disqualified hero

Dream, still dream.

Osamu Dazai knew he was dreaming, and the scene in front of him was so familiar. For countless days and nights in the past, he had been facing a large white wall, listening to the beep of the EKG machine.

"Beep-beep-"

That is extremely reassuring, the sound of the beating heart represents life.

Achilles was lying on the hospital bed. His face was pale and bloodless. For hundreds of days and nights in the past, he had been lying quietly on the bed. Medicines flowed into his body through catheters to maintain his precarious life.

Osamu Dazai, no, at that time his name should be Shuji Tsushima. He was standing in front of Achilles' bed. If you just look at his face, you will not be able to tell who is the living and who is the dead. After all, his face is too terrifying , like a joruri doll.

There are surveillance cameras in the room, but when he enters, he always has the ability to disable them. In terms of resourcefulness, he has already surpassed the age limit, not to mention Shuji Tsushima does not want anyone to disturb his time with Achilles. Time, even less willing to let people see his fragile appearance.

Afo has no opinion on this. The doctor told him that "unless a miracle happens, the possibility of Achilles waking up is infinitely close to zero", and he has always been a person who does not believe in miracles. In his heart Achilles is already a living dead.

He is very happy, as long as he can maintain the vitality of the living dead, he can firmly hold Tsushima Shuji-kun in his hands. Xiuzhi is too good, much better than hanging, and he can handle everything without any catalytic training It's just a rule, but it is precisely because of this excellence that he dare not list Mr. Xiuzhi as his successor.

He will kill himself one day, afo thinks so.

[A fledgling falcon cannot soar in the sky. ]

He just wants to use Mr. Xiuzhi as much as possible before his wings are full, that's all.After all, the eliminated personality canceled out his personality, and he couldn't do anything about Shuji Tsushima.

Another day, Shuji Tsushima stood in front of the hospital bed, he stared quietly at Hiroyoshi Masada, his mouth pursed into a straight line.

I don't know if he was breathing too heavily, the air rolled up Masada Hiroyoshi's eyelashes, making his eyelids twitch.

[! ]

Shuji Tsushima held his breath.

I don’t know how long it took, maybe only a few seconds, or maybe a few days, Achilles opened his eyes wide. At first his eyes were out of focus, lifeless, only the nerve endings were beating, but soon, The pupils burst into spirits.

——That is the look that only conscious people have.

There is a saying that when people are between life and death, their spirit is separated from their flesh and body. Their souls may be imprisoned in their immobile flesh and body, but their senses of hearing and touch are still functioning. Into the ears of vegetative people, their brains received all the information.

When it was just the two of them, Shuji Tsushima would chatter, because the doctor said that this would help Hiroyoshi Masada wake up. There are many cases of vegetative people suddenly waking up, and people often classify it as a miracle created by love. Shima Shuji knows that his life has nothing to do with love and warmth, but Masada Hiroyoshi is a good man, and he deserves the pity of fate.

"Ah Hong, I played games with Diao Jun again today, he is such a boring person..."

"Do you know the desire to destroy?"

"Afo, he is like the most unpopular villain. If someone like him is placed in the comics, he will definitely be defeated by his righteous partners."

Some words are nutritious and some are not.

"Ah Hong! Ah Hong!" When he saw the trembling eyelids, he showed a similar eagerness for the first time, "Can you hear what I'm saying?"

Masada Hiroyoshi blinked his right eye hard.

Shuji Tsushima let out a long breath of relief.

But his good mood didn't last long, not even for 2 minutes. Hiroyoshi Masada, who had just woken up, moved his lips with his willpower far beyond ordinary people.He really couldn't make a sound, and his lips trembled very little, and his tongue could be seen moving with difficulty through the slit between his lips.

No one who is proficient in lip language knows what he is talking about.

But Shuji Tsushima understood it, his body solidified into a ball, like a stone sculpture in the setting sun.

[Kill me, Xiu Zhi. ]

[Don't let me live like this. ]

……

Masada Hiroyoshi knows everything.

His body only maintained the lowest level of health, the disaster destroyed everything, and even the mightiest hero was still helpless in the face of natural disasters. In fact, he thought he would die in the earthquake, and he was even complacent about pushing Shuji Tsushima away at the last moment.

At that time, he never thought that his spirit could still wake up, let alone the price Shuji Tsushima would pay to keep his life alive.

"His personality is really easy to use." The doctor stood beside Masada Hiroyoshi and commented, he didn't know that the people lying on the bed could hear him, "Although your personality has no effect on him, other people have no effect on him. It's the same, as long as you let that kid go out, no matter how powerful the opponent is, you can block the action, and if the time is right, you can try to let him deal with Orumite."

"It's not the time yet, but that day shouldn't be far away."

[This voice is afo. ]

If Masada Hiroyoshi could make an expression, he would definitely be frowning. He had dealt with afo a few times, and he looked down on this man very much. If Masada Hiroyoshi was given a choice, he would definitely kill afo. The man said yes The root of Japan's evil can not be overstated.

It's a pity that afo has been in business for many years and has a huge influence. The organization he established and his power are entrenched under Tokyo. .

[Why is afo here, where is Xiu Zhi? ]

"Shuji-kun is so smart." Masada Hiroyoshi was stiff, he didn't expect to hear Tsushima Shuji's name from afo, "He is very good, a born bad embryo, a born murderer, whether it is tending to Whether it is the dark nature or his personality, it is simply tailor-made for evil." He sighed, "If I could have met him earlier, maybe I wouldn't..."

"No, it's not right." Afo paused abruptly, "Mr. Xiuzhi is a little too good. In a few years, when he is full-fledged, even I may not be able to hold him back. Sure enough, it is best to maintain the current stage." , before Diao-jun grows up, Xiuzhi-jun can do many things instead of him."

"Well, he's really good, last time..."

The conversation between the two was heard by Masada Hiroyoshi verbatim.

Afterwards, he listened to a lot of words intermittently, such as Xiuzhi whispering in his ear, the child came every day, and basically said good things, such as having crab meat for dinner, and the child named Shigaoki has no ability to take care of himself , Afo is an annoying uncle, etc., listening to the warm words that come out of his mouth, you can't imagine what he was doing before.

[What a good boy. ]

Shoda Hiroyoshi was suddenly very sad. He considered himself an upright man and hated hypocritical thoughts the most. However, when he thought of Shuji Tsushima and what afo asked him to do, he always felt his heart ache, and the precious tears of men almost It's about to flow out of the corner of the eye.

Regardless of how cynical Shuji Tsushima smiled, after being with him for a long time, Masada Hiroyoshi also figured out his nature. In short, he is a good boy, even if he can make harmless jokes, he will definitely hold a good heart Heart.Shuji Tsushima didn't want to kill, nor would he kill.

[It doesn't work now. ] Masada Hiroyoshi said to himself.

[I am already like that, there is absolutely no way for my body to recover, and it is impossible to take Xiuzhi away with such a body, afo is not treating him well now, let the child do those things, wait until Xiuzhi-jun is old A little older, who knows what he will do, that child is different from me, he should have a bright future, even if he doesn't, he can't be dragged down in this kind of place, let alone die before adulthood. ]

[I have to do something. ] His purpose is extremely clear, [At least I must not be a drag on Mr. Xiuzhi. ]

So, when he finally woke up and finally had the strength to articulate his wish, he exhausted all his strength and said to Shuji Tsushima: Kill me.

[Living like this is really too painful, kill me, let me be free, Xiuzhi. ]

……

The strength in Shuji Tsushima's body was drained, and he supported the countertop to support his precarious body.

He is very smart, so he can not only read the superficial meaning of Ahong's words, but also the deep meaning.

[He wanted to die because of me. ]

[For me not to be afo's dog. ]

Hiroshi's face has not changed, it is still so thin and pale, but in Shuji Tsushima's eyes, his face is just like Buddha, exuding the light of divinity.

Achilles said: [Let me die a hero. ]

Be like a hero who saved you from disaster.

Shuji Tsushima's face became even paler, and now he is as fragile as a piece of paper, as long as someone reaches out and pushes him lightly, he can be knocked down, and different thoughts are intertwined in his heart.

[I am persecuting this child. ] Masada Hiroyoshi rarely regards Shuji Tsushima as a child, except now, he knows that he is very bad, very bad, making this request is no different from asking Shuji Tsushima to kill himself.

[But that's all I can do. ] He is very clear, [Only when I am dead, will he have no weakness, no shackles, and no need to be held hostage by afo until he dies one day or kill him back. Anyway, what afo asked Xiuzhi to do now is really too sinful Yes, if you do too many evil things, even a kind and good person will be blackened. He should have a more hopeful and brighter future instead of sinking into the mud. ]

[He is trying to do something for me, and I have to do something for him. ]

He said: Do it, Xiuzhi, this is my wish.

Shuji Tsushima pulled out the needle in silence, and the liquid representing the essence of life flowed out of the rubber tube and fell to the ground. How bad is Masada Hiroyoshi's body now?In short, once there is no medicine, his vitality will decline anytime and anywhere.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and the lines written on the EKG machine became more and more gentle, more and more gentle, which was the portrayal of his heart beating, and the beating became weaker.

Thank you.

Masada Hiroyoshi silently moved his lips.

Live on, Xiu Zhi, live on with my ideals.

"I will." Shuji Tsushima spoke, his voice was so hoarse, Hong Yi didn't know if a child would make a voice as rough as rusty iron.

"I will." He promised.

"Di——" A straight line flashed across the ECG screen, Shuji Tsushima struggled to move his eyes, and he saw Masada Hiroyoshi's face with a contented smile on the corner of his mouth.

[The doctor should have received the notice, right? ] Shuji Tsushima knew that something was wrong with him, he split into two people, one part of him was very calm, even planning an escape for himself, the other part of him, how should I put it, is that person crying?Are you grieving, the kid named "Shuji Tsushima", what is he doing?

Twisted and crooked wire conduits, tight instruments, he moved those easily ignitable instruments together, and the murder weapon he took out from his arms split the iron sheet. His technique was quite exquisite, and the sparks splashing from the instrument could be seen through the iron sheet.

Alcohol, alcohol.

The colorless liquid was poured on Masada Hiroyoshi, and some scattered on the machine, "crash—" the glass was broken, and the high-level wind blew strongly on Shuji Tsushima's face.

He took out a lighter, and the flame swayed in the wind.

"Bangdang-"

The door was knocked open.

"Teng—" the flames shot up into the sky.

As for Shuji Tsushima, he jumped down against the wind from the upper echelons.

……

The following story came to an abrupt end, because Osamu Dazai woke up, the summer sun was too violent, and the curtains in his room were not drawn tightly enough, a ray of sunlight sneaked in through the cracks in the curtains and shone on his face.

The dream dissipated, and he was also stunned by the sunlight, so he went to the window and opened the curtains, and the sunlight filled the empty room.

As far as the eye can see, it is a sparkling river.

Another new day.

……

After the Baoxu Incident, society fell into new turmoil.

It is not enough to say that it is turbulent. From the perspective of security, the level of social security has risen sharply recently, and those idlers in the streets and alleys have suddenly become organized. It is true that there are still people who rob houses, but there is another group. Those who are not heroes stop them, those who claim to be followers of Goliath.

But this situation is what makes the heroes vigilant.

Aizawa Shouta went to a meeting. After the meeting, he was going to take the subway from Tokyo Station to Xiongying High School. Tokyo Station had a lot of people, including young people, middle-aged people, and old people.For the meeting, Aizawa Shouta changed into a suit, and now he looks no different from an office worker.

He just looked around twice at random, and saw the video being played on the mobile phone of the young man next to him. It was the confrontation between Goliath and Stein. Many, the banning is absolutely endless. There were indeed people who wanted to obliterate the existence of this matter in the previous meeting, but the remaining rational people did not want to entangle too much.

"Our immediate priority is to figure out what Goliath is up to," Hawkes said at the meeting, not a positive person, but he must be more involved when it comes to Goliath.

This is the responsibility, Goliath is the hero of his firm, and he must be caught.

"Is his purpose to establish a new underworld?" A hero sneered, "If we can wipe out the underworld for the first time, we can wipe out the second time."

"No, it seems that it is good that the gangsters have not been banned. I said at the time that many of them would not become enemies. On the contrary, they have a chivalrous style. If they hadn't been wiped out at that time, the trouble now is to say Not necessarily less."

"It's all over at this time, so let's talk about the past."

"But the law and order has indeed improved recently, right? If Goliath is ignored..."

"Do you mean to let him go? As far as crime is concerned, ordinary enemies are absolutely inferior to him, right?"

[Ah, there is a quarrel. ]

Aizawa Shouta remained silent, he always did that in the meeting, compared to other heroes present, his focus was a bit strange, sometimes Aizawa Shouta would ask himself if he thinks too highly of Dazai However, no matter whether he was awake or unconscious, Aizawa Xiao believed that things would develop into what they are now, and it must have something to do with Osamu Dazai.

[What exactly do you want to do. ] He wanted to stand in front of Osamu Dazai, shaking his shoulders and asking.

[Dazai! ]

Of course, the meeting did not argue for a result. Putting the hero and the officials on the same occasion, of course, would be astonishingly inefficient. Thinking of what they talked about, Aizawa Xiaota couldn't help but sigh.He stood in the carriage, the railway stretched from the ground to the ground, the sunlight fell on the man through the window glass, and the young people around him were whispering, but his five senses were really sensitive, and the words of the man could be heard in his ears, very clear.

"It's really handsome, Goliath." The man in the video is waving a knife.

"He turned out to be a hero."

"It's not the same now. If you kill someone, you will still be accused of crimes. Isn't that what ancient heroes are like?"

"But it's against the law. The recent news is not criticizing every day."

"You still watch the news?"

"Anyway, I think he is very handsome. If I didn't have to take the exam, I would have gone to join him."

"Dream, what do they want students to do."

Immediately there was a riot of giggling and laughing.

Aizawa Shouta sighed again.

[This is the most frightening thing. ] he thought in his heart.

[Up to now, even the hero has accurately stated whether what Goliath did was good or bad. If he is still a lone hero who kills people, from the perspective of legal judgment, what he did is unquestionable It's wrong to kill people until now, but after the announcement, social security has indeed improved. At the same time, his hidden strength is constantly increasing, and he may soon develop to the point where he can be compared with a hero. ]

[Public opinion is what it is, they have the support of a large portion of the common people, which makes the hero's campaign much harder. ]

[As of now, no one knows what the future will look like, whether it will get better or worse. ]

Aizawa Shouta stared at the sea outside the car window. It was an extremely beautiful and calm sea level. In the distance, the sea and the sky intersected, and wisps of clouds were winding under the blue sky. Occasionally, a few fishing boats came from the sea. Driving past, with a meandering waves.

[What kind of future do you see, Dazai? ]

……

1:30pm, Tokyo Hospital.

Lu Gu sat on a chair, and the doctor across from him held a small flashlight and ordered him to open his mouth, and the light shone through his mouth.

"It's all right," said the doctor. "You're fully recovered."

Izuku Lvgu bowed his head and said, "Thank you doctor."

"Be careful next time." The doctor manipulated the high-back chair under him and turned it in a circle. He faced the computer screen with ten fingers flying on the keyboard, "Although you were seriously injured when you were sent, you didn't Leaving a wound that will hinder the career of a hero can only be said to be very lucky and very coincidental, but you have to remember that such good luck is not always available, if you really want to become Professional heroes, if you encounter an enemy you can't deal with at this stage, you must avoid it from a distance, understand?"

"I'll be more careful next time." During the time in the hospital, Lugu had already gotten to know the kind-hearted doctor, who was worried about him, and it was impossible for him to reject the other's kindness, so he could only agree verbally.

only……

[If there is a next time, I will definitely rush up. ] Green Valley Izuku is more aware of this than anyone else.

[Because Mr. Dazai is there. ]

"Then," the doctor didn't know what he was thinking. If he knew, he would definitely scold Lugu Izuku to the blood. He just showed a very understanding smile to Lugu and said, "Congratulations on your discharge from the hospital, Lugu." Mr. Gu." He even blinked mischievously, "If possible, I hope I don't have to see you in the future."

This is from the medical staff, best wishes.

Green Valley walked out of the hospital for a long time. He didn't tell his mother about the injury. Green Valley Yinzi thought he was still an intern. Fortunately, he had a personality to help him recover faster.

Both Dazai and Aizawa Shouta came to visit Midoriya. At that time, the latter had a familiar headache expression on his face, while Dazai just smiled and uttered soft words.

"Thanks to Mr. Lugu's protection, I was not injured." He said, "Thank you so much."

This was what Izuku Lvgu most wanted to hear at the moment, and he relaxed almost instantly: "That's good."

It was so good.

When he saw Dazai Osamu who was intact, the vague fear that had lingered in his heart before seemed to dissipate a little.

Not long after he walked out of the hospital, Lugu felt very hungry. He bought rice balls and tea at a convenience store on the roadside, and walked 30 meters to a central park. There were two rows of wooden chairs back to back, and he sat on one of them. .

After a while, a person sat on another chair with his back against it.

The rice ball was wrapped in plastic film, and when it was torn apart, it made a "crackling" sound, which pierced the eardrums of the person, giving the man in the hood a headache for no reason.

[Irritable, irritable, irritable, irritable...]

Shigangmu only felt that the skin on his neck was getting more and more itchy.

[It shouldn't be like this. ] The midday sun was too strong, piercing his eyes, Shigaoki felt that his eyes hurt, and the normal saline was about to fall.

[How is this possible. ]

He became more and more irritable, and anxious emotions continued to burn in his heart.

[Why why why, why are you with the hero, obviously you should be with me, aren't you my playmate, why are you not dead, why are you there, I don't allow it! ]

His inner language is fragmented, and the logic of the dead handle wood is like a messy knotted ball of yarn, extremely disordered.

But one thing he was very clear about.

Since he was a child, Sikangmu has been a very domineering child. It is absolutely impossible to give toys he doesn't like to others. What he doesn't want can only be smashed with his personality.

and so……

[I'm going to destroy him. ]

he thinks.

[I'm going to destroy "Osamu Dazai" who was with the hero. ]

In the hidden corner of his heart, an idea is taking root: if the hero doesn't want him, he can only come to the enemy.

In the child's thinking world, there are only black and white.

The park at noon is very beautiful, the breeze is gentle, the leaves on the branches of the trees are blowing with the wind, in front of the green valley, the water drops shot by the fountain draw a beautiful arc in the air, like a rainbow.

The sun shines on the bodies of Shizuoki and Izuku Midoriya, dazzling and full of vitality.

[Body: Osamu Dazai]

[Synchronization rate: 95%]