disqualified hero

Dreams are a manifestation of the human subconscious mind.

Sigangmu lay flat on the narrow bed. The bed was very small, just over one meter wide. The movement of turning over should not be too loud, otherwise it would hit the wall on the right.Ever since the teacher was taken away, his living conditions have been so poor, whether the living environment is good or the food he imports is good, they can all be regarded as bad.

Fortunately, he is not a person who cares much about the quality of life, or in other words, Shikuragi doesn't know what he cares about, he doesn't even know what he wants.

destroy?Every cell in the body is clamoring for destruction, but there is a problem with turning it into action.

[Shigaraki-kun, you are such a boring person. ]

Here it is again, there are whispers coming from the left ear, the person seems to put his mouth against his ear, and while talking, the light breathing sound hits his cochlea, and Shi Gangmu has to stretch out his hand and touch his ear. Scratching on the side left red marks.

He couldn't even feel the pain, just itching, itching, itching.

The dream is still going on, and the auditory hallucinations appearing in the ears are only the first step. The scene unfolds slowly in front of Shigaraki's eyes. He knows it is a dream because the perspective he is in is God's perspective. When they first met, he definitely did not look at Jin seriously Shima Shuji's face.

At that time, he was like a frightened bird, and when he looked at people, he had to look through the slightly long hair that hung down on his forehead.

Watch people through the curtain.

"This is Tsushima Shuji-kun, Diao-kun." He said, "It's your playmate, the two of you should get along well."

The teacher's expression was very kind, and there was even a smile hanging from the corner of his mouth. Shikuagi keenly noticed that that smile was different from the teacher's face to himself. His vocabulary was not rich enough, so he could only borrow what Shuji Tsushima once said, The teacher looked at himself with "bad, but with a little expectation" eyes, as if he had a piece of paper with a gray background, which he could smear on at will.

But Shuji Tsushima, the nature is different.

"For him, I should be regarded as a weapon that is not in his hands but is unwilling to discard because of its priceless value." He said distressedly, "It's like if a person can't kill his greatest enemy, he always loves it. Imprison them by your side, build beautiful birdcages out of gold, and when you have nothing to do, not only sneer with words, but also play with them with your eyes.”

Sigangmu snorted: "It's you who are the enemy, you think too highly of yourself." He said, "Master crushing you is like crushing an ant on the side of the road."

Shuji Tsushima shrugged and said, "It's just an analogy, and now your teacher is probably still complacent and thinks he can let me be with you."

Siganmu became vigilant: "Do you want to be the teacher's student?" He said, "Impossible, you are just a toy, because I asked the teacher for the toy I found."

[Toys cannot become flesh and blood people, if you have the heart...]

His knuckles made a cracking sound, and Shikuragi wanted to use his personality that he couldn't control.

There is a childish and terrifying side to his nature, just as a child would snap off a rag doll's head without guilt, and the same is true of human life to Akiragi.

Can slip through fingers.

"Okay." Shuji Tsushima said, "Then what do you want to play, Shigaraki-kun." He was sitting on a high stool. The child's legs were really not long enough, and the high back chair was about one meter high. , Bai Shengsheng's legs were hanging in the air, and the cotton socks were pulled neatly.

He looked like a child of a good family.

As for the dead wood, he likes to step on the ground with his feet, but he doesn't like the roof, the high altitude, or the ground that will collapse. Thin children have to be a little bit wider, and the knitted fabric is really not stiff. Before wearing it, I don’t know where it was taken out from, and the folds are all over the place.

Almost like a beggar in the slums.

[What do you want to play...]

"Video games."

After much deliberation, I couldn't find anything other than video games.

"Hey——" Shuji Tsushima dragged his voice out, sighing inexplicably.

Shigaraki's eyeballs were hidden behind his hair, his pupils turned upwards, and his exposed skin began to itch again. He grabbed the chair leg beside him, and if nothing happened, the chair leg under his hand would disappear in an instant.

As it happened by accident, nothing changed.

[? ]

Shuji Tsushima was like a roundworm in his belly, he didn't say anything but he guessed what Shigaraki wanted to do, he moved his lips lazily: "You have a bad temper." He said, "Let's go, go play video games , I hope you have a two-person machine there."

"What is that?" A vague shadow appeared in Shikuraki's mind. He should know what a two-person machine is, but from a certain point of time, his memory became very vague, so some memories couldn't be recalled. up.

"A video game console." Shuji Tsushima said, "I often play with Hiro."

Ahong, the name Sigangmu had never heard of it before, he was like a child learning to speak, and asked persistently: "Who is Ahong?"

"Alone." Shuji Tsushima said.

"Where is he?" Shikamaki asked again.

"It's right here." Shuji Tsushima shrugged, "He's receiving treatment."

This conversation took place the day after they met.

……

"You're so boring, Shigaraki-kun."

When Shuji Tsushima said these words, the two of them were sitting on the ground without any image, with a screen standing in front of them, black wires with twists and turns hanging on the floor, and a game box with a vertical handle in front of it , Cassettes were scattered on the floor, the whole room was in a mess, and there was almost no place for people to stay.

They played many games, racing games, fighting games, adventure games... all kinds of games, Shuji Tsushima is not a competitive person, but he has no reason to lose to Shikuragi, so from playing the first From one game to the one-hundred and first game, Ikuragi didn't win even one game.

He was very angry at the beginning. The way children express anger is nothing more than crying and destruction. The former cannot appear on Niigaragi, so he used his personality to destroy many game cassettes. The room was intact, because Shuji Tsushima sat on the floor.

So he lifted the game box and threw it hard at the TV screen, just as Dead Handwood expected, the TV screen shattered.

Shuji Tsushima watched him do the damage with cold eyes. The child's strength was really weak, and Shigaraki was thinner than ordinary children. He destroyed most of the room and said out of breath: "Come again."

"Do you still want to play?" Shuji Tsushima tilted his head, as if the destruction just now was not worth mentioning to him.

"Come again." Shizuoki said.

Infinite game, infinite loop, no matter what kind of game he chooses, he will never win, the cassette is destroyed one after another, no matter what, he will only talk about it after he has vented his anger, time seems to be Stuck in an endless loop.

Finally, after persisting for a few more days, Shuji Tsushima was finally not ready to cooperate anymore. He let go of the handle of the game console, lay flat on the tatami, looked at the textured ceiling and said, "It's so boring, Shigaraki Jun."

What is so boring, is it boring to play games, or is it boring to be in the same room with him, or...

"You're such a boring person."

Shigaraki was stunned for a moment, and then flew into a rage. He already knew Shuji Tsushima's personality. It was Afo who told him that it would be ineffective to use his own "Honkai" to deal with him.

So Shigangmu used his hands and feet, like a vigorous little leopard, he jumped and landed on Xiuzhi's body, pinched his arms with his hands, and kept kicking with his feet, this is something that often appears among children , An unruly way of fighting.

Shuji Tsushima didn't go to an ordinary school, but it doesn't mean he didn't receive similar training. Compared with his other abilities, his physical skills are by no means excellent, but Nojiko is not worth mentioning in front of him.

"Look." He looked down at Shiganmu condescendingly, "I haven't met many people, but there is no one more boring than you."

"The reason why human beings are human is that they can learn and make continuous progress. Not to mention human beings, even Pavlov's dogs will have the reflex condition to drool." Xiu Zhi said, "But you are different. Fail, rage, do it again, behavior seems to have become a fixed template, and there is only futile anger at what can’t be done.”

"In this case, you are not even a child, but a baby who will not grow up. At least the child can still think and make progress."

"I, what I hate the most are the same boring people. At first I thought your behavior pattern was interesting, but now it seems that's it." Yes, there is indeed some intimidating element in his smile, "Let's evolve a little bit, Shigaraki-kun."

[Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ] He was like a trapped beast, with a dull and meaningless roar in his chest, Shikuragi was sure that he hated Shuji Tsushima hated Shuji Tsushima and wanted to destroy Shuji Tsushima.

But more is other.

[I want to beat him. ] For the first time after losing his memory, a strong personal will reverberated in Niigaragi's mind.

[I want to win him, I want to destroy him. ]

But his skin did not itch, unlike before, the burning flames of anger filled his empty heart.

Deadwood became a less boring living being.

……

"Teacher." Nekaragi asked, "How can a person evolve."

"What?" Afo squatted down, with a vicious smile on the corner of his mouth. Of course, in the eyes of others, it was probably a solemn smile, "Do you want to evolve?"

Shizuoki nodded.

"Thinking." Afo said, "Thinking ability divides human beings from other animals. If you want to become better, you can't stop thinking."

"Learn," he said, "learn, acquire more knowledge."

[Learning and thinking can make a person strong. ]

This concept first appeared in the minds of young children.

"Why do you want to evolve?" afo persuasively said, "Did something happen, Hang?"

Shigaraki didn't speak, he didn't want to hide it from the teacher, but he felt ashamed of Shuji Uetsushima's record of defeats in all battles. Children have no sense of shame, only relying on adults, which generates extra emotions from him Start, and the evolution begins.

The man known as the teacher seemed to have noticed this, he changed the subject and said, "How are you getting along with Xiuzhi-kun?"

[not so good. ] His expression was sluggish, his dull eyes covered by slightly longer hair.

He suddenly became curious about Shuji Tsushima, who had never had the ability to explore before: "Where did the teacher find him?" Nekaragi said, "Is he the same as me?"

[They are both homeless and have no memory, only to be discovered by the teacher. ]

"No." Afo said meaningfully, "He has a family."

The adult man raised his head and stared at a certain direction in the void. His vision was extremely penetrating, as if it had penetrated through the thick wooden door and the wall, like a tennis ball, swimming forward at extreme speed. The scene is rapidly regressing.

In front of a gate, his eyes froze. The gate was white and very technological. Anyone who saw it would immediately think of the gate of a hospital.

The sight drilled into the door, and the speed of advancing suddenly slowed down.

The room was very dark, the blinds were pulled down, and the light could not even escape through the gaps in the plastic sheets. There was a hospital bed attached to one end of the wall, and there were many instruments on the left and right sides of the bed. Those instruments were very advanced, and some of them were not simple. It is not a tool, but a product of individual transformation.

There was a man lying quietly on the bed. Even from the outside, he was not intact. His whole body was covered with plaster, and only half of his face was exposed. Now his eyes were tightly closed. There was no breath of life on his face.

"Di-"

"Di-"

Only the up and down lines on the EKG machine proved he was alive.

"Hang." He said earnestly, "You can learn, you can think, but remember, what you learn must be something useful, not useless dross that makes people weak."

"What is useless dross." His three views have not been constructed at all, good and evil, useful and useless, and he can't make an accurate judgment on knowledge.

"For example, the human heart."

Letting human beings abandon human hearts sounds like a false proposition, but Niigaragi has ignorantly touched the true meaning of afo.

"Kindness, justice, sympathy, these emotions are unnecessary." He said, "You just have to do what you want to do, destroy it if you want to, and turn everything in front of you into powder if you want to." Fan, even if I die.” He talked about the death he might usher in, as if he was talking about a trivial matter, “Even if I die, leave your side and don’t be sad, and don’t need to mourn .”

Not to be sad?Not to mourn?

Shigaraki was stunned.

What he had to admit was that in a short period of time, the teacher had replaced everything and occupied the most important position in his heart. Shikuraki didn't even realize that his pupils were dilated and the whites of his eyes were bloodshot.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa than..

"Remember the pain you felt just now, Hang." Afo squatted down, gently stroking the child's face with his hands, "Remember the pain overflowing in your heart, and then multiply the pain on others."

"If you want to become such a person, you can only revenge the person who caused the pain, instead of trying to save the past with condescension." He said, "Only in that way can you become stronger."

……

Shigaraki learned other things one after another, of course it was not Shuji Tsushima who told him. Although the man was about the same age as him, his behavior pattern was elusive, like a huge mystery.

He heard things from doctors and teachers.

"The person lying in the ward?" The doctor looked back at him, "There is such a person."

"How is he?" said the doctor. "It's a bit hard to say. From a physical point of view, he should be considered alive, but physically, because he doesn't know when he will wake up, no, it should be said that he will not wake up in this life." That's the norm."

"In short, it can only be regarded as alive, and it's not very good."

The teacher said: "Don't you want to know why Xiuzhi-kun came?" He said, "Smart boy like him should be swimming in the wide night, flying freely like a bird." Speaking of this, he lightly He laughed, that voice couldn't be happier, and he was very proud of locking the free eagle into the cage.

"But there is no way, because Mr. Achilles is injured, and he needs medical equipment to maintain his vital signs." Afo said hypocritically, "It's really pitiful."

"Tsushima-kun originally had a very prominent family background, but it seems that he also killed his father, and his family was ruined." Hearing this dead Karaki widened his eyes and killed his father, these four words made him feel strongly. resonance.

"If it was in the past, it would be easier for him to treat Mr. Achilles." He gestured, "That's not right, if that was the case, he wouldn't even be with Mr. Achilles."

"All in all, things have happened naturally." He said, "Get along well with Mr. Xiu Zhi, hang, you will definitely learn a lot from him."

[When enough has been learned, and the child has grown beyond control...]

Afo's teeth are cold and white.

[So this is ah. ]

Relying on fragmentary descriptions, Niugaragi pieced together the truth. Shuji Tsushima was with Achilles before. He knew the name and was a well-known anti-hero.

On the surface, he is an enemy, but what he does is completely different from what the teacher does. Just hearing his name, Shikuragi feels itchy skin, and feels disgusted deep in his heart.

[What a disgusting person, Shuji Tsushima, did he ever get together with such a person? ]

……

After inquiring about Shuji Tsushima's news everywhere, Shigaraki didn't appear in front of him so often, so when he returned to the room where the game cards should have been scattered, he suddenly discovered that during this period of time, the room It did make a difference.

There were not only game chucks scattered on the floor, but also various books. Shuji Tsushima was lying on the tatami with his head up, holding a book, and his leisurely posture made him feel angry.

He spoke maliciously, as if he wanted to see Shuji Tsushima change his face, wanting to break his mask-like expression: "Is Achilles okay?"

Shuji Tsushima didn't move at all.

"I forgot, he's lying in the nursing ward on the top floor right now." Shikuragi said, "Like a dead man."

Shuji Tsushima suddenly moved.

The thick books flew towards him, the speed was too fast, and Shigaoki couldn't dodge, he could only barely stretch out his hand to block, he couldn't completely control his personality, but just let the books annihilate, absolutely It's not difficult.

The book turned into ashes in front of his hands, and Shigaraki's heart was on fire. Just as he was about to ask Shuji Tsushima what he was doing, his fists came one after another.Even though he was still a child, Shuji Tsushima knew the art of fighting well. He knew exactly where the fist landed was the most uncomfortable, and the involuntary force fell on his stomach, which made him open his mouth wide and retch loudly .

The next punch landed on the jaw, and Shigangmu's face was turned upwards, then his legs, and his knees. He was knocked to the ground, and he could only curl up to protect his body.

In fact, Shuji Tsushima's strength is not very strong. After all, he is a brain school, and his physical skills are only enough. If the opponent is relatively weak and does not like to fight back, it is not a problem to teach him a few times, but if he meets someone who is good at boxing, he will fall behind. take.

As for Siganmu, he didn't have the concept of Taijutsu in his mind.

He was like a wild dog, rolling on the ground, and the pair of leather shoes stepped on his soft belly, and the dead handle wood was beaten speechless.

He only felt a hand grabbing his slightly long hair, and the cover of the hair suddenly disappeared, and his face was exposed to the sun.

"If I were you." Shuji Tsushima said, "I wouldn't challenge someone who is stronger than me again and again, and I wouldn't touch minefields without knowing the situation." He used His eyes looked contemptuously at Siganmu, "You have been taught too badly, Mr. Siganmu, you don't know how to be strong and weak, you don't know how to advance and retreat. the point."

"Your behavior just now will not only not make me look up to you, on the contrary, you are not even a boring person, but a tiny creature like dust in the ground." His scalp was pulled to stand up, and it hurt.

"If there is a next time." He whispered in Siganmu's ear, "I will kill you."

"If you die, it just proves that you are very, very weak," he said, "too weak even to keep your own life."

Shuji Tsushima's words and his attitude that day were deeply imprinted in Shizuoki's heart.

……

After all, Shuji Tsushima didn't stay until the day he killed Shigaraki.

"Where is that guy?" He searched every room, but couldn't find Shuji Tsushima, so he asked the doctor.The teacher has gone out, and the doctor is the most authoritative person in the base.

"Shuji Tsushima?" said the doctor, "disappeared."

"what?"

The man with the beard stretched out his hand to pluck the stubble on his chin: "How can I say that even that gentleman misjudged him." He said, "That child is clearly not a human being."

"..."

"Ah, you don't know yet." The doctor suddenly realized, "Achilles is dead."

"It was Tsushima who killed it."

"The life-sustaining indwelling needle was pulled out, and I watched his life go by little by little until he ushered in the final death."

"What a cruel child."

wake up.

[Body: Osamu Dazai]

[Synchronization rate: 92%]