted in a normal tone, "Is it because of the rain that I can't heal myself quickly?"

Shi Yufeng blinked his green eyes, stared blankly at the white wall, there was nothing in his pupils, "I don't know."

Huo Ying stooped twice on the coffee table, tore off the square alginate dressing, turned around and pasted it on him, "I think this kind of thunderstorm weather may be your vulnerable period, not only psychologically, just like your Special physique-"

But the words were interrupted. The moment the dressing touched his cheek, Shi Yu Feng suddenly avoided his hand and slapped the thing on his face casually. He shrank in the corner of the L-shaped sofa like a wounded leopard. The injured hand hugs the knee, which is a defensive posture.

He stared at Huo Ying, "Who knows! Special physique," he sneered again, the corners of his mouth raised and lowered, "I don't even know what I am!"

Another thunderstorm fell, and the sound of the rain had already become rumbling.Shi Yufeng covered his neck, trembling.

"...is that scar, is it hurting?" Huo Ying was also trembling, he knelt on the sofa on one knee, and stuck Shi Yufeng between himself and the corner of the wall, "Don't cover it like this, let me see, little Feng, let me see."

"You'd better go take a shower now, then go to bed and stay away from me."

"I can't." Huo Ying unresisted and opened his five fingers on the side of his neck, leaning over to stare at the old scar carefully.Nothing terrible, just a little redness.

Huo Ying caressed Shi Yu Feng's forehead soothingly, tentatively wanting to touch that pale mark.He failed - this time, Yu Feng didn't hide from him anymore, but directly pinched his shoulders and pressed him on the sofa.With too much strength, Huo Ying was pinched in pain. He opened his mouth and didn't know what he wanted to say, so he was covered. Shi Yu Feng stared straight at him with red eyes and asked, "What are you talking about?" Can’t? Obviously yes, leave a note and leave, say something urgent, can’t you stay far away from me? Now I’m very annoying, annoying to death, I can’t ask you to stay away? It’s not you To educate me to be reasonable?"

These words were extremely calm, but also extremely cruel. They should, completely, shouldn't have been said from the mouth of this turbulent expression in front of him.Huo Ying stared wide-eyed, his eye sockets seemed to be stretched open abruptly, reluctantly showing sorrow, "You are crazy!" He squeezed out such a sentence from his tightly pressed fingers.

Shi Yufeng was stunned, his eyebrows and eyes were surprised and at a loss, separated by a thick layer of fog, but his hand pressed Huo Ying's lips even tighter, there was no room for movement.He leaned down, approached Huo Ying's ear and said chillingly, "Crazy, I may be a lunatic, I have always been, but Brother Ying, you are crazier than me, in this kind of weather, coming back in the middle of the night seems to be fatal Come back and accompany me, and say what you said, don’t run around, don’t be afraid, as if I were a child.” The tip of his hair rubbed against Huo Ying’s neck, pricking his skin, and the residual water flowed down into the neckline, “What’s more scary is actually Are you? Are you afraid that something will happen to me, or that you will regret it to death after something happens to me, and you will never be free?"

Huo Ying listened silently, every word followed the ear canal, like ice skates digging deep into the brain, and he softened it one by one, until the last word was said from Shi Yufeng's thin lips sticking to his ear Huo Ying seemed to be punched on the head by someone, and fell on the sofa. Under Yu Feng's palm, he was powerless, and was overwhelmed by guilt and bewilderment, or it was just a kind of sadness.

He knew that what Shi Yufeng said might be angry, maybe he was in an uncontrollable state, maybe Shi Yufeng was more sad than him.Qiu Shili said it, and Shi Yufeng himself said it, thunderstorms can be surprisingly irritable, to a certain extent, people can do anything, Huo Ying has experienced all kinds of boredom and anger in 27 years, and he can understand it.

And he is sad precisely because he understands this - the little black dog that was used as a screensaver before can comfort Shi Yufeng in this state, he will hug it to sleep, and no one can get close to them.But now Huo Ying didn't replace the role of the little black dog, but he had a problem himself, and he didn't bring Shi Yufeng any comfort, and became the one who "can't get close".

Qiu Shili said, "With your current relationship, he should not reject you." Qiu Shili was very sure, but he was wrong.

This realization came like a slap in the face. Huo Ying closed his eyelids, feeling that his eyes and nose were sore and sore. No matter how he broke down, he would only silently shed tears and swallow and sob, but he cried out.

"Don't cry," Shi Yufeng still had that sleepwalking expression, but his knuckles jumped and bounced away from Huo Ying's lips, and the strength of his body's suppression was also loosened a lot. He sat up straight, "You have to cry several times a day, don't cry!"

His mouth was let go, Huo Ying chose to cover it by himself, "I'm sorry..." He tried his best to cover his face, but he couldn't stop the sobbing of tears, and the thunder from the distant sky turned into a whip and whipped him, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry !"

Shi Yufeng sat helplessly, he seemed to go back and forth between sobriety and restlessness, he wanted to get closer, but he didn't dare, and he seemed not to want to. "I don't want you to lie to me, I don't want to hear you lie..." He clenched the wrist of the other with one hand, his veins were exposed on his lower abdomen, in order not to touch Huo Ying, "It is true that there is an urgent matter at home , or is it fake?" He bowed his head deeply in frustration again, "My intuition... intuition is wrong, you didn't lie, right Brother Ying? I was wrong, you didn't lie to me?"

Huo Ying buried his head in wiping tears on his drenched cuffs, trying to suppress the unstoppable hiccups, but the more he cried, the more he cried. He couldn't speak in this state.

"I'm not trying to force you..." Shi Yufeng's eyes turned even redder, like a martial artist with light make-up who ended up in a frenzy, he put his messy hair behind his ears, and whispered in a low voice, "I can also help you if there is an urgent matter at home. Go with you, I want to go with you, I want to help you, but you don't believe me... Don't cry, don't cry!"

Huo Ying didn't want to cry like this either, he felt that he was useless, lowly, and vexatious, when Yu Feng was convincing himself that he didn't lie, but he did, and he didn't want to let this lie be known by the people in front of him even if he was beaten to death .He had no choice but to turn his body against the wall and curl up into a ball with his chest in his arms. This kind of emotional turmoil was too dense, never before, and it was as frightening as a flood in a dry land.He even thought in his heart, come here, some god, save me, just tear off my tear ducts!

But there is no god to control the tears of a mortal, and it was Shi Yufeng who stopped all this.He grabbed Huo Ying's neckline, clasped his two blades, pressed him into his arms, and kissed him hard.Huo Ying's whole body was cold and fragile, as if he was about to be shattered, trembling in his arms, but Shi Yufeng never let go, let alone let go of his lips.

Hugging is the most direct way to empathize.Feeling the retreat of the person in his arms, Shi Yufeng's violent thoughts were stabbed and flew up, hitting the roof, the rain, and the thunder. He couldn't think anymore. The only thing he knew was that Huo Ying's tears And sobbing are medicines that can poison people to death. He can't let Huo Ying just break down and die like this. He wants to use kisses to kill the poison.

And Huo Ying really gradually calmed down after being kissed by him with his lips in his mouth.The breathing was still short, but it became regular, without the kind of tearing pain.At that time, Yu Feng felt in a daze that Huo Ying hugged him back, and his body leaned against him, more like a kind of adsorption, foot by foot, section by section, softly and hotly sticking to his blood vessels and heartbeat, the tenderness of his cheeks The tear stains were dried, but the lips became more moist, not only water, but also blood.

I forgot all the techniques summarized before, a primitive and crazy kiss, and Huo Ying kissed blood again, the smell was terrible, but the two delicate flesh did not escape at all, and responded to his kiss persistently, still like that soft.

When it was so soft, Yu Feng's heart swelled and ached.

"...Brother, Brother Ying!" He yelled blindly while panting, as if bewitched, his hand slid down from Huo Ying's back to the hem of his clothes, he picked it away with his fingertips, and then naturally slid into the waist .Huo Ying visibly trembled, and fell on him, but the pressure of the belt and the smooth touch of the skin still made Shi Yufeng wake up suddenly.That place...so innocent, yet more vulnerable than lips.He can't, he can't now!

Shi Yufeng parted reluctantly, staring at Huo Ying for a few seconds, watching his flushing and confusion.

"I have to go and calm down." He stood up, but he had an emotional voice.

Huo Ying raised his face and didn't speak, as if he was fainted by the kiss for a moment, but the water vapor looked at him dimly.

Shi Yufeng simply ran away.The wound where the nails were embedded in the bones of the hand, he absorbed the pain and locked himself in the bathroom.

And Huo Ying was still in a daze, sitting on the sofa maintaining his original posture, with his fingers on his lips, motionless, his eyes glowing with radiance.He seemed indeed broken, and was putting himself back together piece by piece.

A few minutes later, Shi Yufeng came back again, with half-dried hair curled up at the end, the silver gray lacked its former luster, the root of the hair was originally fiery red, and his face was resolute and reckless. This is a 19-year-old A look that can only be possessed by a human being.

"I tried it just now and found that I can actually listen to the thunder carefully and watch the lightning. I don't seem to be so annoyed and scared, but when I do that kind of thing, I think about it, lose my temper, hurt you, and hurt you." Hurt you, I thought that tomorrow you might never want to talk to me again," he knelt down on the edge of the sofa, with hot moisture all over his body, as if he was holding driftwood and drifting towards a boat calling for help, " I don't know what to do, when I look in the mirror, I hate the one in the mirror. Brother Ying, I'm so scared!"

Hearing this, Huo Ying bit her injured lip and was stunned for several seconds. At that time, Yu Feng felt that the ground was collapsing, and tens of thousands of mountains were hanging on a silk thread. It was an infinitely long few seconds.Suddenly Huo Ying raised his hand, "Don't be afraid," he smiled, picked up Yu Feng's face that was smudged by various semi-dry liquids, rubbed it with his thumb, and comforted him word by word, " Don't be afraid, I won't stop talking to you. Not now, not tomorrow, never."

After speaking, he adjusted his breathing bit by bit, and slowly leaned closer, like a kitten tasting fish for the first time, tentatively and gently kissed those two lips.

The deafening thunder was still being hacked, and the whole island was like a broken Noah's Ark, about to be overturned by the wind at any moment, but Huo Ying seemed to be in a quiet place, with his bloody lips, Touch Yu Feng's rainwater when it is soaked, touch Yu Feng's thunder when it stabs, touch Yu Feng when you touch it.

"Then you won't want to talk to me?" He separated slightly, and asked gently with his face.

"No, of course not..." Shi Yu Feng was about to cry.

"Then do you still... like me?" Huo Ying pressed her lips back patiently, every word was a kiss.

"I like it." Shi Yufeng exulted in astonishment, gasping for no reason, "I like it so much that I'm going crazy, I like it so much that I can die!"

Huo Ying smiled. He sniffed Shi Yufeng's breath greedily, as if he wanted to appreciate deeply what was his again and what was always his. "We are really two fools." He said fiercely again Hugged Shi Yufeng, continued the kiss on the mouth, freed his hands two or three times, untied his belt, and then grabbed the waistband of Shi Yufeng's sports pants, settled down, and stretched in without hesitation to make a real deal. After grabbing a handful, he leaned against Shi Yufeng's body, and turned his weight on that shoulder, splashing all the color, and biting Shi Yufeng's ear stickily, "Do it, I want to think about it now! "