Young year

"I got sand in my eyes, let him blow it for me." Bai Xiaonian poked his head out and said, he was very calm, and so was Ms. Bai, only I panicked.

Ms. Bai raised her eyebrows and asked me, "Really?" I nodded, and she turned and left.

The next day, Ms. Bai asked me to go home. She said that the senior high school entrance examination was about to come, and she was afraid that we would delay our studies by playing around all the time. "Jiaming, don't worry about your studies. We have to take care of them when we are young. If we don't enroll in No. [-] Middle School...the exams are due, so don't get tired of being together every day. You are not in the same class. I will take care of you in the future." Xiaonian, don't worry about it, just focus on your studies." She looked normal, but I was covered in cold sweat.

Bai Xiaonian's mobile phone is his mother's control, and we don't feel like we are together all day long, but now that we don't see each other, I know the importance of technological communication.I was sitting on my bicycle, wishing I could get a letter from him, even if it was just a smile.

I didn't see him very often in school. The two classes were not on the same floor, and the experimental class had to skip part of the lunch break to make papers.I can only look at him from a distance during the morning exercises. In the team of the experimental class, his back is very straight.

Tingting reconciled with me again, not reunited, but she finally stopped spreading rumors about my death outside.Regardless of past relationships, we actually get along quite well. She is a good friend, willful and bold but also caring.

The class uploaded that we got back together because she finally got on the back of my bike.But when Tingting was sitting in the back, she was actually asking me: "I have already seen it, do you like Bai Xiaonian?"

I kept my silence as my default, and she laughed while sucking the juice: "Hu Jiaming, you also have today? Is it because you can't love it, and lovesickness becomes sick? But Bai Xiaonian is different from us. He is in the experimental class, is he worthy?" you?"

Do you deserve it?

He kissed me in the toilet cubicle, briskly like a dragonfly, and he even really thought that Ms. Bai isolated us because of study. "I will do well in the exam, don't worry, I will be fine in high school." He swore that he couldn't understand the complexity in my eyes.

I said Bai Xiaonian, do you know why I kissed you?

He nodded, then shook his head again, he thought I was playing a hooligan, but after becoming a habit, he would turn around and coax me with kisses.

Does Bai Xiaonian know?Did he dodge the question obtusely, or wisely?I hugged him for a long time, wanting to confess impulsively, but afraid that he would take my words as a joke.A teenager's heart is sensitive and fragile, and I thought to myself: Maybe he doesn't like me?

Mr. Hu said that I was too precocious, but at the age of 15, I was young after all. After I fell in love impulsively, I realized that the mountains between me and Bai Xiaonian were not only gender, but also studies, family, etc. etc.Not all parents are like Lao Hu. They support my puppy love regardless of gender, and not all love can be shared in one eye.

He is a dragonfly, he touches the water gently and then leaves, maybe he didn't intend to leave ripples, but he trapped me in that circle.

15-year-old Hu Jiaming thinks he understands love after watching a few TV series and listening to a few love songs, but in fact he doesn't.He expected Bai Xiaonian to understand, but Bai Xiaonian also knew only a little about love. It was more difficult for him to explain the difference between habits and preferences than the last big math problem.

"So what did you tell him?" Tingting asked me.

I finally let him go and wished him success in his studies and a bright future.