I'm here to find my son

Hongyu pulled open the curtain, moved her knees and knelt beside Nan Zimu, then raised her hand and lightly touched his head, and said in shock, "This temperature can make people stupid."

"..." Li Xingzhi tightened Nan Zimu's hand, and put a soft wet cloth on Nan Zimu's forehead, "He spit out all the water I just fed him."

"No way, he can't eat, and he can't drink medicines..." Hongyu was a little confused, "I'll get you a smaller spoon, you can feed him some water in small sips, how much can he drink?" How much to drink. Well...I'll go get some water and wipe the adult body, I can't let him just scald like this."

"Ah."

Nan Zimu's eyes were still half open, he felt Li Xingzhi kiss him tremblingly at the corner of his eyes, and then murmured softly: "Stay here and stay with me, okay?"

Nan Zimu blinked uncomfortably: "Yes."

I try my best.

Li Xingzhi began to feed Nan Zimu water in small sips, and the mountain god swallowed hard, but finally he did not vomit out the white water.Hou Ye showed a smile uglier than crying, and asked softly, "Are you hungry? I'll feed you some porridge."

Nan Zimu shook his head, no matter what he ate, he would start to feel nauseous as soon as it fell into his stomach.The mountain god didn't want to vomit in a mess again, and swallowed it so hard, and then spit it out with his last breath, which not only tormented Lord Hou, but also tormented himself, so Nan Zimu simply stopped eating.

Hou Ye was afraid that he would be hungry, and on the other hand, he was worried that Nan Zimu would vomit it out again after eating it, which would only make him feel more uncomfortable.

This is not okay, and that is not right, so I can only do nothing and waste my time.

"Hug." Although Nan Zimu's voice was faint, Li Xingzhi still heard it.

Li Xingzhi found him the most comfortable position so that Nan Zimu could lean in his arms.At this time, Lord Hou realized that Nan Zimu had lost so much weight these days. Although he was not fat before, at least he didn't feel like a bone in the hand.

When Hongyu undressed him and wiped his body, Li Xingzhi noticed that on Nan Zimu's body, whether it was the collarbone, ribs, or the butterfly bone on his back, they all had sharp lines, which made him look like he was in shape.

"How long is he left?" Li Xingzhi suddenly asked without beginning or end.

Hongyu shook her head and said, "I don't know."

"Then if... If he really goes to reincarnation, I really still have the possibility to put him..."

"I don't know, Lord Marquis. No one has experienced this. Who can be sure?"

Lord Hou lowered his head slightly, and kissed Nan Zimu's sweaty forehead. He thought many times, if Nan Zimu's pain could be spared, then even his pain would be repaid hundreds of times and thousands of times on Lord Hou. He is also happy.

"Zimua..." Li Xingzhi murmured.

The wind and snow whistling outside the window suddenly smashed into the curtain of the car, turning Hou Ye's almost inaudible voice into fragmented white snow, and then crashed into the wind again——

Nan Zimu's high fever did not show signs of dying down, so Lord Hou really couldn't sleep at night this time.

When the army was approaching Hangu Pass, Li Xingzhi couldn't help taking a nap, but was woken up by a pair of cold hands in the middle of the night.

Li Xingzhi's eyes fell on that hand. It was Nan Zimu who was touching the stubble on his chin with his fingers. Master Hou held his hand and said in surprise, "Why is your hand so cold? Your fever Return?"

"What's the matter?" Hongyu opened the curtain and climbed in, and made a trick to make fireflies ignite in the car, "Is the fever gone?"

"Yeah." Nan Zimu's eyes were very bright, he pressed his head to Lord Hou's chest, and said, "I'm leaving, Lord Hou."

"..." Li Xingzhi's eyes turned red immediately, and he reprimanded in a low voice, "Don't talk nonsense! It's not going to be fine now... If the fever subsides, maybe it will be cured soon..."

Nanzi Mu Dingding looked at him: "But I really have to go."

Li Xingzhi gritted his teeth, he couldn't lie to himself, Nan Zimu's fever was so severe these two days, he threw up everything he ate, and in the end he couldn't even swallow plain water.

Last night he vomited blood while breathing, that scene can be described as shocking.

So now he and Hongyu tacitly agree that Nan Zimu is not getting better, but returning to the light; what he said is not joking, he is really going to leave.

"No, I won't allow it." Hou Ye said with red eyes, "Where is my dowry? You said that you would spread the red makeup for ten miles, and then move Zhongnanshan to marry me. How can you lie when you are such an adult?"

Nan Zimu looked at him quietly, and sighed softly: "Master Hou..."

The fireflies landed on Li Xingzhi's shoulders, illuminating his face in a dark and unrecognizable way. With this sentence, Lord Hou cried, "I'm not ready to see you again..." Why are you leaving?

The parents he could rely on have all passed away forever; he was the one who hurt like his heart... The love that was so easy to hold in his arms will also disappear in smoke now.

The rest are just the people who depend on him to live.

This time, Master Hou was really helpless.

"Sorry." Nan Zimu closed his eyes, he was really tired, and he also knew that the pain in Li Xingzhi's heart was no less painful than the pain in his body.

But he really can't hold it anymore, he has a mortal body, it's really not something you can endure with perseverance.

"Li Xingzhi, if I die, the bug won't work for you." Nan Zimu said with a smile on his lips, "But I guess you will fulfill your promise..."

"Maybe, maybe I'll change my mind as soon as you leave, I..." Li Xingzhi suddenly hugged Nan Zimu tightly in his arms, he was dumb for a moment, and could only cry silently.

Nan Zimu was a little out of breath, he couldn't watch Li Xingzhi cry, but there were only a few words of consolation upside down, the consolation that he couldn't convince himself was of course useless on Master Hou.

So Nan Zimu just stared at Lord Hou without saying a word, as if he wanted to engrave his appearance into his soul and take him away with him.

"My lord." With red eyes, Hongyu paused every word, "I will find out those who harmed you one by one..."

"Don't..." Nan Zimu was agitated, and spit out another mouthful of bright red, "You... are you trying to piss me off?"

Hongyu was angry: "Why..."

"No reason." Nan Zimu frowned in pain, "Those people... leave it to Lord Hou to clean up, don't worry about it, be good, okay?"

"Okay, Li Xingzhi, wait for the world to be peaceful, and then remember to hate them, okay?"

One person and one monster nodded obediently.

Li Xingzhi pressed him into his arms and coaxed him in a low voice: "Stop talking, stop talking..."

The carriage was silent for about ten seconds, and both of them could hear Nan Zimu's painful panting and his uncontrollable crying.

Nan Zimu curled up in Lord Hou's arms, and said softly, "I've already closed my eyes, and I can only sleep if Lord Hou tells me a story."

Hou Ye broke down in tears for a while.

He stammered and said: "Old man Su's story is finished, let's talk about Li Taibai..."

Li Xingzhi didn't know when Nan Zimu left, he only knew that when he finished telling the story in a crying voice, Nan Zimu was already curled up in his arms and breathless.

Nan Zimu's life stopped here, but Lord Hou couldn't stop.

He hugged Nan Zimu in silence for several hours, and finally survived till dawn.The redness in Hou Ye's eyes has faded, and his eyes are condensed into a world of ice and snow that is the same as outside.Li Xingzhi told Hongyu expressionlessly: "Don't tell Huanxi about this, if this kid finds out, he might make a fuss."

Ruby nodded.

"Also, don't take revenge on your own. Zimu... He's right, don't get angry now, I won't let them go." Li Xingzhi wrote lightly, "Song Yili, it's not enough to cut him into pieces pity."

"Lord Hou!" A soldier shouted outside, "Hangu Pass is ahead."

Li Xingzhi opened the curtain of the car, and the flying snow fell from the sky. Looking around, the whole world seemed to be swept away by white chills. At the end of the winding road was Hangu Pass.

Here, it may be the place where his soul returns, or it may be the place where he turned the tide.

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Nan Zimu walked aimlessly in the flying snow for a long time. He was wearing thin clothes, but it was strange that he didn't feel cold at all.

He forgot why he was here, the carriage in front ran too fast, Nan Zimu chased after a few steps, but missed, so he was too lazy to run.

The mountain god walked around in circles. He always felt that there was something very important to him in front of him, but he really couldn't remember what it was.

The wind and snow finally stopped, and the sun, which hadn't appeared for some days, finally jumped out of the clouds and hung high in the sky.

Nan Zimu felt that his exposed skin was a little painful from the sun, and then he suddenly remembered that he seemed to be dead.

The soul cannot stay in the sun for a long time, but Nan Zimu looked far away and couldn't find a place to hide.

He was in a daze when he suddenly heard a loud noise in front of him. Nan Zimu's hearing became very sharp, and he vaguely heard the sound of an army beating drums in front of him.

Nan Zimu followed the sound and found that it was a wave of Huns beating drums to boost morale, and on the city wall stood a general in armor.

The general's is really pretty, except for the abrupt stubble protruding from his chin, which separates his facial features, each of which makes people feel kind and pleasing to the eye.

The mountain god's heart moved, and the turbulent memory was overwhelming him, and his soul finally came back to life. He stared at the person on the city wall helplessly and restrained, and called out: "Li Xingzhi."

It's a pity that they are separated now, and he will never be able to get a response from Li Xingzhi.

Nan Zimu tilted his head, and saw that the large army was surrounded by a thick circle of black air. There seemed to be a pair of eyes in the black air. He had just stared at one of the eyes for a short time, and the black air gradually gradually Transformed into a human form, all those Yin soldiers looked at him sullenly.

"Lord Mountain God." An imminent Yin soldier brought a black Yin soldier and bowed to him.

"Why are you here, my lord? Um... my lord, you... are dead?" The leader of the Yin soldiers has a very good relationship with the judge, so he naturally recognizes Nan Zimu who occasionally comes to the underworld for a few laps, "My lord, first talk to me Go down, and then be exposed to the sun, your soul and body will be in trouble."

Nan Zimu turned his head and glanced at Li Xing again, then followed the Yin soldier away.