Young year

Bai Xiaonian was admitted to No. [-] Middle School, a top-notch city center, his photo was posted on the wall of honor, and even our head teacher praised him full of praise. "Hey, Hu Jiaming, don't you two know each other very well? Why don't you have the fairy spirit of a schoolmaster?" He also hurt me by the way.

This is a great happy event for the Bai family. Uncle Deng didn't know that there was an undercurrent in the three of us, so he invited me to the celebration banquet. "We don't invite outsiders, just the five of us will eat! My daughter will also come, she will be in high school next year, and I will communicate more with you." He also regarded me as Xiaonian's best friend.

Are we?

Xiaohui said that I have a good temper, and most of the girls who broke up with me continued to be friends with me, and I would help them if they needed something.Tingting said bah, he doesn't like us enough, understand?

Indeed, I can no longer be friends with Bai Xiaonian, even if we have never really loved, we are at most more than friends.Being at the same dinner table with him would torture me to death. The more I looked at him, the more shaken I felt.

I'm afraid that if I look at him again, I can't help but take his hand and escape from here.

"Actually, you can also try chasing him!" Tingting encouraged me, "Underground love is quite interesting, you are 15 and not 45, why are you always so realistic?"

I asked her back: "Feng Tingting, if you know that a relationship is doomed to fail at the beginning, would you still choose to start?"

Tingting said: "Hu Jiaming, you are a bit out of the mainstream when you say this."

"Fuck, can you let me be sad for a while!" I pretended to be punctured by her, but I already had the answer in my heart: I would give up this relationship.

Hu Weiye gave me a particularly good example. He told me that the love between the wrong family and the wrong family failed in the end. They also did not look back back then, and in the end they didn't even get the marriage certificate.So the old nonsense said, if a man can't give happiness to the one he loves, let him go.

What's more, that person is Bai Xiaonian, the one I want to pet on my heart.His emotional experience is blank. If the first stroke is not exciting enough, I would rather not draw it by me.His first love should be bright and beautiful. I hope that what he remembers deeply is not how much he was hurt or how painful he was.

"...Long pain is worse than short pain. You little brats still don't understand anything." Ms. Bai raised the wine and clinked glasses with us. Every word she said was aimed at me. , but less will be seen.”

"Hu Jiaming will come to play with me, it's not that far away." Bai Xiaonian looked at me.

Ms. Bai took food for him: "You will be staying then, and Jiaming will be staying too! Why is it not far away? Two hours by bus, my friend, are you willing to travel so far?" She bit the word "friend" very hard. Heavy.

I knew that my aunt was trying to save face for me. She was reluctant to say "Xiao Nian", so she gently reminded me: "Let's not communicate with each other in the future."You are not the same kind of people. What you stole from the Second High School in the past three years must be returned.

She left me to talk alone after dinner, and told me that next week they will move to Uncle Deng's house, which is closer to No. [-] Middle School. "If you really want Xiao Nian to be good, don't go to him. You are a smart boy, can you understand what Auntie means? Life in high school is colorful, and you two will forget it slowly, okay?"

I pretended to be mature and stable for a long time, thinking that I should nod my head calmly, but who knew that saying "I forgot" would be enough to make my pretended strength collapse.It turns out that I can accept that Bai Xiaonian leaves me, and that he falls in love with someone else...but I can't accept that he forgets me.

Tingting said that I was not happy at all, and I kept hiding my emotions.She didn't understand that those emotions could scare people if they weren't hidden.

I said Auntie, can you give me Xiaonian?Without me, who would make him the winter melon ball soup that he likes to eat, who would cover his hands so cold without me, who would remind him to drink eight glasses of water a day...he can’t live without me!

I howled and cried, extremely embarrassed.

Auntie, he can't live without me, don't let him forget me...I can't live without him...

I can't live without Xiaonian.